pw.

after pw being stagnant n stale for so long, i had my meetin with the girls today. we did quite a few thgs. hey we realised we found out quite a bit for the 'wad will happen in ten yrs time'. n we kinda started our layout for the written report.
pretty fruitful. we even made a trip down to the library.
ha.i wonder how the guys are doing.

im watchin potter later. Finally.

but i kinda slept my whole after noon away again. sigh. but im really tired.
tts bad.

pretty indiany.

went little india today. we're gonna wear saris in germany yeah. aniwae after much bumpin arnd we saw some really nices ones in the shop where i bought my first sari. i was with linzi that time. i still rem! heh. i rem the owner being v helpful.. tho diff ppl but they were equally nice.
we bought four colours. red darkpinky purple blue. i lk the purple but i tink i prefer the pink much more. aniwae i haf a reddish top liao so save money. ;D
whee. n i replied sheena in the choir forum. since she said no one replied to her posts on groupings ahah. its quite fun, this whole indiany thg.

then me n sheena got pretty excited n our whole msn convo seemed to evolve only arnd the words 'saris' 'beautiful' 'exciting' 'cant wait'. ;D

oh. hey people's association is a nice plc to take photos. its spacious n the buildings look gd. quite surprising. i thot its some run down cc ahah. oops. ;D

grr.

was happily listenin to class95 until they started playin clay ailken. then i switched to 98.7fm. until they started playin ailken music as well. so i ended up listenin to pwoer98. army boys do not listen to ailken! yes!!

heyo.

just woke up frm a nap. am drinkin coke now. listenin to class95. doing pw now since weathers too hot to tink. just ate mrs fields brownies (yes the ones i bought for my sis for jubilate its not finished yet. so im helpin. ;D )

sometimes i feel so blessed. yesterday when i walked into my dad's shop i felt so different. hey, here i am enjoyin the comforts of a pretty luxurious life while he's down there workin so hard, sweatin, liftin weights, just to bring home money to pay for all our needs. im proud to be his daughter ;D

why does family business always go bust? or rather, why cant they stay the way it is? bcoz every generation is different. n more often the succeedin ones simply arent their fathers, n they dont fit the bill for being in the forefront for such a large n relatively successful company. but does this spell the end for the company? i hope not. maybe someday one spirited young lady will try to change everythg. a ha.

yesterday i talked to abiel. he's Finally movin. well he was quite troubled n i dun tink i really knew wad to say, so i just listened. hm. cant say everythg will be alright since it wont be, but i guess it can all be made better if u jst stay by her side. i simply cant imagine losin someone so close too. its too painful to even tink bout it.
tts y i say im blessed.
i'll need to gif bck then.
tts y i've set my goal to work for some volunteer grp when i grow up. ahha maybe wif kids. i lk kids. ;) nt lk mary or chui loo who glares at kids who run arnd. nor gracia who gets headaches frm kids runnin arnd n steppin on her gown. ;) ahha.

cheers.

swimming, baby.

sent my mum n aunt off to the bus terminal to johore. then my sis n i went bugis. to shop :D heh heh. she bought me lunch n a skirt frm dorothy perkins. haha it pays to have a sis who works for her own money. i really lk one skirt frm esprit too but its a lil too ex. haha nvm, ive grown up. its ok if i dont get to owe the skirt, at least i got to try it once hahaah. ;D

then i went swimmin! since goodness knows how long. aniwae i realised i still haf a fear for deep waters. i kinda chickened out when it got to the deep part n so i turned 90degrees n swam to the side. i must have looked funny, but nvm. oh n there was this cute lil boy there too. in his float. aha he was swimmin n counting at the same time. at one pt of time he splashed water at me. so adorable haha.
then we ate at sea sports centre. my dad was talkin to this waiter about fishin nearby. then this waiter started talkin bout the place further down which he knows got a lot of fish but its kinda haunted. lk how when u throw smthg it'll throw bck at u, then theres a hse there which is empty, blah. Ah i was lk 'okay.. Stop Tellin ME.' oh well.

bravo! fantastic!

last choir prac today. aww. had workshop wif velasco. he's really fantastic, i must say. bruckner has nt been soundin so gd for so long.. its wonderful to sing it. as daifeng said, u just feel lk ur flyin. quite true, coz the song kinda lifts u up n sucks out every energy u haf.. ahh. now i understand y nelson kept the song for five yrs n didnt use it, only until now. we mustnt let him (n ourselves) down!
aniwae i was being evil again n made them sing etlingua in quartet. n the best part? i didnt haf to sing coz velasco arrived. heh. ;D haha bing im still waitin for u to kill me slowly.. ;D

intention was to have a nice after choir prac dinner. i did, ;D. had a dinner walk wif gracia haha. we were just walkin arnd parkway, n laughin about everythg.
aniwae mph has this shrek 2 balloony thg. then gracia wanted to take a pic of it usin my phone, so we waited till the coast was clear then i quickly snapped a pic of her. it was hilarious. u cant even see the whole 'S'!
then we (haha) walked into top 20 n looked at the slippers. we were hopin no one saw us there. ahha.
n oh yah, we bought our big nice earrings liao! of coz i bought a yellow one n gracia bought a pink one. we had a hard time takin the earrings out bcoz everytime we take one out another one will fall off the rack. so we kinda spent half our time pickin fallen earrings frm the floor. ahha. its gracia lah, butterfingers. tsktsk.
;D but it really feels gd to just walk arnd wif her, even if its jsut parkway. yeahh. ;D silly girl even msged me to thank me for walkin arnd wif her. but hey i gotta say, shes learnt to cope well wif my attitude.. tts my friend man. hahaha. ;D

josh was embarrassin today. gosh. n lucas made a funny comment on me. they were talkin bout blindfoldin me (god knows why) then lucas said 'blindfold jy wif wad? floss??' aw man tts just the WRONG thg to say. ARGh. he's so gonna die. haha. ;D

ill look gd in a sari. ;D provided it wont be too cold in germany's auditoriums.. or we'll all be frozen cats(kucinta). or frozen birds(pamugun). oh no, we'll have frozen midriffs ahhaha. hee.

lollipop, lollipop, lollipop lollipop.

hm lets see. im busy eatin some mini choc-chip cupcake now. yumyum.

first of all, happy belated birthday to my darlin rosh!! ;D sorry i cld only afford to call u, ill make it up for u ok? *hugs

was busy with jubilate festival for the wk. we had our performance on tues. wasnt too gd. but i got some pretty gd reviews bout our performance. oh wells.
we had a workshop on wed. velasco is still the same. the hongkonger leong toong offered quite a gd advice for our zhuguanli i thot. then the concert was nt too bad. i got to hear hwachong choir n see ms lim conduct. me n gracia missed her!! n we told her so haha. ;D
vc performed yesterday. nt too bad lah. ;D

i sum thgs up quite well, dont i. ahah.

n my darlin rach sent me some nice pics of herself! hey i dont care how u look, i'll still love u! ;D

went st john's island yesterday before goin for the concert. for marine biology stuff. it was quite interesting. got to learn bout corals. got to touch them, touch starfishes, sea apple, some purple slug, a white n black stripey baby shark, sea cucumber, hermit crab, see giant clams. n my pretty yellow fish in the tank. it was quite fun.
then me eug joel n jonathan walked to esplanade.. we were supposed to eat together until me n eug walked past mango at raffles city n we saw a really fantastically shiny top on the display model so we kinda rushed into the shop to look at it ahah.
we ended up eatin subway by ourselves n i bought mrs fields brownies for my sis hahaha. it wrote there three for 6bucks, but the person charged me 6.20 so as i paid i asked the cashier.. he looked stricken then he apologised for his mistake. then eug started laughin. Silly girl. ahah. but it was funny. she said i had a smirk look on my face ahaah. ;D brownies are nice..

last choir prac tmr. hm hope velasco comes. ;p

nite ppl. i miss u, u, n u! ;D hols n midyrs be over quickly so i can see all u guys again. esp rosh n rach. n adi n rai (since ive been seein so much of janice n eug ahha). ;D

cute potter.

potter looks so much cuter in the first movie. guys just look cuter when they're young. period. :)

kinda overshot the time for choir prac today. went late for pw meetin in sch.. haah but its ok since eug was wif me. qimin didnt get the msg until this morn.. n when she called me to ask me if she still need to come down (since she lives quite far) i made her come down. heh. sorrrryy. i felt quite bad afterwards. but its a grp effort rite?

aniwae my ear's kinda feelin funny. i changed bck to my old earrings, hope it'll be better.

argh my parents actually switched to channel 8. i cant watch my potter.

me n eug were singin corrine may again today.haha. our new fav song is 'fallin in love wif u.' yeah. ;D

evil laughter.

im evil today. at least for sectionals. but i really hope the sops can get smthg out of that.. tho i didnt tink its effective or wadsoever. i lk being evil tho. :)

grr. ms attitude.

i just found out tt my phone can put images as alerts when ppl call in.. i found the perfect pic for valmond n his hair. HA. ;)

mary's cuttin her hair! haha its so exciting. hahaha.

golf thg is finally comin true. yeah then ill get to meet all the rich n free ppl (eg my dad ahhaah) who spend time at golf course. yippee. er no, i didnt mean to meet my dad. ahha.

went supper yesterday wif abiel n sis. he's movin. one less simei fren. aniwae theres alot of dogs at eastpoint at night.. eeks.

my mum's nt too happy bout me going out everyday. helloo i dont go out n play. i do work. tt explains my lethargic look at home, rite? .

heaves a sigh.

i havent been online for so long! argh. ive so much thgs to do. studyin for mid yrs in midst of preparation for choir olympics (!!) and the stupid biomed quiz. i finally went for the trainin this afternoon only to find tt it was cancelled bcoz they finished in the morn liao. i went yesterday too, n it was cancelled toO! argh.

aniwae haha bing is such a gd fren! i msged her on wed when i knew biomed was cancelled n she came to accompany me in the choir room. yeah. :D thanks bing ur my fren!! dont worry gracia u'll still be my peepal. haha.

another nice song. from 'anna n the king'. ;)

How Can I Not Love You - JOY ENRIQUEZ

Cannot touch, Cannot hold, Cannot be together
Cannot love, Cannot kiss, Cannot love each other
Must be strong and we must let go
Cannot say what our hearts must know

Chorus:
How can I not love you
What do I tell my heart
When do I not want you here in my arms
How does one walks away
From all of the memories
How do I not miss you when you are gone

Cannot trip, Cannot share sweet and tender moments
Cannot feel how we feel, Must pretend it's over
Must be brave and we must go on, Must not say
What we no longer long

Chorus:
How can I not love you
What do I tell my heart
When do I not want you here in my arms
How does one walks away
From all of the memories
How do I not miss you when you are gone

How can I not love you

Bridge:
Must be brave and we must be strong
Cannot say what we no longer long

Chorus:
How can I not love you
What do I tell my heart
When do I not want you here in my arms
How does one walks away
From all of the memories
How do I not miss you when you are gone

