for credit of our country, and Glory Of Her Name.

yeah. tk rox. i tink i shd show more of my appreciation for the tchers. actually was being quite rude today, when tcher was briefin us bout pae i was bendin over, on the phone. haha.

was feelin quite numb when i got to sch. went sch early to eat lunch. i tink nxt time break i mite just go down tk to get food, it nv looked any better.

i did okayly i guess, didnt do better than norm. pretty much the same as prelims, tho im really quite proud of my bio n mep. but tts bout all. hcl was disappointing, but i really wasnt expectin much. but c6? woah i nearly failed lah. n to tink three of my close frens did fail their hcl. hm. but but but most of my classmates did well n so did most of my vj schmates n esp my classmates! great! im happy for all of u ppl k! n well done darlingS, A1s r nt tt easy to get, i noe. ;D rosh! rach! bing! yaf! *grins

tk did quite well this yr, except for physic n hcl. we're actually comparable to the batch two yrs before. hopefully we can get a gd rankin. but it really depends on how the other schs did. oh well, im still proud of my batch. ;D

aniwae aniwae. rudy was on tv. woah one of the top students. very proud of him. he's come a long way man. well done!

aniwae today after gettin bck results i went ps swensons for some piggin out. ;D n now im eatin some choc stick evelyn gave me hahah. n lookin adoringly at the choc my sis gave me. ;D

choir banner tmr morn, n then choir prac. haha to tink i actually thot of wad to wear to prac liao, so can dress nice nice for dinner ahhaha. hmm. tink ill haf to settle wif pe shorts n tee. cant be bothered to change.

"We cannot all be heroes, and thrill a hemisphere. With some great daring venture, some deed that mocks at fear. But we can fill a lifetime with kindly acts and true, there's always noble service for noble souls to do. We're not all blessed with beauty, nor everyone with brains. But each from every other, has something good to gain. So let us make an effort to keep it as a rule- that each one needs the other within the Katong school. So let us fill the hours, with minutes truly spent. In helpin one another, towards a true content. So let us serve in honour, and work for selfless fame. For credit of our country, and Glory Of Her Name."

relaxin.

heh ok. im nt really tinkin too much bout tmr. just let it come n go. tts the best way lah. whatever results u get, just accept it. its ur own doing!

reachin sch at 12 tmr. for lunch! haha. tk canteen food is how nice lah, compared to all the horrible laksa n boring indian food i haf everyday in sch. haha.

i ponned chinese today! hahaah. didnt want to at first- was plannin to go wif brandon even if eugenia n janice n all the others werent going, then i ended up at the blood donation centre, n i stuck there coz rai was gettin a bit nervous n amir, min yan n jamie were gettin their blood sucked out. :D so i stuck around n talked rubbish to them. the needle was really quite, erm, big. *shivers* when i saw the nurse pokin the needle in for amir i was lk going 'ow ow eew.'

heard mich's solo today. nt bad lah, i actually 'felt' it, seriously. *claps*. heard a pretty nice rendition of 'when u say nthg at all' too. ;p well done guys.

aniwae today i felt so slacker i went canteen to eat after 3. then went parkway so tt alvin can get some food. then went for choir banner, music feste, then choir banner again. we keep runnin out of paint. haha. but i realised the sch has this really powerful water hose! very gd, u can wash off the paint from the brushes without even needin to use the thinner. me n jia xun had a great time usin the water hose ;p

boyz II men is so soothin lah. took this whole pile of cds to listen, ended up wif them. they just make me wan to sing.

*big smile*

alive- speed.

am listenin to tt now. woah old songs r so nice to listen to. i mean, my past fav songs=old songs. ;D its jap btw.

o's results comin out this fri. ok lah, i dun feel anythg yet. just take it as it is. will haf quite a few ppl to sms-- choir, n frens, frens, n more frens.

today was pretty much a sian day. maybe it was the weather. alot of ppl seemed to be missin from the action. i felt lk a lot of ppl were missin frm arnd me.

blood donation drive started today. am so proud of the three guys in my class-- bock, boon xin, n brandon. all Bs. aniwae brandon had to go in middle of econs tutorial to go donate lah, crazy impulsive guy, but ok lah, haha, makes our lives more interestin. aniwae i really wan to donate blood too. sigh too bad.

