photophosphorylation.

have no idea what im doing here. i guess i just needed some form of self indulgence, although taking two hours off to watch sing idol was enough.
hey honestly i was quite disappointed with today's performances. sigh if u can handle the song then dont sing.

plan for tmr: go back tk to promote vjc. hello vjc is a very nice place to study in and have fun at the same time. woohoo.
i'm supposed to talk about performing arts. haha. oh wells. i guess ill just be brief. dont want people to think im always talking about choir n only choir!
then ill go study at parkway after tt. ;)

i keep thinkin about how fast this whole promos will be over. its scary.

i was on my hp the whole of today. haha my mum had to 'confiscate' my hp to stop me from smsing. but its nt my fault if people choose to sms me! oh well. she returned me the hp barely an hr later. was fun talking about stabbing examiners for blood if ur pen runs out of ink. ;)

all krebs n calvin.

doesnt feel like i have gp tmr. haha.

my internet is working VERY slowly today. wanted to read the gp essays online. oh wells.

was reading my social studies n history for some gp inspiration. i realised how much i miss studying for history! ah its really a wonderful subject to study for. all the wonderful leaders who made history glorious. "i have nothing to offer, but blood, tears, and sweat." the brutality of likes of Hitler and Stalin. oh and i realise how my handwriting has changed over the years hahaah.
for all the times i thought econs would make up for my love for writing essays.
i dont know if econs is really what im looking for, although yes i still dream of working in a tall office building and strutting into my workplace in a powersuit. looking out into shenton way through my tinted glass window. the adrenaline rush of working in a team, working within deadlines. not just for making money, i dont think i'll ever have enough money to buy all the clothes i want! ;)
;)

i wish.

haha just read mary's new testimonial. wassup with my eyes huh?? haha. i think it looks nice in that pic, Fullstop. haha. it does make it look bigger.. ;)
i miss having someone to bitch about everything to. and to laugh at every single silly thing.
sometimes, i wish that time would stand still.
just for that one moment.
when everything else dont seem to matter
just us having fun
or just a simple glance.
or just a smile. (though i honestly dont smile at people much. unless u're around me all the time.)
just when you thought everything is going to be perfect,
time moves on.
reality draws you back like a.. vacuum cleaner?
you get reminded of things that you dont wish to be reminded of.
the harsh truth
that some people are not what they seem to be.
those sly, manipulative people whom you never seem to know enough
you wonder, what are they really thinking of when they see you.
much worst, do they always have genuine intentions?
i dont care.
or rather, i seem not to care.
my indifference to all that i choose not to see
my 'frosted armour' (?)
my 'eh u want to fight' look.
i am not disillusioned. i have friends whom i know genuinely care about me.
people whom i talk to without any feelings of constraints.
my family, loves me n spoils me.
but i am weary
of this game that i play.
although, i know,
i've already gave up playing it.

there. aha. yes i meant every word i said, but i guess this IS a game everyone plays. not just being double-faced, but more of making me guess what your real intentions are.
haha. im talking in circles.

she bangs.!

i can be such a LE at times.
had spa in the hall today. everyone was sitting down and ready to take the exam when i realised i didnt take out my calculator. haha in my haste to get to my bag to retrieve my calculator i tumbled over the foot of my table and made quite a scene haha. then i couldnt locate my bag because it was some distance further down. haha i must have looked a sight.
so embarrassing.

i got to sit with my darling for CD! skill CD was dumb. enough said.

bio spa tmr. its so tedious the whole thg. Sigh.

BOO.

total utility.

