sopsies rock. :)

just read the notes in the file my junior sopsies gave me, n i couldnt stop smiling after reading all those little notes and i thought since i couldnt stop smiling i might as well let the whole world know im smiling. ;) according to siying, its 'a broad smile with 眯眯眼'. :) felt really warm reading them cos some were really pretty personal. its really reassuring to know what they think of me after 7mths of hounding them down for every note n music. but hey they all agree im funny outside choir pracs ;) so tts a gd thg. haha :D
glad to know that ive been useful. ;) now all my hard work seems peanuts.
once a sopsie, always a sopsie. ;)
woohoo.

on cofactors and carbohydrates.

having chem tutorial now hee:) its really quite interesting to see how he teaches. right now we've got tutorial ans printed out for us,for both chem n bio. Hm. trees are dying, save them.!

i feel so cheenafied singing chinese songs. ahha just now me n eug were singing out loud n the indian boys turned arnd to look at us. haha see we make the world more multi racial, we give it diversity. yay.
going for jts later. fish n co. i think our juniors are really nice ppl, yumyum. ahha. i wan sharkie freeze YAY.

met the berkley guys who hosted us in america yesterday. they came our sch for uni presentation. we were so nice we gave them our tshirts. well everytime i attend such talks i feel lost all over again.

and i cant go for macs breakfast tmr. i think howk saboed me. recommended my foot, i didnt even meet him... pfft. arent teachers evil. they could snuff out that i wanted to go for macs breakfast, n had gotten even may to wake up early so we cld all have a happy breakfast. but nooo. no more.

hm having trouble with carbohydrates structures. no food chem for me i guess.

bubblelips.

more ;D

I believe-范逸臣
　　
　　I Believe 当我在你家门口
　　下雨了 你看了也会难过
　　I Believe 你不说话的时候
　　也是一种 其实你在回应我
　　虽然不曾说 相信你正在懂
　　就算牵的不是我的手 我不真的难过
　　不知道在高兴什么 你的笑容
　　有时候也宁可当作你在为我加油
　　不知道在妄想什么 只告诉自己
　　I Believe 你总会看到我
　　在某个时候 想让你陪伴的是我
　　I Believe 没有回应的时候
　　只不过正好你在电话中
　　I Believe 语音信箱的沉默
　　也是一种 其实你在倾听我
　　虽然不曾说 相信你正在懂
　　就算牵的不是我的手 我真的不难过
　　不知道在高兴什么 你的笑容
　　有时候也宁可当作你在为我加油
　　不知道在妄想什么 只告诉自己
　　I Believe 你总会看到我
　　在一切之后 留在你身边的是我
　　那延续太久的一时冲动 在你身后的独脚戏
　　聚光灯没亮过 怀疑
　　是自己编造的内容 你从不真的认得我
　　不知道在高兴什么 你的笑容
　　有时候也宁可当作你在为我加油
　　不知道在妄想什么 只告诉自己
　　I Believe 一定会有结果
　　在很久以后 留在你身边的是我
　　会陪着你的人是我

lots of nice chinese songs ;)

Open your eyes -张惠妹
Open your eyes just say goodbye
我这个夜晚应该哭个痛快 相遇不算太晚
相爱不算太短 现在正好适合离开
Open your eyes just say goodbye
只是不懂为什么还笑得出来 承诺已经不再
叹息无可计算 再不离开眼泪就要泛滥
每一种决定都像肝肠寸断
每一种选择都是心有不甘
过了今晚你要开始学着勇敢不可知的未来
你要自己承担 每一种决定都像肝肠寸断
每一种选择都是心有不甘
诚实并不代表容许背叛
这样的爱 只是错误的示范

i hate sch. boo.

What comes to mind when you hear..