How can I not love you
When you are gone

symphony of a thousand

"Imagine that the Universe bursts into song. We hear no longer human voices, but those of planets and suns which revolve"

"A symphony must be like the world, it must embrace everything."
-Gustav Mahler

went to watch sso with six choirs perform mahler's symphony of a thousand. im nt too sure wad its bout (too lazy to read the programme) but i noe theres a spiritual story behind it.. gd show overall though i really cldnt follow even with the programme booklet infront of me. i failed as a mep student. but at least i enjoyed it. ;)

had workshop today. 'speak with panache'.

after tt we (the girls) sneaked into lt4 (again) n we played arnd with the mic. ahah so fun. ;) eug is really power..

happy vesak day whee.

wishes- emi fugita

I looked in the sky and there I saw a star shining so bright above
I closed my eyes and wished upon a star that I would find true love
Someone who needed me
Someone to share my life
For a love that would be true
I would wait forever
So...no...matter how long it may be
I will be waiting

One star-brighter than the others
Two hearts-beating for each other
I believe wishes really do come true

Love at first sight I knew it from the moment when you said hello
I hoped you felt it too, but we were both so shy-how was I to know
when you reached for my hand
I knew you were the one
We laughed and talked for hours like I'd known you forever
Like...a...dream or something from a book
True love has found me

One star-brighter than the others
Two hearts-beating for each other
Now I see wishes really do come true

You just have to dream
Nothing's as bad as it seems
to be...believe me
Someone's waiting for you to try
There in the sky

One star-brighter than the others
Two hearts-beating for each other
You will see wishes really do come true

You can't stop believing-wishes do come true
You gotta believe me wishes do come true...

the way you look tonight

Some day, when I'm awfully low,
When the world is cold,
I will feel a glow just thinking of you...
And the way you look tonight.

Yes you're lovely, with your smile so warm
And your cheeks so soft,
There is nothing for me but to love you,
And the way you look tonight.

With each word your tenderness grows,
Tearing my fear apart...
And that laugh that wrinkles your nose,
It touches my foolish heart.

Lovely ... Never, ever change.
Keep that breathless charm.
Won't you please arrange it ?
'Cause I love you ... Just the way you look tonight.

Mm, Mm, Mm, Mm,
Just the way you look to-night.
--
the instructors for guitar ensemble played thsi song for the concert.. nice! reminds me of the christmas season somehow...haha. ;)

last two days had been awfully packed for me. ive been out supporting badminton girls, goin for band concert, bio makeup tutorial, choir, n guitar ensemble concert.

we had half day on fri. but i ended at bout 12 coz my tutors wanted to have makeup tutorials.. aniwae our last venue was lt4. i was playin with the mic when everyone was leaving.. then as amir switched off the lights i called eug back. n we just sang in the lt :D ahha quite crazy but it felt nice. though i was scared of the dark. eug has such a fantastic voice its so wonderful to hear her sing anythg. hope she wins the song writing competition again!

met mollie yesterday while going out for dinner. sorry gracia i ditched u. i honestly didnt noe all of them werent going to stay! aniwae mollie wanted to cut hair. but he ended up wantin to eat at all the expensive places. haha. aniwae eventually i joined gracia at bk. had a nice dinner before we went bck to vj for concert. i think gracia caught a bit of my evilness.. hahaha.

janice said im either bimbo or attitude. haha. ;)

i tink the golf thg is giving some probs. im sorry jonathan lucas mich if i had made thgs more difficult for u guys tt day but i really wanted to get it across to him tt choir is just a cca, lk every other cca, which requires a high level of commitment n long hours of trainin if the need arises. so wads so different btwn choir n all the other sports cca?? u bloody limkompoot. u made it sound lk choir was some rigid cult followin. sigh that was then i felt as if august's words were true.. rem the pep talk he gave us tt time. bout choir not being very recognized in vj though we're held in high regards by other choirs.
bah.

aniwae hols r here. hey its evil to disguise the term 'study leave' by 'june hols'. EVIL. -_-

cant wait for germany trip. first i have to get thru my midyrs though. hahaha. we girls got silly plans. to buy cheap shades so we can wear there. then we'll wear all black n we can pose at the airports with our shades. oh ahah or we can wear really bright colours or auspicious colurs lk REd coz fin-air is , well, highest casualty rate. (although they give delicious mashmallow teacakes i tink.) yeahh but i hope we can do well over there. work hard!

go vj lets go!

soccer finals today. ;) the whole sch seemed to be preparing for it coz no one was in the mood for lessons..

it was gd. first time i ever watched a full match, live somemore! heh. janice was explainin to me wad was goin on.. red cards n stuff. yeahh. stepover. :)

it was actually rainin heavily n there were lightning which was really scary.. the match before ours (secondary sch finals) had to be stopped. aniwae the weather got better so yeah. the match before us was a bit tyco-- they stopped during second half n at that time it was 2-0, greenview leading. when they resumed the match, fuchun scored 3 goals in ten mins. wth. then it was a 3-3 draw. penalty kicks.. argh it was nerve wrecking. oh well fuchun won.

aniwae vj vs sajc. :D vj soccer rox! okay i didnt tink they were fantastic durin first half but second half they were really gd. u cld see all the fantastic dribblin n stepovers, n all the strategies tt they were playin (tho i couldnt really figure out their formation. oh wells) it was FANTASTIC. choljoon(chojuun? choljun?) was really gd. striker.. i haf no idea how many goals he scored out of the four. (FOUR!! the score was 4-1 )then theres 14, 7, 2, n the goalkeeper. 10's nt too bad either. imran played well too. ;) haha yesh i can tell which players r gd. haha actually nt really its just tt i can identify who those players are.. actually all were gd lah, they deserve TWO days off!! heh.

i cheered my heart out. whee. no i still got my voice. ;)

there was this really irritatin baskety guy who came to stand in front of us durin second half. we wanted to shake our shakers really hard n hit him 'accidentally'. ;)

though i thot it was quite bad of mrs chan to nt really support cricket, but oh well. tts the way the sch is shaped. just lk the SCs gettin full day off on their investiture day, while ct council only got half day off.

aniwae watchin the coucil invest made me miss being a tkgs prefect. all our investitures. hey our entrance was so cool k- our music is so much funkier n we stride in with style. woohoo. my year we had this really cool song tt started wif 'ladies n gentlement, blah blah blah(i cant rem.)' then all our syncronised standin up n sittin down. ;) i was just tinkin bout tk when jane smsed me sayin she felt sad. haha so we were msgin each other :) after tt i walked wif her back to class, n later on we signed at the card for the sports finals.. for badminton girls we wrote 'alll the best for ex tkgians badminton girls!' coz there really are quite a few of them inside.. then we wrote the sch song below n signed our big names. ;) i sat wif her for lecture too n were fillin on each other bout our lives.. ok gossipin is a shorter way of sayin it ahah. i miss being part of a group of students who have a lot of connections wif the sch staff n gets to organise n plan events for the sch.. i miss the feelin of belongin to this group of wonderful girls who are willin to sacrifice time off their schedule n serve the sch by offerin free manual labour. ;D but i dont regret nt joinin council.. how cld i give up choir for council?? i just hope my juniors will have similar experiences tt i had, n that they'll grow n learn as they take on responsibilites(in pb or choir), n take wif them valuable memories when they leave tk.

today the girls teased me endlessly bout me floatin up to the sky. (airhead). bahh. evils.

qn: wad do u find on top of a jiayun hill?
ans: jiayun rocks. woohoo.

whee.

hm its in the morn. ;p

havin chem spa skill b later.. in bout 25 mins time actually. wish me luck.

me n eug were tryin to punch hole with this one-hole puncher. eug had five holes on the paper but it still cldnt fit. tt was really funny. n yeah our pw proposal finally got approved, yeah. hai.

yesterday was talkin to sheena.. was really quite funny . yellow light bulbs ;) the four choir scs were talkin online together too.. haha cool rite. see we so high tech. online conferencing *woohoo.

ahh i may be taking up golf. in trainin for my taitai lifestyle, so i can go enjoy high tea after golf. yeah.

klutz.

wow i fell into a drain today. yeah. its ok i didnt really hurt myself, but i really felt very klutz. hm. n everyone was outside lt5 lookin. whee.

small grp combined was funny. zgl is giving me headaches. but i still lk it. ;)

troy.

wad a gd movie. who said anythg bout getting to see brad pitt's butt thrice? u dont get to see it at all! bluff me. aniwae the first part of the movie made me feel lk its some c grade movie.. tt this guy is all bout sex n stuff. but really, i love this movie. i cried at the part when the father went to plead wif brad pitt to get eric bana's body back.. im so glad i went to watch wif my parents. at least i noe my mum wld be cryin too ;D i winced at all the gory parts (as usual, only this time i didnt haf popcorn to chew on) its nt just some cheesy 'people-killin-each-other' kind of movie. i love the characters in the movie.. great movie. go catch it if u havent!

and now, back to sch. brr.

tony parsons- man n wife.

wunderrful book. hey i dont norm read k so its gotta be quite gd to catch my eye n keep me reading it for the whole nite. its really gd! its bout this guy who keeps tryin to be a perfect husband n dad but somehow he doenst achieve the picture of himself he has in mind. well its really gd. go read it.

i tink spa is gd. at least if u screw up u dont really screw up the whole thg since its divided into four parts n u get three tries for each part. well it was really funny bcoz greg was tryin to tell me n bing bout wad came out but i refused to listen. yeah. so greg was the devil n i was the angel.. n bing went over to the dark side. lets mourn for her. hahaha. *bleah :D

went down to tk down durin my four hr break btw my spas. they were having prefects conference. they really did better than what i expected them to do, they were really impressive! i was very very proud of them.. ah my beloved juniors. n i miss tk. i miss stoppin at the bus stop, walkin thru the durian-stenched pavement, smellin the aroma of portugese egg tarts, choosin btwn esso n caltex, n seein pretty girls in green. but the standard of toilets seemed to have deteriorated.. hm. its still better than the ones in vj though.

sigh didnt even noe tk choir passed down liao. nvm i dont recall tellin chloe they all when we passed down too heh. but ok lah, new com quite ok. now i understand why shuwei n yvonne msged me the other day bout tk choir... haha.

my parents bought me to this really nice plc today. too bad i wasnt in the mood to appreciate it, maybe some other day when i bring alonng a bk or paper n pen n i really can be alone. all the big old trees hanging over u, n the serendipity. its so quiet over there. nice.

oh happy day.

hmm quite a few funny thgs happened today. ;p

today was nursery rhymes day for me n rai (since ba was missing in action). we found out tt we both loved itsy bitsy spider n 'im a lil teapot short n stout..' ;P julian was laughing at us being silly but a few mins later he was hummin to itsy bitsy spider. haha how funny.

