tkgs rox rox rox.

;D am a very happy n satisfied girl today. well, almost, i must noe how to count my blessings rite?

vjc tchers can act. n they can sing too. n play the drums, n play the guitar, n dance. ;D im quite impressed by the efforts n sophistication of the musical producti0n ;D the highlights i must say, was the harley davidson being driven through the stage durin this rock performance, tt was just way too cool man. haha. n the full monty of coz. ;D i was laughin n screamin frm the sights of men stripin, sigh. haha.
mr kan was a rocker. haha.
my lao shi was some elvis presley fan. she was tryin to touch him all the time.. yux. hahaah
mrs ang/ms choo was cool. i yelled out her name, nt quite sure if she heard.. ;D
mr chan was actin as a drug addict/hippie, n sat nite fever dance. ^_-
mrs lim! was dancin some.. dance. ahaha.
edna tan was cool. ahha.
mr ueng was missin in action.
mr chew looked gd. ;)
chris wong wasnt there too. hm.
aniwae who cares. they were gd. too bad the last part was a bit screwed up. i feel quite bad for the tchers.. they prepared smthg so nice for us but we didnt prepare sufficiently for them.. ah oh wells. ;)
hope nicholas finds his wallet. somehow. ;-
TKGS rox. rox rox rox.
other than the fact tt it was damn hot in the hall, n i went down to canteen n had my chicken rice. am so going to go down one day for a proper lunch..
almost my whole class was there! haha, it was gd enough for me. missed all the indian community gossips n stories :) joy's lovable irritatin ways(haha ok, sometimes haha) shalina's bitchy retorts (but who can not love her??) n chitra's scandalous stories wahaha. n adibah n roshn n sk n bing n yafen tt i see everyday heh. n nabila! was so happy to see her at heeren when she came behind us n said 'hello girls' or smthg like tt. n nadyyaa. ;D
adela chee was wearin some hip hop thgy, n she went 'yo' to me. wahaha. i cldnt stop laughin.
mrs karen tan n mrs kong was in tkgs uni. hur cldnt recognise them. mrs tan look damn gd for her age lahh. n mrs kong looks gd with her hair spiked up ;D
we the laolaos did tkgs cheer at the back of the hall at the end of the concert.. ;) everyone in the hall was lookin at us but it felt gd just to do the tk cheer again in close proximity of.. real tkgs girls haha.

talked to ms yeo. ahha missed her! she said i grew prettier.. ahha maybe it kinda explains how i looked lk in sec sch, but heyy, u guys noe its nt the truth rite? prettier means i was already pretty.. ahha
anw. its damn clear n obvious tt the new changes our principal made is nt welcomed by the tchers. maybe needs some adjustin n gettin use to, but hey, u dont just change the whole system just bcoz ur some @#*#$* president scholar. BOO.
ms yeo told rosh to go get a boyfriend. wahaha.
mrs chan is still the same. :) motherly n all.
i miss the tkgs community.
but i tink. tkgs has changed. ok, duh, ppl come n go, but the sch culture shd remain. but no it didnt, bcoz when the tchers left, they took the culture with them. perhaps ms terry is givin the sch a different culture, n hey, theres still big small Mr Angs n ms yeo n mrs chan n ms chuan n mr yeo n ms ann n adela chee n karen tan, but.. its jsut differnt knowin tt tchers left when we left. as rosh said, i wld love to gif bck to tkgs wad it had given me. :) n rid the root of the evil grass.
i love my tk frens. muacks to all. ahha.

oh yes. collateral is damn gd. whoosh. tom cruise looks gd in grey hair n grey suit(kinda reminds me of george clooney, ahhh!!:D ), but no i dont gush lk adibah. we were all goin to fall off our seats at the last thirty mins or so coz it was so nerve wreckin but adibah was going lk 'oh he's so cuteee!' arGH. how oblivious can u get. ;D ahha. but tts my gd fren lah,shall nt tease her too much here. ;D she actually got the highest score for my phone's game. nt a bimbo afterall ahha.

a smile can brighten up one's day.
i shd smile more. ;)

psyched up.