ice jelly is really nice. yummy. at this rate, ill be eligible to donate blood by end of this month.

oh ahha. met this real funny guy- edgar. he had coloured stains on the *ahem* part of his pants, so we asked him if he was pmsin. ahha then he started being quite farnie n RA. argh. then he embarrassed me by sayin i dun look at him in the face when i tok to him. gosh i was laughin so hard i tink i'll get six packs.

nearly ponned chem today. air con was spoilt. haha. but wld be quite dumb if i did. firstly, the lecturer is our chem tutor. secondly, LT already looked pathetically empty, so it wld be worst if we didnt go. aniwae mr chan showed us the movie trialer for harry potter. wah lau, wads wif draco malfoy's hair. but it looks nice lah, the movie.

i tink closet-perverts freaks me out. pls do not come near me.

im a pig, hear me oink

gosh i ate so much today. lets count-- one ham n cheese omelette, one nasi briyani, two egg pratas, one packet of maggie mee n one packet of those white malay kueh with brown coconut stuff. brr. i feel fat.

went choir room to play carrom in the morn wif bing sue n jiaxun. i can shoot! yeah. but the round thg went in the hole bout twice for me, so i had to put back two seeds. but nt bad lah, at least didnt paiseh myself.

stayed back to paint banner today. first time paintin banner. its nt fantastically beautiful, but shd be can make it lah, though i had to kick myself to stop findin faults n just let the drawers do their stuff. so in the end i walked over to the sov banner grp who were paintin a black cloth white hahaha. n we kinda ran out of paint, n sue had to make a joke bout askin the western stall uncle to make 'white paint' for us. *shivers* wanted to go out for dinner with them, but dad insisted on fetchin me. bah bah.

class was quite fun today. chem lab-- i was pourin magnesium frm the small plastic bottle into the conical flask n i dropped the whole bottle inside the conical flask. then everyone around me started laughin, n mr chan actually walked over to ask me what was the matter. then rai was commentin tt 'single sex edu is fun' (as in single sex SCH) but i intepreted it as single sex- sex education hahaha. so i thot aloud 'huh, fun?? wad they teach u, gay sex??' gosh. tts another embarrassin moment ahha.

hm wad else. yeah i did tutorials. n i tink my gp tcher is gd. *flips coin into the air*

back to short hair.

cut it after dinner today. was a 'hm, heck ill just go do it now' kinda feeling. but feels gd. my head feels so light now haha. now i can start usin my hair wax again ;D

went shoppin yesterday at parkway n suntec. haha erm, brandon asked me how much i spent n i counted. woah. quite scary. just in six hours n *** gone. ;D

aniwae yesterday my sis was tellin me how this fren told her tt a trainee-doctor fren had to do an abortion for a 15 yr old girl, but the baby was too old to be aborted so they had induced abortion where the girl had to eat a pill to get the baby out. then the doctor fren described the baby wriggling when it came out, then it stopped and died. so my sis's fren asked tt trainee-doctor 'wont u need counsellin then?' the doctor's reaction was 'wad for? waste time'. well, my sis thot the doctor sounded quite cold n unfeelin(unlike of a doctor) but i thot otherwise. i mean, im sure at the point of time when u saw the baby u must be thinkin something right? how can anyone be so cold to this? maybe u wont continue tinkin about it, but definitely at THAt point of time u must be. i mean, doctors are supposed to be able to 'detach' themselves from work n life-after-work, or they'll be so affected by what they see everyday. besides, i dun tink its naive to tink tt humans nowadays are cold, unfeelin, sadistic n likes -happy tree frens- n -stick death(??)- all the time. Example: cold mountain! there was one scene where the man who goes around killin all the runaway soldiers gets a lil emotional from singin a song tt he used to sing when he was young. Humans cant be totally devoid of feelings dearies. tt's my stand, n its nt a stand only for naive n innocent ppl. taadaa.

i realised im actually quite repetitive, that's why the para looks long.

aniwae today durin bio lecture amir n alvin wanted to question me n do an analysis on me. nahh, failed. ;D haha nt much to analyse anyway. choose a better topic nxt time. but seriously, amir's a gd teller of character. he's cool. n gd. n fairly accurate. oh haha this makes him sound lk an indian fortune teller wif a parrot heh.