durin bio lect me n rai were having girl talk. both of us were feeling pretty tired so we were catchin small naps while the other is writing. so i wrote 'when u write, i slp. when u slp, i write.' when rai saw tt she snorted n said 'duh, u cant write n slp at the same time can u??' ok i dunno y but tt cracked both of us up. heehee.

then after sch the five of us (me rai ba janice eug) went down ecp to eat OJ since pw was cancelled. but it was closed n we ended up at macs. rai thot she found a metrosexual mag n she was really happy coz she thot she might be able to use it for her pw project but i tink it turned out to be a gay mag. we cldnt really figure it out since the content n words of the mag seemed somewad hidden n obscure. oh well. the pics were disgusting tho. the guy were posed in such.. unmanly poses. im shocked tt macs has such a mag. wadeva r our kids being exposed to nowadays?

aniwae no one made me laugh lk eug today. first she said my laughter was horrible my laughter compared to hers??), then she cldnt get rai's 'silly=CL so r u DM' joke. of coz rai's jokes makes no sense but it was really funny to see eug strugglin to understand it. ultimate man.;p

then we sat at the beach n had a really nice talk wonderin if ppl over at indonesia can see us. i wanted a neoprint badly but got spa tmr, so gotta go home n study. sigh nvm another day..

haha ok. tt sums up my happy day. yeah. ;D

sing all ur blues away.

hey i made a hypothesis. singing makes ur pain go away. ;p hahah rach rosh nab nur.. rem the one i made bout length of hair n horniness?? ahhaah. i bet tt one is true k. aniwae i told them tt i tink length of hair indicates ur level of horniness.. the longer ur hair the more horny u are. ahha then i look at amir n tink it shdnt be true. ;D

been havin a headache n upset stomach since yesterday. but it got better when i watched the ten tenors yesterday, n i didnt feel any discomfort during choir today. cool.. ;p i shall go write a bk bout it. yeah.

ten tenors were entertaining. they r very natural performers. its really cool to see ten ppl who r such naturals on stage come together n perform. i wish i can be lk them! busking buskin.

did the dynamics for pamugun today. hey i wld value feedback so tell me how u felt or if u guys haf any comments or suggestions to make it better.. ;p

nt going sch tmr, weewoo, but doesnt really count since ive got tons of tuts to catch up wif n today's lects to read up.

i watched the beheading video yesterday. at first i was saying adamantly tt i refuse to watch it, but curiosity got to the better of me n i peeped. n oh well. im glad it didnt haf the sounds on. i tink some ppl really haf the wrong idea-- tt its a privilege to see the video. i mean, wad can be more wrong than beheadin someone ur own kind? n it just shows how immnune ppl are immune to violence n coldbloodedness nowadays. this certain morbidity n sadistic mindset of ppl of our time. its really sad. its certainly nt a privilege if u watched it, neither is it cool or anythg near to tt. ITS JUST WRONG. get it, its just wrong. no i do not know how to put this into words, but im glad these terrorists r far far away n if they come near me ill just scream.

;D

wundeerrful.

today was really quite wonderful.

i spent the whole afternoon smsin nonsensical stuff to shawn coz i asked him bout his syf drama when i read his blog. it was lk retrieving a 'lost' frenship n it felt gd tho both of us were taking ages to reply. its really wonderful how a simple stupid line (u mean u smell me?? ) can spark off such a wonderful friendship even tho we're on different sides of singapore. n i wont tell the world tt ur gay. ;p ok im kiddin hes perfectly fine. any takers for a highly egocentric guy? to test ur wit n compare egos call 1800-112-swan.

then i just talked to rach online just now. hahah we were talkin bout troy n brad pitt n the guys showin off their bods in troy. ahahh i even asked her how come so much nudity, do they fight naked or smthg. ;p n i felt as if shes almost right there infront of me. wad a wonderful feeling. ahh rach darling i miss u so much i cant wait for 21st july knowin tt on 11th we'll be touchin the same soil.. *pouts. haha ok. i shall be patient. i bet mid yrs will take up most of my time aniwae.

n theres a fellow jiayun in yr two! hm i shall go find out who she is.

;D

its so hot i cant get it off me

just had pw meeting in the morn at pakway macs. i was the first to arrive but i totally forgot tt i had the proposals wif me so i forgot to bring. heh. liren's lil bro is cute. ;)

was out the whole day yesterday. chi mid yrs, choir, then chinese drama concert. surprisingly chi drama concert was one of the concert tt had everythg 'almost perfect'. the skits itself were pretty ok ( i lk the xiang shen part, those two were really gd ) n the emcees were gd. oh yes n there was this lil boy sittin infront of me.. i tink he's yingnan's bro or smthg. So Adorable! ahh. lk half the time janice wld nudge me n we wld both look at him instead of lookin at the stage hahaah. ;p

troy vanhelsing troy vanhelsing.

n to ppl who takes/thinks of taking/Steals wallets, have a Conscience. enough said. admit it, its just wrong to take smthg not urs.

*whines* its so hot its disgusting..

tears in heaven.

Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven
Would it be the same
If I saw you in heaven
I must be strong
And carry on
'Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven

Would you hold my hand
If I saw you in heaven
Would you help me stand
If I saw you in heaven
I'll find my way
Through night and day
'Cause I know I just can't stay
Here in heaven

Time can bring you down
Time can bend your knee
Time can break your heart
Have you beggin' please
Beggin' please

Beyond the door
There's peace I'm sure
And I know there'll be no more
Tears in heaven

Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven
Would it be the same
If I saw you in heaven
I must be strong
And carry on
'Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven

i love this song being played on guitar. it just sounds so dreamlike. lk in a trance. u r oblivious to wads going on arnd u. aniwae i tink guitar's a wonderful instrument, coz it sounds very personal, tts y its always special to hear guitar sounds. sigh i need to get down to learnin it properly. i already forgot how to play the opening phrase for 'if'. bleah.

ive been busy this wk. im ahead for bio tut yeah. but behind for maths. on time for chem. n ahead for econs yeah. chi test tmr.

realised i cant take part in biomed quiz coz ill be in germany on the day itself. so ill most prob try nxt yr.. then i realise nxt yr i haf syf. ha. aniwae u need min 6 pts for both lang if u wan to consider taking medicine. now im glad my mum made me take my chinese again. lets hope i get a better grade n tt my gp can make it.

my pw grp rocks. today we were having discussion n i was typing minutes onto the com. sorry i look lk the type who 'take 2 hrs to blog'(according to al who, by jy's standards, takes 3 hrs to blog) but at least i was enjoying myself typing out the minutes heh. its so fun. whee.

first time i stepped into choir room n it was empty. but gd lah, at least i cld do my work without any distractions although i still dont understand ie2.

my thurs r now officially reserved for jia! haha. ive been having two ice cream cones for the last two thurs. i better nt gain any more weight, ill cry. n jiaxun is really clumsy n klutz lah tt girl. aniwae we decided tt soft ice cream is so cheap now at macs coz they melt really fast when ur out in the sun. trust me. i eat enough to know ahha.

aniwae on monday i let the sops off late frm sectionals n caused most of them to be nearly late for combined.. n gracia n simin n bing had to be late coz they let us take the first taxi. n according to them after we left, the road was empty. lk how funny. haha ok nt funny, im really sorry for letting u guys off late! the clock in my class was slow, i really wonder why, coz it used to fast n we used to cheat our tchers tt time's up. im sorry sorry. aniwae im glad we're gonna get terrence to come down tmr, at least we can do smthg bout our inconsistent vocal techniques.

yeah ok. im off to eat my dinner now. n study my chinese.

rai babe, ull always be my beloved milkshake! *winks ahah. just let it go n dont tink bout it anymore, k? *hugs. :D im glad ur strong.

boohoo.

i abstained frm peer pressure today n didnt go gelare. whee. clap for me, thanks.

wanna watch patch adams. my sis borrowed the vcd frm esplanade library. she was watchin a chorus line when i came home. wad a couch potato. hope she grows round n fat, fat fat! ahah. ok lah i be nicer..since she bought me gingerbread man. hope she gets into shape (round is a shape, so says all the evil ppl out there) :D

bock is back! though he was really stubborn to nt let all of us help him carry his bag. n he had to climb to third floor on crutches coz the sch didnt noe he was comin bck so they didnt arrange anythg for him. oh well. nvm at least now he'll haf strong arms. haha.

today me n rai n ba were talkin bout which sch we shd send our child to. ahha heh, it was really quite interestin though i tink we prob had the exact same conversation before. aniwae there arent many gd schs around in singapore. im nt too sure if i wan to send my child back to tkgs. i mean i definitely wont force her or anythg (if i have a daughter) but even now i tink tkgs feels foreign to me. sigh. wonder whos evil doings. bah. haha if i haf a son theres only one sch i wan him to go to.. though he better try make it there himself or i haf to get myself a rafflesian husband so my son can pull strings if he cant get in. which isnt too gd. or get myself a rich husband. ahha im tokin nonsense.

;D

but we're all victorians now. whee.

whee.

whee blogger nv looked so gd.

bio spa wasnt too gd. pretty demoralisin but nvm ill do bette nxt time. then mrs lim had to make me late for sectioanls. didnt help tt this isnt my first time bein late for sectionals.. im such a gd example. whee. but nvm, today had a nice tok wif my two female surperiors. theyre nice ppl.. they dont bite. i lk them, yeah ;)

yr one music co tried n tested our pamugun today. haha theres one part where i wld keep wantin to laugh. nichole wasnt doing any better. haha nvm lets see wad nelson tinks of it first.

hm. was in the canteen today wif eug (had to beg my head off to make her go choir room wif me, which we didnt in the end) n i was just lookin at the choir gang in the canteen. i tink its very strange that i dont see them as normal frens anymore n see them more as couples-to-be. it weird. n im nt too sure if i lk it very much, though i noe honestly they'll be erm, ok n nice ppl still. its just tt u haf to restrict ur actions n ur words. sigh i guess its a natural tendency if ppl just get too close. nthg wrong wif bgr aniwae. its just smthg tt popped into my head n i told eug. ahha. shes mine, im hers. ;D

whee munich is far far away frm breman. far away is an understatement; they're on opposite sides of germany! so i guess me n rach will just be touchin the same country's soil on 11th july, tts all. ah nvm. 21st july will come soon ;p

to all students out there. study hard!

rogue.

mary's dance last nite was fantastic! 'go mary, we love orange!' ;D

ive been really busy last two days.

went for rj chor concert on fri nite. yes im sorry to admit their voices are gd. but then again tt's mr toh's sound. nt tt we have to be lk them to be gd-- we haf our own sound too but we really will haf to brush up. nxt yr syf.