Sixpence None The Richer
Kiss Me


Kiss me out of the bearded barley
Nightly beside the green green grass
Swing, swing, swing that spinning step
You wear those shoes and I will wear that dress

Oh kiss me beneath the milky twilight
Lead me out on the moonlit floor
Lift your open hand strike up the band and make the fireflies dance
Silver moon's sparkling so kiss me

Kiss me down by the broken treehouse
Swing me up on its hanging tire
Bring, bring, bring your flowered hat
We'll take the trail marked down your father's map

Oh kiss me beneath the milky twilight
Lead me out on the moonlit floor
Lift your open hand strike up the band and makes the fireflies dance
Silver moon's sparkling so kiss me

am thankful.

everyday i come home and think of all the silly jokes we had in sch among us girls n im thankful i haf them to spend time together in sch. haha. honestly i never thought i'd find such good friends in jc. i thought i might just stick to my tk friends or something. ;) i think we've more or less accepted each other as what we are. (yes even rai's flirtin tactics! ;) haha. shes so gonna kill me..)
its quite cool how we became such good frens. we share our dreams. our ambitions. how we would like our life to be ten years down the road. about committments. about guys. about husbands. about me gettin an indian/ang moh husband ;) haha which my mum doesnt really erm, approve of? i think she would rather i have a normal, un-interesting marriage haha. ;) having someone to pass by the hockey table together. so we can get to our locker. strength comes in numbers YES. those terrorists BOO. someone to defend against all racist jokes because our group is multi-racial!

smiles.

was telling them we should have a book. divide into five portions for each of us. then everytime someone says or does something silly or funny we'd write it down. haha no prizes for guessing who's pages will be filled the fastest ;)

tries to smile.

i find it difficult to smile really brightly at ppl i dont really feel obliged to smile at. maybe u call this dao, but.. i dunno. ;) ok so take it tt im smilin at u now. actually. i dont even haf anyone in mind.. oh wells.

we actually played pepsi-cola for pe today. HA. bcoz stupid class guys didnt wan us to play floorball with them. hey u tink we'll lower ur standard isit? huh? idiots. aniwae we had fun playin our own games k. aniwae, although i strongly protested to playin pepsi-cola, i won the game muahah. ;)

had a headache today. but shall nt let it dampen my spirits or wadsoever, although im quite sure i wasnt lookin my best towards the end of the day.

my dear fren, be strong! dont cry.. even though i cant rem how to write ur chinese name, ill start rememberin it now! haha but it was fun smsin each other in maths lect. ;) btw, i tink i dont owe u any ten cents now.. since two smses cost bout ten cents nowadays. haha.

was really tired after sch today. sorry i sounded so distant in the phone. i noe u hardly ever come to the east anymore! ;) sigh i noe im a bad fren sometimes. sorry sorry.

yafen dragged me to toilet today ahha. we were holdin n swingin our hands, then tanyewhwee saw n said 'hey girls, vj dont encourage such behaviour ah.. ' then he was goin on n on. i tink he thot he was being very funny. ha.

i tink i drive myself nuts sometimes. ahha. sigh.
no i wan to heave a really big sigh.
SIGH.
;)

paint the sky with stars.

a little smthg. somewhat frm tv.

looked up into the sky today
n saw a sky painted with stars
suddenly i dont care how many stars there are
or how far from me they are
i just thought,
the stars tonight are indeed beautiful.
its makes me feel so tiny
yet i feel grateful
for such a beautiful creation.
it must have been what people
have been feelin
for thousands
n thousands of years.
suddenly i feel
im not so alone after all.
someone must have known about me
wantin to look up into the sky tonight
n so he painted the sky with stars.
whoever that person is
i thank him.
;)


ahha ok i haf a lousy memory. i cant really rem wad i heard on tv, n i kinda modified it. but yeah. ;)

hellos ;)

hello haha. how r all my darlings? ;)

sch today wasnt too gd. pretty borin if u ask me.

met mr tan in the morn bout going bck tk to promote vj. i tink me n jane n quite grateful for the response although i tink we expected more on our part, which is not very possible given the lousy date we have to go bck. its the day after our gp paper. oh wells. thanks to all who r going bck-- thanks for makin the effort to show tt u do wan to gif bck to vj (as wad jane kept sayin *smiles). ;)

went for some filmin for moe. they wanted to film our choir for some advert. we had make-up artistes to do make-up for us! quite cool rite. the guys had to put foundation n lip gloss too muaha. haha it was ok lah. too bad gracia n mich cant join us.
wasnt too happy lah k. but nvm.

