teeveee;)

haha yup as of last night i got my own tv. thanks to kel and cheryl and mum who came so that i wldnt be home alone with random internet guy who actually came with his 7 month old baby so that was really adorable. haha okay im still too lazy for pictures but i cleared a space infront of the fireplace so i can sit and watch tv from there. anhd so now my desk is directly in front of the big window andnow that its still sunny i get super alot of sunlight directly on my studytable and room but then again i dont really have any use for that yet because (haha) lse hasnt started school yet. it is scary to see the two kingser study so hard though (yes even lulu) and im just like here slacking away and going online and watching prisonbreak. heh.
;)
enjoying life while i can!

i have internet!

:) and my room looks really nice. we've got lotsa of natural light in our house so its bright all day long. and our rooms are pretty spacious and not too cramped so its really gd. im just missing the tv in my room thats all :D
staying out is really quite an experience. furnishing the house has never felt more satisfying. esp when we bought the bathroom racks and all and voila all our toiletries are now neatly stacked up in the bathtub and by the sink.
lulu was quite insulted by this roadsign thing i stuck onto my door cos it said 'be self sufficient- avoid men'. wanted to get that for rai but never got down to giving (haha) besides i love feminist statements like these so i brought it along. but alas it doesnt stick very well (lulu: now you know what its trying to tell you..) so im using it as a coaster instead. but of cos the polka dotted coaster we bought is much prettier but hey i can have more than one mug in my room;)
pictures soon! when my bookshelf arrives and i throw away my bedbase and i vacuum my room. and wipe the windows. and pack my stuff. :D

i need school to start soon so id stop doodling around! i feel like a stay at home nanny with the other two always in sch. ;)

dont need superman, just want you to love me.

with barely a week left in singapore, i wonder whats going to happen when i return to london, and im filled with grippling fear. like what rosh said in her out of the blue call today,"i feel sick thinking about going back to UK".

i guess i still have no idea how it all spiralled down into the situation it has become of now. barely months ago i was one half of a deliriously happy couple despite parents' obvious displeasure. then a few weeks later im a devastated heartbroken chick. i think the need for playing the blame game is over by now, but the sense of what it used to be still haunts me. exactly how do you move on from something you've invested so much time and effort, and most of all, yourself. sadly its not a question, but rather a statement. because we have to do it. move on, i mean. with our lives. rosh has a way of saying it;) 'seems like the world is moving along just like normal but you feel so horrible inside and you know its not the same anymore'

no matter how special a relationship is, breakups are all the same. the same lines used, the same emotions. and that horrible feeling of not being able to agree on the same things. maybe thats exactly why there was the breakup.;)

few days ago i was talking to mr buff chwen, and he was lamenting on the 'lousy' plot for the time traveller's wife. he said the male lead was very selfish, leaving the female lead alone and pining for him long after he was dead, just so she could see him one last time when she was very old. i on the contrary, thought that was the beauty of the story, it being bittersweet. i remember none but one line for my defense of this beautiful book. i said, "singlehood aint that bad if you know you've loved once."
so he asked the million dollar question, whether i was speaking from my own experience.
i guess, i am still trying to figure that out. ;)

this could be the start, of something new ;)

just came back from watching high sch musical at amir's hse. haha i know, rather silly, thats basically all we did for a class gathering (WHICH ALOT OF GUYS SAID THEY"D COME BUT DIDNT yes you you you and you) but it was quite funny cos i knew the lines and obviously knew how to sing along. im such a disney fan woohoo! and of cos tmr im gonna catch high sch musical 2:)

its rather late to say this, but im glad i joined carmina because the few (but still very funny) chorale people were a blast to sing with. everyone shd see yinchuin get high on singing gummy bears its the most hilarious thing ive ever seen. ;) and jianhao and his chinese/indian/xmas renditions of together since/in song. ;) and aiyah all the silly jokes and stupid emma(who owes me a treat cos i can fit into my vj gown lalala). :)
anw since i cant find a way to load pics onto forum here they are:

SPOT THE SENIORS. bet you cant;) oh just say you cant. cmon.


i think this is a rather nice pic;) see yc trying to act cool

im not really counting down the days till i go back- i just want to spend it with people that i love back here in singapore. ;)

ahh 给我一杯忘情水

went ktv for the first time yesterday and i must say the title of mister oldies crooner truly belongs to mister gangwei. :) and the title of mister scary crooner shall go to silly ian cheng! but ahlian 72变 songs and ahpek english songs aside it was fun meeting up with the musical ppl :)
then we headed for supper and the topic of aphrodisiac came up when gerard and i were eating super bloody hams ( i dont want hep a!!) cos dear florrinne didnt know what aphrodisiac means.

let me tell you what is a true blue (haha) aphrodisiac.



FLOORPLAY.
well it shd have been renamed foreplay and i think ppl wouldnt have noticed the name change. :) not that they dont deserve credit for their energetic performances and the fact that they danced the whole show, but wow, truth is i guess(sad fact of the world), sex sells. hot babes in little nighties and half naked guys (there was one scene where they were wearing nothing but a tie-- does anyone remember janice's fren's porno picture??) well they were piping hot. perhaps i dont know how to appreciate dance, like maybe they revolutionised foxtrot or something and i missed it out, but hey all i saw were hot bodies shaking away the whole performances. not that im complaining but a trip to gotham penthouse wld have been cheaper.
i bet raihana is sobbing over her keyboard right now for not comign to watch floorplay :D hee.