ni hil sub.

congrats to josh mr president! ahah really happy for him. n proud of mayling sheena n hian!! yeah for sops n tk girls. ;p they got into choir exco.. yeahh. n haha nt forgettin adrian as our GAM.. hmm tryin to imagine him holdin all our gowns n ribbons n pearl necklaces. must be a funny sight. but i thot all the ten of them spoke really well today *claps for all of them* honestly i had a hard time thinkin of who to choose for exco.

stayed back after choir today for music co meeting. suddenly i thot it was quite funny.. me the music iliterate teachin others bout music n tokin bout music at a deeper level. me the one who failed two theory exams n only got one distinction ever for practical. me the one who couldnt really do mep until upper sec. funny how my life took such a sharp turn towards music. amazing.

damn tired today.

pw period today was quite funny. i started searchin for my name online.. then eugenia followed. she managed to find smthg bout her lah. her rgs mag or smthg. she won the song writin competition ;D cool rite. haha i only manged to find blogs wif my name.. n i stumbled upon jasmine's blog! she was in choral fest wif me two yrs back. ni found out tt a buliding in china is called jiayun buildin. lalaa nvm u guys can stilll call me beautiful.

chao ta cookies.

attempt at bakin today failed. horribly. the cookies were burnt on the underside, n the first tray ones werent even hard enough. ahhaha i tried makin alphabets. for rosh nur rai ba eug n jan.. they turned out fat n ugly. haha it looks really funny.. i laughed out so hard when i saw them.. sigh. one day i will bake nice cookies. n shawn's cookbook will come in useful. ONE DAY. ;D

pw was fun today. for the first time in my life i surfed sports websites. then liren showed me these videos on nike website.. really cool. those ppl r just so amazing wif the soccer ball! n theres one kid who can do the stunts really well. really amazing.

liren called me tjy five times n i didnt respond.. then he called 'xiao yun!' n i turned. hahah.

went look for funfair stuff today wif rai n yj. then went wif yj to visit bock again. ahah hes so grateful for my discman man.. n rosh's book. see tk ppl r thoughtful n nice ppl, yeah. i really cant tell if he's in pain.. doesnt help tt his best fren kept throwin the pillow at his thigh.. aww how sweet rite. haha n his dream of a pretty female pysiotherapist came true hahaha. 'helloooo nurse'. ;D

call me beautiful.

i wrote tt on my hand n rai prompty wrote 'call me tonight' on hers. hahaha. then when janice called me beautiful, she said ' u better nt let my mum know bout this, she wont be happy to know tt im lyin..' argh silly girl.

aniwae funfair funfair. lets just go n haf fun man.

i tink our level this yr is generally quite a rude batch. i mean, from what i see, during lectures n stuff.. n yes even in my class. jokes n talkin r ok, but theres a limit to it n some ppl just do not know when to stop n it gets on my nerves. nt tt i dont talk durin lectures n tutorials, but if u noe a tcher is already behind schedule then stop ur jokes n let the tcher finish wad they wan to finish. sigh poor tchers. nxt time id be a discipline mistress n cane all the naughty kids. ah ha.

aniwae today i sat right in front for chem tut n bio lect. yes tjy the geek-soon-to-be. whee.

did sectionals today. im nt too sure if im a gd sl, but i do my best. haha i tink sops will get sick of me soon.. ;D well they shdnt, bcoz im so gd to look at. lalala. but honestly, im quite proud of the sops. they learn really fast. n well. n they're really great ppl. how lucky can i get man. im grateful for them. hahah then i tink of nxt yr's sops yr ones n i wonder.. ;p

sunday.

passed my old white tk gown to huiting before i met the others to go visit bock at the hospital. haha huiting said they doing opera for their mjc choir concert and they needed a dress tt wld look old. thanks ah nelson. so evil.

bought fruits for bock. rai bought a bowl so we arranged it nicely n gave it to him. haha he quite poor thg, cant move n he happened to get the bed where his ceiling fan is spoilt. its really gross to see the bottle of watery blood by his bed. after ba's pw meeting i went back to visit him again, n lent him my discman. so nice of me rite. ;p too bad he doesnt know how to use my stylo yellow discman ahha. he had to call me to ask how to switch it on.. haha.

had sakae for dinner. yum yum.

eug is fantastic.. wah this woman lk the big old ah mah'y sister i haf at home. 'go do ur work! haf u finished ur tutorials? go do now! dont slack! finish 5.4, induction, n bio by today! !!!' haha nah i still love both of them ;D

im so growin fat.

n if u close ur eyes...