maths lect. tutorials. my class size was 12. hA.

maths tuition.
pls do not smoke, im positive its bad for ur health. n pls do not encourage ur frens to smoke. there're no such thg as 'social smokin', just DONT do it at all! wads so sociable bout 'social smokin' aniwae. i dont find it attractive. so my frens, pls dont ever smoke. ur lungs will turn black, n u will DIE.

oh. ;) had a really gd time with rai, janice n eug at gelare today. haha we kept laughin lah. rai was being VERY silly. n we were posin arnd with gelare tissues n all hahah. n rai, pls stop takin un-glam pics of me! its so untrue.. haha. ;) but i just love my girlfriends. muackss. oh yah adibah was missin in action coz she was at home gobblin down tons of vanilla ice cream to soothe her poor tonsils. ;)

alot of thgs i wan to say n shout n sing out loud. but its ok. ok well actually its not. i keep wishin tt i haf more time to do alot other thgs sometimes. im wishin for more personal time. which i actually haf bcoz its study-time ahha, but it doesnt count! oh wells. im just being grumpy.
so when u see me pls smile, so ill smile too. ;)

"im worth five dollars more."

firstly, happy birthday ma! ;)

anw, tt was wad i told my sis after i gulped down thai express' iced tea which my sis strongly recommended n which i totally didnt like. only after tastin the iced tea did i rem tt this is the same person who likes to drink grapefruit juice n sour plum bubble tea. definitely weird taste buds. (my sis is weird!!)

watched acappella expresss today. they're a jazz acappella grp from moscow. they haf really fantastic vocals. n they're so talented! their song arrangements r really greaat. nt much vocal percussions tho, but since it doesnt really fit into their type of songs i guess it didnt matter. i miss toxic audio's percussionist, woah tt guy was real gd. anw they did a very nice rendition of amazing grace, i thot. i was really enjoyin their harmony tho at some parts they were pretty boring. coz i cldnt understand a word they were singing.. i guess u'll haf to excuse the russians.
hearin them makes me wanna sing all day long. ;) belt out my fav tunes at top volume. wheeee.

stupid cupid, stop pickin on me. ;)

taddaa! puppy power! haha.

haha today was a very eventful day ;D

right. in a nutshell, we caught a guy whom we saw go in a girl's toilet more than once already. ;) this was the third time. but we didnt report it or anythg coz we thot it wld be somewhat blowin it out of proportion.

anw wad happened today was tt we were outside our classroom waitin for our turn with the pw teacher. so the guys were waitin outside n takin boyband pics. they noticed tt the GUY kept going into the toilet. they knew we girls were suspicious of him so they followed him into the toilet. but apparently he wasnt doing anythg, just standin infront of the uriner. he actually went toilet six times lah. ??
then our classguys left after pw ended. amir stayed with us to take pics, but after a while he left too. then the GUY came again. this time he really did go into the girls' toilet. adibah checked n all, n we were quite anxious to erm, confront him but we didnt really haf a plan. so we were just waitin outside the toilet alley when he came out n we kinda panicked. i was tinkin of wad to say n all that when raihana stormed in n shouted at him "stop right there! where do u tink ur going?" then she asked him y he was in the girls' toilet, we saw him twice before, blah blah n he tried to deny lah. he said he was urgent so he just plunged straight into the girl's toilet. rai was brave larhh. ;) ps. she wanted me to write tt hahah.

first u haf to understand tt to get to the girl's toilet u haf to walk past the boy's toilet first. Then u tink bout him going to male's toilet six times before tt, n the seventh time he had to make a 'mistake'.

so we kinda kept him there n asked him qns.
someone called the pe teachers n they RAN in ;D they looked pretty good ahaha.
then they took charge lah.
we gave our statements.
n became heroines ahhaha. :)

im nt too sure how this wld sound if word gets arnd. so erm. just read. dont spread or anythg. i actually feel a bit sorry for the guy, lk how he's gonna still fit into vj after all this. it was quite a big commotion.. ;x

but we felt quite accomplished after the whole thg muahah. ;)