aniwae, fri's assembly was horrible. the least u can do if u wan to comment is to phrase ur words nicely n nt be sacarstic or mean. if u tink ur gd enough to criticise them y didnt u haf a try at it urself? n wad makes u tink they haven been doing their job well or even steppin out of their duties to prove themselves more than just a sc? if u haven been openin ur eyes n ears then ur in no position to comemnt, u ignorant fools. n i cant believe ppl actually cheered them on. shame on u guys. to thsoe who cheered them on- wow i cant believe there r so many ppl around wif no mind of their own. jst bcoz someone said smthg tt sounded really 'gd' u guys haf to follow them n say 'yeahh!' ?? man. n dont tell me 'welcome to the real world' bcoz i do not believe tt the real world consists of ppl who haf no manners n no eq at all. if its true im packin my bag n going wif adibah to switzerland to plant strawberries.

haha ok. i lk my last sentence. ahha. ;D

aniwae i did cut my hair! whee. haha im givin my class ppl a surprise on mon.. hope they dont read this before mon. ;p

oh yah n rach!! i dunno how efficient posts are.. but watch out for ur letter box!! ;p

i love bio. whee.

bio med trainin was so fun today. we asked so many qns they had to extend the lesson to seven n even then it ended later than seven. but great, at least i understood the lesson. for once.. ;p bio is such an interestin n intricate topic, i just love it.

pe was horrible. circuit trainin. argh.

ran wif jiaxun after sch today. we ran to ecp by the cross country way. then on the way back we went macs n bought ice cream. sat there n talked.. then on the way back we bought ice cream again. ahah two ice cream cones for one run. ;D it felt pretty fulfillin though. but i had a bad cramp when i reached sch. my leg still hurts though. ouch.

im a nun, hear me chant. i am twice as.. erm.. pure as u. hee. lalala.

be a nun.

yeah i wanna be a nun. i tell u guys who are rude n haf low eq (eg. insensitive) just puts me off. lk totally. doesnt matter to me if u haf a small brain n cant tink before u say smthg, its really ok. just dont say it within the vicinity of my ears. i wld haf the urge to really wan to skin u alive.
argh.

aniwae. today after chem lect was walkin wif rosh to our class.. i suddenly felt thankful for her presence. then i felt smthg missing at tt happy moment.. n i realised it was rach. i missed her. well i really nearly started cryin.. i did tear. ah oh well. hey dearie i miss u! cant wait for 15th july.. too bad i wont be in siingapore. ill be in germany for choir olympics ;D but i dont care after 21st ull be wif ME k? haha. n lets 'nun' together ;p or haha, i can show u arnd vj n its pathetic population of guys. ;D

qei dei qei.. qei dei dei dei. weewoo. choir rawks.

choir

six more wks of prac to germany. nt much time left to do quite a bit of thgs.

today holiday for all victorians in celebration of our successful funfair. yeah?

my fam actually planned a trip to rendang island on 4-7th june. then today nelson was talkin bout the jubilate choral festival then i realised the dates are so close. n its quite bad for me to miss a sat prac or smthg even though its durin hols coz well, i just dont wan to. n i just realised if we haf pracs on 1 3 4 6 on hols, i cant go for the entrepreneur talk. n maybe the workshop on public speakin. well im qutie willin to gif up all these for choir, too bad my mum n dad arent too happy bout me sayin i dont wanna go for the trip. theyve nt been on a holiday since my sis n i joined choir. dec hols r normally taken up by carollin. ah well.

mug mug mug.

scherzo- chopin

went for my sis's masterclass today. very proud of her.. she was chosen to be one of the three to be in this masterclass wif this two israeli pianists who are quite critically acclaimed. at UCC. ;D yah nus looks lk a factory, n it needs more vendin machines around, but tt's besides the pt. im glad my sis has come so far, hope she can continue to take her music to greater n further heights. though the person said smthg i always said about tt, pretty proud of tt, maybe nxt time i can go give masterclass too! aniwae yah really i was v proud of her when she played today.. 'one of the most demandin piano pieces.. by chopin.' ;p

went for rowan's bdae party after tt. haha hes so adorable!! ah. big eyes, chubby cheeks, n he's learnin how to walk! n he gaggles. argh so cute.

shd i cut my hair? shd i cut my hair?? haha. the woes of a girl.

viesta soleil

fun fair!! really cool coz my class stall sold drinks n it was sellin very well coz the weather was very hot. our initial plan was to put agar wif cocktail fruits inside, n then put sprite/7-ur raspberyy/green apple/mountain dew then top the drink up wif whipped cream. we sold all we have way before noon.. n we only started at 9! haha cool rite. then we ran out of drinks again n ppl had to run out to get more. i thot mrs lim was really very helpful! she actually squeezed lime for us! lucky we had that too or we really haf no more drinks to sell. shes one of the more helpful CT ive ever seen.. ;p

the stall was really wet though. but ppl didnt care. i guess the weather was too hot. ;p

got a henna! thanks bing for doing it for me! ;p

haunted house was really gd. i screamed my head off inside lah. went wif sheena maylin jiaxun. but really funny coz i knew quite a few ppl inside.. pe class n ex tk. ahha at one point of time i was grabbin rashwinder n beggin her to stop scarin me.. n she actually smiled at me ahahah. then at the top of the lt i was pushin this guy away coz he kept comin towards us. ah sigh. poor adibah haha. mr chew was laughin at her. n the guys didnt bother bout her n walked quite fast. then she shouted 'wait for me!' n this tsd guy went 'they r not going to wait for u but im going to be here for u... ' haha woah freaked adibah out. n julian thot he was tokin to mr chew when he was actually tokin to one the the 'ghost'. ahah silly. then bran was being his usual idiotic self.. sittin on the sofa, crackin jokes. n yaojun went to eat the sausage which was supposed to be a finger lah. wah how funny can these guys get man.

lucky the guys helped out today. quite a lot. argh u guys haf no idea how angry i was wif them yesterday. helloo 3 hrs just to get drinks? smack their faces man. but nvm im over it already.

;D funfair was fun. but im achin now. ahh.

ni hil sub.

congrats to josh mr president! ahah really happy for him. n proud of mayling sheena n hian!! yeah for sops n tk girls. ;p they got into choir exco.. yeahh. n haha nt forgettin adrian as our GAM.. hmm tryin to imagine him holdin all our gowns n ribbons n pearl necklaces. must be a funny sight. but i thot all the ten of them spoke really well today *claps for all of them* honestly i had a hard time thinkin of who to choose for exco.

stayed back after choir today for music co meeting. suddenly i thot it was quite funny.. me the music iliterate teachin others bout music n tokin bout music at a deeper level. me the one who failed two theory exams n only got one distinction ever for practical. me the one who couldnt really do mep until upper sec. funny how my life took such a sharp turn towards music. amazing.

damn tired today.

pw period today was quite funny. i started searchin for my name online.. then eugenia followed. she managed to find smthg bout her lah. her rgs mag or smthg. she won the song writin competition ;D cool rite. haha i only manged to find blogs wif my name.. n i stumbled upon jasmine's blog! she was in choral fest wif me two yrs back. ni found out tt a buliding in china is called jiayun buildin. lalaa nvm u guys can stilll call me beautiful.

chao ta cookies.

attempt at bakin today failed. horribly. the cookies were burnt on the underside, n the first tray ones werent even hard enough. ahhaha i tried makin alphabets. for rosh nur rai ba eug n jan.. they turned out fat n ugly. haha it looks really funny.. i laughed out so hard when i saw them.. sigh. one day i will bake nice cookies. n shawn's cookbook will come in useful. ONE DAY. ;D

pw was fun today. for the first time in my life i surfed sports websites. then liren showed me these videos on nike website.. really cool. those ppl r just so amazing wif the soccer ball! n theres one kid who can do the stunts really well. really amazing.

liren called me tjy five times n i didnt respond.. then he called 'xiao yun!' n i turned. hahah.

went look for funfair stuff today wif rai n yj. then went wif yj to visit bock again. ahah hes so grateful for my discman man.. n rosh's book. see tk ppl r thoughtful n nice ppl, yeah. i really cant tell if he's in pain.. doesnt help tt his best fren kept throwin the pillow at his thigh.. aww how sweet rite. haha n his dream of a pretty female pysiotherapist came true hahaha. 'helloooo nurse'. ;D

call me beautiful.

i wrote tt on my hand n rai prompty wrote 'call me tonight' on hers. hahaha. then when janice called me beautiful, she said ' u better nt let my mum know bout this, she wont be happy to know tt im lyin..' argh silly girl.

aniwae funfair funfair. lets just go n haf fun man.

i tink our level this yr is generally quite a rude batch. i mean, from what i see, during lectures n stuff.. n yes even in my class. jokes n talkin r ok, but theres a limit to it n some ppl just do not know when to stop n it gets on my nerves. nt tt i dont talk durin lectures n tutorials, but if u noe a tcher is already behind schedule then stop ur jokes n let the tcher finish wad they wan to finish. sigh poor tchers. nxt time id be a discipline mistress n cane all the naughty kids. ah ha.

aniwae today i sat right in front for chem tut n bio lect. yes tjy the geek-soon-to-be. whee.

did sectionals today. im nt too sure if im a gd sl, but i do my best. haha i tink sops will get sick of me soon.. ;D well they shdnt, bcoz im so gd to look at. lalala. but honestly, im quite proud of the sops. they learn really fast. n well. n they're really great ppl. how lucky can i get man. im grateful for them. hahah then i tink of nxt yr's sops yr ones n i wonder.. ;p

sunday.

passed my old white tk gown to huiting before i met the others to go visit bock at the hospital. haha huiting said they doing opera for their mjc choir concert and they needed a dress tt wld look old. thanks ah nelson. so evil.

bought fruits for bock. rai bought a bowl so we arranged it nicely n gave it to him. haha he quite poor thg, cant move n he happened to get the bed where his ceiling fan is spoilt. its really gross to see the bottle of watery blood by his bed. after ba's pw meeting i went back to visit him again, n lent him my discman. so nice of me rite. ;p too bad he doesnt know how to use my stylo yellow discman ahha. he had to call me to ask how to switch it on.. haha.

had sakae for dinner. yum yum.

eug is fantastic.. wah this woman lk the big old ah mah'y sister i haf at home. 'go do ur work! haf u finished ur tutorials? go do now! dont slack! finish 5.4, induction, n bio by today! !!!' haha nah i still love both of them ;D

im so growin fat.

n if u close ur eyes...

night, with the eyes of a horse that trembles in the night
night with eyes of water, in the field asleep is in your eyes, a horse that trembles
is in your eyes of secret water
EYes of shadow water.
eyes of well water.
eyes of dream water
silence and solitude.
two little animals moon-led drink in your eyes
drink in those waters
If you open your eyes
night opens doors of musk.
the secret kingdom of the water opens flowing from the center of the night
And if you close your eyes, a river.
a silent and beautiful current.
fills you from within, flows forward, forward.
darkens you
Night brings its wetness to beaches in your soul...
;D

sectionals today morn was ok lah. i guess i still haf lots to improve on. we finished waterngiht so we wanted to do ronde. sheena was tryin to teach us how to read french haha. then joel told us we're nt singin tt for olympics.. aw.

