Oh, indulge me a little.

Happy birthday!

Boys.

Merry Christmaa yo

Light me up

"Discuss the role of key financial statements..."

I guess being ambitious is one reason why I'm doing the exam (working and studying do not go together, fyi); but I think I've figured out the real reason why I wanted to take the exam:

It's because I want to feel inspired. That rush of adrenaline, sense of passion, wide-eyed wonderness and overflowing feelings of euphorium - oh how I've missed you, old friends. It's been a long time since my friends and I were enjoying the San Francisco air and talking about being passionate in what we do and getting a general sense of happiness from our lives.

In perspective I don't think my life sucks. I count my blessings - but that doesn't mean I don't feel like I should and can be doing a lot more with my life. Sadly, motivation only counts for so much when you're mostly too exhausted by the time you reach home. Or so I say to myself.

One thing at a time. Let me get through the exam, and enjoy the rest of 2011. Then see how lah!

Hmm (twirls moustache)

marble nail art

I blame Adibah (and how my iPhone has her name on auto spelling).

Waiting for the tenors.

Taken at Bishan

Duck in my Tea

Taken at My Humble Abode

baubles on my rain pumps

So I'm supposed to be studying but am (i) waiting for my nails to dry, cos I re-did them (am a little compulsive when it comes to them), and (ii) am thinking of this pair of rain pumps that I saw the other day, absolutely gorgeous but since I'm on my obligatory-shopping-purge I did not ask to try them on and walked away instead. Also am thinking of what to draw on my tee.

So life feels pretty good right now, especially since work has started and I know that my life from now on will be as it is right now (for the next two years at least, workwise); plus I'm no longer confused, which makes life much easier to live out. Really, the part about weeding out unnecessary drama from your life is the best advice I've ever read on the internet.


And so it goes, and so it goes.

Empty carriage (score!)

Taken at MRT

Everyday should be like this.

Taken at Da Paolo Gastronomia @ 6 Battery Road

Takeout (pen and paper included)

Taken at Dark pits of RP

Why, you awesome lychees

Taken at My Humble Abode

no, you just have to wait

Was pleasantly surprised at how lunch turned out today. I had a good time just talking sharing and listening; so it seems, stories of (seemingly, self imagined or otherwise) star-crossed lovers have been played out the same way (and with the same characters) since time immemorial (immortalised by Korean dramas).

I have no wise words or useful insights. Only feelings. Many many of them. Some good, mostly sad.

I wish you, my friend, well.

Waitingforlunch

Taken at Dark pits of RP

Hello girls you are being ditched (for this)

Taken at Dark pits of RP

还是 Hup Seng 的好吃

Taken at Dark pits of RP

Popiah!

Alternatively massage into the affected area

Taken at Dark pits of RP

Hello, 律师

Taken at Dark pits of RP

Angry birds

Taken at Erika's House

My nice hand

Morning!

Because my office still has blackouts

Taken at Dark pits of RP

And I'm back

Taken at Dark pits of RP

"isn't that what time is for?"

It's strange how now that I am older (and seemingly supposed to translate into a IcandoanythingandeverythingIwanttojustbecauseIcan) - I actually stop myself. Not that I agree, cos I still think the way I do, just, breathe and say 'Let's just not'. The joy/thrill seems to not outweigh everything else, not anymore. In light of bigger (and hopefully better) things, it just doesn't seem to matter. The strange effect is that I seem to be an old lady now. Either that or a very young child, eitherways : not very sexy.

But underlying it all seems to be the idea that this is what time is for - that it will promise to be the solution and that if I wait, just a little while longer, and if I win this / fight the endurance test / survive, in one piece - I shall get It. What It exactly is seems irrelevant at this point of time, as long as it is It.

So the Twenties is supposed to be the age of questions questioning wondering pondering making dreams into reality. I hope I'm doing this right then.

And I would wait a hundred more!

Earl grey jelly, yumm

Taken at My Humble Abode

the best kind of feeling

Driving with the windows down, the wind running through your hair and the radio blasting;

Listening to Les Miserables on the loop during work - and wishing I was back in West End;

Living in my own head.


But actually Singapore smells like food everywhere so driving topless is really overrated, sadly.

Roll of thunder, hear me cry

STOP YOU TIME

If Time is a person he would be a tiny tiny person (cos no one will notice him) who is actually a thief that steals other people's precious moments and memories. Man he is moving so fast this year, I can't catch up/him. Someone lock him up and freeze him please.

How half of 2011 passed by me without me knowing, I really have no idea. The new office does excite me, although I think partly because it reminds me of all the stuff we used to do back in school, the whole planning and execution thing. Patience, and lots of coke.

