boo bah buey.

waitin to see if Mdm hassan will reply my speech back to me. if nt i'll just have to stick with what i have. actually im *haha* quite unsure of what to predict for tmr. will a lot of us be very emotional, or will it just be like 'oh. tryin to get us emotional?' hmm. i wonder.

my face is nt gettin any better. sigh. if u ever see a mos commercial at the linkway frm wisma to taka, u'll see the resemblance of me to that pic. ;(

to all who have been concerned about me-- thank you. ;D

long, flowy, flora, black dresses.

haha. today was last day of prelims--chem paper one. it was ok. hard work for chem pays off.

went shoppin with rosh, rach n nuraini after that. haha had a great time trying on dress after dress. We stayed in Daniel Yam for quite long, i think the shop assisstants knew better than to attend to us. Haha we helped ourselves to the dresses well. I tried on several dresses, mostly black ( i TRIED to abstain frm black, to no avail ;D ) I looked good in all dresses :D but i really liked this one from Daniel Yam-- black with blue floral prints! okayy. it doesnt look like those normal silky dresses, but it really fits me n it was kinda what i had i thot of heehee. okayy shall stop. aniwae. i cld have just gone on n on bout the dress and all. but i have more impt thgs to do (like speech for tmr's grad ceremony :D)

oh ahahah. i went home wif nuraini. had this stupid bet on which side was the escalator. AND she took advantage of the fact tt i'm quite an idiot when it comes to directions n of course she won the bet. haha. i bought her bubble tea when we went simei. but while i was queuing she was busily looking at some*ahem* :D then when we were walkin home this guy one the number 9 bus was waving at us. sheesh.

haha. black dress! cant wait. draggin my mum to daniel yam *again. we went last sat haha* n making her see me in that dress! but she has this impression tt the dress is very revealing, or nt to her opinion of what a decent girl should wear. *pouts*

am bringin my golden-yellow shawl n gold eyeshadow for nuraini tmr. mustn't forget. ;D

my cheeks. again

haha it turned out tt i developed an allergy to the medication given to me by the first doc i went to. n its nt heat rash. it has been some allergy all along. so the medication kinda worsened it. its gettin better, but the doc said it'll take bout one or two months to recover fully. haixx

red.

ha my cheeks are still red. its not getting any better. but i still walked around taka n wisma today. tried on a few dresses, think i might get a black one :D saw one tt i really like but my mum didnt really like it. oh well. we'll see. i still have two months to choose.

i pierced my ears today! it hurt. but nt too bad. smthg lk injection, only tt u noe ur being 'beautified'. haha yesh i spent quite a lot on the earrings, its kinda much more den what rach spent *hee* but its nice! the pen mark on my ears smudged n i thot my ear had some infection or smthg. really gave me a scare. it was blue....

i just watched my parents' wedding video. gosh. its three hours n the whole thg just dragged on and on and on. but its funny to watch your parents when they were younger, n count the number of relatives who havent changed one bit. then i realised tt my mum's siblings n all are actually quite pretty or handsome. well. tt really explains a lot, doesnt it? ;D

my mum commented tt she once brought me to a chinese doc n he said i looked clever, coz my eyes sparkled. ;D then my mum added tt it don't now. so i'm tryin to widen my eyes everytime i talk to her *eyes big*haha

bought a book today. agatha christie's the murder of roger ackroyd. i love mysteries. but i dun really love books. gotta try to read more. my sis bought george orwell's book--nineteen eighty four. haha some bk with historical meaning. cold war i tink. nt too sure. hmm might read it after o's since cold war is VERy unlikely to cum out for o's. ;D

haix my cheeks are still red. i dun wanna walk arnd wisma on mon wif red cheeks. ;( red n green dun exactly go together. i might look lk sm christmas tree muhahah. hm hope not.

lalala. ;D

muacks~

muhaha love my new layout. haha ok fwinne.. its nt the best ive seen, but at least now i've at last figured out how to use blogskins. ;D btw. i love the cursor. its a clock cum date. cool? well. i need it.