*thumph* n i fell.

haha i fell down twice today.
fell durin pe. we had soccer. but i didnt fall while playin soccer. i was pickin up the ball. slid on the drain (kinda) n fell on my knees. my beloved knees. i tink i scarred my knee for the fifth time or so. sigh.
then nearly fell down the steps durin chem r. haha alvin had to tell me he saw me fall down lah. didnt even give me face.. boo.

i tink an adorable smile is pretty.. adorable to look at haha.

but no, felicia chin is nt hot.

n my knee is itchy.

politically correct.

my mum tinks i shd be as correct as i can on my blog. i shd nt portray myself as someone who's vain n talk bout my earrings or is bimbotic or egoistic.

rite.

hey u noe wad? my ambition in life is to work for the government. better still, to work within the network of PAP, they're so cool! i wan to gif my own personal best to the government, which in turn will be beneficial for the country. singapore all the way!

grr.

first day of sch.

when my mum woke me up this morn, i was wonderin why she woke me up in the middle of the nite. heyy it was still dark. y do we haf to wake up so early for education? sigh. haha.

if ur one of those ppl who tinks my class guys r actually quite cool or wad, well. tiink again. they make me feel so pri sch sometimes haha.
mrs lim: alvin! stop playin arnd!
*silence
alvin: mdm brandon kachao me larhh.
oh n then there was julian n his 'his is bigger'(??) comment haha. no we're talkin bout gas syringes here. julian's one looked lk it cld swallow up his conical flask, heh.
n there sums up my bio tut today.

my wonderful sis downloaded les choristes songs. ;) hey soundtrack is available at cine. apparantly u can place an order. haha yeah. GO WATCH IT.

hmm, been singin ren xing for the whole day. its stuck in my head. humdeedumm whooosh.

take care all. ;)

im a ditz.

my msn was signin in at two messengers so i thot ill be smart n delete the old version. now my msn comes without a pic. hooray. oh wait. its ok now. ;D

watched the choir boys today. hey its a wonderful movie. i love it! its pretty heartwarmin n close to the heart. aha n they sing really well too. oh the solo.. he's really good! haah i kept cryin throughout the movie. i tink its darkness n the feelin of no one watchin u tt made me erm, tear. haha. i hope no one in the cinema noticed. ;D i just felt touched i guess. if its a real life story my god its quite sad how the kids were treated. down with capital punishment! peppinot is really adorable!

then watched cat high pri. complimentary. there werent even tix. hha they had really cute stuff. lk superman on rollerblades. choir did oliver!, tts y i wanted to watch. was ok lah, at least standard is nt too bad. enjoyed myself. audience was spontaneous n wellbehaved i thot. unlike some i went to. speaks volumes of the behaviour of teenagers nowadays doesnt it.

kids r so spoilt nowadays i dont believe it. was on mrt today n there was this kid, bawlin his lungs, larynx, n teeth out. the usual 'i-dont- wannnnnn' kind of whine n cry n howl. oh my. hey my tolerance for kids is already quite high, i mean, if u compare me to mary n gracia, hey i lovee kids! but really, nt when they r spoilt. parents, pls enforce some discipline in ur kids. parents to be, pls do not spoil ur kids n buy them barbie stuff for every full marks they get for spellin (AHEM baa. ha. ) but pls dont enforce curfews. its horrible. ;)

chicken flu go awayy. ive been survivin on no eggs for quite long liao. n eggs r lk my diet. chickens, go eat panadol flu. i recommend.
;)