bout tmr! haha its silly,but yes im excited at the prospect of watchin vj tchers perform 'a torrid affair' i hope its gd!, n going back tkgs n seein all my frens n tchers n juniors again. !! darn i cant tink of any other word except 'excited' haha. ;D

got bck my chinese marks today. ahah hey, i got my a2. but the zuo wen tt im so proud of (mary n rachel u girls inspired my compo baby! ) was actually out of point. ahah i expected it lah. er will type it out here if ive got the time (nt now, my sis really wan to use the com soon). but hey, ive got 15/17.5 for my lang. quite proud of tt. ;D its really smthg straight out frm my heart so my dearest frens, pls support me a bit. ;)

ive got three ppl since yesterday tellin me 'i encourage u k' haha. i actually feel quite gd bout it. yeahh.

rite before i forget, i made a bet with liren today. no wait, he made a bet with me. yes the same guy who said my phone is the chioest part of me.. i was sayin smthg lk 'im nt gonna get married' n he made a bet with me tt i wld. duh of coz i wld WANT to get married but smtimes lookin at the guys arnd me i sigh in despair. anw i tink in bout 10-15 yrs' time he will be 100bucks richer. soon lah. haha.
;)

boogie.

econs lect was short today coz the yr twos had to use the lt for lock up or smthg.

chem test was bleah. i cldnt finish! but ok lah, at least i knew how to do some of it..

bio test later.

jc life rox, woohoo.

im havin my intellectual look now. wearin specs!

my chem tutor isnt very gd. he kinda ignored me n eug today in class, nt tt its the first time. n he gave us wrong ans lah, thanxx. i felt quite smart in his class tho. ;) chem tuition helps.

tk haf no time slot for us victorians to go bck n dance our mass dance. i cant decide whether im happy or sad.. haha. at least i get to haf my class lunch ;D
haf to chiong maths today coz some nic took four days to photocopy my math tuition haha.

woogie.

im a ms teo too.

went sentosa to watch ngee ann pri perform at the musical fountain. they havin a series of 'fountain of youth' concerts. hey ngee ann pri choir is fantastic haha. ;) its amazin how gd pri sch choirs can sound. not to mention the fact tt they r really adorable. they kept turnin their heads bck to look at me once they knew 'ms teo's sister is there. haha. i even went down to say hi to them. hey one guy said i was cute k. muahah.
too bad my sis wont be seein them for too long.

hey check out my msn pic. i love it.

chem lecture test tmr. bio open bk test (heh my class quite gd at bargainin.. ) aniwae im still nt too sure bout chromosome numbers n stuff. i need to ask somebody..

need to start serious muggin. maybe lk now..

i shall stop takin afternoon naps. detrimental to my mental state.

:) tall and tan and young and lovely the girl from ipanema goes walkin and when she passes, each one, she passes goes 'ahh!'. when she walks she's like a samba that swings so cool and sways so gentle that when she passes each one she passes goes 'ahh!'.
oh but i watch her so sadly.
how can i tell her i love her?
yes, i would give my heart gladly
but each day when she walks to the sea
she looks straight ahead not at me
tall and tan and young and lovely, the girl from ipanema goes walkin and when she passes i smile but she doesnt see.
she just doesnt see.
no she doesnt see.

i love nat king cole.

flattery gets u everywhere. discuss.

gracia my blog does nt look suicidal. the background was actually black.. so i changed it to a more yellow look heh. n it still looks suicidal?? its ok ppl dont worry bout me, im fine.. its just the occassional urge to push my fren gracia onto the road when a car passes by, but other than tt, really, im fine.. ;)

nuraini said i look prettier today, whee. maybe its the earrings. i wore the one tt me n gracia bought yesterday when we went parkway to walk. okok, i also bought shoelaces n stickers, but hey, my world is much more yellow now, isnt tt great? ;) had a gd time with gracia yesterday, other than the fact tt i still tink she shd haf went home to rest. go see a doctor!

had many 'first times' for today.
lets see. first time:
i chose snickers over mars.
haha drats, i cant rem the others. ;)
smthg bout rai.. ah.

oh today i bought the jelly for the yep thg. was standin at the booth with yaf when someone commented tt there were complaints tt the jelly looks inedible. so they asked me how did the jelly taste. i said 'ok lah, better than the ones i make' n everybody laughed. ahah i was quite embarrassed, shall nt let too many ppl noe i cant really bake or make jelly. eug kept remindin the others how i burnt my cookies at my first attempt.. while playin the games on MY phone. smart girl eh.