haha me n mich were blowin kisses to each other today. haha our show of pda. ;p

meet the parents session was argh.

went 'muacks' to adibah n she promptly sneezed after that. silly girl.

went for gracia's baptism. congrats! haha i thot she was takin quite long to get into the water.. lucky the music was quite loud or ppl would haf heard her scream . "door bell". n i was listenin to clara sing.. haha i miss her voice man. its just so unique lah. miss hearin her durin voice lessons n choir n on our way home after sch. ;p

then went for dinner wif jane. didnt wan to at first coz i told my parents i wld come home early but oh well, she'd be havin dinner alone n so wld i so y nt just have dinner today. introed jane to whatafish. met chng simin! haha she was so happy to see me. then i met clara on the way home, so funny. coz she also went to witness gracia's baptism. so i went home wif clara.. this evil mean woman has not changed one bit. n haha wad made me tink tj would make her more cheena? ;P shes stilll at her 'gd riddance!' thg. evil. n i still cant believe shes takin mep. wad if she becomes a mep tcher?? haahah. ;p

aniwae i just wan to let sue know.. i mean i know our friendship has been thru lots of ups n down, but i tink by this time now i dont ever rem all the silly arguments or unhappiness we ever had anymore. ur my fren, n thats all i can rem. i was just really overwhelmed today when u hugged me n started sobbin.. hey girl im always here for u k? *wink :D

n i reallly hope bock gets well. dunno who the silly idiot told me cant visit him today coz he's going thru some operation thg. woah my heart skipped a beat when i read the msg.. ahh get well soon!

aquila!

.. 1, 2, 3, ..lala lalala coz u look so gd i really wanna make u mine. *boom boomboom* 4,5,6...lalalalala. lalalalaalal .lalalala! yeah.ahha

we had sports day today. really funny coz we had lessons until 1230 but no one was in the mood for lessons. n mr wong had to forget tt he swopped wif mr chew for our last period today.. so today was really quite slack.

after maths we just stayed in the class coz we didnt wan to move. the guys were changin in the class lah, shameless creatures. i came back from toilet, looked into the class n first thg i saw right infront of me was nic stripin. argh. eug was twirling me around in class. i was tryin to imitate sangita's ballet. we were listenin to canto pop. me n eug were tryin to sing waternight ahhaah. ;p

haha i joined the march past today for aquila. i thot its those kind where there'll be alot of ppl doing the march past, then u just scream n shout when u walk past. noo its just few of us frm s22 n s14. but ok lah, we didnt do much, except stand in the sun. quite ok. ;p

chinbock fell while runnin 4x100. i really hope he's fine. when i saw the person fall i didnt tink it was bock.. it was adibah who rem tt bock did mention he was goin to run. then me n ba got a big worried tt it may just be him. sigh bock get well soon! i hope its nthg serious k.

cheerleadin was fantastic. haha aquila nt bad k, rai's efforts are well paid off! yeah. n our house male cheerleaders are the most 'can-make-it-lot' after ursa's, but ursa only has four so too bad, we win! ahah. er. ;D aniwae draco's was really funny, i was laughing throughout. i lk the barney n the guys ahha. they were so hilarious.

went for private date*ahem* wif janice for dinner aha. we actually wanted to eat kenny rogers coz all the other girls couldnt make it n we didnt wan to be stuck wif the guys haha. but we ended up at eastpoint sakura coz it was quite late by the time we left sch. aniwae i made a new fren along the way home, n he was once my sch neighbour. n i thot he looks n talks abit lk the shawn guy no. 2 i noe. ;p haha. amazin how many ppl i always find resemblance to him, hes just so common.

me n janice bought new earrings ahha. yeah.

waternight ;p

blessed.

firstly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY BA! ;D ur the shinin star in my eye.. ur the ice on the ice jelly.. i always miss u.. ahha.
happy birthday o4s22~

yeah i was really quite happy yesterday. went for choir interview (nt tt it was the happy part). well i felt really happy tt eug was lk there for me, n she was more nervous than me, tt silly girl. ;D im just so glad to know her lah, theres smthg really admirable about her tt i cant really describe. still rem her doing the captain's ball game for choir camp. she was so gd. n shes really hardworkin too.. her tutorials inspires me. ;p u go girl!

sheena is officially my stoning partner. yesterday we were too lazy to go out but didnt wan to go home, so we made a plan to stone in the choir room. she ended up practicing for the writers thgy n i ended up going for interview. then we walked to the beach wif maylin n lucas. mayling insisted on walkin on the algae infested thingy.. it felt so gross to walk swishy swashy on those pillar like things. but if i werent in my skirt i would haf sat at the half jetty n dangled my feet. lk wad i did wif rosh! ah my darlin. haahah.

my pw grp rocks. cant say it enough. how come i dont hear or see the other grps meetin??

aniwae if ur those anonymous ppl who tag nasty comments, grow up n smell the kopi.

yeahh

in sch com lab now. just had two tests consecutively, brain is officially drained.

too lazy to go out after sch today. stonin in choir room wif sheena! yeah.

was lookin at the 50 richest ppl on com wif adibah.. haha we got out targets liao. warren buffet has three kids.. lets hope they're male. ;p then me n adi can be mrs buffet! warren buffet is ranked second richest k.. net worth of 30.5bil. Cool.

yeahh yeahh.

argh.

reached home super early today coz last three periods of tutorials were cancelled. how slack can my tchers get mann.

i love studying. Woohoo. esp when u dont understand thgs n u stare at them for mins n u still dont understand. doesnt help tt my sis doesnt understand too ahahah.

pfft.

Mugerr.

cant believe i actually came home after sch today, to mug. ah wads this three lettered word tt starts wif m, so strange. n to forgo watchin soccer, lk this might just be my only chance to watch coz theres no choir this wk. Ah. i must be nuts.

i ended up sleepin on the sofa. ;p muaha.

feels strange n kinda lost without choir. hahaha. eug felt the same too.

cant wait for all the tests to be over.

post SOV

haha im still quite high. n thanks for all the comments sayin i look cute n jap in my kimono, thanks thanks thanks. ;D hahah.

im really glad n proud to be part of vj choir. i tink after the concert then i really feel lk im really really part of the choir. ;p woohoo we rock! 'no man is an island'

slept thru most of today.

msged quite a few of my frens to ask them come for vj funfair. realised its quite late liao coz most of them already haf tix. hm nvm. eh 4e1 outing pls make it happen k. may 9th at sentosa!

cant wait for germany trip ;D hope we really can sing well though. lets all work hard yeah.

SOV 2004

yeah sov 2004 was cool. ;D i love the part when we sang 'no man is an island' on sat. tracy grabbed my hand n we held hands as we sang no man. i felt really touched.

thanks to all those who came down, it wouldnt be possible without u guys! ;D 04s22 rox k! though my sis said u guys were noisy, but i told her its just bran lah. ;pi miss all my old tk frens.. n i still tink its funny tt shawn n abiel had to meet *grins.

thanks sops seniors for the file! thanks chloe for decorating my file!! 'princess' *big smile
haha. thanks gracia mich sue simin for the plates! really nice. ;D
n thot it really was quite sweet of lucas n ben to wrap the flowers on their own. did quite a gd job, by guys' standards.

saw lingchi! lk after how long.. since carolling. sorry i tink i screamed v loud when i saw her. haha.

finally revealed to andrew tt im his angel.. since how long. ahha but i made it up with nice chocs k. ;p

my sis recorded the whole concert ;D im listenin now..

kimonos.

spent the whole nite so far tryin to do my hair, to no avail. i tink its too short n too layered. argh. n today i was the only one who pinned my hair so i was lk the only idiot with my hair happily pinned up. haha. n lucas looked lk he was being suffocated by the white cloth. n i cld see ben's vj pants underneath his costume. n of coz there was owen's 'birthday' ahha.

durin the 'intermission' i actually walked into the guys' changing room. lucky no one was changing yet. n then after the rehearsal i walked into altos' room. oops.

chloe kept makin me laugh. but i tink i really shd brush up on gettin my lyrics right for ffx.

choir concert's in less than 24hrs time. ;p

final fantasy.

mr ueng stood us up today. so i had early break. went choir room but ppl r either sleepin or playin carrom. lucky had mich. ;D me n mich went to cycle at the hall "gym" before choir today. went to bathe but had no towel so i tink i looked pretty horrendeous when i went to choir room to get uni to change. ;D

choir today was nt too gd. but the song really sounded nice with final fantasy screenin. i did tink it looked a bit tacky, but ok lah.

congrats to janice!! happy for u. :D even happier for my darling rosh! haha i knew u cld do it. wah im really proud of my darlin k. she played 'more than words' on the guitar for me, its lk how gd lah! n now this. chairman ;D

i tink im lk the last to noe, n ive got mixed feelings bout it. reminds me of wad happened in greece. Hm.

mr beasley.

im quite dead. i signed my sis out of msn..when she was in midst of transferrin file to gary. for over an hr liao somemore.. n they were finishin. Ah. im so dead.

pw today was cool. lemme say this again loud n clear " I think my PW groups rocks!' ahha. with eug al n liren qimin. wad better ppl can u haf?? but i felt quite bimbo talkin to them ahha. i know nuts bout sports. lucky i volunteered to take down notes. must go do research.. ;p but i really feel glad to be in this grp. though i tink if we need to have meetin we'll haf to hold it at 8pm or smthg on weekdays coz we're all busy ppl. ;p

went 7-11 during second break today with ba bran n nic. bought slurpee n sat at the swing there. ;D nice.