任性

喜欢听歌, 感人的歌, 它让我觉得 , 爱是对的
睡不着, 我就醒着, 不用让日子, 被打扰了
寂寞很吵, 我很冷静, 情绪很多, 我很镇定.
因为投入, 所以放弃, 不顾再被痛醒
固执是不是任性的要求, 付出也可能看不结果,终于你还是选择了放手
用逃避, 让感情犯错.
喜欢唱歌, 动人的歌, 它让我获得一点心得
得不到, 我就放掉, 不去碰触到我的需要
承诺算不算任性的要求, 人总是不能太容易感动, 当爱失去自我失去包容
只想要, 你混乱解脱
固执是不是任性的要求, 付出也可能看不到结果, 终于你还是选择了放手
用逃避, 让感情犯错.
喜欢听歌, 感人的歌, 它让我觉得爱是对的.
;)

hahaha.

WHO"S THE PEANUT? *everyone points to rai. ;) heyy shes really the nut lah. haha coz today janice*Ahem. ;) was singing the peanut song frm her leadership camp, then rai said smthg silly, so i asked janice to sing the song again, then pointed to rai as the 'peanut'. ahha. ;) we did tt for the whole evenin, even nic joined in. n its really funny when he does it haha.
oh n im nt going to go near nicholas again coz i always, erm, do smthg to him haha. not on purpose!!

went sch today to (haha) teach janice integration, then realised we were on different frequencies coz i didnt do the qns she wanted me to do. ;)
dawn came today to study in vj! haha. had fun talkin to her n evelynn. eve was being complainy as usual lahh. but wads new :D she still makes me laugh ahha.
saw gracia in sch. when she saw me she looked lk she hasnt seen me(her gd gd fren) in a thousand yrs. either tt or she saw a really beautiful alien. ahha. its DEFINITELY the former lah im just describin her reaction k. haha, anw she asked me wad i was doin in sch. wad else can i be doing in sch?? sigh my fren gracia.

oh i went swimmin near noon with my eldest nephew reuben. ;) i tink im darker now. my face is redder, definitely. tho i dont tink swimmin n me goes together. i just cant swim for nuts. can float, but cannt move forward. heh. oh n hey! haha. i forgot to mention.. i tried the slide! taadaa. there weren't much ppl arnd aniwae. ;) was fun, but i had water up my nose, boo. haha. hee.

i realise i always write in blog in reverse chronological order. ;)

venustraphobia. fear of beautiful women.

new word. heres another one. fear of com- logizomechanophobia. haha no im nt bullshitin. ;) readers' digest.

i nv write wad i really wan here. boo. i wrote a whole lot of rubbish, then realised it nt worth it to cling on to the unhappy stuff, then ill erase it away. boo.

Hm. make my day.

lady madeline.

haha yeah im a happy girl again. wearin my new pair of earrings i bought last nite.
watched madeline in the morn! haha. who says i haf no childhood?? it was sweet to watch it again.
n had a damn healthy lunch. my mum bought rice for me. two servings of greens, wow. my mum is wonderful, i repeat. wonderfully health conscious.

;) shall go do work now.

Rowan. check out his expression ;) wonder wad made him do tt haha.

she acts lk summer n walks lk rain.

haha heh i admit i was quite mean to rai today. but honestly, u absolutely do not comprehend the meanin of bimbo until u've met her. ;D its a statement really.. haha ;D

went for chem n bio re today.
then maths tuition.

u noe. ive always felt kinda indebted to tchers. no its nt some confucian teachin tt i abide by.. but its just tt, i noe its nt easy to teach, esp when u noe tt some ungrateful ppl are at the receivin end. which human being in the right mind wld fork out time just so tt the other party can benefit directly without any direct benefit to him/herself?
i can just imagine adibah tellin me 'human beings in their left minds lahh!' haha. dont ask y.
Aniwae. ;) sometimes im in awe of the thgs tchers do, esp so now with my big pile of tuition ;) i do understand that there are some tchers whom i absolutely doubt their ability to teach well, but today even chanks did a pretty decent job on explainin bondin lah. so. i tink. i shall pay more attention in class. ;)
haha.