pw second draft is in seven days.
i shall nt complain bout pw, since i got to meet gary tan thru it. ;D

hahaha.

studyin in sch tmr with rai, n rai dearest. im beginnin to like chem, now tt i understand organic chem. n buffers n solubility product.

bak kuteh for dinner later. my sis's recommendation. she hang out too much with ppl who go to nice plcs to eat.. lk xuhao or smthg.

whee.

helloo.

nthg much happened today.
wrote email to rach n mary yesterday. felt quite gd after tt

spooked the girls out last nite. eug was tellin ghost stories, then i asked 'do u noe who loves listenin to ghost stories? the ghosts themselves'. well yeah, i succeeded in spookin myself too.

felt lk changin my blog layout. came home early today so decided to do it. got scolded by my mum for wastin time, but oh well. wont change it anymore until im really free.

wore a hairband to sch n everyone kept sayin i look more lk lijiawei with my hair up. n no one said i look intellectual?? sigh.
haha.

take care all.

laughs

started my day off with a really loud laugh with rai. we saw smone do smthg really.. well. action-big n we collapsed in laughter after that. n we cldnt really stop. n i succeeded in embarrassin myself again. haha my image is so ruined. ;)
then later we were talkin bout chanks meetin the perm sect. someone passed a casual comment askin if they were gonna discuss metrosexuality together.. then i thot of the south park cartoon. haha hey maybe they REALLy are lobsters in disguise, ready to take over the world. "if u cant win them, change them." haha but it was quite a hilarious thot, n as usual only me n rai laughed coz only both of us had watched the video. :) then i grew as red as a lobster. heh.

well other than tt, there isnt much to say.
wrote a letter bck to yafen ;)
am NOT gonna eat gelare tmr. will run cross country route again! yeahh. hot bod hot bod!! ahahha.
some ppl shd jsut keep their comments to themselves. lk some certain ppl sittin behind me durin bio lect. just shush up if u dunno anythg 'thylakoid is some enzyme i tink... *complain complain*. ha.
i heard frm my dad tt my mum was the kind who was quite cold towards guys in sch too. :) noticed i said 'too'. ;) but hey she got married so i shdnt worry too much haha.
im mad.

男人不该让女人流泪

im quite sure i saw willaim soh(?) walk past me in the airport. i was starin at him quite closely. he was just lk, thirty cm away frm me?? woah. ;) haha.

slept my sunday away. again. i tink im a pig. can someone pls check? i slept after eatin lunch.. n didnt wake up until we were bout to go off for dinner.

at tampines mall today someone called out 'lijiawei!' as i walked past. heh. i noe someone said before i kinda look lk her (hey nt everyone with small eyes look lk each other k) but haha, a stranger?? my sis tinks its the greatest joke of the century or smthg. yawn. cant blame her she has little amusement nowadays. ahaha.

anw heres a lil smthg, courtesy of eug. ;) the whole song is a lil too long, ill just write the part i like. heard it on radio one morn.
我真的懂，你不是喜新厌旧
是我没有， 陪在你身边当你寂寞时候。
别再看着我 说过你爱过 别再伤痛
我不难过 这不算什么
只是为什么眼泪会流 我也不懂
不要再说 或许这是最好的结果
现在分手 总好过你不爱我 一拖再拖
松开你的手 离开你左右
我向前走 这会是我真正的 解脱
;) yes yanzi does rock.

boogie woogie.
ps if u wanna read my chinese try changin the encodin under 'view' to 'unicode. ;) yippee.

same side of the moon.