night, with the eyes of a horse that trembles in the night
night with eyes of water, in the field asleep is in your eyes, a horse that trembles
is in your eyes of secret water
EYes of shadow water.
eyes of well water.
eyes of dream water
silence and solitude.
two little animals moon-led drink in your eyes
drink in those waters
If you open your eyes
night opens doors of musk.
the secret kingdom of the water opens flowing from the center of the night
And if you close your eyes, a river.
a silent and beautiful current.
fills you from within, flows forward, forward.
darkens you
Night brings its wetness to beaches in your soul...
;D

sectionals today morn was ok lah. i guess i still haf lots to improve on. we finished waterngiht so we wanted to do ronde. sheena was tryin to teach us how to read french haha. then joel told us we're nt singin tt for olympics.. aw.

haha me n mich were blowin kisses to each other today. haha our show of pda. ;p

meet the parents session was argh.

went 'muacks' to adibah n she promptly sneezed after that. silly girl.

went for gracia's baptism. congrats! haha i thot she was takin quite long to get into the water.. lucky the music was quite loud or ppl would haf heard her scream . "door bell". n i was listenin to clara sing.. haha i miss her voice man. its just so unique lah. miss hearin her durin voice lessons n choir n on our way home after sch. ;p

then went for dinner wif jane. didnt wan to at first coz i told my parents i wld come home early but oh well, she'd be havin dinner alone n so wld i so y nt just have dinner today. introed jane to whatafish. met chng simin! haha she was so happy to see me. then i met clara on the way home, so funny. coz she also went to witness gracia's baptism. so i went home wif clara.. this evil mean woman has not changed one bit. n haha wad made me tink tj would make her more cheena? ;P shes stilll at her 'gd riddance!' thg. evil. n i still cant believe shes takin mep. wad if she becomes a mep tcher?? haahah. ;p

aniwae i just wan to let sue know.. i mean i know our friendship has been thru lots of ups n down, but i tink by this time now i dont ever rem all the silly arguments or unhappiness we ever had anymore. ur my fren, n thats all i can rem. i was just really overwhelmed today when u hugged me n started sobbin.. hey girl im always here for u k? *wink :D

n i reallly hope bock gets well. dunno who the silly idiot told me cant visit him today coz he's going thru some operation thg. woah my heart skipped a beat when i read the msg.. ahh get well soon!

aquila!

.. 1, 2, 3, ..lala lalala coz u look so gd i really wanna make u mine. *boom boomboom* 4,5,6...lalalalala. lalalalaalal .lalalala! yeah.ahha

we had sports day today. really funny coz we had lessons until 1230 but no one was in the mood for lessons. n mr wong had to forget tt he swopped wif mr chew for our last period today.. so today was really quite slack.

after maths we just stayed in the class coz we didnt wan to move. the guys were changin in the class lah, shameless creatures. i came back from toilet, looked into the class n first thg i saw right infront of me was nic stripin. argh. eug was twirling me around in class. i was tryin to imitate sangita's ballet. we were listenin to canto pop. me n eug were tryin to sing waternight ahhaah. ;p

haha i joined the march past today for aquila. i thot its those kind where there'll be alot of ppl doing the march past, then u just scream n shout when u walk past. noo its just few of us frm s22 n s14. but ok lah, we didnt do much, except stand in the sun. quite ok. ;p

chinbock fell while runnin 4x100. i really hope he's fine. when i saw the person fall i didnt tink it was bock.. it was adibah who rem tt bock did mention he was goin to run. then me n ba got a big worried tt it may just be him. sigh bock get well soon! i hope its nthg serious k.

cheerleadin was fantastic. haha aquila nt bad k, rai's efforts are well paid off! yeah. n our house male cheerleaders are the most 'can-make-it-lot' after ursa's, but ursa only has four so too bad, we win! ahah. er. ;D aniwae draco's was really funny, i was laughing throughout. i lk the barney n the guys ahha. they were so hilarious.

went for private date*ahem* wif janice for dinner aha. we actually wanted to eat kenny rogers coz all the other girls couldnt make it n we didnt wan to be stuck wif the guys haha. but we ended up at eastpoint sakura coz it was quite late by the time we left sch. aniwae i made a new fren along the way home, n he was once my sch neighbour. n i thot he looks n talks abit lk the shawn guy no. 2 i noe. ;p haha. amazin how many ppl i always find resemblance to him, hes just so common.

me n janice bought new earrings ahha. yeah.

waternight ;p

blessed.

