jobbie

dont think ive told everyone yet but hey,i found a job. im a secretary at a law firm. quite alot of stuff to do, not that im the secretarial material (think hian yin.. i dont come close to her!) but hey at least im earning some money although the more i count the more i think its peanuts. but ah. at least its some money.
the only thg is that i dont really have corporate clothes to wear. im wearing all my mum's clothes but i really dont have a 24-inch waist. really.


anw. my boss isnt in yet. think she'll check that im online? ;D

21st dec

thanks bra for the lunch. it was nice of u to treat all 11 of us.. although i honestly felt lk i was just there to dig money out frm u ;) the grilled fish was really yummy. filled me up till 11 today. so yup thanks a lot n hope u had a great birthday.

cant wait for 'picnic' tmr. though i strongly suspect ill exercise my persuading powers and make everyone go marina square.

carolin was fun. haha. i never thought marcus wld be fierce. who wld have thot the guy who cldnt get his words right for carolin last yr wld be the one throwing carolin book at ppl for them to learn the words ;) hahaha. and yes hello mr g#. hee.

i think.. because of my hot-headedness im growing numb to all things irritating. so i wont blow up. but i still roll my eyes, im sorry thats more of a reflex action. but yeah.

its amazing how you know someone so well that you actually do still forgive her despite all her imperfections.

And So it Goes

In every heart there is a room, a sanctuary safe and strong.
to heal the wounds from lovers past, until a new one comes along.
I spoke to you in cautious tones; you answered me with no pretense.
And still i feel i said too much.
My silence is my self defense.
And everytime i've held a rose it seems i only felt the thorns.
And so it goes, and so it goes, and so will you soon i suppose.
But if my silence made you leave, then that would be my worst mistake.
So i will share this room with you.
And you can have this heart to break.
And this is why my eyes are closed, it's just as well for all i've seen.
And so it goes, and so it goes, and you're the only one who knows.
So i would choose to be with you.
Thats it the choice were mine to make.
But you can make decisions too.
And you can have this heart to break.
And so it goes, and so it goes, and you're the only one who knows.

my grandmother used to sing to me...:)

ah how wonderful it is to sing with vjchoir again;) it feels gd to well, be part of a carolling grp. spread christmas cheers arnd, festive joys, and many other variations marie and nichole came up with;) martin complained my smile is too fake haha but hey at least i was smiling and i bet ppl were smitten with my smileys:)

it feels funny to think that people actually thank me for coming down to carol. haha. okay so im not part of the choir proper anymore and im lk some outsider or smthg.. ah but at least now im finally a senior (joinin the lao lao club) and im part of the great vjc tradition.
yay;)

lets all lose our voices carolin!

hm.

i think ive been too wrapped up in my own world. true ive been busy these few weeks and the coming days to be, but i still feel bad. in the midst of my busy schedules ive always had little thgs lk tt poppin up, making me realise that its time i take a breather and well, just try to lead a normal life and not to neglect my frens. im so glad im meeting her tmr cos im too tired to even call anyone and have a decent conversation. yes. i need my ten hours of slp so MICHELLE WHERE ARE YOU. hahaaha.

my dec hols are ending. glummmm.

dumbelle;)

landed back in sg last nite after bout one wk in kl. shah alam was fun, im glad i went. i really do miss singing, and i realised that kids can be pretty adorable if not irritatingly pesty ;) but hey if they call me jie-jie and say im pretty, the least i can do is like them right? haha.
met up with my mum on the last day so i didnt go back with eastspring pri, thank goodness(i dont think i can stand another 5 hr bus journey) and i went shoppin! the shoppin centres are HUGE. and i did buy quite a bit of stuff considering i only shopped for one and a half days effectively. ;)

today we had our first session for the cna thg, will tell you all when its more finalised. but i think it shd be fun tryin to film stuff lah ;)

im still tired. i think i shall have to stick to ten hours of sleep everyday.

EVERYBODY SHOULD JUST COME BACK TO SINGAPORE SO I CAN START SPENDING TIME WITH EVERYONE. bah.

i need to meet up with ppl soon. im lk, seeing bing everyday. ahhaha. ;) i think shah alam was our sixth overseas trip together? greece korea germany sv shahalam hm okay wad was the last one. but anyways yes we go a longgg way back. cool huh. and nxt yr we'll have xiamen. ahha.

anw some kuku gave me some funny number for jimmy and that shameless guy who isnt jimmy kept calling me and talkin coyly to me. after two calls i got suspicious and asked my sis to check for his number. lucky im smart.

haha okay. bedtime.

world peace;)

HA im finally online. havent touched the com for a wk cos pacnet was lousy. anyway i have been busy after A's and have had my schedule really packed. im really tired btw but i miss my com so much i couldnt help not touching it. ;)

anw. prom was okayy i guess. i had fun with my friends, and askin for world peace. i honestly thought it was a little scary to see people you know looking half drunk walking down the streets, but what the hell, its not the kind of life i want and wont be the life i want.
we had fun just walking down orchard road taking pics. oh man we must do it again! i love walking arnd at night cos no one's there to push you arnd and you have the whole road to urself. and eating oyster omelette for supper rocks ahah. there werent anyone else on the street and we kept taking photos of nice structures. ;) and singing christmas songs at the top of our lungs and laughing wildly.. ahha.

i actually wrote letters to all the guys in my class and some others whom i thought i shd appreciate their friendship. i mean, after my anti-guy rallies for two years maybe i shd just let them know that i will miss them after they go ns (LALALA). grins. haha.
will see girls for xmas so, so no hurries. anw its really pathetic, cos everyone's going off at one point or another so we wont be able to go out together until lk christmas period.. argh. but gd lah, at least no one(ie ba) will pester us to go waste 30bucks to scare ourselves by doing bungee jumpin.

yippee now i can watch tv in my room!

anw.
the choir concert tonight was really gd. great job juniors, now i feel lk a proud old woman. woohoo.
i miss singing ;) so im prob joinin vc lah. unless my mum reall has violent objections, which she prob wont since she might suggest me using my own money after i start working.

oh and i attended ms yu's church wedding today. i love weddings. everyone's so pretty;) ahah anw it was a lighthearted affair, quite a few jokes arnd. and the brother actually wrote a song for her. bout getting married. i thought it was particularly touching and i think if anyone did that at my wedding i wld just cry buckets. anw i suddenly had the urge to want to get married soon. but no idea to who.
awn then we started our wedding plans alr. if ur thinkin of being may's or mich's prospective partners pls come to me i need to warn you about somethings first before you actually say 'i do'. seriously with the kind of ideas they have (jungle themed wedding.. leaves instead of rose petals.... wedding dinner cum personal concert for 3 hrs...)even if they tone down you might not take it. so out of the kindness of my heart i shall be a kind soul.

right now i just wanna catch up on my sleep. nothing else can come in between me and my first love. night everyone ;)