chi test today was okay, it was the waitin for it to finish that weren't ok. i was so afriad i wld miss the chance to at least call rach since i cant send her off just bcoz I"VE GOT A CHINESE EXAM TO FINISH. i was under the impression tt we could leave whenever we want in the last five mins. but i looked arnd n no one left. then when we could go off i kinda ran off. think i looked pretty disoriented, but who cares. rach said a few seconds later n she would haf gone in.. ah sigh.
anw i wrote bout rach n mary in my compo. :) will send them a copy of it when i get it back heh. im quite proud of the compo, other than the fact tt its really neat ( i used liquid paper n didnt cross out any words.. :D ), its smthg ive been thinkin about for quite some time. if we're lookin at the same side of the moon, we cant be that far away frm each other. so lets treasure the friendship tt we had, ignore wad the outside world has to say, n be happy in our small lil world. yeah. i was tearin when i wrote it (honest. yeah a bit oversentimental but heh, no one noticed anyway. i hope.) dunno if janice or norman noticed my sniffin, since i was wearin my thick comfy puma. ah sigh.

anw i love my beloeved. thanks mich for holdin my hand. ;D n adibahh. yeah.

had been going out with rach for past few days. thurs for dinner at swensons, n yesterday she came sch. it was fun. we just sat in t12 n talked. it felt lk we were watchin the sch behind a glass window.. they cant really see us but we cld see them perfectly. n we cld talk bout them n they wouldn't know heh. ;) it felt gd. other than that we were runnin arnd sch. ahem. ;)

needed stress-relief when i got home n i got it. meteor garden. hey i never thot it was this nice to watch.. shancai is cool man. n jerry is quite cute. ;) then i slept my way till six, woke up in time to see lijiawei play her sixth n seventh set. quite disappointin i must say, but i guess she was just nervous. but she won her more than the korean woman did, so i guess.. job well done lah.

yeah. today off day for me. nt gonna do math or anythg. will read my agatha christie.
gracia! we need go library sooon.

intelligence comes with specs.

wore specs to sch today instead of my usual contacts. haha everyone said i look more intellectual *beams. n i managed to solve this math prob eug cldnt really do.. yeahh. ;) maybe i shd wear my specs more often.. as much as i hate wearin it.

janice n rai didnt come sch today, so it was pretty quiet. they both peeped at guys, so ended up with sore eyes/acute conjuctivitis. heh. ;)
adibah n eug kept bullyin me today. i kept huggin the pillars in sch tho. nice pillars, gd pillars, my fren the pillar.
eug's porkchop flew off her plate. haha yes, the whole piece. heh. ;) im nt the only clumsy one arnd. yeahh. ;)

math tuition is a total braindrain. esp when its 730-930pm. whoof. we nearly went bonkers after math tuition yesterday. but i tink im gonna continue. i mean, i knew wad i was gettin myself into when i signed up for math tuition, so im nt gonna complain. ;) anw its quite cool coz i made more frens whee. dont worry mum my tuition all girls..

had a one to one short econs re with mr ueng today.
then went for choir meeting. saw the cat there n distanced myself one metre away. i could still hear it mewing away..
then went for chem re with gracia n mich n hian coz their tcher arranged it specially for choir ppl. he's pretty good at explainin, now i finally understand hybridisation. sadly, its nt in the syllabus n nt really useful unless u take chem s. but wells. he's gd nonetheless. very patient. mr teo u rock.
bio re with my class. they were doing respiration. then i realised.. i need to refresh what i learnt for midyrs. fast. soon. maybe now. ;)

dinner today at suntec. my sis wanted to bring us to this steamboat buffet. 25++ bucks for adult. askin me to go buffet is equivalent to throwin the money away.. so i strongly protested (anw the food was lk ox'tongue n blahblaah. hmm.) n we ended up at feicui eatin la mian n xiao long bao. ;) nice.
my sis was linkin her hand into my arm when we were walkin. then i attitude'ed back 'i very close to u ah'. n guess wad this girl with long strong fingers frm playin too much piano pinched me n immediately u cld see the blue-black.. i havent got my revenge yet. strangely, its nt showing anymore. it was hurtin quite badly just now. DARN.

swensons tmr with my darlings. ;)

aching.

firstly. Happy BIRHTDAY YUTING!!! ;D heh i still rem ur bdae, duh ur my hao peng you. take care k. ;)

haha ran with eug on sat 'for fun'. after spa. went the cross country route, tts bout 3.2k? heh i walked after halfway, but eug ran beside me as i walked.. ;) now im achin. after two days?? i need to exercise more man. humrph.

