venustraphobia. fear of beautiful women.

new word. heres another one. fear of com- logizomechanophobia. haha no im nt bullshitin. ;) readers' digest.

i nv write wad i really wan here. boo. i wrote a whole lot of rubbish, then realised it nt worth it to cling on to the unhappy stuff, then ill erase it away. boo.

Hm. make my day.

lady madeline.

haha yeah im a happy girl again. wearin my new pair of earrings i bought last nite.
watched madeline in the morn! haha. who says i haf no childhood?? it was sweet to watch it again.
n had a damn healthy lunch. my mum bought rice for me. two servings of greens, wow. my mum is wonderful, i repeat. wonderfully health conscious.

;) shall go do work now.

Rowan. check out his expression ;) wonder wad made him do tt haha.

she acts lk summer n walks lk rain.

haha heh i admit i was quite mean to rai today. but honestly, u absolutely do not comprehend the meanin of bimbo until u've met her. ;D its a statement really.. haha ;D

went for chem n bio re today.
then maths tuition.

u noe. ive always felt kinda indebted to tchers. no its nt some confucian teachin tt i abide by.. but its just tt, i noe its nt easy to teach, esp when u noe tt some ungrateful ppl are at the receivin end. which human being in the right mind wld fork out time just so tt the other party can benefit directly without any direct benefit to him/herself?
i can just imagine adibah tellin me 'human beings in their left minds lahh!' haha. dont ask y.
Aniwae. ;) sometimes im in awe of the thgs tchers do, esp so now with my big pile of tuition ;) i do understand that there are some tchers whom i absolutely doubt their ability to teach well, but today even chanks did a pretty decent job on explainin bondin lah. so. i tink. i shall pay more attention in class. ;)
haha.

went ecp with my three adorable nephews n one beautiful neice today! n my mum aunt n sis(who refused to drive me to sch n i had to WALK to sch under the hot sun WITH my HEAVY bag. boohoo ahhaha. ) we had quite a bit of fun. initially the kids werent too excited bout going there coz i tink it was too early for them? haha but then they got down to playin sand, to the waters, n started tryin to pick out shells :D my sis did quite a decent job of takin the pics, it actually captured the mood pretty well. rowan is on my msn pic so do check him out :) he's having this indignant look on his face, which is absolutely adobrable! haha. u see, im tryin to avoid using the over-used word-- cute. ;)

looks lk we made it. look how far we've come my baby. we might haf took the long way. we knew we''ll get there someday. they say. i bet. they'll nv make it. but just look at us holdin on. we're still together, still going strong. you're still the one. ;) *winks at rai

like stars sprinkled in the sky, forgotten when the sun appears.

i er, didnt do much stuff today.
slept for three hours in the afternoon.
watched cartoon. this really adorable one on kids central (duh!) er, called Laura's Star. i also recommend Totally spies on sundays ahah 1230noon i tink heh. oh n this wed!! 1030. forgot wads the name of the lil sch girl i used to love it when i was a girl. erm well, haha i still do love it ;D
watched days of our lives. n friends. its really quite sad tt friends is ending soon. i hope they haf reruns. ;)

'bare feet tickled by the powdery sand. pressing footprints along the shore. a vain attempt to leave a testament that i walked this path before. will you remember me?'

wads on the lips goes to the hips.

its nt nice to haf a big butt. i dont wan a big butt. dont be mistaken, 'sway with me' does not include butts. ;D so nic, ur wrong. n im nt scary. i can try to like guys.. if they're nice n let me bite. haha.

i did maths! haha one third of my tuition trig qns. laggin, but yes, i did it. whee.

shawn kept tellin me to enjoy life. but how to when ive got to get thru promos first. im sorry i kept harpin on the topic on studies, but.. haix. yeah,u get the idea. ahha and erm, im still quite sure only those who do badly for napfa go in early for army ;) n i wan to go kl for shoppin k, rem that. ;)

i need my beauty sleep. oh yes, i slept my whole afternoon away again.
must try to stop takin afternoon naps. brr.

i dont wan nthg at all.

