gossips.

didnt wan to blog but oh wells. since my life is so interesting might as well spread my joy around huh.

its really interesting how gossips never fail to keep girls in touch all over again. i dont even have to say 'hello how was ur day'. all i have to do is 'hey ## have you heard bout *****!! can you believe it?? " and there we have a conversation that can last us for hours. ;) and boy do we talk bout really deep philosophical stuff. yup. bout meaning of life and all. yes.
ahah.
tts why boys are boring creatures.
;D

quote of yesterday: we shd all name our kids funny names so ppl can laugh and be happy. -ms happy.

we're the spice girls ready to go!

i've listened to spice girls three times. beams:) i can never ever get enough of spice girls. they're an integral part of my early teenhood which i treasure alot. haha. its really wonderful how i know wad the next track will be even before it starts. see, its already in my brain, i cant erase it.
alrights. so i was doing maths and i really needed something to perk me up.
how come nobody seemed to be doing work.

alright back to maths.
anyway. was just talkin about prom today. i realised something about myself. ahha. i dont think im a very interesting person. okay alrights. i Am an interesting person but i dont think i wld love to go mingle in crowds all the time. i think i might just give the after prom party a miss. i didnt even think bout going until my dear fren rai kinda suggested it. i think she really wans to go ahha. silly girl :)
cheers mate.
there is nothing that our great minds cant achieve. eat more fish.

vjc 05.

last day of sch today. well. theoretically. too bad to those who didnt come sch. (which was quite a few of u lot u basketeers) no pics for you. boo.
had my first visitors to clearwater today. everybody admired my yellow room ;)grins. and we all wore yellow shirts today! wad a coincidence. n the packet drinks we had was yellow too. wad a joyful day today was. ;)
alrightss i cant seem to upload pics here. shall try again nxt time. ;)

will i miss vjc? i mean, its definitely been a great time hanging out with my girlfriends;) the amt of jokes we have haha. n of cos we have codes for everythg. high barriers to entry, so we're lk the monopoly. HA. anyway my class was real fun at times, thanks everyone (yes even u scums) for making vjc so enjoyable.
but then as you hate to deny it theres always this thg bout studies that dampens everyone's spirits and really just gets everyone down. amidst all our laughter we're all just, really, trying to get through A's.
but i think ive just found the best way to get through it.
with friends. :)
thank you all!

ohh yes. n i kinda gorged on bk today. of all thgs, bk. im definitely nt a bk-fan but i cant seem to run away frm frens who love bk. but i was having my cravings again. now the herseys sundae pie is still swimming in my stomach. i hope it finds its way to the intestines soon.

sleep.

fly

im never gd at dealing with deaths. esp when its so sudden. knew her as my sis's gd fren, and its amazing how they managed to keep in touch throughout all these yrs. we knew her mum, they knew us too.
its just too sad isnt it.
everytime i want to make a decision bout what to do with my life events lk these pop up and remind me of the fragility of life. n that i can be part of the fight against that. esp cancer.

celine dion's fly.

fly fly little wing
fly beyong imaging
the softest cloud, the whitest dove
upon the wind of heaven's love
past the planets and the stars
leave this lonely world of ours
escape the sorrow and the pain
and fly again.

fly fly precious one
your endless journey has begun
take your gentle happiness
far too beautiful for this
cross over to the other shore
there is peace forevermore
but hold this mem'ry bittersweet
until we meet

fly fly do not tear
dont waste a breath, dont shed a tear
your heart is pure, your soul is free
be on your way, dont wait for me
above the universe you'll climb
on beyond the hands of time
the moon will rise, the sun will set
but i wont forget

fly fly little wing
fly where only angels sing
fly away, the time is right
go now, find the light.

sick.again.

i woke up this morning sounding different. haha. my mum made me go for tcm (traditional chinese medicine). wells ive been going western docs so many times i decided to give it a try. anyway my mum thinks tt doc is really gd.
the doc said my body is weak n i have very low blood pressure. then she asked me if i felt faint.. she asked if ive been dieting. ha. as if i ever wld diet.
anw once my throat gets better n my nose gets unstuffed ill go back to her n see if tcm works. :)
but its rather worrying to hear someone tell u that ur body is weak. oh wells. my dad complains tt i havent been exercising. just bcos i dont join ever join him for golf... ;) oh well, to set the record straight, my brain has been exercising alot. :)

its a bright june afternoon

i think the song did go smthg lk tt. haha.