Hm today last three periods damn slack lah. chem- mr chan was tired, n we didnt really do our work, so he went at a super slow speed. gp- mr chew had volleyball tournament. maths- he didnt even turn up! so we ended up doing our notice board.. wanted to give it a retro look but now i tink it looks more clown (just as rai said) than anythg.

rai discovered smthg interestin today. ok maybe more scary than anythg for us girls, but i honestly hope tt the guy is NOt a pervert tryin to get into girls' toilet. but wads freaky was tt this is the second time we 'caught' him doing that. i tink he quite suay also, always meet us.. ahha. but i tink we gonna tell some tcher or smthg lah.

after sch went wif eug to buy white shoes. haha really funny lah. she wanted to go buy at parkway then i suggested bedok. then when we got there she said 'ok, now u show me the way.' hahaha n i thot she knew her way around bedok! she lives in tam wad.. ahha. but we managed to get her shoes lah. n got her calculator fixed. ;D

met abiel today to pass him tix n got my belated bdae pres. thanks for the moonflower body shimmer powder n soap! n it was really an amusing fifteen minutes walk coz i was just being so klutz n blur. i tink he had a gd laugh.. evil.

beer tastes gd. ;p see my sis is bad influence. to my sis: bad gurl. tsktsk.

klutz.

my porridge spoon fell onto my blouse today durin the first break, barely even into half a day in sch. then i walked straight into a small drain. wad a klutz rite.

aniwae today i felt really tired.

i was walkin towards the choir room after sch n got a shock when i saw the lights off. got a even bigger shock to see all the shoes outside the room. ahha i thot 'eh, got some secret choir gatherin elsewhere??' haha. actually they were all watchin 'spirited away' inside. heh.

watched a bit of the soccer. they won 3-0! yeah well done guys. thot it was quite cool to see all the clean shaven heads wearin yellow jerseys.

im stuck on corrinne may. all chloe's fault. eugenia likes it too! haha yeah.

aniwae ms lim got me gd business. this guy asked for ten fri tix, woohoo~. n i still cant believe tk response is so poor. after all we did for them? n how many thousand seniors here lah. *bish.

aniwae i tink julian is a really another himbo. after valmond of course. i never thot guys cld be lk them until i met them. ahaha. ;p ok i shall stop being mean.

i did bio the whole nite only to realise tmr no bio at all. sighh.

oh haha. jane was askin me if i wanna be back for speech day, the i said maybe, at least ill try to show my face. n tt silly girl said she could bring a photo of me. then i told her such a beautiful face, shouldnt they have it all over the sch already. ahha then i was just tinkin.. i miss talkin to her! ;D all the phone talks where she wld tell me bout certain dreams *ahem*dylan*ahem* ahha. :D

oh did i say ive got an oven? ready to poison the world.. yeah.

fly away-- corrinne may

before the concert started they had the lights completely out for the arrival of goh. then minghui started shoutin ' noo jiayun, stop touching me! ahh!' hahaha wad an idiot rite.

aniwae, i haf mixed feelings bout music fest. tink its great to create a platforn for talents in vj to unveil themselves, but as in every other competition, theres a certain level of subjectiveness n well, yah. but i thot gim sen was really cool--with this rendition of chen lei.. damn cool. ;D n the sunglasses koped from choir room ahha. n i just screamed like mad when he said 'last but not least i want to thank the vjc choir'. ;p

chloe was damn gd. u cld hear the whole hall listenin to her sing man. well ok, except for this really irritatin guy whom jiaxun turned back n scolded vulgarly. but i thot it was quite magical(her singing). n bing was lk 'im going to cry..' yeah man. tts how gd she was. -i love the song! "fly away.. " Support Local Music! ahha.

mary's dance was damn pro.. Weeewoo(new bimbo word by jiaxun). minghui was lk 'mary u rawk!' hahahah. ;D but really, the dance was reallly nice. id die to dance like tt. sexy.

ah No bingbong the break dancing was, okayy. haha. ;D

speakin of dance, 'ohmygawd' the guy in white was damn GD! ahah sorry minghui if ur sleeve was about to tear or ur arm was hurtin coz i poked u too much. he was doing all the mj moves n all the robot dance.. Woo~ *fans myself* ahh.

huiwei was gd too. 'tian xia you qing ren' is lk the ultimate sop n tenor duet coz the girl part goes so high.. n she sang it really well. mabel n jess was gd too! had gd chemistry.. haha see tk produces gd singers.

saw a few girls who looked lk they just came frm work in geylang. absolutely disgusting. its ok to be sexy but nt ok to look cheap. if ur skirt is shorter than the length of ur feet, its just wrong man. ok im exaggerating, but u get the idea.

Hm choir prac today was ok. gab n josh saw me in the kimono n said tt i look more china than anythg in it. n ahha, im part of the blue-kimono-triplets. ahah. ull see on tt day.. IF you come for choir concert heh. chorale was nt bad lah.. sorry but i was listenin to joyce throughout the whole thg. im just amazed by her voice in comparable to her size.

btw i finally got my choir gown. whee~

n to the scandalous mr 9-yr: ill always share ice kachang with u, ok?

music fest. lalala.

i'm going! yeah i got the tix. even managed to get one tix for william lah, how shen am i man.

biomed trainin was well, crackin up my rusty brain. i tink im too slow for them.. nt say they dont teach well, somehow i just dont register wad they say. i hope its bcoz i missed the session durin the march hols. no u cant see the hollow in my head through my nostrils.

aniwae heres one joke from o4s14. from their class notice board.
which key on the com keyboard cant sing?
-- f4
tadaa.

*housefly.

i was like sayin this for the whole of today.. 'be a housefly. go eat shit n die'. ha. n singing the humpty dumpty song.. totally spoilt my wonderful idea of scrambled eggs n delicious omelettes. ba u idiot.

i was being teased endlessly today durin break. evil houseflies.

i really felt quite stupid today.. turned arnd durin choir prac n asked chloe if she was going music fest. Sighh.

cant believe ba got a tix. i still dont believe it. 12 bucks? im sure lah..i bet u guys r pullin my leg lahh.

hols come quick.

paddle pop~

yeah today quite a happy day. i splashed the soup all over my blouse while tryin to eat tom yam cup noodles, had paddle pop ( the song is stuck in my head), sang the 'short ppl' song after seein it on newspaper, heard one lousy hsefly joke n one super funny cinderella joke, had fun tryin to tell the choir ppl the cinderella joke without breakin out into laughter. haha.

cant wait for sunday. night fever!

"no man is an island"

no man is an island.
no man stands alone.
each man's joy is joy to me,
each man's grief is my own.
we need one another.
so i will defend.
each man as my brother
each man as my own.
i saw the people gather,
i heard the music start.
the song that they were singing
is ringing in my heart.
no man is an island.
no man stands alone
each man as my brother
each man as my friend.
- no man, stands, alone. -

wonderful choir anthem.

talked to mandy for bout half an hr today. its her decision really, so i just hope the best for her n that she will continue to be my fren. ;)

i dunno wad else to say.

vjc choir concert.

VJC Choir Concert. 16th n 17th April 2004. tix sellin at $20.venue: vjc performance theatre. all are welcome. ;D

today's prac was really gd. no nonsense, (though i couldnt really hide my giggle when i heard the power sop durin sukiyaki- damn gd lah) n we were much better than last wk. ill be really happy if this continues.

i didnt noe wed prac evoked so much thoughts n emotions among my close frens. but chill ppl, lets work towards makin this concert a huge success yah?

happy april's fool day.

haha okay. i know im mean. i played an evil joke on ppl around me. but now i know they care n im touched! ahhaha. ok. *stops my evil laughter.

*sniff

spent the whole day home today. ;D no i didnt pon sch. i was sick k. actually yesterday was worst, dunno y i go sch for. *glares at gracia* gif her face. sigh im such a nice fren. haha.

slept most of the day. wanted to wake up late but mum woke me up at 7.45am, fantastic. didnt do much work either, was feelin really hungry today n still a bit groggy.

oh haha. i didnt mention bout my early april's fool joke. while i was in the toilet wif rai n adi my classmates put a fire extinguisher in my bag, really funny bcoz i came out of the toilet n saw my bag lookin really stuffed. n i couldnt even lift it up lah. really didnt expect it to be a fire extinguisher of all things. sigh i had a gd laugh lah. too bad they used it liao, adi actually thot of usin it as april fool joke. ;D

qiong sua!

literal translation means 'rush into swamp'. thats wad i had to do when i had to make my way to my maternal grandparents' graves. i felt lk a commando (woohoo).

went to shao mu (clean grave) today. it was really hot and we walked quite a distance because all the cars wanted to go up n obviously this caused a jam. but its really funny coz my maternal side carried like seven umbrellas along with them.

btw it was really misty in the morn when we went in. i felt as if i was in a whole new place ive never been before. but then, its only malaysia, n ive been to malaysia alot of times, but i cant rem seein it so misty before, neither have the mornin coldness felt so gd before. minus my grogginess, i tink i enjoyed as much as i could. ;D

flash headlihghts=squirt water.

my sis drove me to fetch william for supper today. when she saw him she wanted to flash the headlights at him. she ended up squirtin water at the windowscreen. i had a good laugh. ;D swensons was gd man, tho i only ordered a float. (didnt feel lk eatin anythg.. second rule, rai! ;D )

joined the choir peeps after me rai n adi bummed around parkway today after sch. then we met soem seniors n somehow the convo turned to supernatural things in hotel rooms n schools. n gracia kept givin lil squirks coz jianhao kept tappin her shoulder n dunno wad else others were doing to her lah. then she didnt dare to go to toilet alone. ahha. so didnt i when i went airport today. ;x

n i still cant believe bing said i came to her mind when she thought of tweety bird. yellow n big header? hellooo.

end of orientation.

had fun today. really. although in the morn we (me n adi) were feelin AP then in the afternoon we were hyper lk dunno wad ahha. i tink me n adi have the same mood swings lah. ;D

games at ecp was ok lah. we kept going around singin 'happy together.. i cant see me loving nobody but u, for all my lifee. when ur with me baby the sky will be blue, for all my life' ;D

mass dance was fun but exhausting.

aniwae yj brought a v interestin fren today. ahah i tink he enjoyed the orientation more than us. n to tink he did the cheer louder than yj lah. haha.

dont wan to do pe tmr.

happy bdae rai!

haha we sang her a bdae song twice today. first durin mass dance n we just suddenly sang it out of the blue. ;D second was when we were walkin out of sch to go parkway to eat at gelare (yumyum). yeah man our class' attendance today was gd lah, only four didnt come. other classes only four came. im so proud of s22 man. ahah.

aniwae today was really boring. i tink half my day was spent at the buyin uniform there. i thot i was supposed to meet rai adi bran n nic at the concourse there but i tink they were waitin for me at the canteen, so i went to take my wallet n hp frm the choir peeps n ended up they went to buy uni too. so i was first in queue hahah n by the time my classmates came the queue was reasonably long n they felt bad bout cuttin queue so they queued up at the back. I'm sorry k peeps! but aniwae i was wif them frm then on.

btw, u guys just cant stop playin truth or dare rite. haha ;p

went bck to tk after parkway coz the silly guys decided to play pool which obviously didnt interest rai nor adi. and sighh it wasnt too gd a prac. i received quite a few hugs frm my juniors today. i thot mr yeo was being a v nice guy. i mean, he didnt have to make an effort to come up n listen to them before they go off to italy; neither did he have to try to talk to them. gosh n he was denied the chance to continue being the choir teacher in charge. wad injustice to him, n how ungrateful the choir wld be if they do nt do their best n do us all proud. im nt too sure how the choir feels, but i guess im too old to be the one naggin at them. they dont need me to nag at them, they've got lotsa other ppl who care about them n wan to help them achieve wad they want. but i hope they do appreciate all those who care for them (eg. me). if u wanna achieve smthg big u definitely need to make sacrifices. realise that these sacrifices will move u one step closer to achievin ur goal. yo man, u guys can do it.

i need to go for dinner. brr.

orientation all over again.