sometimes u just feel lk screamin in the middle of nowhere n ppl wld still tink ur fine. ;)

n yes, i do feel petty at times. forgive me, i am only woman. but its ok, i really didnt mind gettin the fan n all myself. oh well. its a long story. which im nt going to bother myself with it here.

interact club had some old folks thg at our sch today. yaojun wanted to slack so he came to talk to me n eug. i tink he was really desperate to get away lah ahha. anw this guy walked past n scolded yaojun for slackin, then this silly yj said 'no lah im talkin to old folks here wad.' haha bleahh.

oh yes. today mornin assembly was funny. i was tryin very hard nt to smile n sing at the same time coz im positive i look quite stupid. but the guy behind me frm the nxt class was singin so loud n so out of tune i cldnt help it. ahha. i never managed to find out who he is tho.
oh. ct was standin rite beside me. but noo, rach, i did not even look at him. hahaha. all ur fault. ;)

im a stubbon girl with an attitude. grr chomp chomp i bite. i lk to observe ppl. i haf fetish for shoes n bags n anythg u can buy with green/purple/BLUE notes. contrary to wad shawn tinks, i dont lk to smell guys. i tink im beautiful. i tink im above the ppc curve. i tink i can be quite icy towards ppl i dont really noe, so pls dont judge me by first impressions. i love my darlings. i hate the way guys manipulate girls. in short, i dont really lk guys. i haf an urge to crush up ppls' heads when they talk too much rubbish during lessons/lectures proper. im nt a les, but neither do i wan to get into a relationship with a guy rite now. if u tink i dont really lk u very much, chances r ur quite rite, so leave me alone. even if u dont, ill prob be indifferent to u. sometimes i dont really mean the thgs i say tho i try to be perfect, n if i regret smthg i prob take hundred yrs to tell u the truth( i will eventually) so pls be patient with me. i dont lk lies, i tell the truth. truth is, i cant lie very well ;) i can be quite mean, but i have never been bitchy to anyone straight into the face(at least i cant rem one incident which i have.. ) i dont wear bracelets necklaces or rings unless i really haf n wan to. indian bangles r a different story ;) im worried tt i wont get married n liren will haf to pay me hundred bucks. i dont wan his hundred bucks! n i haf no idea why i wrote this. whee.
cheerios oreos.

drowned in fatigue.

haha was feelin quite tired the whole day. woke up really late this morn.
a smile in the mornin cheers me up. ;)
pe was floorball. lets nt forget the conditioning we did before tt. maybe he wanted to let us play basketball again, just tt it was rainin. but oh well. i played quite well! ahah. rai said i play lk im playin golf. tts gd, didnt noe i haf a flair with sticks ;)

had to stay bck for chem.
repeat: we dont copy, we refer. ;)

went ecp lagoon to buy food for dinner.

idol! ahha. i thot tonight's contestants were all pretty gd. standard was quite high. im glad chris lee got in heehee. yup candice n daphne r gd too. cant wait for final ten to start.
kenlim is more attitude than me larh.

my sis is going melbourne for medicine. proud of her ;) she got the news yesterday but didnt tell me.. hellooo even if i came home late u cld haf just told me. how difficult is it to tell me?? we even sleep in the same room! grr grr chomp chomp. but wad to do, older sis are all so irritating. younger ones r more adorable..
unanimous.

chicken or bird?

pw rox. in fact, its so gd i didnt get to sleep in late this morn n had to do a mornin walk frm parkway to amberville. really, it rox.
yawn. ahah