dun worry. i'll try smthg less pink n more yellow when i'm free. whee!~

yunie*

red cheeks.

ha my cheeks now are as red as.. tomato? thot it was some allergy, but doc said its heat rash. well. before tt he scared me by saying tt he thot it was some kidney failure thgy. gosh. it's a relief to know tt my red cheeks should go off in bout 24 hrs later. its getting better now. u shd see me when i reached home. n all i did was walk home in the sun. a 20 mins walk? haix. lousy me.

oh and haha. i'm shd be gg shoppin tmr ;D lalala.

oh n today rach asked me if i have been slpin enough. said can see my eye bags. haixx. haha. no i haven been slpin a lot at night. i'll get up v early n look arnd. then when my mum cums in to wake me up tt's when i'll feel v sleepy n want to go back to sleep haha. i slept a lot in the afternoons though. two hours lately n i wld have continued if i didnt have to do a bit of studying. dun ask me y i'm tellin everyone this.

haha i just spilled water over my keyboard. hope i dun get electric shock. i dun need wizzy hair to go with red cheeks.

i went home with evelynn today after school. kinda missed talkin to her.haha but definitely not during chinese lessons. ;X n during the lock-up time today we were playin five stones. haha i was stuck at the key stage for 2 pts while dawn was lk going on n on to six n seven pts?? blame my small hands :D

cant wait for deepavali. then i can go rosh's house n havoc muhahaha.

cold cold day

another cold cold day. but i like. ;D

went home with rachel today. welll. we had a rather interesting conversation about kindergarten, didnt we? *wink*

the rain was v heavy today on my way home. was watchin how the rain just hit against the window panes of the buses. n i kinda wished i was walking in the rain. haha. i always wished for tt, but nv did it. ;( haha i dun wanna get sick?

cant find the ranking for schools for 2003. haix wanna find out how tk did.

aniwae.. cant believe prelims has ended as soon as it started. okayy yesh we still have two more papers (physic prac n chem paper one) but seriously it feels gd to noe tt u've prepared for the papers n been thru it. nt say ive done v well but at least, i tink its better den mid yrs hahaah. oh well.

aniwae.. i'm most prob gonna pierce my ears soon if my sis stops complainin bout me getting everythg two yrs before her. shes quite sad bout it, haha. heyy for those who nv notice my ears, they un-holely. ;D haha its nt too difficult to guess y my sis n i r piercing our ears rite? n we kinda had a hard time makin our ma say 'yes'.

shaggy's summertime roX

happy birthday ma!

haha todays her birthday but i couldnt really get any gift in time. a hug is a gd pres, right? aniwae.. today was hmt n bio. well. for those who takes neither bet they were kickin their legs at home, but we were really mugging. haha the chi was definitely kinda last min, and well.. bio was okay. i mean the mugging. the paper was doable, but the questions was unexpected bcoz basically none of us bothered to spot any topics. n my sis had to remind me how stupid n time-consuming that was. Yes i know by now. N people, please rem, decrease in metabolic rate doesnt mean decrease in rate of breathing. when temperature goes up, your breathing increases to increase heat loss, but metabolic rate goes down. and then you wonder where all the oxygen goes to then.

i saw a lot of ppl being v stresssed today. i guessed i must have looked one myself bcoz i 1. slept late last nite 2. cldnt slp at all. den adibah n nab was lk- 'dun stress!' but i really wasnt panicking. i only panick during e maths papers, which is absolutely disgusting because you should never panic when drawin graphs. or transformation. but i dunno. haha ive developed a certain fear of failing since i got a red mark for one progress report Argh.

aniwae. bout ppl feelin stressed. i saw oneof the ppl whom i thot wld nv tear over exam stress tear, n one whom i thot she was feeling confident today cry. but really, both of them are strong. you go girls!! (does the anita(?) thg. ;D)

haix. 43 days to o's. no i didnt count it on my own account, it was for a friend. ;D

tmr got mep practicals. was singing n singing just now. bleahh. wish me luck man.