Ah, inner peace. And at such a young age!

I should take up knitting.

The higher education of men is what I should like to see. Men need it so sadly.

They do, dear. But I'm afraid such a scheme would be quite impractical. I don't think man has much capacity for development. He has got as far as he can, and that is not far, is it?

the way you look today really makes me want to pour alcohol all over you

Actually anything will sound like a good idea now.

I've missed you, (regular) worldwideweb.

So much for being a socialmediasnob.

someone like you

"there's nothing quite like the feeling when you're listing to a song, whom you dont know, and whom you've never met, who somehow manages to describe exactly how you felt, at a particular moment in your life"

Think I'm in a selfish period of my life right now - everything I do is for myself, if it's not about myself then it doesnt matter at all, 'it's over when i say it is' (existentialism, like in Sucker Punch). I've not been alone much nowadays, have had the luxury of last minute dates and constant company, so today is a good break. Not much motivation to do work, but oh wells that will sort itself out.

All smiles

Taken at Marina Bay Sands Resort

prayforjapan

There I was, sitting at my desk, trying to finish up drafting/never-endingchecking/pondering on my circular (ha, mine) when I heard news of a second earthquake, and felt incredibly sad for the people in Japan.

If you only live once, are you to live your life more or less responsibly? Because if you try to live life to the fullest (and therefore less cautiously) then it means things don't matter so much (because you are being careless), and therein lies the irony of treating life carelessly by living life to its fullest.

I hope we get through this.

On a lighter note, I think I should quit Coke. It's not doing late night wonders for me anymore, and actually makes me feel like puking, blah.

wholesome possum

had a very productive and wholesome weekend (friday night included) and well, i quite like it. i got to live the life of a taitai for a morning, meet all my friends in one day (haha,), play the part of a prudish worried parent, spend all the money in my wallet (true story), and then try to order china apple from an indian dude (which took quite a bit of explaining, to which my lovely friend said 'yeah shes from china, thats why must drink china apple).

thanks friend(s).

grumps

It's been quite terrible recently, and friend's will call me up and ask me out for dinner, and I'd happily oblige even though I have workloads of work. I keep thinking that I need to be less grumpy about work but I'm not exactly sure how.

More snacks in my secret drawer?

"small eyes is actually not ugly lah!" whythankyou.

At least she said my dress was nice.

be be your love

I had a really good day today, plus my weekend was awesome and so I'm feeling terribly loved. I'm glad we went to sandy's house, I can't believe I was playing Battlestar Galactica boardgame with the cast's faces on the player pieces, was strangely quite fun. Hence I was an hour late for dinner. Was kinda wishing for plain old brainless Saboteur, but oh wells. (don't tell Xuhao that I was zoning off while he was explaining). :)

Was a late night today but was kept alive by gossipcalls and sillytalk. Love love my friends.

The King's Speech

#TheKing'sSpeech 'Bovril nourishes you to resist the flu' :)

twit.

I've only just realised that my timestamp for this blog was still on london time.

So dearestadibah signed me up for twitter, and I figured - if I have twitter (and if i do tweet) why stop at just that? so I signed up for posterous as well, but sadly it doesn't seem to autopost if I post from Instagram. Still, the autoposting function is pretty awesome. Plus I quite like the posterous layout.

I have to admit, it is quite awesome that I'm following Oprah on Twitter. Adibah knows me so well ;)

Good morningggg

nomnom

I don't think I've been back for such a long stay, ever. Being back never fails to make me realise that I'm part of a bigger unit, nucleus - family, and that I am not and cannot be on my own.

How silly!

macham mafia

We moved around in packs. Black Mercedes Benz with tinted windows. We look rightly out of place. We never smile.

Minus the drinking, and I would have liked it very much.

I also realised how much I missed/was reliant on the iPhone. Will try not to lose it again.

Love, from my iPhone.

Such wisdom. Love, Boost.

Ooh, hello

(testing an app, also too free)

Yesterday on the mrt I stood next to a pwc intern talking to a kw intern. They were greenhorny. How different their conversations were (as opposed to those between Adibah and myself "Eh my boss was nice to me today" "I'm still in office!!" "jurong sucks"). Chey, interns. Squash you with a photocopying machine lah.

what, 2011 already?

as with all year-ends and year-starts, there was a quiet reflection of the year and life thus far, and what should and can be done for the year ahead. This year there was no rush to finish unfinished business; neither were there ambitious thoughts for the new year ahead. There are, however, many thoughts and ideas and feelings, and it was good that I had the time to think them through. But the luxury of time will run out when I start work next week, and then the thoughts and ideas and feelings will have to take a timeout.

how fast time flies!