went beach with rach rosh nab tt sat evenin. sigh i miss us. its so nice to just sit there n talk ur hearts out. i really love them. my soulmates! they're enough for me.. ;D wad nab said was true, we can say wad we really feel n all tt n we wont be judged.. its a gd feelin to know tt we've come so far. love the girls. i still wan my swensons!! ;) wed wed wed. yeah.

mary called bing this morn. lucky i dropped by the choir room, or i wont even get to talk to her at all. :) she misses my low manly voice.. haha. im convinced its sexy k. u noe, low n husky. :) i shall follow her wonderful n brilliant advice: REN. ;)

lets nt mention i was quite shocked to see my dear fren mich even redder than normal outside choir room this morn. its ok, shes strong, n shes got me (her beloved.) ;)

meet the parents session on sat was, by adibah's standards, boring. i mean, haha her dad is really nonsense lah. 'oh my adibah is a gd girl.. i dont let her watch tv.. i sit with her to do her tuts..' muahaha its really funny. my mum was nice enough to say tt she has confidence in me. :)

n i went for cip yesterday. some paralympics thg for wheelchair tennis. hey lookin at these ppl play tennis, im startin to tink, nthg is really impossible. even with almost zero audience they played their hearts out, n they played really well, esp the doubles. u cld see them being very serious n i loved watchin the chemistry btwn eugene n johnathan. they won ;) i made frens there too.. they're as nuts as those woodbridge. apparently yafen is worst :)
anw the funny part was that i ended 1 1/2 hrs later than i said i wld n my parents got really worried n started callin everyone else they knew including eug's parents. they thot i was missing. no joke. i wasnt quite happy bout the big fusst, but neither were they. (i retorted with smthg bad.. but heh. me n my mouth) ok i shdnt be complainin coz at least ive got parents who really love me. but sometimes.. sigh they're still quite protective. im waitin for uni to come but they always say at the rate im going they're gonna make me go nus or smthg.. evil.

love all my frens. muacks. ;)

pw rox.

just gave up my lunch break to go com lab to do pw, wow. whee. yeah. its cold in here. friday's gonna be a long day for me.
im nt too sure y im here. heh.

cant be tt far frm me, if we're both lookin on the same side of the moon.

i feel old, jaded n icy.

nt in the best of moods while in sch today, nt bcoz of the horrible cramps i had (lucky rachel had the two pink pills) but well. some ppl.
im nt too sure if i gave them my total-attitude face or a nonchalent look.
i still haf to be fair n objective.
i cldnt wait to get out of the room.
played piano outside. had some soothin effect on me.
im glad for frens lk mich n gracia. :)

n yes, im icy cold.
i just cant be bothered. or at least i pretend so. yeah, so keep it tt way, dont bother me.
grr. i bite.

(added bout half an hr later)
im happy for frens who nv fail to cheer me up. even tho sometimes ive been quite mean to them. although i call brandon asshole, i still appreciate him for being my fren. i mean, hey he's my first guy fren in vj. wow. as much as an asshole he is, he's still my fren. yeah. im so nice to him. n theres shawn too.
actually im tokin to both of them now on msn. just thot tt i shd remind myself tt life isnt as horrible as i thot if ive got frens lk gracia (its the privilege of friendship to talk nonsense n still haf tt nonsense appreciated) n mich (ive got a red ass n no u cant check it out ;D) n brandon n shawn. yeah. n rosh rach nab n nur, cant wait for dinner this sat! of coz theres always my girlfriends frm the bimbo club.
muacks.

leavin on a jet plane.

have experienced much over the span of the last three days.

rach's party was fun. i realised how much i missed my tk frens! other than the regulars i see in vj, theres may anu NABB ;) duck. had fun in the water (was a poolside party, n first victim to be dunked was rosh. i was supposed to be may's partner in crime but ended up being far away frm the action. ahha) but some hao jiemei of mine suggested to the rest that i shd be dunked too. so yeah. i got wet. had fun in the pool tryin to do synchronised swimmin with rach rosh n may. we failed. haha. then rosh n may came up with this silly cultish 'joinin of hands ceremony'.. ??? we were really nuts to do all the thgs we did tt day. ahha but felt gd to haf fun among the girls again, nt tt i havent been doin tt in vjc. heh.