rise n shine

happy birthday dAwn!! yeah man, ur finally sixteen. haha. enjoy your day while it last, k? n dun get too uptight bout exams, its ONLY exams mahh. right? n i bet uve done ur studyin well so really. enjoy your day! its alll yours. ;D n smile!

electric shock.

nab msged me in the morn bout her new blog. den i wondered. gosh she woke up so early to go online or smthg?? hmm. haha

my dad just bought this feet massagin thingy for my grandma (its her bdae tmr) so he bought one for my mum too. well. i just tried it. it kinda works through static electricity. n its horrible. u feel lk ur whole leg is crammin up. then it has differnt kind of shocks, n one tt feels lk its pokin at ur leg. well. how i noe so much? coz i tried it. i was screamin away for the first few mins, but later just accepted the fact tt its like tt. n hopefully (haha) can slim u down. well.. ive been kinda piggin out these few days, so. well u get the idea. ;D

went for voice today. wasnt as bad as the last few lessons, n she taped me singing. wasnt tt bad as i thought, n certainly boosted my morale.

well. ive been eating quite alot of gd stuff these days. there's curry chicken, fried chicken, nice lunches, mac's. n the afternoon snacks tt i make/buy for myself. ;D

haha. k. better go bck studyin bio.

tang yuan (isnt there a song somewhere.. mai tang yuan? ;D)

todays such a nice cold day. again. i made my dad go buy tang yuan so i could eat them ahhaha. yupp my dad is a nice guy.

actually. i wasnt too happy when i came home today. tink i was too frank n kinda made her unhappy. but at this pt of time, if she cant be serious bout the thgs tt she wan to get, den i really doubt shes gonna be anywhere near it. i mean, how can you live your life just laughing away like your life is one big joke? true i didnt make her happier after wad my tcher said, but then again, i tink i tok too much. shd just let her tink her own way. but then again, i'm her friend!! *grumbles*

so. i walked home frm the 31 bus stop outside eastpoint green. heyy for those who live in simei (or rather, who dont live in simei) it is quite far k? but it really felt great walkin home, wind blowing against your face n listenin to discman at top volume. ;D

ahaha. yesterday i was in my bedroom n i started dancing to power 98. n my sis joined me, though she didnt do much hahah. heyy. dancing is a gd way to destress!

so. nxt time u see me workin out in gym, it only means two thgs 1. i'm destressing 2. i need to lose weight

think i better get bck to my hist. rudy asked me whole lot of qns just now. hes really studyin v hard. hmm. haha he asked me to tell him my results. bleahh.

study!
to all my fellow sec 4s-- all the best. theres only on chance of doing it right, so make the best out of everythg. we can do it. ;D

white christmas

the sun is shining
the grass is green
the orange n palm trees sway
there's nv been such a day
in beverly hills LA

but its december the twentyfourth
and i am longing to be up north

i'm dreaming of a white christmas
just like the one i used to know
I'm dreaming of a white Christmas,
Just like the ones I used to know.
Where the tree-tops glisten,
And children listen
To hear sleighbells in the snow.

I'm dreaming of a white Christmas,
With every Christmas card I write,
"May your days be merry and bright,
And may all your Christmases be white

;D its stuck in my head since sat. ;D

griffithsians.

went to airport today to send my pri sch tcher off. she was going to uk with husband who's going there to study. had a interesting dinner with some of my pri sch frens after tt, though the girls toked bout basically nthg but lesbianism, which rudy commented was a weird topic to tok bout after nt seein each other for four yrs. well. better than toking bout someone's fanclub. muahha.
everyone looked almost the same. farnie thg is, i'm really short compared to everyone else. sigh. but when i see yz so short too, i dun feel so bad. ;x

cant believe surya only got in contact with us this yr! but then again, she hasnt missed out on much. ;D

gosh its raining. ;D so romantic ( hahah biying, any comments??)

superwoman.

i tink i noe y they put eng n ss before the wk hols. wanted to spur us?

i felt so much for shiqing. she said she felt lk givin up, den mrs ngin's face popped up in her mind >>"dun gif up! u nv noe, if you hang on to the last moment, u mite juz succeed'. gosh. now i feel lk i let down ms hamidah too.. ;x

last nite i toked to rosh for lk one hr on the phone on nthg? haha. everytime she call we tok bout nthg.. n the convo wld haf carried on if i didnt need to go.

i haf no idea y, but my com keeps disconnectin.

did a whole morn of chi. feel so china.

