smaller eyes.

i cried.
i didnt wan to cry, coz i kept thinkin 'this isnt goodbye, this is only 'see u later'. i didnt wan to sing noman, i kept tellin gab 'no dont, its silly' but yeah, we did sing noman (sorry i was so imposing, gab) n then i felt lk cryin. i didnt really sing much coz i can so feel how no sound is gonna come out of my mouth. then when mary came over n hugged us, sayin 'hug for special ppl', the tears just kept flowin. even when she went inside n was at the desk i was cryin uncontrollably. memories of germany just kept flashin bck at me, n i was thinkin how we'll have to play mahjong with only three ppl, german bridge with only three ppl. no one voice out the vulgarities tt we all wanted to shout out loud. the times i spent with her gracia mich was one of the most 'liberal' times i ever felt. all the laughin, singin, harmonising, silly jokes, cryin, my god i felt lk we were in our own world. we didnt have to wait for anyone if we didnt feel lk it(which was most of the time), we just went arnd ourselves n had fun. its nt tt i hate the choir ppl, but i just love them more.
even when she was gone i was still cryin, n i kept tellin myself 'stop jy, this is so silly.' i wan to be selfish n tell her nt to go, its gonna make my life less perfect, but then again, i noe she'll be happier there.
love u mary. take gd care of urself. n the mahjong cards!
gary tan n mark chay arent even impt anymore.

'teo jia'

to the wonderful pink blob who gave me this name, thank u for scriptin out the epic battle btwn two young adolescents involvin a pink box so beautifullly. go be the next homer ;)
i was readin her blog n i ended up laughin to myself. ahah i just zoomed in to the parts with 'teo jia' ahha. ;) its really funny.
wassup with my small eyes n waxed hair? i look gd k. ;)
pynkque.blob.

my blood is sweet.

our class had to change the flags arnd the sch to national day flags for pe today. gd thg? we didnt haf to run or play stupid games. bad thg? we had to walk down at the drains, n i got a whoopin record of six bites on my legs. see, my blood is sweet.

hail liren. we managed to get an interview with markchay n company tmr. we might have to leave sch earlier. jiaxun is so jealous. ;) oh yeah. we're going acjc for interview. i tink im ready to melt. haha. ok not really. eye candy only ;)

little bitty pretty one-billy gilman ;)

billy gilman is so adorable. haha. ;)

anw my mid yrs r nt gd. its nt even lookable grades. i gotta buck up alot. n its pretty scary bcoz i tink i did study but obviously it wasnt enough. or theres smthg wrong with the way i ans qns.. for the first time in my life i feel as if grades r gonna jeopardise my life or smthg. n my mum is gettin strict on me coz of it. i mean, after germany i am laggin behind in lectures n i dont wan to make it any worst than  it is. i've got lecture tests comin up soon.

so its byebye internet, hello books.

jingle bells. ;)

ive got quite a bit of thgs comin up this wk.
track finals! amir's runnin ;) no pressure bro. this girlfriend of mine can make it one.
choral fest concert. haha after germany still got this 'shite' heh. poor ppl. ill try make it if my parents dont squeak bout it ;)
nic's bdae bbq. but i bet lotsa other girls r going so it doesnt make a dif if i go or nt.. ;D
mary's flight! i gotta make it for this one man.. after all that silly fuss on nt going to the movie marathon thgy! arghh. :) man i love this babe. im nt even imaginin choir without her, its too horrible to even think bout it. who's gonna play mahjong with us? german bridge? bridge?? n wad about all the erm, talkin? ahahha ( my mum reads my blog so i try to censor as much as i can hahaha) n il be stuck in an animal farm.. bah. i'll miss her but i respect her decision. ;) she better come bck for carollin! im definitely savin a plc for u! and a golden tix for an outin with jy :) 
n my dearest nephew's bdae party. smthg lk a funfair. ahha. ;) he's really cute. his two brothers r cute too!

speakin of which. i tink ive been a lousy fren to rach. i havent been spendin enough time with her, n now it seems nxt to impossible to actually spend a full day out with her or smthg. grumble grumble. rach dearie pls understand. ;(

no pls dont be mistaken im nt really so sad. im just.. saddened. sigh its ok. i laughed alot in sch today, the girls really make me laugh. :) rai is as bimbotic as ever, i dont see how she took over my APness when i was away ahha. n ba still laugh at bradon's jokes. lk, she's the only one who laughs hard enough ahahah. n janice has no voice! which makes it really fun to tease her. u must noe, normally u can only hear her voice. ahha. n chinese class is full of laughter as usual. all the nonsense.

talkin bout brandon. this guy is mad. this shawn guy came over n sat wif us today n he dared brandon to walk to n fro on top of the canteen table. n he did. reminds me of the time when he drank this mixture of chilli ketchup n wadnots in macs. veeass.