went bing's hse for mini party. celebration for the virgos. ;) thanks bing xun sheena for the food haha. sorry bimin for finishin up the food before u cld eat it!! i honestly didnt noe. i feel quite bad bout u eatin prata.. sorry!
anw. we played mahjong. ahah. the tiled felt quite big, considerin the ones we played in germany were the travel pack kind, it was really small n u had to squint to look at the words. played with gab n lucas. haha. erm, me n gracia had our bloopers haha.
i mistook a flower(some chicken i tink) for the first bamboo (a bird.). heyy they both look the same lahh. birds. aiyo. ahha. anw they had a gd time laughin it off n we had to restart the game. haha.
both me n gracia got negative scores in the end ahha. n gab had lk, 95?? we suspect tt since he was the one takin down the scores he probably did some fantastic f maths thg n made his pts higher.. haha.
lucas kept takin his tiles before i did. coz i was quite slow n blur. heyy mister i noe u can count very well. haha.
the others were watchin love actually. ahh its such a wonderful movie. i tink i can watch it till my white hairs drop out n i wont get sick of lookin at the cute lil boy! ;)
had to go off early coz i went out the whole of yesterday n thot i shd come home a bit earlier to do some work. boo.

smthg bout u.-corrinne may hehheh.
i dont noe wad u do to me.
but everytime i see u its a natural high.
its lk, rediscoverin eden.
with chocolate coated rainbows n cotton candy skies.
n everytime u look my way
i wish i had the guts to say--
Theres smthg in ur eyes
smthg in ur smile
smthg in the way u move me
you make me wan to sing
make me wan to dance
make me wan to cry
im fallin in love with u. ;)
i tink ill hire cupid.
he'll make u see tt we're more than just frens
u'll be, tossin n turnin
countin the hours till u see me again
n everytime u'll kiss my hands
n say the words i long to hear
chorus repeats..

blahblahblah. ;)

"of course,this is the real world.where people are blinded by what's not to be.it's alright,i think i can manage.i'll just tread through these shallow waters and let life go by.deep down,it's known that we'll never be.but,silly me,i still cling on.that maybe,just maybe one day.i'll become yours,and you mine." untitled, koped frm gracia's blog.

tkgs rox rox rox.

;D am a very happy n satisfied girl today. well, almost, i must noe how to count my blessings rite?

vjc tchers can act. n they can sing too. n play the drums, n play the guitar, n dance. ;D im quite impressed by the efforts n sophistication of the musical producti0n ;D the highlights i must say, was the harley davidson being driven through the stage durin this rock performance, tt was just way too cool man. haha. n the full monty of coz. ;D i was laughin n screamin frm the sights of men stripin, sigh. haha.
mr kan was a rocker. haha.
my lao shi was some elvis presley fan. she was tryin to touch him all the time.. yux. hahaah
mrs ang/ms choo was cool. i yelled out her name, nt quite sure if she heard.. ;D
mr chan was actin as a drug addict/hippie, n sat nite fever dance. ^_-
mrs lim! was dancin some.. dance. ahaha.
edna tan was cool. ahha.
mr ueng was missin in action.
mr chew looked gd. ;)
chris wong wasnt there too. hm.
aniwae who cares. they were gd. too bad the last part was a bit screwed up. i feel quite bad for the tchers.. they prepared smthg so nice for us but we didnt prepare sufficiently for them.. ah oh wells. ;)
hope nicholas finds his wallet. somehow. ;-
TKGS rox. rox rox rox.
other than the fact tt it was damn hot in the hall, n i went down to canteen n had my chicken rice. am so going to go down one day for a proper lunch..
almost my whole class was there! haha, it was gd enough for me. missed all the indian community gossips n stories :) joy's lovable irritatin ways(haha ok, sometimes haha) shalina's bitchy retorts (but who can not love her??) n chitra's scandalous stories wahaha. n adibah n roshn n sk n bing n yafen tt i see everyday heh. n nabila! was so happy to see her at heeren when she came behind us n said 'hello girls' or smthg like tt. n nadyyaa. ;D
adela chee was wearin some hip hop thgy, n she went 'yo' to me. wahaha. i cldnt stop laughin.
mrs karen tan n mrs kong was in tkgs uni. hur cldnt recognise them. mrs tan look damn gd for her age lahh. n mrs kong looks gd with her hair spiked up ;D
we the laolaos did tkgs cheer at the back of the hall at the end of the concert.. ;) everyone in the hall was lookin at us but it felt gd just to do the tk cheer again in close proximity of.. real tkgs girls haha.