ESTP

You're an ESTP
ESTP
You're action-oriented...pragmatic (look it up!)...outgoing and realistic. In situations that require resourcefulness, you use your quickness and flexibility to find the most efficient route to accomplishing whatever needs to be done.

You are lively....entertaining...fun...like to be where the action is.... like to participate fully in what's going on.... you are direct with your comments and don't mince words.... you are at your best in situations that require an orientation to the present and a direct, no-nonsense practical approach.

You're active, easygoing, and spontaneous...extremely realistic...curious and keen observers...charming and popular...you're outgoing, versatile and have an endless supply of jokes and stories for whatever situation you find yourself in...ok, you're funny too! You can be good at easing a tense situation...

You like(d) school because it gives/gave you a place to meet friends and to be involved in activities. Oh, yeah. Education and academics were there too, but you don't care so much about THAT. You're action-oriented...likely to be on a sports team or other after school activities.

You'd rather DO something rather than read about others doing activities. You like hands-on experience...you like it when expectations are realistic and when the explanations for a task are clear. You like teachers that are entertaining and make learning fun and active.

You like crises 'cause you can dive right in and fix things. You like to make things happen quickly.... you're willing to take risks, aintcha? You can take charge readily, ESPECIALLY in crises...you can react and make it work...you love leisure and kicking back...you're probably involved in sports, as a fan if not a player...

You're a daredevil at times...as a fan, you're pretty animated and excitable. you like collecting things related to a hobby...you like people who "live on the edge." A perfect partner for romance would be one you can do fun things with...sharing life's up and downs...you like to use your persuasive- ness and fun-loving nature to win over the opposite sex...

You don't like dull routine, even in your relationships....it makes you feel confined...you're pretty straightforward with the relationship, including recognizing when it's over....

Watch out for these things, though...don't over-rely on improvisation.. while you might like putting out those fires, that's no reason to create an emergency...you'll just overload from stress...don't sacrifice follow- through in your work to meet the problems of the moment...don't get too focussed on material things and ignore the things that count, like other people...stop being so blunt and direct! Think about others' feelings...

ESTP: "Everyone Seems Too Proper"

exams.

i'm typing again.

cant wait for tomorrow. feeling a bit of uncertainty and insecurity though. always have that feeling with eng exams..

still find it farnie tt rach's gonna be a nun. so much for the bright prospects of bloomies, leggies, n ollies. ;D

wad else... erm. sustainable devlpment is fun.
how to sustain singapore's future growth?
>> good governance- pragmatism, forward
>>maintainin gd links with countries--FTA, globalisation n going regional. peace
>> human knowledge>> skilled workforce, IT, R&D> KBE
>> environment>> maintain healthy environment for workforce

;D

holiday's over. haha

ah ma here. ( i feel old ;-s )

yesterday i was quite pissed with my junior. actually she's more than just a jr but nvm shan't elaborate. aniwae, sometimes i wonder if i had really made the correct decisions, and if i cld have sought more ppl's opinions before really deciding on them. i mean, they're gonna affect nt me but them. but then again, there really wasn't anyone else to choose frm. and i really believed in their abilities, and its not that they are lousy, just that they dont seem to want to improve on themselves and basically dont see the need to despite me giving them cold treatment and once flaring up infront of them. haixx.

but then again, there're thgs in life to really look forward to. like that big juicy mango waiting for me in the kitchen. and definitely the prelims n the o's. i loVe exams. really. no hard feelings.

and a word of advice *ahem* : lazy is NOT a good excuse!

this is really cute
http://comic.yam.com/comic.php?Aid=499