to suelynn *pout*

os jus ti.

bruckner is a nice song. pamugun too, tho it sounds different from the way we hear the recordin n the way we sing it. we're lk singin it at 1/10 of the original speed haha.

aniwae i got fined today for being late for choir prac. n all i did was rush out to the toilet with sheena the moment we reached. but nvm, lesson learnt.

shockin. didnt noe two guys can attempt to finish a kfc family feast meal. fantastic. im impressed.

aniwae i haf an evil plan on wed. heh. ;D *evil smile

blood, gore, n popcorn.

just came bck frm watchin cold mountain. yo ppl its really quite a gd show, considerin all the blood n gore n the way they kill ppl without blinkin an eye. reminds me of 'the pianist'. haha both r lk so history related. i lk movies bout war, tho my stomach wrenches everytime someone gets shot. i was chewin the popcorn paper box lah- brandon was laughin at me. attempt at class picnic was quite horrible, so dun ask bout tt. but i nearly got lost tryin to get to east coast on my own. luckily i met amir, so we walked through the maze together. funny thg was, brandon yaojun n julian went to look for me (do i really look lk i wld get lost??). they were waitin at the bus stop while me n amir were tryin out the maze. aniwae i was glad tt qimin n victoria came together with us. tho we really didnt do anythg much at ecp, but well, effort made.

choir tmr for whole day. wanted to go acfair in the morn so can see dawn! but nahh, cant make it. haha she was tellin me 'nvm, will get to see u nxt fri ;D ' n i was tinkin 'drats.. nxt fri. pfft.'

did i tell anyone im so proud of bing? woah her music feste audition was pretty gd. u go girl~ ngee shin n shili was really quite power too. nt to mention adi too! yeahh.

aniwae i tink ive been tinkin too much these days for my own gd. i dun really haf much of a choice bout my passionless choice, just have to stick to it for now. besides, i dun tink there's much of a turnin bck for me. bah.

ive sworn off guys. ( been tellin ppl for bout one wk now i guess). no more waitin list, nor eye candies. im gonna be a gd clean girl wif no scandals. excellent ;D

im tinkin of takin up voice again. my mum kinda persuaded me to tink bout it. askin shaline if she wants to learn it too, then take up exam. so at least i'll haf smthg substantial. but seriously im nt too sure if i wan to make myself busy again. i dread the feelin of havin smthg on after sch everyday n comin home feelin tired frm work.

btw. LT5 is horrible without aircon. after half an hour u end up breathin in ur own warm exhaled air, n u get the feelin tt ur suffocatin. but after the lecture was quite farnie-- me raihana n adibah wanted to see where the doors at the bottom leads to, so we went in. but the door closed on us n we were caught in pitch darkness. haha we were quite freaked out n we started pullin at the door which cldnt be opened from outside. so we were frantically pullin at the door handle until this guy frm LT opened the door. quite embarrassin. haha.

oh heh. today is S2 bimbo day. didnt do much for bimbo. but raihana got pink shag bands (supposedly for les) which we saw two lesbians wearin today. so haha. im nt gnna wear tt ever again. in the first plc i dun tink ill ever wear the shag bands bcoz its so suggestive.

rachel ur letter is with me. ;D adibah was passin arnd the class pics today lah, n everyone was sayin how different i look. n nic was lk gg ' how cum i nv noticed charmaine.. wasted. ' sigh. buayaa

met sis kiat when comin home today, at mrt station. funnily julian n yaojun were quite fascinated by him. they were comtemplatin with the possibility tt kiat might mention wad gd taste i haf to walk alongside two gd lookin guys. sigh. haha ok im exaggeratin.

ha ok. long blog. till then. nite. i need to catch up on tutorials. badly.