..snow?: frosty the snowman
..rain?: my o level composition where we had to write out fav sounds. i wrote bout rain;)
..tornado?: cloudburst! *plays the big drum
..summer love?: sandy in grease. summer loving, lalalalaaaa.
..Jon?: haha. garfield?
..Mike?: okay this is gettin funny :) toy story haha. mich!
..Shea?: sheena :)
..banana?: hahahah. orange teo:) they wanted to make me banana teo but i decided orange two was my true calling.
..dizzy?: how bout ditzy. jiaxunn
..Laura?: who names their kids such boring names nowadays
..Juan?: er. hm julian. ?
..car?: yellow beetle!~
..white?: weijie\'s bleached vj uni ;)
..peppermint?: sweet.
..New Found Glory?: always and will be yellow.
..placeb! o?: i had to ask bing wad this meant.
..orange juice?: hahah. orange teo!
..candid camera?: i hate that show.
..sister?: er. i have only one.
..brother?: haha i wish i had one
..hate?: school. argh. school. argh.
..school?: RIGHT.
..President?: gogo power rangers.
..football?: nah. floorball u mean. plus helmet-shinguard-kneeguard.
..rap?: yo i tell u wad i wan, wad i really really wan. so tell me wad u wan, wad u really really wan, i wanna iwanna i wanna i wanna i wanna reallly really really wanna zigazag HA.
..pop?: yucks. britney. sometimes i runnnn.
..rock?: yay erm bobice. ;)and i dont wanna miss a thg!
..punk?: me. my blog. cant rem wad it said tho hahah.
..sex?: female.
..death?: pro choice baby.
..baby?: i lk those that dont cry
..duuude?: dudette. im a feminist.
! ..the end?: im only doing this cos i have HALF AN HOUR until some college day rehearsal thg. Boo.

vjchoir ;) with fondest memories

today was my last public performance with vjchoir. i sang my heart out (ahah maybe oversang for lily's last note ;) but yay felt gd to be at esplanade singing my swansong ;)
my time with vjchoir has come to an end. will hold the memories dear!
zhouchu wrote me a letter which comforted me. ;) i rem tellin myself that i wanted to be a nice senior to the juniors and make a difference.. okay other than my mulaohu'ness during sectionals ;) she wrote that she felt really welcomed by me during carollin, which really put me at ease. those who knew me wld know that this is smthg impt to me, that i want to be a nice senior to my juniors ;) so yay! im glad ive at least made one person's life better hahah :) thank you for makin my day!
and to my dearest sopranos. continue reachin even greater n higher notes ;) will always be supporting u guys frm the bottom of my heart. SOPSIES ROCK. ;)
love, jiayun.

im ms-charismatic-smart-strongwilled-pretty-girl. *grins

yesterday was really wonderful. found myself talkin quite a few ppl, just about everythg. feels gd to be honest doesnt it ;) i just blabbered what i thought of(n ppl blabbered to me too), which was easy cos at certain hours of the night somehow ur brain feels more fried. so im glad i talked to everyone ;)
when i got offline i actually felt that the whole thg was pretty magical. just in one night ive made better frens.
im so blessed, i have many nice ppl as frens. ;)
arent u glad my hair took quite long to dry ;)

me n eug were waitin for bus at ccab on fri after choral workshop and we started playing the beetles game. when u spot a beetle u hit the other person until she spots it too. then we decided to extend it to jaguar n cooper too ;) haha. we looked lk two idiots looking out eagerly onto the roads. n the hitting part was pretty violent. ahha. but hey it was fun. the bus was takin quite long to come. anw it was xumao who invented this game in sv, haha. ;)

ive been wondering who's sonyplaystaion. hmm. ;)

just fly away

its not often that i feel so sedated. no torrid of emotions, or red hot flushes, or overwhelming sense of sadness.
just quiet, revelation.
that i have finally come to terms that he's just nt someone i shd be thinkin of, and that what's past is and will be past, its just nt the same anymore. that it was just my imagination at work.
peace, guys.

floorball!

i need a helmet AND a shinguard when i play floorball. i mean it. i got knocked on the head twice n on the shin once. liren's so gd at flickin balls, he can aim it at my forehead. right in the middle. but then again i hit sianghan in his left eye n im very sorry about it! i offered to treat him ribena more than once but he said no. wad a gentleman haha. oh n julian kinda screamed molest. oh wells.
BLACKSS.