anyway im in comlab now. living my life as a pathetic friday afternooner stuck in vjc. nope it isnt really funny to come to school and realise to your horror(or well, happiness) that i only have five periods of school today. which meant my first three periods was crap. or rather, i could have slept in. at an age where sleep is SO important (sleep helps you grow taller) i cannot stress more the importance of having enough sleep every day. It not only recharges your brain, it restores your physical strenght to pursue greater academic heights amidst dreary school hours. Sleep also removes eyebags, which is very important if you have sexy beady eyes. yups. ;)

i just saw julian try to answer his hp while his earphones are still on. fantastic.

anyway back to my topic on friday afternoons.
it shd be abolished. and we shall rename it 'jy-day'. in remembrance of my greatness.

julian was just complaining that my blog is lame n i shd write my views on terrorism on it. well okay here it is. terrorism is a scary thg bcos julian is scary.
haha. aiyah i dont tink ill ever aspire to be a famous blogger lk the durian boy. :)

if u didnt love me.

janice was just saying that i have a knack for supporting ppl that dont really win. lk bobice n rubben(but he did win idol HA) n now oh wells kelly. she didnt do very well for superstar but its okay shes still young. haha i dont really watch alot of tv but these kind of tv programmes i watch. maybe its bcos we're all singers, n i really feel very warm knowing that there are so many out there who can actually sing n perform n realise their dreams. yay. the world's a nice plc.

anyway i saw smthg really beautiful today ;) clouds! was on the highway in the morn on my way to sch and right in front of me was this big mass of cloud. imagine looking forward onto the road, and when you look out the cloud almost fills up most of ur vision. the top part of the cloud was shining white, and there was this middle portion that had orange crimson light shining through. i thot it was amazing :) and u could see streaks of lightning in it occasionally. haha. yeah i was staring at it for a longg time.
when i grow old ill move to adibah's strawberry farm n cloud-gaze.

anw my blog title is just a song by corrinne may. pls dont think im out of love. ;)

woohoo.

brought my baby photos to sch this wk. we girls had this agreement to bring lah. okay mine was in my hp cos i cant take them out of the sticky album. n brought one real photo of me in when i was in pri 2. apparently my teeth grew smaller, my ears grew smaller. ;)
n bing thot i was a baby boy. thanks my fren, i love u still ;)

watched project superstar just now. i noe this sounds really dumb, but i felt quite sad for weilian while watching him perform. somehow you just cant admit that he's better than junyang. however u really want to commend him for his efforts. oh wells. weilian shd sing oldies :) he sounded really gd singin rick price. i lk rick price. im an oldies girl. at least i noe im nt the only one, with may arnd :)

anchored in hope

went for social entrepreneurship forum 2005 organised by nus yesterday. other than the fact tt there was this elvin presley hairstyled guy (haha) tt i thot was nt too bad (ahem) it was really quite an interesting forum. i mean i realised there is a parallel of delancey street in singapore! called highpoint halfway house. other than the fact tt the person in charge is a reverend which probably means he preaches, but oh wells i guess ppl can choose whether to listen or nt rite. but it was really interesting to see what kind of social entrepreneurshipy ideas have taken place in signapore. i bought a notebook ;) i think i shall start a notebook collection, i do have enough to start one. anyways. i still cant say for certain wad i really want to be, but i find myself thinking less about medicine n biology n more about economics. woohoo.
but first i need to ace econs.

and i really appreciated the fact tt janice n eug went with me even though haha they were falling asleep during the first part ;) they're great frens! except for the part when we had to meet at 1115 and eug woke up at 1115. shes one champion. haha.

anw today's econs tuition was much much better. ahha i guess we were all quite cautious alr, and really did our work. he still thinks we're slower, but at least we're catching up. i hope. haha. ;)

was trying to convince phua to join airforce so i can meet all his frens? but apparently he's the wrong guy to look for. sooo. anybody out there? just one person will do! haha. hey even alpha-male-phua said it wld be cool to sit together with a pilot on a plane. ahha.
*whispers*i always knew he had oestrogens overload!*

backstreet boys!

