sigh happy valentines

sent my sis off today. ppl kept askin me if im sad or nt, and i wld say 'i wont cry lah!' heh. and i didnt cry, although i really wanted to (theres this silly thg called 'jy's pride') but then again im tellin myself she's studyin over there. so.. its nt a bad thg. but i came home and saw her stuff all over the plc (she where got pack her stuff) and she wont be here to use them anymore. no one's gonna be touchin those piano books anymore, no one's gonna be usin tt wooden table in the study room, her clothes drawer will remain the same for a yr before she comes bck.. ohman. i just hope shes okay there. ;)