ok lah o2. Okayy lah. i had fun wif the choir peeps. me n mayling were just on our way to choir room to get some fresh air n we found the whole yr one gang at the canteen singing away.tts when we started gatherin together lk some illegal tribe amongst the '"sacrificee" tribes. but its really cool, i enjoyed myself with the silly choir ppl today. all the runnin to the middle section just to dance is really cool haha.

we hung the choir banner today. finally. looks gd. no we're nt gonna put poles or weight at the bottom-- it'll scratch the glass windows. i tink it looks fine so lets leave it as it is.

i finally figured out the chords to 'cant help fallin in love' today! ahha i was playin carrom n the guitar at the same time. n i managed to win carrom k. i hit the last seed in ;D hahaha so proud of myself. im sure adrian is proud of me too. hes pretty gd as a tcher. but quite sad lah, i was playin the chords over n over again until zhengyan turned to me n said 'its sounds nice, but wad song is it?' haha ok. n i realised choir yr ones got quite a few talented souls out there man. im impressed. fantastic guitarists n pianists.

aniwae thanks for all the pres today! haha 'look behind... i am a CHIO BU' im sure i will wear tt blouse out lah. lk 'helllooo'. thanks thanks thanks to all. ;D esp rosh for her 5-page long letter ;D love ya! n rai for designin the card so artistically even though u called me a traffic light (green=tk uni, red=tomato face, yeloow=my fav colour). muacks to all~ im really quite blessed. n im happy tt i realised tt.

babelicious. *yeah baby*

;D isnt it a beautiful day today.

thanks to my mum n dad for the CHOCz. the box looked so nice i just wanted to leave it tt way.. ;p

thanks RACH!! ahh u dunno how excited i was to receive ur card! i saw ur handwritin n i knew it was u. ;D love ya babe! *muackss* i was showin off to my sis "wow look! its frm rach in US!!" n she went "duh, look at the chop on the stamp.." haha. tts my sis for u. ;D still, rach ur my deary. hahaaha.

thanks shawn for ur sinful choc, self-wrapped-pres-chocolate cook book n the lovely card. ur a great fren.

thanks to all for ur gorgeous birthday wishes n wonderful birthday songs(thru sms or msn ;P).

had the most enjoyable two past two days wif my choir peeps. fri was choir games day n sat was horny nite.

memorable moments on games day.
the amazing race-- 40 yellow steps (*(@#&@*&#^@&), chloe n ngeeshin doing their geog stuff when we saw this mini river system near this big rock. ok lah it really was quite cool. u cld see the deposits of the big sediments, the distributries n how the water cuts the sides. my group was strollin throughout the whole race. n on the way back to sch me n ngee shin took a balloon each lalala.

jianhao n his stupid bottle full of water. the "triple-combo" hit on me. cant rem who was the third one, but i noe valmond n lucas. bAh.

mass dance at the parade square. ;p

rushin for vocal consort concert after games day. then durin concert we were so restless! *ahem*karma*ahem*sutra*ahem*. haha. but vocal consort is gd. the blending, the sound, wow its almost perfect i feel. the solos were gd! we spotted quite a few ppl who looked lk ppl we know.
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sat was horny nite. haha Eh sops put up a gd fight k. we're the most 'value-added' grp. n u have to admit our ideas were quite original k! ha. we were bankin on the altos or tenors to lose lah hahaah but when we saw the altos' performance we knew we just had to resign to our fate..

farah was ultimate man. the cow part was hilarious. n of coz my fellow jiajia was bimbotic (as usual) haha but it was really funny seein her tip toe all the way n tryin to push her balloons down hahaha.

tenors' 'mulan' joke was gd. josh n his accent! wow. haha. yong ping! "anythg for u haohao~" n his guanyinma performance. wow, pretty fantastic.


basses n their rendition of matrix. the twins were pretty cute haha. the trinity's pose at the end was fantastic ;p.

yeahh. n today i just ate n ate n ate. i really feel fat. nvm ill go for mass dances n workout ahha. rottin in the choir room wont make me any slimmer.. ;p

sch's back! yeahh. i miss my class!

tribal dance.

choir today was combined all the way. cool. it was fun. we had fun dancin tribal too ;D i haf no idea how tt is gonna look with the gown, but im beginnin to lk the african song. n pamugun. n pokpok. haha i got to scream for pamugun today coz mary n bao had sore throat. ;D

nelson said the first horny night had sops gettin second plc wif their indian version of cinderella. its a sign for us.. tt our cinderella is gnna get us any position BUT last for this yr. hahaah. aniwae i really hope we wont get last. i mean, sops can do it rite?? yes we can.

choir camp tmr. going for concert at night. heh i wonder how im gnna do my hmwk.. ;p

spirited away.

ha im so in love wif this song. someone download it n send it to me.

choir today was gd. i actually was quite pink today. but nah, my brain isnt pink (its purple) so yah. i actually bought my ppg waterbottle coz i wanted to show mayling. aniwae tmr we're wearin black. those who went to check gowns today.

checked my gown today. woah wad a big mistake they made. its too tight, n too long. thanks for tinkin im some tall n skinny girl. IM NOT. but the others' gowns were also funny. so yah. ha.

ami's cool. didnt watch the whole thg though. ok lah the contestants. thot the hobbit n matt was damn cute! ahaha. ;p

yeah baby.

haha i re-downloaded kazaa. cant bear the thought of nt being able to dl the music i wan. heh.

i wanted to write out spirited away in notes for mary/sheena/suelynn. but thot of askin them first before i write or else after i write then they say they dun need it anymore. true enough, they dont. gd. tt's y im online. doing mindmap for gp isnt exactly very appealin to me. neither is zuo wen. so i ended up redoing my maths test today haha. n i realised he counted my marks wrongly lah, lk hellooo, maths teacher? im supposed to haf two marks more.

boo bah buey.

fortune telling.

dear all,

Fascinating! your numerology can quite accurately describe your personality
traits and inclination:

http://www.idealpartner.org.uk/ipbi/WhatJob.asp
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me:

Ki System

Natal Year number: 4
Although Teo holds strong views on what is right and wrong, and will readily voice those views if someone's personal freedoms are under threat, she is not nearly so forthright with detail. A practical individual, she prefers the big picture to what she sees as the mind-numbing detail required of many jobs. As a direct result, Teo is inclined to leave tasks to the very last minute, despite the stress that such delays entail. She is best employed in a business with tight deadlines, such as newspaper or magazine publishing.

Natal Month number: 7
Teo is a good communicator and enjoys discussion, but she will avoid stressful situations and arguments. She is a fund of new ideas that spill from her active brain with great rapidity, but her business dealings will always be constrained by her desire to be liked. She therefore lacks those long-term goals that would bring her prosperity.

Natal House number: 2
Believing in her own abilities, Teo's attention to detail will lead her to success through hard work and her own unaided efforts. She can however work well as a member of a team even though she will rarely, if ever, delegate responsibility without stringent conditions.

Comments based on Western Grid

11

Teo is a balanced individual who can understand and appreciate the views of others as well as her own. She can express herself fluently, and with persuasive conviction, whilst taking account of opposing views. This means that Teo will get on very well with colleagues at work, both senior and junior, as well as clients, customers, suppliers and external agencies.

2

Sensitive to criticism and naturally intuitive, Teo has a natural ability to detect insincerity in others. Because she is a sensitive soul, Teo can be a solid friend and a good listener. As a result, she will get on well with colleagues, whilst being more than capable of handling office politics.

3

With a creative mind and a good memory, Teo is honest, straightforward and optimistic. She will achieve her aims. She is capable of creative thought, and will appreciate art and music. She also enjoys an excellent memory - a significant advantage in any employment.

7

Teo will find life's lessons hard to learn. She will suffer from loss (of possessions or those she loves) before questioning the cause of that loss. It is likely that Teo will develop a faith of some sort, and although it need not necessarily be a religious faith, it will nevertheless be something that she holds onto against all the evidence. Potential employers need to find out what that faith entails.

8

Good with details and with a methodical approach, Teo nevertheless is someone who enjoys constant new challenges to maintain her interest. She is a methodical individual with attention to detail, but is inclined to leave tasks unfinished if her active mind alights on something of greater interest. Routine tasks that fail to challenge her intellect are at greatest risk, so Teo needs a job that offers variety.

9

Ambitious to improve her lot, Teo will constantly push forward to achieve something in her life, yet this ambition will be balanced by humanitarian ideals that will lead her to support causes that may demand self-sacrifice.
[The Arrow of the Planner: the numbers 1, 2 and 3] Although less interested in the detail, Teo is a well-organised individual who plans ahead. If she absorbs knowledge through study, she will achieve great success, quite possibly in an artistic field. The essence however of this combination is her desire to plan, and to organise herself to achieve her goals.
[The Arrow of Frustrations: lacking the numbers 4, 5 and 6] Teo finds it difficult to accept other people as they really are, and is constantly disillusioned with life. Once she accepts that others are only human, the frustrations will cease.
[The Arrow of Activity: the numbers 7, 8 and 9] Enjoying the outdoors, Teo is someone who will perform best by being busy. She dislikes confined spaces, and needs both physical and mental exercise. A good walk in fresh air is an intellectual catalyst like no other to Teo, whose need to be constantly occupied is an asset to any employer.

Comments based on Chinese Grid

1

Teo will make some money and enjoy a reasonable standard of living.

222

Without the numbers 8, 1 and 6 in the Chinese version, Teo may not enjoy good health, and could well suffer from a major illness. Without the numbers 4 and 9, she will lack the drive and energy needed to work without supervision.

7

If the numbers 3 and 5 in the Chinese version are missing, Teo is something of a perfectionist who seeks to achieve detailed accuracy, and has a natural instinct to unearth the truth. If the Chinese Grid also contains the numbers 3 and 5, she will be attracted to work in a spiritual or humanitarian field.

8

In the absence (in the Chinese version) of the numbers 1 and 6, she will be good with money and details. She will be happier if the Chinese grid includes the numbers 5 and 7.