went ecp with my three adorable nephews n one beautiful neice today! n my mum aunt n sis(who refused to drive me to sch n i had to WALK to sch under the hot sun WITH my HEAVY bag. boohoo ahhaha. ) we had quite a bit of fun. initially the kids werent too excited bout going there coz i tink it was too early for them? haha but then they got down to playin sand, to the waters, n started tryin to pick out shells :D my sis did quite a decent job of takin the pics, it actually captured the mood pretty well. rowan is on my msn pic so do check him out :) he's having this indignant look on his face, which is absolutely adobrable! haha. u see, im tryin to avoid using the over-used word-- cute. ;)

looks lk we made it. look how far we've come my baby. we might haf took the long way. we knew we''ll get there someday. they say. i bet. they'll nv make it. but just look at us holdin on. we're still together, still going strong. you're still the one. ;) *winks at rai

like stars sprinkled in the sky, forgotten when the sun appears.

i er, didnt do much stuff today.
slept for three hours in the afternoon.
watched cartoon. this really adorable one on kids central (duh!) er, called Laura's Star. i also recommend Totally spies on sundays ahah 1230noon i tink heh. oh n this wed!! 1030. forgot wads the name of the lil sch girl i used to love it when i was a girl. erm well, haha i still do love it ;D
watched days of our lives. n friends. its really quite sad tt friends is ending soon. i hope they haf reruns. ;)

'bare feet tickled by the powdery sand. pressing footprints along the shore. a vain attempt to leave a testament that i walked this path before. will you remember me?'

wads on the lips goes to the hips.

its nt nice to haf a big butt. i dont wan a big butt. dont be mistaken, 'sway with me' does not include butts. ;D so nic, ur wrong. n im nt scary. i can try to like guys.. if they're nice n let me bite. haha.

i did maths! haha one third of my tuition trig qns. laggin, but yes, i did it. whee.

shawn kept tellin me to enjoy life. but how to when ive got to get thru promos first. im sorry i kept harpin on the topic on studies, but.. haix. yeah,u get the idea. ahha and erm, im still quite sure only those who do badly for napfa go in early for army ;) n i wan to go kl for shoppin k, rem that. ;)

i need my beauty sleep. oh yes, i slept my whole afternoon away again.
must try to stop takin afternoon naps. brr.

i dont wan nthg at all.

sometimes u just feel lk screamin in the middle of nowhere n ppl wld still tink ur fine. ;)

n yes, i do feel petty at times. forgive me, i am only woman. but its ok, i really didnt mind gettin the fan n all myself. oh well. its a long story. which im nt going to bother myself with it here.

interact club had some old folks thg at our sch today. yaojun wanted to slack so he came to talk to me n eug. i tink he was really desperate to get away lah ahha. anw this guy walked past n scolded yaojun for slackin, then this silly yj said 'no lah im talkin to old folks here wad.' haha bleahh.

oh yes. today mornin assembly was funny. i was tryin very hard nt to smile n sing at the same time coz im positive i look quite stupid. but the guy behind me frm the nxt class was singin so loud n so out of tune i cldnt help it. ahha. i never managed to find out who he is tho.
oh. ct was standin rite beside me. but noo, rach, i did not even look at him. hahaha. all ur fault. ;)

im a stubbon girl with an attitude. grr chomp chomp i bite. i lk to observe ppl. i haf fetish for shoes n bags n anythg u can buy with green/purple/BLUE notes. contrary to wad shawn tinks, i dont lk to smell guys. i tink im beautiful. i tink im above the ppc curve. i tink i can be quite icy towards ppl i dont really noe, so pls dont judge me by first impressions. i love my darlings. i hate the way guys manipulate girls. in short, i dont really lk guys. i haf an urge to crush up ppls' heads when they talk too much rubbish during lessons/lectures proper. im nt a les, but neither do i wan to get into a relationship with a guy rite now. if u tink i dont really lk u very much, chances r ur quite rite, so leave me alone. even if u dont, ill prob be indifferent to u. sometimes i dont really mean the thgs i say tho i try to be perfect, n if i regret smthg i prob take hundred yrs to tell u the truth( i will eventually) so pls be patient with me. i dont lk lies, i tell the truth. truth is, i cant lie very well ;) i can be quite mean, but i have never been bitchy to anyone straight into the face(at least i cant rem one incident which i have.. ) i dont wear bracelets necklaces or rings unless i really haf n wan to. indian bangles r a different story ;) im worried tt i wont get married n liren will haf to pay me hundred bucks. i dont wan his hundred bucks! n i haf no idea why i wrote this. whee.
cheerios oreos.

