when we walked in fields of gold

*sniff* blobber blobber. *wipes*

so yucky rite. but i cant help it.. ;(

horoscopes.

in lifestyle today
aries: you have a romantic week ahead.

well. now i can make love to my books at ease. hubba hubba.

hee. ;)

nat king cole

L- is for the way you look at me
O- is for the only one i see
V- is very very, extraordinary
E- is even more than anyone can .. adore.. (hee)
and LOVE is all that i can give to you
LOVE is more than just a game for two
Two...blahblah take my heart and pls dont break it
LOVE was meant for me and youuuu.
swoons if only nat king cole is still alive. such nice songs.

anw i've been doing biology the whole day. not a very interesting day.

and its raining really heavily now! i was counting in between lightnings and thunders, cant rem who taught me but it tells u how far away from the lightning you are. i really wonder if singapore will ever have a proper monsoon or typhoon season ten years down the road, now with all the seasonal weather changes. i know someone was telling me about singapore being a possible earthquake zone ten years down the road because of all the earth plates shifting. the only thing i thought of was, damn, i think i'd still be alive ten years later! i really dont wanna live thru an earthquake. and sg definitely cant survive an earthquake can we.
how irrelevant i am. right now i shd be talkin bout how ppl can get 50 marks for compos. glances over at chewmarker.

wanted to type in a story frm readers' digest but it was too long. anw its about the doc go read it if u guys have it. readers digest and time mag rocks. newspapers dont they make my fingers black.

alrights study hard my frens.

somebody save the trees

added to my list of fav pastime: printing paper. 78 pages of bio.

and i was just listenin to vjc olympics songs. Hm i miss singing.

and i still love the rainy weather. ;) was walkin with janice today ahha under the shelter that leads to my block and you could feel the spray of rain. so lovely. although all i cld hear was janice's ramblings cos she cldnt get home as the rain was pretty heavy. we ended up watching taiwanese shows while munching on chips. oh n there's this new flavour on pringles. grilled shrimp. i thot i shd be adventurous so i bought it, but it just tastes lk koropok. so cheaty.

sometimes when we get abit tired of studying :) we talk about prom and i still dunno wad to wear. really wan to wear my big skirt but ahah if i look short...

Billy! haha;) 

i think she likes me-billygilman

haha was just listenin to him yesterday. and i was wondering.. where's he now? i mean he was only 11 when he did that first cd and wowed everyone ;) i did think he was adorably cute. and he's got such an incredible voice.
so, i googled his name and hey guess wad! he's all grown up. i think he's 17 this yr (ALREADY) and he had to go on a two year break cause his voice was very damaged. pretty sad, sounds lk what happened to charlotte church too. anyways, he's back! ahah. with a new album and new songs. how come we never heard about him in sg??
haha n he sounds different. ;) damn his voice broke. haha. but oh wells he still sounds lk good old billy:) ahhah.

living my life

haha. so here i am, on this cold dark night, having the whole hse to myself, and sipping my jolly shandy. loovely. haha.
i love jackie chan and his movies, and in this shanghai knight i particularly liked the part where he fought off the bad english ppl at the market;) with the umbrella! and then there was a part where they played 'singin in the rain' music. ah, jackie chan's a legend, may he live forever :)
i dropped by eastpoint in the evening to get pens and snacks before buying my own dinner, and i felt lk a true auntie carrying the big watsons bag :) i bought alottt of snacks. theni thought of prom and that i will only have five days after exams to get ready. so ive decided to 1. wear a baggy flary dress since its all the rage this season for catwalk (dont u guys ever read fashion news??) 2. get a corsette. hahaha.

and the guys strike a pose. 

janice has green eyes! i never noticed..;) 

staking our claim over the balloon 

and heres us again 

gurrl powerrr! 

stars united ;) 

even the balloon says so. 

balloons! 

farewell assembly

one day we'll all go back to shell station and ask for tree houses. ;) i think yongsheng and karthik(i hope i spelt their names correctly) are simply hilarious.
and i will miss vj dearly. ;)

do you believe in fairies?

watched peter pan yesterday. it was so dreadful rushing to the esplanade after our mock gp paper which ended at 545 and the concert was at 7. and the toilet was locked so i couldnt bathe. but that didnt spoil my mood one bit;)
it was really like going to a kids' show cos there must have been a thousand kids inside there. and they were all so chirpy! ahha.
peter pan really flies. oh man it was so cool! throughout the show he was just flying around, dancing, and singing. n he can do tap dance too! amazing little boy. and tinklebell was so adorable. she kept making those little sounds and literally just fleeting around.she was so gd at acting i cant believe they're really only little kids.
i had already read in the news that peter pan would fly into the audience, but honestly u have to see it urself to feel the magic;) ahha at the end he really flew into the audience. you could hear everyone gasping ;) ahha its amazing that the little boy isnt afraid at all. i cant help but blame myslf for being so old or i could have been tinklebell eh;)
hey. i can dream cant i;)

I think, therefore I am.