oh n today the new zealand exchange guy did the haka. oh man, he's really gd. i guess they're all very proud of their tradition ;) n it did serve its purpose of scaring ppl away. i was sittin in the front n i could see his eyeballs popping out ahha. it was cool. ;)

anw i just promoted my gd fren to guy no. 1 in this exclusive man-club of mine. this i must proclaim. but in no way does this suggest anything outwardly affectionate. i tink he kinda hinted the promotion for a loonngg time. haha.
anw my fren, dont despair. everythg will be fine ;)

weekend

i feel like ive been through so much just in a short span of two days over the weekend. its funny how this wkend seems exceptionally longgg. i feel as if there was so much going on.

anw im currently uploading all the bsb songs onto my itunes. BSB ROCKS. forever n ever. haha. im nv letting them out of my life ever again. hey kevin is still cool, even tho he's married. n old. n now spouts some suspicious facial hair above his lips. ha.

bsb forever! ;)

no more gd food

have been going out with my sis for the two days, including today. well, she's gonna board a plane in bout 3-4 hrs time, n im already feeling sad. ;( no more free shoppin(thats wad big sisters who earn their own money are for :), no more me telling her bout every little thing that happened in sch, in choir, in my life. no more poking (fun) at her fats HEE:)
enjoy the four more mths u have in melbourne until its time to come back again!

loved the weather today, cool and shady. went cycling at ecp, n the whole time i was singing out loud 'save me' by corrinne may ;) saw alot of adorable kids today at ecp, lk one boy who was having difficulty going up a slope, n when he got on again he was singing to himself. haha. ;) kids can be adorable when they're not whiney.

choir was scary today. i would forget that i have to sing for some parts until the part comes. lk cloudburst. or muge. horrible, bah.

hey vjc performin for syf choral presentation on 25th july, anybody wans tix its just 3bucks. ;) esplanade, 730. whee.

madhouse debate!

had a girls vs guys debate during gp today. topic: Teaching a man to fish is the best way to make poverty history.
n argh, the girls lost. hahah. no wonder too, we didnt have a stand :) we were more pro so we chose to be the opposition team. n our smart stand was that the issue here was whether education is the best way n so as long as we refute that, we can make that our stand. haha.
so chew wasnt androgenous.
but its okay guess the guys did put up a gd fight (ha!). thot yj made very smart comments ;) hey smartypants. grow ur hair lah i promise ill stop laughin at it. so u can look lk a true blood jap punk. haha.

read the book 'the lost boy' today. wow its amazing how grippling the book is. i guess its the harsh realities of child abuse and how unloved this boy was by his own biological parents. there was this particular part that i still tink about after i read it, it was when he got a visit frm his father after waiting for a yr,but his dad wasnt exactly warm to him. man. it was so unfeeling of the father. i really felt very sad for him at that part.. nt that i felt any sorrier at any other parts. thats why you need good social workers around.
haha did i ever say this. ;) when i came back frm silicon valley i felt very inclined to be a social entrepreneur. maybe its got to do with the whole 'i lk to see justice' kinda thg, but oh well. i believe in giving back to society. we shd never get too caught up in our own lives n forget those around us. ;)

anw, rach: ahha. hey u'll be among the first to know if i ever have anyone close to a bf :)

Hmm.

its really wonderful how mondays recharge you. you feel like you've got the energy to just do about anythg that u're expected to do. and when its 9 sets of tuts for each sub for 7 wks minus revisions thats alot. little wonder why i felt so hungry during tutorial.
i live on adrenaline.
heh today i sat beside this vj yr one girl on my trip home. was initially listenin to ipod but took it off n asked for her name. n we talked. heh. i hope i didnt scare her off. ;)
talked to an old fren for a while yesterday, really shd do that more often rather than just wait for ppl to click on my name. ;) but then again there are some frens whom i can nt talk to for a long time n then when we do talk, we talk lk we've been talking to each other everyday. sometimes its amazing how we all manage to do all that. or at least me. i seem to have quite a few of that kind of frens.
maybe its just me, i need my freedom.
which is why i fear that i might just get bored of my boyfriend when i get one. wouldnt wan to see him everyday.
i cant get to view the sv pics, which is irritating. why cant the com read the dvd? hm.