*applause*

heh ok. here is my long awaited blog haha. stop complainin, rosh.

i just went to vote for the new faces of the yr thg. man, no names, how m i supposed to noe who is who? so in the end i just see who i lk n i voted. of coz the guys were easy- i already thot of who i wanted to vote for, but the girls were a bit of prob. but i did manage to come up with five faces tt i really liked-- too bad i didnt know if they r nice ppl or nt.

aniwae i had cross country on sat. me, raihana, eugenia, janice n adibah ran together, though towards the end adibah lagged quite behind, but seriously, we did quite a gd job! we didnt stop, n i thot we ran quite well. gd run. but haha, no lucky draw. eugenia n i missed the lucky draw number by one-- three guys in my class were the consecutive three numbers after one of the lucky draw number. how suay. but i was quite embarrassin on tt day, bcoz when i heard tt i missed the lucky draw by one number i actually let out quite a bit of a scream. ahhaah. pretty anti climax since everyone thot i won. ha.

had jts on fri! swensons. ok lah got to know the seniors better. n i made my mortal's day by givin him quite a nice pres. now he better be rackin his brains to tink of wad to gif me muahaha.

had a very nice girl talk wif raihana today durin bio lecture. n silly yj was so loud about the 'yo jy wassup!' argh. tt was quite embarrassin. n i dun understand-- if u wan to slack, u sit at the back of lt. y bother act cool n sit at the back when actually ur listenin to the lecture?? *ahem*hahaa.

had mock bio SPA today. ok lah, quite a few ppl helped me wif the ans n stuff, but seriously mrs lim shd just stop askin me qns. or maybe i shd stop askin her qns which simply implied tt i didnt listen to her tok bout spa in class. sigh. but either way the SPA went okayly well lah.

hm wad else. just realised today that bing can be as ahemly crazy bout comin up with nicknames for ahems ;D. n i ate lk a pig today. chomp chomp.

bock did well for the sc speech today. haha we were cheerin so loudly for him. well done, ni hope u get in!

yeah, till then.

mugger.

i feel so mugger. ive been doing hmwk for past two nites. hey ppl, u gotta understand man. in tk i dun use to do my maths assignments n tys hmwk. now im lk doin all tt is required of me? gosh im so hardworkin. ahahah no lah. but really i dun really understand all my lectures-- esp the proteins part. beta sheet. why does it fold? wad bond. then wad bout the R grp thgy tt he said? argh. asked mrs lim today but im still half-bucket bout it. wad bout fibrous n globular. u mean fibrous only for tertiary ones? ahh.

aniwae i was doing my hmwk from 830 til just now k. quick, someone applaud for me. i just hope i can keep it up.

led sectionalds for yr ones today. honestly, i tink i did a terrible job. but nvm, i shall improve if theres another chance. i shall be humble n learn. ;D

haha gosh was just talkin to brandon online n he was just tellin me the same thg-- that he shall try to improve. aniwae today he was really nice-- he did smthg tt he norm won't do in order to gain a new perspective. he said it; didnt noe if its for real, but it sounded damn nice. n he stuck to it for the whole day lah. great guy. ;p

btw i went home wif yaojun yesterday bcoz eugenia left without me. wah talk rubbish the whole trip home. but at least now i haf someone to talk the same bus as me, drop the same stop, n cross the same overheadbridge. comfort.

i got new addiction. the granola bars (they're healthy ;D) from nature valley. goes for 75cents in BP. comes in cinnamon n honey-n-oats, n u can choose btwn crunchy or chewy bars. n all these bcoz im sick of canteen food. already. sighh. not even the indian food interests me.

ok. pe tmr. argh.

wo de fu qing.

came bck frm malaysia this morn-- first thg i sat down to do was the compo bout my father. i'm so sorry ma if u thought the compo was lousy; i thot it was ok. ahha. aniwae i had to finish the compo so i cld go out. with brandon n janice haha. went to listen to wad 'offspring sounds lk. its nt as bad as wad some ppl said it was, but we didnt manage to find which song was it that has the sexual lyrics tt julian likes to haf on his nic. n we bought big boxed of biscuits for our sps ahha. who ask mine nt to reply me? ha.

oh aniwae i did quite a bit of shoppin in malaysia heh. i finally got a three quarts pants. n a nice sch bag! its black wif a lil bit of red. haha. im tryin to tie this pink-silvery shoelace on it, but i tink it looks kinda out of plc so i shall just see how it goes first. but i tink the bag is big enough to swallow me. its quite 'long haha.

my appetite is back. how to maintain my weight at 42 if i go on like that? *shakes head* but food is too gd to resist. i'm tokin crap.

ok shawn. i tink someone (my sis? mum?) told me tt u actually wrote in the morn, nt night. so yah. at first i thot u went online durin com lessons. but isnt missin sch even worst then going online durin sch hrs??