have been trying (really hard) to dl this new video of theirs, just want to let you know.but somehow all that comes up is this pantene advert which i can now memorise "longer, thicker, blahblah" i think vh1 is tryin to cheat my feelings what say you.
boo. i wan my bsb.

safe in a crazy world

what can i say, corrinne may was really fantastic. ;) shes one of those ppl who can sing till the cows come home and her voice is still the same old rich, velvety singsong voice. she actually sounds better life for some songs ;)
and the fact that her songs have such beautiful soulwrenching lyrics that ppl can relate to, that just makes her music even more amazing. beams:)
pity i didnt get her autograph today. long story. but hey im going down on fri, apparently shes having some autograph session at the library ;)
really glad i had the chance to hear her sing today. pity how she had to go over to LA, but i guess thats just the price of being arty farty in singapore.

and as long, as you keep this moment shining in the dark. i will be watching over, every beat of your heart :)

according to gra, someday ill find a guy who appreciates me and love me for who i am. haha. *leftclap rightclap leftclap*. ;)

come on and do it

i love spice girls haha. their lyrics are the easiest to memorise.. and they repeat themselves so many times. and it doesnt always have to make sense! :D wonderful chick music. i love it. haha.
just lk how i love my bsb woohoo.

anw happy national day to one n all. i had a great time swimming today. n watching fireworks from my apartment in clearwater. can see a little bit.

i lk this pic. haha. i wan shades.

i think my mum's worried that im nt studying hard enough. which may be true but *shhh* im nt telling her that.

cant wait for corrinne may concert tmr ;) really looking forward to going out. whee. lk some small girl who's been granted an outing huh. cant help it im a small girl at heart i guess. lala.

econs tuition.

haha. i cant stand it when ppl tink im dumb. im a proud person ;) and i do tink he did tink i was dumb. or rather the grp of us. haha. compared to the other grp. oh wells. right. its time to work hard(really) for econs. nt a very difficult thg to do, given the hmwk tt he gives.
wheeeeeee.

fireworks and everythg nice ;)

alfas challenge was quite fun. im glad i made frens there. anw it was gd exposure lah, although i really think theres alot of thgs i can work on if i really wan to go for scholarships. im glad my grp had nice ppl ;) all the reflections just felt lk sv all over again, only that ppl werent exactly willing to talk and after a while we just let the teachers talk. besides the teachers werent exactly great facilitators.. they were kinda secretive. huh.

anyways. ;)
went for rai's book launch! haha. it was really lk a mini ndp at the carnival at marina. the military performance was really quite cool :) although i kept thinkin the tanks wld shoot. as in really shoot. haha. it was so loud, it sounded lk my heartbeat lah. and the fighter planes were really awesome.
ive decided, im gonna have my wedding tea ceremony up in the chinhook. and its gonna carry my wedding car. cool rite. ba wans to arrive to her weddin in a tank (HA).
and the fireworks festival was really beautiful. had four segments to it, the was really quite in synch with the music. i just felt so happy seein the fireworks :) actually i dont tink ive missed a single yr of fireworks, but its just that warm escape-frm-the-world kind of feelin u get everytime u watch it. haha i felt very loved watchin it ;) after which i promptly hugged all the girls n told them i love them! ahah. was nice lah. ;) my fav is still the golden showers.

so yeah. today was quite a happy day ;)

may the mugger bug be with you.

i felt quite hardworking today. really did quite alot of work this afternoon. did get a little restless, but nonetheless was proud of the amt of work i did today. wheewhoo.
cant wait for sunday where i can rest.
i seriously need to go for massage. my body feels.. tired.
to my horror the uk admissions thg is now closed.
i have no idea if that means i cant make anymore changes to the unis i put there.
oh wells.
gonna go support raihana at the carnival at marina tmr ;) she wrote this article which got selected to be published in this book so we're going for some book launch. its quite cool we've got free pink ponchos n noisy rattlers. haha. n newater.
not quite sure wad to expect for tmr. im supposed to go for some alfas challange, and im really feeling weary already.
night ppl ;)

pheww.

yay i just finished with my personal statement. i hope its okay. i even signed off msn so i cld concentrate ;) and when i was thinkin about it in bio rai said i looked scary cos i looked so spaced out. its funny how u spend so much time writing about ur life n urself into one small sheet of paper. and u might not even get through. Hm.
anyways. yay.
haha. im one step closer to uni education. woohoo.