Today during GP lesson Mr chew had to say goodbye to us. he knows we do love his lessons, but neither of us were expecting him to be so mushy:) ahha 'all the teaching has made me a sissy', i quote. that was about the only funny part ;)
first he went about thanking every single group of us. my class has our own little cliques heh but what came through was really his sincerity and earnestness i guess in making sure that he included everyone.
he was only beginning with the sianghan group and he got choked up alr;) it was really weird seeing him up there, tryin to say goodbye. i couldnt help but think back on the gp lessons we had, several memorable ones, all the madhouse debates and the interesting group work we always had to do. he always had a very fun way of putting his lessons across. of course there were the movies ;) 15, that chicken movie( wads the title.. some heaven smthg?), and whack the dog! ahha. and gattaca.
Listening to him talk, i was almost thankful for being his student for two years. i cant help but think if we mean more to him than he means to us, we being the hallmark of his teaching probably suggests something, but for me i guess theres always smthg about gd teachers that makes me wanna count my blessings. recall mrs ngin ;) ms tng( i really think shes one that makes an impact) and ms yeo ahha. wonderful teachers who've chose to teach. Im glad i had them in my life at one point of time.
i know there was one point of his speech that i really wanted to cry. haha. hm:) however ice queen i am, how could i have not been moved. towards the end when he said he had always felt smthg with our class, 'when souls collide, there's resonance.' smthggg lk tt. haha. i just felt.. tts it, its the end. end of me hanging out with my class, my two years in vj, end of all the laughing and fooling arnd, no more wearing the sch uniform and going to parkway, and i wont even get to see and call the scums scums anymore.
he thanked us girls for always being there to laugh, at. haha grr. also said the girls brought fun laughter peace and joy to the class, and as an afterthought he said to take out the peace, since we were always so noisy. haha.
i left the class reminiscing about the time when we had to do quiet reflections in the new electives hub. haha it turned out to be a badd idea. we just turned wild at the new hub:) we played arnd with the structures, the sliding doors(i rem silly guys puttin their face at the glass circles on the doors.. tt was really funny), the girls were in one room and the guy in the next. and in the end we had to sprawl on the floor and hastily write out reflections.
all along mr chew was sitting quietly in his corner and kinda just letting us be. and in the end he gathered us and read us a poem he wrote about us:) i could still remember how i felt. we were all caught by surprise but we all simply though it was the most wonderful thg to do. its heartwarming to know that he appreciates us;) i think it was frm that one incident where i really thought mr chew was one teacher in his own league. i thot of the word sweet;) but i suspect he might protest.
hm. and so thats how he made my day. again;)

im a zoo tycoon.

im own two tigers, two black rhinos, and two chimpanzees. and all have successfully mated ;) woohoo im such a gd zoo tycoon. haha. yes zoo tycoon is addictive. i thank java for being able to have such wonderful games on ur hp, its really lovely. oh n i own two pets too. one blue poodle and one monkey. i keep wanting to show michelle my monkey but i always forget.

anw haha rachel i met ur mum! i wanted to say hi to her but wasnt sure if she wld recognise me. but i got her to notice me. by droppin my knife really loudly in delifrance and everyone turned to stare at me. its true. then i flashed my biggest smile at rach's mum. ;)
then i met her again at the dressing room n she called my name haha. i still think its funny how those chubby cheeks run in the family ;) so adorable.

i had absolutely no motivation to do my econs hmwk this afternoon. kept tryin to run away by watching this golf movie on channel 5. it had will smith matt damon and charlize theron. pretty cool. i liked the movie ;) haha. then i had to rush my essay even though i was really really hungry.

i may sound evil, but im really glad i live in singapore. away from all the hurricanes, typhoons, and earthquakes. with the recent earthquake between india and pakistan, well. you cant help but be thankful can you.
so lets all count our blessings!
and dont forget to think of those less fortunate.

5000 collegiate words

all for saturday's sat. i just killed ten more trees by printing all those 5000 words. Sorry Mother Earth, i promise i will stop drinking coke and resist the urge to pull out grass so i can compensate for the trees.
tell me im silly to prepare for sats when everyone is preparing for A's.
no. dont tell me.
i wanna go to the beach tmrrrr. im sounding querulous :) and i abominate staying in sch to study, it simply bores me.
alright thats all the vocab ive learnt so far.