9

Although Teo is ambitious, her ambition is tempered with humanitarian ideals.
[The Arrow of Suspicion: Lacking the numbers 4, 5 and 6] Teo is a cynic who worries too much about the downside. She needs to recognise more of life's advantages.

yeah. tts me. heh.

eat!

went for my aunt's birthday dinner today. sis wasnt there, so ended up sittin with this distant relative who kept pushin food unto my plate. i ate until i was ready to puke. literally.

august reprimanded the choir today for nt being serious enough n nt having the right attitude towards choir prac. puncuality, discipline, behaviour. which i agree. but when he was being angry i was tinikin of a lot of other thgs. im sorry, but being a yr one who's seen more than just one batch of vjc choir makes me wanna question the com. but nah, wads the use. so wad if sometimes i really felt lk cheap free labour, n they didnt even bother to come n help? work as one, sing as one. that way only can we win. put behind the past. seriously i do wan the choir to do well. since im part of it, ill make sure im one member tt the choir will be proud to have. yeah man.

rainin damn heavily today.

having a very erm, lively n interestin conversation wif the choir yr ones now. ahha. *winks*

tk better come to my choir concert. bah. wif or without subsidy.

bah.

went body world today. ok lah. didnt really feel much. kinda lost my mum n sis so i ended up lookin at the exhibits myself. turned out i was the first to finsih lookin at all the exhibits. my sis n mum were still halfway through when i finsihed tho. bumped into mouthwash over there. thot some of the exhibits were a bit too 'cold'. felt a bit morbid lookin at what myself might look lk if i was cut up n plastinated. thot the foetus shown was quite 'shockin'. basically i didnt learn as much as i thot i wld haah. theres lot more to bio then i thot i knew.

went uk edu fair. saw a yr one there, lk wth. a bit early.. then walked arnd marina square, bumped into my parents' malaysian friends, ended up eatin at delifrance. then home.

yawn.

i am so waitin in anticipation for hols to arrive. wait, wad hols? haha.

dun mess wif neoprints.

went out wif lucas n gab today. how cool rite go out wif 1 1/2 girls. aniwae watched haunted mansion n they had a quick game of bowlin. gab was talkin in a language i cldnt understand at all throughout the whole outin. but we managed to get some neoprints which lucas promptly destroyed one by doing smthg quite explicit wif it. ahah. n one wif a big red bow over gab's head. hahah. poor thg.

rainy day. raining everyday.

nt much of a hols, since choir takes up lk 99.9 percent of my hols. but its ok lah, im hope i can get to enjoy my hols still.

kimonos!

glasshouse.

went for class dinner today. quite cool, twenty ppl turned up? biggest turnout so far i tink. i ordered this swordfish thing n i almost died when i saw it. it was so big! alvin was jokin tt he shd check wad time they close.. ahha. in the end me n rai didnt really finish bcoz we were the only ones eatin while the others were already takin photos haha. so we sat there n asked if anyone wanted to take photos with us. DUH a whole lot of ppl ran to us lah hahaah. ;D

sat nxt to boon xin today for dinner, n tt guy was being rubbish the whole dinner lah. wad shuai ge nonsense. haha. but he was really gd-- he kept at the shuai ge thg for the whole night lah. pei fu.

realised tt i cant pose AP look. ahah. hmm its too natural for me. i end up laughing n eugenia's face doesnt make it better ahhaah. adibah is gd-- i bet she practises it in front of the mirror at home lah. n sianghan is really gay-happy. hes happy being gay. another 'hao jie mei' for me. ;p

went to eat ice cream after dinner. wah. talk about being fat. being in vj makes me fat. im gonna be round n polly nxt yr. Hm.

ouch. my knee.

scraped my knee durin pe today. i always hurt myself durin pe or games. n i cant catch balls lah. was catcher for captain's ball n i didnt catch a single one. haha. then nic went up n i passed two balls to him. :p

was feelin a bit out of sorts today.

went to support eugenia n michelle today for musicfeste! haha wanted to leave at 415 for the bio medical trainin (my dear adibah said its nt gd to go late for first meeting) but when i went down to wish eugenia gd luck i knew i cldnt leave without hearin them sing first. genia was so nervous lah, u silly girl. ;p but really, i thot she was damn zai lah. :D

was writin the messages for boon n jenyuh jst now. really mixed feelings about them leaving. im nt as mean as yj to say tt boon wont make it to hc or r n will end up in v again, but at the some time im really wishin tt he wldnt. n jen yuh! the woman whos got the same bdae as me n the same initials too. how cool is tt lah. she was in my legion somemore. will definitely feel a missing link when she goes away. hm will miss them both.

n tt simin crashed today. but she only tok to guys lah, so dao to me. bah.

aniwae gabriel just made my day! considerin how lousy ive been feelin the whole day. yeah! haha. *dances around my room* lalala. ;D *smiles

dont wanna close my eyes...

Mark Chesnutt
Don't Wanna Miss A Thing


I could stay awake just to hear you breathin'
Watch you smile while you're sleepin'
While you're far away and dreamin'
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Lyin' close to you
Feelin' your heart beatin'
And I'm wonderin' what you're dreamin'
Wonderin' if it's me you're seein'
Then I kiss your eyes
And thank God we're together
I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
I just wanna stay with you right here with you
Just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And stay here in this moment for all the rest of time

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Ahh. i was so bored durin econs lecture i was writin songs all over my notes. then the first song i thot of was this. n guess wad i heard it on the radio just now! ahha wahh i was so appeased. ;p

i feel like exploding. pfft.

learnt a very nice song in choir today. the song from 'spirited away'. i didnt really liked the movie when i first watched it- thot it was too unreal. but now im beginnin to tink it really deserved all the awards it received. its quite a gd n 'deep' cartoon. nt the entertainment kind lk 'long mao' or the cat returns.

ANd last but nt least i actually got to sing 'no man is an island' officially today. i still rem the first time i heard the song was four years bck during SYF2001. we (tk) were jumpin around lk mad, screamin coz we were just so happy bout our victory, n the victorians were just standin around waitin for us to keep quiet. then they quietly gathered together n started singin 'no man'. woah for tt moment i was stunned, amazed, n impressed. tts when i knew i really wanted to be part of choirs of such. lyrics r simple yet powerful. pretty tranquil feel bout it too. love it. ;D

yeah. so rain on me. im soaked in my own world.

tues? mon?

haha today feels more like a monday than a tuesday. n doesnt help tt mr chan only had one period out of the three periods of chem he was supposed to haf with us. so the non-mt ppl had six periods of breaks?? two period break + two mt periods + two free chem periods. wah song boh.

oh aniwae hahaah. i got in for the biomedical selection quiz! i didnt even noe the results were posted there, neither was i the one who checked it. we were just on our way to the toilet.. ahha. cant believe it lah. i was the first to finish somemore. this is called 'tyco'. ;p but im gonna go for it lah. see wad it is like to do biomedical stuff. yeahh.

todays a cod cold day. oh aniwae i felt so dumb today. was playin hearts n i made a really terrible stupid move hahah. then mr chew saw us n i tried standin up n smilin really big at him, but he commented tt i was 'too slim to hide wad is behind me'. but nah, hes a cool guy.

came home today n had this urge to play the piano. ended up playin 'right here waiting' over n over. then some other songs in tt bk. it feels so gd to play the piano again! no im nt tinkin of joinin the piano ensemble, but it feels gd to enjoy music. ;p im beginnin to appreciate the fruits of my hard labour at piano playin.

wearin vjc uni tmr again. cool. ahah. i tink we must haf looked so ugly in the previous photos tt we must take another one. but gd lah, coz ppl r payin such a high price the programme booklet better be gd. ;p

banner's almost done. in fact i tink its quite done. tts great.

'if we've only got a hundred years, to live.'

rainbow.

phew ok. i finally changed my layout. saw quite a few nice ones but i finally decided on this coz i liked the rainbow n retro feel heh. i haf two rockstar layout but tt one later lah huh. lets just stick to this first.

aniwae. i actually cheered for my sis when her name was read out haha. ;p

"feed me with the groove"

ps. i love walkin in the rain. haha.

tearin paper.

was readin carbo after i got home. then i started gettin bored bcoz my sis beat me to the com when she got home. then i started tearin paper coz i was so bored n angry at the same time. ( my mum had to tell me now tt yah, maybe no need take chi, coz its such a waste of time. but u shd, bcoz u shd haf the learnin spirit n dun lose touch wif chi.) then boyz II men came on the radio-- 'water runs dry'. ahah wow, it soothes me so.

aniwae i haf a really nice pic of bing's n jiaxun's pink socks together wif suelynn n mine yellow socks on my phone. pretty cool. but the socks feel lk its made of plastic.. its quite inelastic. oh dear. econs anyone? elasticity of demand n supply.. bah. choir today was fun. i lk singin in quartet position, tho sometimes it means i cant get my note. lk today for pamugun.. the sop solo part. so embarrassin. but other than tt i really lk singin in quartet. u nt only get to hear other sections better, u actually get to mix around more wif the choir ppl n noe more ppl. tts always gd.

aniwae i wore vj's uni last thurs. thurs? yeah. n everyone said i looked gd in it lalala.

mac's breakfast on mon. woohoo.

singin in the rain.

haha i tink im quite shen ;D told someone i wld be happy if i can sing in the rain, n just happened when i was walkin out of sch it started drizzlin n me n bing were singin in the rain. haha soo wonderful. tt really made my day. n yesterday i was tellin suelynn tt i wld make smthg happen, n it did! haha i really am shen.

actually today didnt start off too well. was feelin irritable (its nt even pms) n i felt so much lk screamin n runnin out of sch. but haha, maybe it was just the stupid chem test. which had the same qn as the one rosh had for her test; the test paper which i borrowed from her but didnt understand THAT particular qn. sigh. but ok lah, at least i can get some miserable marks.

gp lesson was cool. i always get alvin n victoria in my group tho. ahha. n im still fascinated by the coin soccer game. its so fun! ahah.

went wif rosh to ecp after sch today. wow it felt so gd to just sit by the beach, feel the wind, n talk bout everythg under the sun. literally. ;p we tried writin our name on the coconut tree wif some charcoal, but somehow some of the charcoal seemed dried up or smthg, n couldnt be used. so we ended up scrapin some parts of the tree bark ahha. ;D we wrote 'RnJ' haha.

then went back sch n accompanied my sis to take her results. gosh she had practically no reaction when she got her results silly girl. 4As! lk how gd can u get. :D Congrats!!! i was so happy for her i wanted to cry for her, but i decided she shd be cryin first before i do. aahah.

then i decided to go for the bio medical quiz. if i get even ten qns correct i will eat my hair. i seriously haf no idea wad its talkin about. oh well. at least i tried.

then went for banner paintin. haha another horny session wif the choir yr ones. sheesh. n we teased gabriel quite badly. didnt noe adrian can talk so much crap! haha. n jiaxun kept saying 'my ass...' ahha. n sue was being her usual self, eg. being horny. but i always haf fun paintin banner, just tt it soemtimes get a bit unproductive, but tts ok. we're finishin. GD.

yeah mon's gonna be a off-day for victorians. anderson's ice cream/ movie? haha.

"this is soda-licious."

quote from mayling's precious moments file. cool rite. it had a pic of a boy n girl drinkin from soda too. haha.

aniwae, ive been holdin too much anger for too long. at some point of time i look back n tink its all silly stuff but sometimes i just feel so angry again. its ok, ill just figure it out. aniwae ive been realy happy at sch.

haha today raihana did my nails real nice! haha. then the nail polish got smudged n i went 'aww. its smudged. the woes of a bimbo. ;D' heh ok. tts wad happens when u dun haf adibah (my cupcake) around to spice thgs up. silly girl went to tj.

oh n how many students get to watch 'city of god' during their gp lessons? i do!

yeah yeah.