firstly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY BA! ;D ur the shinin star in my eye.. ur the ice on the ice jelly.. i always miss u.. ahha.
happy birthday o4s22~

yeah i was really quite happy yesterday. went for choir interview (nt tt it was the happy part). well i felt really happy tt eug was lk there for me, n she was more nervous than me, tt silly girl. ;D im just so glad to know her lah, theres smthg really admirable about her tt i cant really describe. still rem her doing the captain's ball game for choir camp. she was so gd. n shes really hardworkin too.. her tutorials inspires me. ;p u go girl!

sheena is officially my stoning partner. yesterday we were too lazy to go out but didnt wan to go home, so we made a plan to stone in the choir room. she ended up practicing for the writers thgy n i ended up going for interview. then we walked to the beach wif maylin n lucas. mayling insisted on walkin on the algae infested thingy.. it felt so gross to walk swishy swashy on those pillar like things. but if i werent in my skirt i would haf sat at the half jetty n dangled my feet. lk wad i did wif rosh! ah my darlin. haahah.

my pw grp rocks. cant say it enough. how come i dont hear or see the other grps meetin??

aniwae if ur those anonymous ppl who tag nasty comments, grow up n smell the kopi.

yeahh

in sch com lab now. just had two tests consecutively, brain is officially drained.

too lazy to go out after sch today. stonin in choir room wif sheena! yeah.

was lookin at the 50 richest ppl on com wif adibah.. haha we got out targets liao. warren buffet has three kids.. lets hope they're male. ;p then me n adi can be mrs buffet! warren buffet is ranked second richest k.. net worth of 30.5bil. Cool.

yeahh yeahh.

argh.

reached home super early today coz last three periods of tutorials were cancelled. how slack can my tchers get mann.

i love studying. Woohoo. esp when u dont understand thgs n u stare at them for mins n u still dont understand. doesnt help tt my sis doesnt understand too ahahah.

pfft.

Mugerr.

cant believe i actually came home after sch today, to mug. ah wads this three lettered word tt starts wif m, so strange. n to forgo watchin soccer, lk this might just be my only chance to watch coz theres no choir this wk. Ah. i must be nuts.

i ended up sleepin on the sofa. ;p muaha.

feels strange n kinda lost without choir. hahaha. eug felt the same too.

cant wait for all the tests to be over.

post SOV

haha im still quite high. n thanks for all the comments sayin i look cute n jap in my kimono, thanks thanks thanks. ;D hahah.

im really glad n proud to be part of vj choir. i tink after the concert then i really feel lk im really really part of the choir. ;p woohoo we rock! 'no man is an island'

slept thru most of today.

msged quite a few of my frens to ask them come for vj funfair. realised its quite late liao coz most of them already haf tix. hm nvm. eh 4e1 outing pls make it happen k. may 9th at sentosa!

cant wait for germany trip ;D hope we really can sing well though. lets all work hard yeah.

SOV 2004

yeah sov 2004 was cool. ;D i love the part when we sang 'no man is an island' on sat. tracy grabbed my hand n we held hands as we sang no man. i felt really touched.

thanks to all those who came down, it wouldnt be possible without u guys! ;D 04s22 rox k! though my sis said u guys were noisy, but i told her its just bran lah. ;pi miss all my old tk frens.. n i still tink its funny tt shawn n abiel had to meet *grins.

thanks sops seniors for the file! thanks chloe for decorating my file!! 'princess' *big smile
haha. thanks gracia mich sue simin for the plates! really nice. ;D
n thot it really was quite sweet of lucas n ben to wrap the flowers on their own. did quite a gd job, by guys' standards.

saw lingchi! lk after how long.. since carolling. sorry i tink i screamed v loud when i saw her. haha.

finally revealed to andrew tt im his angel.. since how long. ahha but i made it up with nice chocs k. ;p

my sis recorded the whole concert ;D im listenin now..

kimonos.

spent the whole nite so far tryin to do my hair, to no avail. i tink its too short n too layered. argh. n today i was the only one who pinned my hair so i was lk the only idiot with my hair happily pinned up. haha. n lucas looked lk he was being suffocated by the white cloth. n i cld see ben's vj pants underneath his costume. n of coz there was owen's 'birthday' ahha.

durin the 'intermission' i actually walked into the guys' changing room. lucky no one was changing yet. n then after the rehearsal i walked into altos' room. oops.

chloe kept makin me laugh. but i tink i really shd brush up on gettin my lyrics right for ffx.

choir concert's in less than 24hrs time. ;p

final fantasy.