VJC students make headlines in TJY NEWS

VJC Students make astounding discovery in Biology lesson

A group of VJC students from the fantastic class of 04S22 (not all since many were absent today) made a fascinating discovery today. The teacher, Mrs Lim, was very impressed by the intellectual ability of the students and even urged them to further their ideas on qualitative research.
It was unusual how this group of students made this discovery. It shows that formal education can still serve its purpose of evoking creativity in students if the students have the right attitude.
During a normal biology lesson, the students were on the subject of fat cells, whereby an inquisitive student, Raihana, asked if there were such things such as fat cells. To the students' surprise there is, and the fat cell is like any other normal cell which has a nucleus.
Which would imply, according to biological theories, that a fat call can also undergo uncontrolled cell division if there is mutation in its tumour suppressing gene or the p53 gene, causing it to cease to produce normal regulatory proteins. This will result in cancer in fat cells.
An observant student, Eugenia, then made an observation that obesity could be due to cancer in the fat cells.
A loud student(haha), Janice, then asked the teacher if it was possible and this aroused the teacher's interest in this subject.
The teacher then urged the students to further their theory on research, and the job is going to Eugenia who is going to further her studies in Biology in renowned universities.

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Anyways. haha. ive decided that im a maths genius in disguise. okay maybe not in disguise since its pretty obvious. ;) i did my 3d trigo in a differnet way today and me n mr koh spent quite a bit of time figuring out why its so different if you look at it frm different angles. nope we didnt have an ans, but she promised she'll tell me on fri. this is the kind of intellectual conversations we shd all have lahh.
and i think i might be late for lnat. nt too sure since they all say its by 15th jan. oh wells i really hope nt. but they sure are taking long to send me my account details.
anw
YES RACHEL I WILL WILLINGLY MARRY YOU muacks. as long as u say im gorgeous, rem? ahaha. no lah i love youuu. n yes maybe i can go visit u in ny (ahem*money*cough*) we can always dream cant we ;)

throws hands up in frustration

once in a while i lose my direction. my focus. i dont know where im going, where im headed to. i only have a hazy sketch of my final destination, that one pale light flickering in the darkness that envelopes me. somehow the deafening silence in the darkness makes it unbearable, there are times i wanna run away and hide under my blanket.
just had a mini row with my mum. well. apparently she still thinks that science is the only lucrative degree to get if ur overseas.
*breathes.
oh wells. shall see how.

welcome to jy world.

econs tuition today, and we were talkin about normative and positive statements. my tutor asked me to give an example of one normative statement. before i could think of smthg gd, nic said 'jy is pretty.'
i dont like him very much. anw the feeling is mutual isnt it BOO.

then my tutor was talkin about scarcity, and how we have unlimited wants but limited resources. and he was saying unless we venture out into space we will always have this problem.
well. ive just got a new idea to take over the world. *bulb lights up*
okay, space.
shall go over to a nice yellow planet and build up my own empire. shall call it the 'jy world' and only allow ppl who say im pretty to come in. if not they can die(together with nic) on the dying planet called earth. no one shall be allowed to do up their hair so my mane will look the prettiest. its a relative thg, this prettiness thing. anw. ill make it that there will be no height requirements for being an air stewardess(or space stewardess). and the whole world shall be a happy place because im the queen.
oh did i mention. yup. ill be the queen. hail me.
when i have more ideas ill blog. meantime. i wanna run away frm sch.

bon jovi- im all about loving you

stayed back in sch today to study and they plugged in my ipod to the speakers. we were pretty slack at first cos we went com lab for me to do my mas stuff but in the end we did do work lah. we had enough of spice girls and backstreet boys to motivate us.
i nearly missed the deadline for sat. why in the world am i taking sats.
im so tired i feel really drained. i whined alot during tuition just now (haha) cos my stuff kept dropping. haha everytime i move smthg will drop. but rai n eug love me so much they always end up picking it up for me. alvin was tryin to glare at me but hey who has bigger eyes huhh glare wad glare.
and oh i ate a really big dinner haha. banana prata and egg prata. i felt pregnant after tt. so bloated it was quite horrible ahha. but quite funny too cos i wasnt the only one who ate alot ;) rai cldnt finish hers too. its the result of tryin to binge. food therapy is the worst.
anw. we really must work hard. i cant emphasize more. lets all do it together.
btw. i like the tree houses in vjc. dont care if ppl think its weird to have tree houses in schs, but i think whatever it is, its really a nice plc to sit and relax. overlooks the field and you can see abit of blue peeking out from the trees(just imagine its the sea and not the sky) and you'll feel chirpier.
anw now friendster has this new thg where u can check who's visited ur profile right. i think its damn weird lah. but i went to check;) i have ppl frm china checkin me out. woohoo. im a china magnet haha.
im kidding.
but ill refrain from checkin it out in the future. i think i rather be in suspense;) anw all i wanna do on friendster is to upload defamatory pics of my frens up on my profile now that u can have up to 25 pics. i have so many pics of gra may mich lookin funny i swear it'll just upp my visitors by a lot;) but its all too big to upload darn. so too bad. after A's then ill go do.
going back malaysia tmr, and i have to bring hmwk. woohoo. i loveeeee sch.