moblog.

i checked it out, i still dont understand wads the rationale behind it but its okay i shall help by voting. always a pleasure to see vjc above rj. whee.

went out with my sis today ;) walked around bugis looking for the shades i broke in usa. why oh why did was i so rough with it. singapore is so ulu there arent any nice shades around, boo. haha. the ones there bear the closest resemblances to it has writings lk gucci on it. eeewww.
n pls if u see my sis dont ask her for the neocard with me in it. i can give u a much nicer pic, i have tons of it! i looked funny in that pic. my face looked bigger than my sis', n my nostrils looked flared. boo.

my sis is going back soon, so thats my reason for nt studying over the wkend. its really fast, but its okay she'll be back in four mths. meanwhile, i get to have the whole room to myself again :)yay!
haha okay i dont mean it that way. definitely the hse is livelier with her arnd, and then theres the part bout my parents bringing us to places with gd food. i definitely will miss her, but then again ill be burying my head so deep into books and notes i wont notice her absence until its all over and she'll be back again. ;)
which reminds me that CHRISTMAS is coming real soon (if u think that way)

and ppl, go for corrinne may concert! ;) 10th aug esplanade. as a bonus, u can get to see me there too. isnt that fantastic?

SLEEP

i need that now. ;) although no tv was fun huh ;) now ive got no more secrets to tell.. oh n dunno who snores when she sleeps.. pinkpinkpink. Hm. ;) ahha okay lah mayybeee it was cheam or mayling. just someone sleeping further away frm me.
haha.

ip open hse was fun. i lk talkin to ppl heh. too bad our helium balloons idea didnt work.. u always see in cartoon where the helium balloons will hold smthg up.. actually in reality, it DOESNT work. boo. our sign board was falling after five mins. but we had fun drinkin helium. ;) for once i sounded quite high pitched haha. shiqing couldnt stop laughin at me hee. benjamin must have drank like ten one-day old helium balloons n it didnt work... ahhaha. was hilarious watching him suck in balloons after balloons n still go a deep 'hello'. :)

oh. n i was talkin to this grp of dunmanites and then the girl went 'i lk ur hair. *grp nods in consensus* its very niceblahblah. did u put anythg in ur hair?'
me: ;'oh thank you. *smiles* er no i dont put anythg in my hair. errr, u wan to know more bout the ip programme??'
ha.
i knew i had nice hair. n no gra, dust do not fly when u pat my hair. its nt thhaatt pong.

i wanna growww olldd withh youuuu.

everything in its time

the river runs and the river hides
out to the ocean and under the sky
i promise you, the answer will come
hold on to patience and watch for the sign
everything in its time.

i often feel like i'm two steps behind
somebody must have moved that finish line
there are a thousand reasons
why i shoyld give up
but i'm stubborin in the things i believe

cause maybe theres another plan
one i still cant see
a little surprise, like your love in my life
funny how time changes how we see

n so the song goes ;)
hai.
for all my noble ambitions, i still feel tied down.

itchy.

ive had two new additions to the number of mosquitoebites/marks on my legs since i came home just half an hr ago. my blood is too sweet, slurp.

haha i stayed awake the whole nite! so proud of myself haha. i was really pretty high i think. although the only one who stayed up too was shawn tan n when he left there wasnt anythg else for me to do but to slp too.

mr chew had a shoppin list for us where he wanted us to get rice for curry. so me n janice the grocery-shoppers bought rice. raw. haha. hey it was his instructions rite haha. luckily there was a rice cooker. ;)

n im a heavenly pig. oink. i did try my best to be sly n bring down eugenia, but nah she was too stoned alr ;)

shoppin at chinatown today turned out to be factory outlet scouting at novena square n united square ;) haha we didnt really know where to go for chinatown. hee:)

n im so sorry rach tt im going deaf! she called me n i was lk going 'huhhh??' ahha. its the deprivation of sleep i tell you. i was pretty much yawning when it came to dinner. im so so sorry! i really feel quite bad.. lets meet up soon before i have to start studying again ;)
so, gd night ppl ;) did had fun at the chalet;)