mr ueng stood us up today. so i had early break. went choir room but ppl r either sleepin or playin carrom. lucky had mich. ;D me n mich went to cycle at the hall "gym" before choir today. went to bathe but had no towel so i tink i looked pretty horrendeous when i went to choir room to get uni to change. ;D

choir today was nt too gd. but the song really sounded nice with final fantasy screenin. i did tink it looked a bit tacky, but ok lah.

congrats to janice!! happy for u. :D even happier for my darling rosh! haha i knew u cld do it. wah im really proud of my darlin k. she played 'more than words' on the guitar for me, its lk how gd lah! n now this. chairman ;D

i tink im lk the last to noe, n ive got mixed feelings bout it. reminds me of wad happened in greece. Hm.

mr beasley.

im quite dead. i signed my sis out of msn..when she was in midst of transferrin file to gary. for over an hr liao somemore.. n they were finishin. Ah. im so dead.

pw today was cool. lemme say this again loud n clear " I think my PW groups rocks!' ahha. with eug al n liren qimin. wad better ppl can u haf?? but i felt quite bimbo talkin to them ahha. i know nuts bout sports. lucky i volunteered to take down notes. must go do research.. ;p but i really feel glad to be in this grp. though i tink if we need to have meetin we'll haf to hold it at 8pm or smthg on weekdays coz we're all busy ppl. ;p

went 7-11 during second break today with ba bran n nic. bought slurpee n sat at the swing there. ;D nice.

Hm today last three periods damn slack lah. chem- mr chan was tired, n we didnt really do our work, so he went at a super slow speed. gp- mr chew had volleyball tournament. maths- he didnt even turn up! so we ended up doing our notice board.. wanted to give it a retro look but now i tink it looks more clown (just as rai said) than anythg.

rai discovered smthg interestin today. ok maybe more scary than anythg for us girls, but i honestly hope tt the guy is NOt a pervert tryin to get into girls' toilet. but wads freaky was tt this is the second time we 'caught' him doing that. i tink he quite suay also, always meet us.. ahha. but i tink we gonna tell some tcher or smthg lah.

after sch went wif eug to buy white shoes. haha really funny lah. she wanted to go buy at parkway then i suggested bedok. then when we got there she said 'ok, now u show me the way.' hahaha n i thot she knew her way around bedok! she lives in tam wad.. ahha. but we managed to get her shoes lah. n got her calculator fixed. ;D

met abiel today to pass him tix n got my belated bdae pres. thanks for the moonflower body shimmer powder n soap! n it was really an amusing fifteen minutes walk coz i was just being so klutz n blur. i tink he had a gd laugh.. evil.

beer tastes gd. ;p see my sis is bad influence. to my sis: bad gurl. tsktsk.

klutz.

my porridge spoon fell onto my blouse today durin the first break, barely even into half a day in sch. then i walked straight into a small drain. wad a klutz rite.

aniwae today i felt really tired.

i was walkin towards the choir room after sch n got a shock when i saw the lights off. got a even bigger shock to see all the shoes outside the room. ahha i thot 'eh, got some secret choir gatherin elsewhere??' haha. actually they were all watchin 'spirited away' inside. heh.

watched a bit of the soccer. they won 3-0! yeah well done guys. thot it was quite cool to see all the clean shaven heads wearin yellow jerseys.

im stuck on corrinne may. all chloe's fault. eugenia likes it too! haha yeah.

aniwae ms lim got me gd business. this guy asked for ten fri tix, woohoo~. n i still cant believe tk response is so poor. after all we did for them? n how many thousand seniors here lah. *bish.

aniwae i tink julian is a really another himbo. after valmond of course. i never thot guys cld be lk them until i met them. ahaha. ;p ok i shall stop being mean.

i did bio the whole nite only to realise tmr no bio at all. sighh.

oh haha. jane was askin me if i wanna be back for speech day, the i said maybe, at least ill try to show my face. n tt silly girl said she could bring a photo of me. then i told her such a beautiful face, shouldnt they have it all over the sch already. ahha then i was just tinkin.. i miss talkin to her! ;D all the phone talks where she wld tell me bout certain dreams *ahem*dylan*ahem* ahha. :D

oh did i say ive got an oven? ready to poison the world.. yeah.

fly away-- corrinne may

before the concert started they had the lights completely out for the arrival of goh. then minghui started shoutin ' noo jiayun, stop touching me! ahh!' hahaha wad an idiot rite.

