I guess being ambitious is one reason why I'm doing the exam (working and studying do not go together, fyi); but I think I've figured out the real reason why I wanted to take the exam:
It's because I want to feel inspired.
That rush of adrenaline, sense of passion, wide-eyed wonderness and overflowing feelings of euphorium - oh how I've missed you, old friends. It's been a long time since my friends and I were enjoying the San Francisco air and talking about being passionate in what we do and getting a general sense of happiness from our lives.
In perspective I don't think my life sucks. I count my blessings - but that doesn't mean I don't feel like I should and can be doing a lot more with my life. Sadly, motivation only counts for so much when you're mostly too exhausted by the time you reach home. Or so I say to myself.
One thing at a time. Let me get through the exam, and enjoy the rest of 2011. Then see how lah!
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