went malaysia early morn on national day. visited my aunt who had relapse of cancer. u noe, i dont tink im that strong after all. when i saw her, i really got a shock. she was thin n bony, wad a vast difference from what i saw durin cny, when she was just gettin better. her thin legs stuck out beneath the thin blanket, n the area around her mouth was near black, though my dad said it was already better compared to last wk when he saw her. when she saw me n my sis she told us how her tongue n back of her mouth were gettin sores n she was in terrible pain, then she remembered how my grandfather for one period of time (near his death i suppose) kept wantin to eat ice kachang n ice creams.. he must have been in such pain too. then she started tearin, n i couldnt really control myself too.
i kept lookin at her n tinkin, well its nt too bad already. her husband really loves her n tries all means in search of the 'perfect' medicine for her even though the doctors are givin up on her.
everyone says i look lk her in her younger days. i cant help but think, will the same thg happen to me?
will i be surrounded by those i love n those who love me when that time comes? will i have a partner who will stick with me through health n illness. love me even when i look the most horrible.
but she still has two young children who are barely old enough to take care of themselves sometimes. her eldest son is far away in aust, unable to accompany her as much as he wans to.
;(

on a lighter note, came back in time to go marina south to watch fireworks. i go there almost every year without fail. never see anyone near my age, only those a decade younger or two decades older. thot the heart shaped fireworks were unique, but my fav is still the golden showers thg. the first time i saw it i felt as if it was showerin upon me.. it felt so magnificant :) have been tryin to recapture that feelin, but i gues its pretty impossible unless one day i manage to grab a tix to ndp.

watched the return with my mum today. its her second time watchin it. she was my hot date for the day ;) its an okay film. i mean, ive liked other films much better. i guess the bottom line is just to treasure what u have with u at present. well if u wanna know, the story is bout this dad who comes bck to the family twelve years later, n takes the two boys out on a fishin trip which became a 'business' trip for him n he has to travel to a deserted island to get smthg. the younger boy is defiant n one last situation triggers the father n he hits them, then the little boy runs off n the father runs after him, n the eldest runs after the father.. then the father dies while tryin to get the younger son back. yeah. they rowed the father's body back, then they lost the father's body coz the boat sank while they were tryin to load some stuff into a car. ah sigh. then it ends abruptly. i guess that's y some ppl dont lk the film. it leaves u with a thousand n one question marks.

how many of us can actually, amidst our already tight schedules, still find time to coach lil kids without acceptin a single cent. im glad i noe such a person. ;)

JUMP for my love

Jump for my love- the pointer sisters
Your eyes tell me how you love me
Can feel it in your heart beat
I know you like what you see
Hold me, I'll give that you need
Wrap your love around me
You're so excited, I can feel you
Getting hotter, oh baby
I'll take you down, I'll take you down
Where no one's ever gone befor
eAnd if you want more, if you want more
More, more, more

Jump for my love
Jump in and feel my touch
Jump you want to taste my kisses
In the night then

Jump, jump for my love
Jump, I know my heart can make you happy
Jump in, you know these arms
Can feel you up
Jump, you want to taste my kisses
In the night then
Jump, jump for my love

You told me, I'm the only woman for you
Nobody does you like I do
Then make a move before you try and
Go much farther, oh baby
You're the one, you, you are the one
And heaven waits here at my door
And if you want more,
If you want more, more, more then
When you are next to me, oh I come alive

Your love burns inside
Feels so right
Come to me if you want me tonight jump
Jump if you want to taste my kisses
In the night then
Jump, jump, jump
Jump, you know my heart can
Make you happy
Jump, you know theese arms can feel you up
Jump in, you want to taste my kisses
In the night then
Jump, jump for my love

in this sweet madness.

college clean up in the morn. wad a bore. we didnt do much. n we got scolded by the aunty coz we took her brooms. n my classroom is soo dirty even though the uncle is suposed to 'in charge' of it or smthg coz his stuff is all in our classroom. there were so many dustballs.. yucks.
lunch was with the girls n minyan jamie sianghan junhong. minyan introed me to the fried hokkien mee, its really quite nice. janice was teasin sianghan. quite funny. ;) he asked her how to say 'ugly' in tamil n she said 'sianghan' without even tinkin. haha. he's such a ah pek lah.