talked to ms yeo. ahha missed her! she said i grew prettier.. ahha maybe it kinda explains how i looked lk in sec sch, but heyy, u guys noe its nt the truth rite? prettier means i was already pretty.. ahha
anw. its damn clear n obvious tt the new changes our principal made is nt welcomed by the tchers. maybe needs some adjustin n gettin use to, but hey, u dont just change the whole system just bcoz ur some @#*#$* president scholar. BOO.
ms yeo told rosh to go get a boyfriend. wahaha.
mrs chan is still the same. :) motherly n all.
i miss the tkgs community.
but i tink. tkgs has changed. ok, duh, ppl come n go, but the sch culture shd remain. but no it didnt, bcoz when the tchers left, they took the culture with them. perhaps ms terry is givin the sch a different culture, n hey, theres still big small Mr Angs n ms yeo n mrs chan n ms chuan n mr yeo n ms ann n adela chee n karen tan, but.. its jsut differnt knowin tt tchers left when we left. as rosh said, i wld love to gif bck to tkgs wad it had given me. :) n rid the root of the evil grass.
i love my tk frens. muacks to all. ahha.

oh yes. collateral is damn gd. whoosh. tom cruise looks gd in grey hair n grey suit(kinda reminds me of george clooney, ahhh!!:D ), but no i dont gush lk adibah. we were all goin to fall off our seats at the last thirty mins or so coz it was so nerve wreckin but adibah was going lk 'oh he's so cuteee!' arGH. how oblivious can u get. ;D ahha. but tts my gd fren lah,shall nt tease her too much here. ;D she actually got the highest score for my phone's game. nt a bimbo afterall ahha.

a smile can brighten up one's day.
i shd smile more. ;)

psyched up.

bout tmr! haha its silly,but yes im excited at the prospect of watchin vj tchers perform 'a torrid affair' i hope its gd!, n going back tkgs n seein all my frens n tchers n juniors again. !! darn i cant tink of any other word except 'excited' haha. ;D

got bck my chinese marks today. ahah hey, i got my a2. but the zuo wen tt im so proud of (mary n rachel u girls inspired my compo baby! ) was actually out of point. ahah i expected it lah. er will type it out here if ive got the time (nt now, my sis really wan to use the com soon). but hey, ive got 15/17.5 for my lang. quite proud of tt. ;D its really smthg straight out frm my heart so my dearest frens, pls support me a bit. ;)

ive got three ppl since yesterday tellin me 'i encourage u k' haha. i actually feel quite gd bout it. yeahh.

rite before i forget, i made a bet with liren today. no wait, he made a bet with me. yes the same guy who said my phone is the chioest part of me.. i was sayin smthg lk 'im nt gonna get married' n he made a bet with me tt i wld. duh of coz i wld WANT to get married but smtimes lookin at the guys arnd me i sigh in despair. anw i tink in bout 10-15 yrs' time he will be 100bucks richer. soon lah. haha.
;)

boogie.

econs lect was short today coz the yr twos had to use the lt for lock up or smthg.

chem test was bleah. i cldnt finish! but ok lah, at least i knew how to do some of it..

bio test later.

jc life rox, woohoo.

im havin my intellectual look now. wearin specs!

my chem tutor isnt very gd. he kinda ignored me n eug today in class, nt tt its the first time. n he gave us wrong ans lah, thanxx. i felt quite smart in his class tho. ;) chem tuition helps.

tk haf no time slot for us victorians to go bck n dance our mass dance. i cant decide whether im happy or sad.. haha. at least i get to haf my class lunch ;D
haf to chiong maths today coz some nic took four days to photocopy my math tuition haha.

woogie.

im a ms teo too.

went sentosa to watch ngee ann pri perform at the musical fountain. they havin a series of 'fountain of youth' concerts. hey ngee ann pri choir is fantastic haha. ;) its amazin how gd pri sch choirs can sound. not to mention the fact tt they r really adorable. they kept turnin their heads bck to look at me once they knew 'ms teo's sister is there. haha. i even went down to say hi to them. hey one guy said i was cute k. muahah.
too bad my sis wont be seein them for too long.

hey check out my msn pic. i love it.

chem lecture test tmr. bio open bk test (heh my class quite gd at bargainin.. ) aniwae im still nt too sure bout chromosome numbers n stuff. i need to ask somebody..

need to start serious muggin. maybe lk now..

i shall stop takin afternoon naps. detrimental to my mental state.