aniwae, i haf mixed feelings bout music fest. tink its great to create a platforn for talents in vj to unveil themselves, but as in every other competition, theres a certain level of subjectiveness n well, yah. but i thot gim sen was really cool--with this rendition of chen lei.. damn cool. ;D n the sunglasses koped from choir room ahha. n i just screamed like mad when he said 'last but not least i want to thank the vjc choir'. ;p

chloe was damn gd. u cld hear the whole hall listenin to her sing man. well ok, except for this really irritatin guy whom jiaxun turned back n scolded vulgarly. but i thot it was quite magical(her singing). n bing was lk 'im going to cry..' yeah man. tts how gd she was. -i love the song! "fly away.. " Support Local Music! ahha.

mary's dance was damn pro.. Weeewoo(new bimbo word by jiaxun). minghui was lk 'mary u rawk!' hahahah. ;D but really, the dance was reallly nice. id die to dance like tt. sexy.

ah No bingbong the break dancing was, okayy. haha. ;D

speakin of dance, 'ohmygawd' the guy in white was damn GD! ahah sorry minghui if ur sleeve was about to tear or ur arm was hurtin coz i poked u too much. he was doing all the mj moves n all the robot dance.. Woo~ *fans myself* ahh.

huiwei was gd too. 'tian xia you qing ren' is lk the ultimate sop n tenor duet coz the girl part goes so high.. n she sang it really well. mabel n jess was gd too! had gd chemistry.. haha see tk produces gd singers.

saw a few girls who looked lk they just came frm work in geylang. absolutely disgusting. its ok to be sexy but nt ok to look cheap. if ur skirt is shorter than the length of ur feet, its just wrong man. ok im exaggerating, but u get the idea.

Hm choir prac today was ok. gab n josh saw me in the kimono n said tt i look more china than anythg in it. n ahha, im part of the blue-kimono-triplets. ahah. ull see on tt day.. IF you come for choir concert heh. chorale was nt bad lah.. sorry but i was listenin to joyce throughout the whole thg. im just amazed by her voice in comparable to her size.

btw i finally got my choir gown. whee~

n to the scandalous mr 9-yr: ill always share ice kachang with u, ok?

music fest. lalala.

i'm going! yeah i got the tix. even managed to get one tix for william lah, how shen am i man.

biomed trainin was well, crackin up my rusty brain. i tink im too slow for them.. nt say they dont teach well, somehow i just dont register wad they say. i hope its bcoz i missed the session durin the march hols. no u cant see the hollow in my head through my nostrils.

aniwae heres one joke from o4s14. from their class notice board.
which key on the com keyboard cant sing?
-- f4
tadaa.

*housefly.

i was like sayin this for the whole of today.. 'be a housefly. go eat shit n die'. ha. n singing the humpty dumpty song.. totally spoilt my wonderful idea of scrambled eggs n delicious omelettes. ba u idiot.

i was being teased endlessly today durin break. evil houseflies.

i really felt quite stupid today.. turned arnd durin choir prac n asked chloe if she was going music fest. Sighh.

cant believe ba got a tix. i still dont believe it. 12 bucks? im sure lah..i bet u guys r pullin my leg lahh.

hols come quick.

paddle pop~

yeah today quite a happy day. i splashed the soup all over my blouse while tryin to eat tom yam cup noodles, had paddle pop ( the song is stuck in my head), sang the 'short ppl' song after seein it on newspaper, heard one lousy hsefly joke n one super funny cinderella joke, had fun tryin to tell the choir ppl the cinderella joke without breakin out into laughter. haha.

cant wait for sunday. night fever!

"no man is an island"

no man is an island.
no man stands alone.
each man's joy is joy to me,
each man's grief is my own.
we need one another.
so i will defend.
each man as my brother
each man as my own.
i saw the people gather,
i heard the music start.
the song that they were singing
is ringing in my heart.
no man is an island.
no man stands alone
each man as my brother
each man as my friend.
- no man, stands, alone. -

wonderful choir anthem.

talked to mandy for bout half an hr today. its her decision really, so i just hope the best for her n that she will continue to be my fren. ;)

i dunno wad else to say.

vjc choir concert.

VJC Choir Concert. 16th n 17th April 2004. tix sellin at $20.venue: vjc performance theatre. all are welcome. ;D

today's prac was really gd. no nonsense, (though i couldnt really hide my giggle when i heard the power sop durin sukiyaki- damn gd lah) n we were much better than last wk. ill be really happy if this continues.

i didnt noe wed prac evoked so much thoughts n emotions among my close frens. but chill ppl, lets work towards makin this concert a huge success yah?

happy april's fool day.

haha okay. i know im mean. i played an evil joke on ppl around me. but now i know they care n im touched! ahhaha. ok. *stops my evil laughter.