went airport for swensons dinner. saw valmond studyin. he picked up his drink, n tried to wave at me with the same hand i guess, coz the drink dropped. ha. even my mum was laughin.

my shoulders r hurtin! argh. they're burnt, red, n hopefully nt rottin away. i cldnt really get a gd slp last nite coz it hurts when i lie on my back. it gets worst when i try to shift around. ;(

JUMP. for my love. JUMP IN. lalalal. lalala kisses in the night hey. JUMP IN for my love!
;)

wad a day.

worst racial harmony cum national day i ever had. makes everythg seem pretty meaningless, really. n wad unenthusiastic ppl we haf in vj. v few ppl actually bothered to not come in sch u. but its ok, they r the ones missin out on the fun. im quite disappointed. but maybe bcoz they prefer to have such a light n short concert n its silly to dress up for two n a half hrs of sch? but still. tsk. i had fun tryin to dance in my sari. ;)

anw. went to beach with rosh n rach. silly nur dont wan come lah. we had a gd time just sittin there, enjoyin the strong n cool sea breeze, not even talkin much, although rach seemed to be mumblin on about some certain lanky brownhaired guy. ;) but it feels gd to be together with them again. ah. im missin out on so much.

going for chem tuition later. whee.

spend all ur time waitin.

went for chem r today. nt too bad, my thermochem isnt tt bad afterall, didnt look thru notes n still cld do most of the sums. just amazed tt for my class only eight didnt haf to go for chem r. n to make it worst, jon tiong told me tt those e graders frm his class didnt haf to attend chem r. wth. argh.

anw i tink the yr two srs r interestin ppl. they give the choir character, lk harris n samuel lim to vj, n connor to tkg ( well, used to). was in the choir room with them for a short while after chem r while waitin for my dad to fetch. haha. hm.

am quite excited about tmr. quite sily lah, ahah, considerin half of the population wld most prob turn up in uniform. still, the thot of wearin smthg different. yeahh. n i got cenwei to lend me the blue one haha. ;) i got too bored with pink. bing says i cant pull off blue. evil girl. haha ;)

i love books.

really i do. the number of times ive been to library on my own will in the last six years will be one, n that was today. ;D i actually called gracia up n asked her if she wanted to go. coz i noe she wans to. im such a nice fren, considerin im always being called 'piece of fish'.
well i shdnt had. stupid girl cheat my feelings, give me wrong directions to walk, then make me carry books arnd. she borrowed 14 bks! n sabrina the teenage witch somemore. haha. but we had a gd time in the library lah. we had to go to the toilet to laugh it off coz it was too hard to laugh silently. too bad all the books i recommended to her cldnt be found in marine parade library. lousy! the bks i read r of high quality k. agatha christie. robyn sisman. tony parsons. woohoo.

sigh. my econs tutor is officially nt very up to standard n lazy. sigh. i must start askin him more qns so he cannt slack.

talked to rosh just now. missed her so much! ahha havent talked to her for so long.. so today i told her to call me. ;D too bad mum was chasin me off the phone, but yeah, it was a very nice convo, as usual. ;D cant wait for fri. goin beach with rosh n rach n prob nur n nab. wad a long wait for reunion.

anw. new song i came up with durin econs.
-coz obviously, im out of ur league, ur wasting ur time, ill nv be urs, n now u nv will be gd enough for ME.-
;)

its all so cold.

its a long long journey.
till i know where im supposed to be
its a long, long journey
and i dont know if i can believe
when shadows fall n block my eyes
i am lost and know that i must hide
its a long, long journey
till i find my way home to you

many days i've spent
drifting on through empty shores
wondering what's my purpose
wonderin how to make me strong
i know i will falter i know i will cry
i know you'll be standin by my side
its a long, long journey
and i need to be close to you

sometimes it feels no one understands
i dont even know why
i do the things i do
when pride builds me up til i cant see my soul
will you break down these walls
and pull me through?

'cause its a long, long journey
till i feel that i am worth the price
you paid for me on calvary
beneath those stormy skies
when satan mocks and friends turn to foes
it feels like everythg is out to make me lose control
its a long, long journey
Till I find my way home to you.
-journey corrinne may