:) tall and tan and young and lovely the girl from ipanema goes walkin and when she passes, each one, she passes goes 'ahh!'. when she walks she's like a samba that swings so cool and sways so gentle that when she passes each one she passes goes 'ahh!'.
oh but i watch her so sadly.
how can i tell her i love her?
yes, i would give my heart gladly
but each day when she walks to the sea
she looks straight ahead not at me
tall and tan and young and lovely, the girl from ipanema goes walkin and when she passes i smile but she doesnt see.
she just doesnt see.
no she doesnt see.

i love nat king cole.

flattery gets u everywhere. discuss.

gracia my blog does nt look suicidal. the background was actually black.. so i changed it to a more yellow look heh. n it still looks suicidal?? its ok ppl dont worry bout me, im fine.. its just the occassional urge to push my fren gracia onto the road when a car passes by, but other than tt, really, im fine.. ;)

nuraini said i look prettier today, whee. maybe its the earrings. i wore the one tt me n gracia bought yesterday when we went parkway to walk. okok, i also bought shoelaces n stickers, but hey, my world is much more yellow now, isnt tt great? ;) had a gd time with gracia yesterday, other than the fact tt i still tink she shd haf went home to rest. go see a doctor!

had many 'first times' for today.
lets see. first time:
i chose snickers over mars.
haha drats, i cant rem the others. ;)
smthg bout rai.. ah.

oh today i bought the jelly for the yep thg. was standin at the booth with yaf when someone commented tt there were complaints tt the jelly looks inedible. so they asked me how did the jelly taste. i said 'ok lah, better than the ones i make' n everybody laughed. ahah i was quite embarrassed, shall nt let too many ppl noe i cant really bake or make jelly. eug kept remindin the others how i burnt my cookies at my first attempt.. while playin the games on MY phone. smart girl eh.

pw second draft is in seven days.
i shall nt complain bout pw, since i got to meet gary tan thru it. ;D

hahaha.

studyin in sch tmr with rai, n rai dearest. im beginnin to like chem, now tt i understand organic chem. n buffers n solubility product.

bak kuteh for dinner later. my sis's recommendation. she hang out too much with ppl who go to nice plcs to eat.. lk xuhao or smthg.

whee.

helloo.

nthg much happened today.
wrote email to rach n mary yesterday. felt quite gd after tt

spooked the girls out last nite. eug was tellin ghost stories, then i asked 'do u noe who loves listenin to ghost stories? the ghosts themselves'. well yeah, i succeeded in spookin myself too.

felt lk changin my blog layout. came home early today so decided to do it. got scolded by my mum for wastin time, but oh well. wont change it anymore until im really free.

wore a hairband to sch n everyone kept sayin i look more lk lijiawei with my hair up. n no one said i look intellectual?? sigh.
haha.

take care all.

laughs

started my day off with a really loud laugh with rai. we saw smone do smthg really.. well. action-big n we collapsed in laughter after that. n we cldnt really stop. n i succeeded in embarrassin myself again. haha my image is so ruined. ;)
then later we were talkin bout chanks meetin the perm sect. someone passed a casual comment askin if they were gonna discuss metrosexuality together.. then i thot of the south park cartoon. haha hey maybe they REALLy are lobsters in disguise, ready to take over the world. "if u cant win them, change them." haha but it was quite a hilarious thot, n as usual only me n rai laughed coz only both of us had watched the video. :) then i grew as red as a lobster. heh.

well other than tt, there isnt much to say.
wrote a letter bck to yafen ;)
am NOT gonna eat gelare tmr. will run cross country route again! yeahh. hot bod hot bod!! ahahha.
some ppl shd jsut keep their comments to themselves. lk some certain ppl sittin behind me durin bio lect. just shush up if u dunno anythg 'thylakoid is some enzyme i tink... *complain complain*. ha.
i heard frm my dad tt my mum was the kind who was quite cold towards guys in sch too. :) noticed i said 'too'. ;) but hey she got married so i shdnt worry too much haha.
im mad.