drowned in fatigue.

haha was feelin quite tired the whole day. woke up really late this morn.
a smile in the mornin cheers me up. ;)
pe was floorball. lets nt forget the conditioning we did before tt. maybe he wanted to let us play basketball again, just tt it was rainin. but oh well. i played quite well! ahah. rai said i play lk im playin golf. tts gd, didnt noe i haf a flair with sticks ;)

had to stay bck for chem.
repeat: we dont copy, we refer. ;)

went ecp lagoon to buy food for dinner.

idol! ahha. i thot tonight's contestants were all pretty gd. standard was quite high. im glad chris lee got in heehee. yup candice n daphne r gd too. cant wait for final ten to start.
kenlim is more attitude than me larh.

my sis is going melbourne for medicine. proud of her ;) she got the news yesterday but didnt tell me.. hellooo even if i came home late u cld haf just told me. how difficult is it to tell me?? we even sleep in the same room! grr grr chomp chomp. but wad to do, older sis are all so irritating. younger ones r more adorable..
unanimous.

chicken or bird?

pw rox. in fact, its so gd i didnt get to sleep in late this morn n had to do a mornin walk frm parkway to amberville. really, it rox.
yawn. ahah

went bing's hse for mini party. celebration for the virgos. ;) thanks bing xun sheena for the food haha. sorry bimin for finishin up the food before u cld eat it!! i honestly didnt noe. i feel quite bad bout u eatin prata.. sorry!
anw. we played mahjong. ahah. the tiled felt quite big, considerin the ones we played in germany were the travel pack kind, it was really small n u had to squint to look at the words. played with gab n lucas. haha. erm, me n gracia had our bloopers haha.
i mistook a flower(some chicken i tink) for the first bamboo (a bird.). heyy they both look the same lahh. birds. aiyo. ahha. anw they had a gd time laughin it off n we had to restart the game. haha.
both me n gracia got negative scores in the end ahha. n gab had lk, 95?? we suspect tt since he was the one takin down the scores he probably did some fantastic f maths thg n made his pts higher.. haha.
lucas kept takin his tiles before i did. coz i was quite slow n blur. heyy mister i noe u can count very well. haha.
the others were watchin love actually. ahh its such a wonderful movie. i tink i can watch it till my white hairs drop out n i wont get sick of lookin at the cute lil boy! ;)
had to go off early coz i went out the whole of yesterday n thot i shd come home a bit earlier to do some work. boo.

smthg bout u.-corrinne may hehheh.
i dont noe wad u do to me.
but everytime i see u its a natural high.
its lk, rediscoverin eden.
with chocolate coated rainbows n cotton candy skies.
n everytime u look my way
i wish i had the guts to say--
Theres smthg in ur eyes
smthg in ur smile
smthg in the way u move me
you make me wan to sing
make me wan to dance
make me wan to cry
im fallin in love with u. ;)
i tink ill hire cupid.
he'll make u see tt we're more than just frens
u'll be, tossin n turnin
countin the hours till u see me again
n everytime u'll kiss my hands
n say the words i long to hear
chorus repeats..

blahblahblah. ;)

"of course,this is the real world.where people are blinded by what's not to be.it's alright,i think i can manage.i'll just tread through these shallow waters and let life go by.deep down,it's known that we'll never be.but,silly me,i still cling on.that maybe,just maybe one day.i'll become yours,and you mine." untitled, koped frm gracia's blog.