男人不该让女人流泪

im quite sure i saw willaim soh(?) walk past me in the airport. i was starin at him quite closely. he was just lk, thirty cm away frm me?? woah. ;) haha.

slept my sunday away. again. i tink im a pig. can someone pls check? i slept after eatin lunch.. n didnt wake up until we were bout to go off for dinner.

at tampines mall today someone called out 'lijiawei!' as i walked past. heh. i noe someone said before i kinda look lk her (hey nt everyone with small eyes look lk each other k) but haha, a stranger?? my sis tinks its the greatest joke of the century or smthg. yawn. cant blame her she has little amusement nowadays. ahaha.

anw heres a lil smthg, courtesy of eug. ;) the whole song is a lil too long, ill just write the part i like. heard it on radio one morn.
我真的懂，你不是喜新厌旧
是我没有， 陪在你身边当你寂寞时候。
别再看着我 说过你爱过 别再伤痛
我不难过 这不算什么
只是为什么眼泪会流 我也不懂
不要再说 或许这是最好的结果
现在分手 总好过你不爱我 一拖再拖
松开你的手 离开你左右
我向前走 这会是我真正的 解脱
;) yes yanzi does rock.

boogie woogie.
ps if u wanna read my chinese try changin the encodin under 'view' to 'unicode. ;) yippee.

same side of the moon.

chi test today was okay, it was the waitin for it to finish that weren't ok. i was so afriad i wld miss the chance to at least call rach since i cant send her off just bcoz I"VE GOT A CHINESE EXAM TO FINISH. i was under the impression tt we could leave whenever we want in the last five mins. but i looked arnd n no one left. then when we could go off i kinda ran off. think i looked pretty disoriented, but who cares. rach said a few seconds later n she would haf gone in.. ah sigh.
anw i wrote bout rach n mary in my compo. :) will send them a copy of it when i get it back heh. im quite proud of the compo, other than the fact tt its really neat ( i used liquid paper n didnt cross out any words.. :D ), its smthg ive been thinkin about for quite some time. if we're lookin at the same side of the moon, we cant be that far away frm each other. so lets treasure the friendship tt we had, ignore wad the outside world has to say, n be happy in our small lil world. yeah. i was tearin when i wrote it (honest. yeah a bit oversentimental but heh, no one noticed anyway. i hope.) dunno if janice or norman noticed my sniffin, since i was wearin my thick comfy puma. ah sigh.

anw i love my beloeved. thanks mich for holdin my hand. ;D n adibahh. yeah.

had been going out with rach for past few days. thurs for dinner at swensons, n yesterday she came sch. it was fun. we just sat in t12 n talked. it felt lk we were watchin the sch behind a glass window.. they cant really see us but we cld see them perfectly. n we cld talk bout them n they wouldn't know heh. ;) it felt gd. other than that we were runnin arnd sch. ahem. ;)

needed stress-relief when i got home n i got it. meteor garden. hey i never thot it was this nice to watch.. shancai is cool man. n jerry is quite cute. ;) then i slept my way till six, woke up in time to see lijiawei play her sixth n seventh set. quite disappointin i must say, but i guess she was just nervous. but she won her more than the korean woman did, so i guess.. job well done lah.

yeah. today off day for me. nt gonna do math or anythg. will read my agatha christie.
gracia! we need go library sooon.

intelligence comes with specs.

wore specs to sch today instead of my usual contacts. haha everyone said i look more intellectual *beams. n i managed to solve this math prob eug cldnt really do.. yeahh. ;) maybe i shd wear my specs more often.. as much as i hate wearin it.

janice n rai didnt come sch today, so it was pretty quiet. they both peeped at guys, so ended up with sore eyes/acute conjuctivitis. heh. ;)
adibah n eug kept bullyin me today. i kept huggin the pillars in sch tho. nice pillars, gd pillars, my fren the pillar.
eug's porkchop flew off her plate. haha yes, the whole piece. heh. ;) im nt the only clumsy one arnd. yeahh. ;)

math tuition is a total braindrain. esp when its 730-930pm. whoof. we nearly went bonkers after math tuition yesterday. but i tink im gonna continue. i mean, i knew wad i was gettin myself into when i signed up for math tuition, so im nt gonna complain. ;) anw its quite cool coz i made more frens whee. dont worry mum my tuition all girls..

had a one to one short econs re with mr ueng today.
then went for choir meeting. saw the cat there n distanced myself one metre away. i could still hear it mewing away..
then went for chem re with gracia n mich n hian coz their tcher arranged it specially for choir ppl. he's pretty good at explainin, now i finally understand hybridisation. sadly, its nt in the syllabus n nt really useful unless u take chem s. but wells. he's gd nonetheless. very patient. mr teo u rock.
bio re with my class. they were doing respiration. then i realised.. i need to refresh what i learnt for midyrs. fast. soon. maybe now. ;)

dinner today at suntec. my sis wanted to bring us to this steamboat buffet. 25++ bucks for adult. askin me to go buffet is equivalent to throwin the money away.. so i strongly protested (anw the food was lk ox'tongue n blahblaah. hmm.) n we ended up at feicui eatin la mian n xiao long bao. ;) nice.
my sis was linkin her hand into my arm when we were walkin. then i attitude'ed back 'i very close to u ah'. n guess wad this girl with long strong fingers frm playin too much piano pinched me n immediately u cld see the blue-black.. i havent got my revenge yet. strangely, its nt showing anymore. it was hurtin quite badly just now. DARN.

swensons tmr with my darlings. ;)

aching.

firstly. Happy BIRHTDAY YUTING!!! ;D heh i still rem ur bdae, duh ur my hao peng you. take care k. ;)

haha ran with eug on sat 'for fun'. after spa. went the cross country route, tts bout 3.2k? heh i walked after halfway, but eug ran beside me as i walked.. ;) now im achin. after two days?? i need to exercise more man. humrph.

went beach with rach rosh nab tt sat evenin. sigh i miss us. its so nice to just sit there n talk ur hearts out. i really love them. my soulmates! they're enough for me.. ;D wad nab said was true, we can say wad we really feel n all tt n we wont be judged.. its a gd feelin to know tt we've come so far. love the girls. i still wan my swensons!! ;) wed wed wed. yeah.

mary called bing this morn. lucky i dropped by the choir room, or i wont even get to talk to her at all. :) she misses my low manly voice.. haha. im convinced its sexy k. u noe, low n husky. :) i shall follow her wonderful n brilliant advice: REN. ;)

lets nt mention i was quite shocked to see my dear fren mich even redder than normal outside choir room this morn. its ok, shes strong, n shes got me (her beloved.) ;)

meet the parents session on sat was, by adibah's standards, boring. i mean, haha her dad is really nonsense lah. 'oh my adibah is a gd girl.. i dont let her watch tv.. i sit with her to do her tuts..' muahaha its really funny. my mum was nice enough to say tt she has confidence in me. :)

n i went for cip yesterday. some paralympics thg for wheelchair tennis. hey lookin at these ppl play tennis, im startin to tink, nthg is really impossible. even with almost zero audience they played their hearts out, n they played really well, esp the doubles. u cld see them being very serious n i loved watchin the chemistry btwn eugene n johnathan. they won ;) i made frens there too.. they're as nuts as those woodbridge. apparently yafen is worst :)
anw the funny part was that i ended 1 1/2 hrs later than i said i wld n my parents got really worried n started callin everyone else they knew including eug's parents. they thot i was missing. no joke. i wasnt quite happy bout the big fusst, but neither were they. (i retorted with smthg bad.. but heh. me n my mouth) ok i shdnt be complainin coz at least ive got parents who really love me. but sometimes.. sigh they're still quite protective. im waitin for uni to come but they always say at the rate im going they're gonna make me go nus or smthg.. evil.

love all my frens. muacks. ;)