haha. i wanted to stop bloggin after the jinglebells part but look how much i wrote.
 ;)

helloo. ;D

im bck! ahha. gosh blogger looks funny. ;D

anw i had a great time in germany. its the most enjoyable sch trip i ever had. .i love the weather, although it kept rainin. i love the architecture, its all so beautiful. i love their sausages, even the cheapest ones tasted so gd. i love their bags-- confession: i bought five bags in total. (got a yellin frm my mum, but oh well. ;D ) i cldnt really walk around the streets in peace coz there were always big black dogs arnd me. they're scary, have no idea why mich n mary liked them so much. the ppl there arent very friendly tho, n there were many a times when i felt discriminated againsts. lk racism or smthg, but maybe it was just me being oversensitive. ;)

i liked everythg, minus the second last day. im sorry i cldnt control myself, i jsut felt lk lettin it all out that day. i did try very hard! but its ok, i still admire nelson with the way he works the music, n im v thick-skinned. ill cont talkin to him lk nthg happened, n do my job well. it just feels sucky tt after all the work u've put in for tryin to keep everythg up to standard, u just had to screw it up by this lil mistake.

n of coz, there were my fantastic girlfriends-- mary gracia michelle !! ;D love u girls. we had so much fun time together. we just kept laughin n crackin our own jokes. im really glad they were around with me. i wish we cld spend more time together. oh today we met n went ps. ;D gracia was the earliest (after all the joke bout her being the one to arrive the latest ahha) n we took neoprints. really beautiful, except for maybe the strawberries which gracia was so insistent on. ;D made full use of the free day yeah!

n oh well. the competition part went by quite fast. we knew we did our best, but we didnt know the standard of the competition so i was just waitin for the results without much expectations. when they were announcin the results, omg the tension was so unnerving. almost all the girls behind me were cryin. we actually thot we waited for the wrong category when they didnt announce our name for the mixed choirs ( coz for that one we were stuck with a lousy hall n we changed our positions the day before. we didnt tink we sang really fantastically well.) n the champion theme played. then when our name was announced, everyone went mad. ahha. we were all laughin n cryin n finally we ran down the stairs to the stage n the national anthem was played. ahha no one had the voice to sing. then we did vj cheer. ;D
for the other two categories i tink our expectations were higher, since we tink we did better for them. we managed to get second for both categories, which is really gd. u shd haf heard us when we were still in singapore, no one wld haf thot we cld get so far. so even tho we misse by .11 (!!)  for sacred music, n lost to this (really irritatin *CHINA ) guangdong experimental sch for contemporary, i felt its enough, at least for me. we really did our best n yeah, our results do show. ;D

im proud of my choir. ill be sad when the yr twos leave n silly sec threes n fours come in!

im a sopsie.

i woke up really early today. lk 7 in the morn? cldnt really get any slp. im nt really excited or anythg. im nt even imaginin wads gonna happen there. just waitin for it to come i guess. ;)

vc did really well. they got first for both their qualifyin rounds for both categories- mixed youth n folklore(!! how difficult for folklore..all the china choirs. vc is fantastic ;) )they've got gold7 for both. hwachong is doing quite well too, followin quite tightly behind vc. gd for them! nelson n ms lim must be really happy ;D

i msged all the sops in the morn when i woke up. hope i didnt wake any of them up.. ;)

my bag is now full. ahahah. ;)

muacks, i love u all, dont miss me too much!

Hm.

cant go watch baskin tmr, which is quite a pity, but nvm, we really cldnt change the choir prac time.
i wanna see rosh n ba play! n all the bands.. n lidan dancin ;)

i just packed my bag. doesnt seem lk theres anythg much for me to bring.. my bag is still pretty empty. im bringin quite a few tshirts there, but im also bringin my nice lookin black zip-up jacket. doesnt go.. hm.

im nt tinkin so much nowadays.

:)

hi dearies.

i laughed alot today. actually everyday i laugh a lot, its just tt we sometimes have more 'jokes of the day'.

we had pw discussion today bout marriage. my grp (the usual, me ba eug rai janice) had quite a feminist presentation bout how marriage is gd/bad for man/woman. we said thgs lk 'oh, we get to have access to our husbands' cpf n insurance should any misfortune befalls them.' then mr chew was sayin 'when u get married let me know, ill just drop a note to ur husband to erm, warn him.' ;D then after us was the guys' grp, n they only have the reasons y marriage is gd/bad for men. stupid guys. but they were really funny. they said marriage makes them better men, citin the example tt if theres euro n ur wife wanna have *ahem*, of coz u wld *ahem* rite? yah so the whole class just kept laughin throughout their presentation.

guys worry too much bout their marks. have faith in ur brain cells lah, aiyo.

have u ever heard of anyone shakin hands with the oral examinaner after oral? only silly veeass guys do that.

im leavin on 11th, boardin time is 950. meetin at airport at bout 715pm. comin bck on 21st, 6+pm. :)

rai's quote of the day 'if ur marigold jelly puddin, dont try to be *pause* CAVIAR.'

Boogie woogie.

helllooo.
hey isnt it gd to see my blog entry thrice? nice wad.. haha ok. ;)

rach is back! hahaah. made her come sch today. ;D she came too early then she called me n complained 'im in the foyer. ALONE.' haha silly girl. well then i ran out of the pt to go meet her! we were havin some scube seminar. bout NS. wow its so useful to girls. aniwae im such a nice fren to her haha. :D then we talked. then i went for choir.

im waitin in anticipation for germany. of coz i hope we can do really well too. lets leave the rest unsaid.
im glad yenhan is still arnd. shes really gd, n somehow she gives me the support i need. :) *furrows bushy eyebrows heh heh.

yesterday night i felt so much lk screamin. n i did, into some ppl's msn convo. argh i guess i need to be less impatient.

oh yes rite. oral's tmr. im havin it after double period chinese how nice.

im missin my sis already!

grins

im bck! haha after two wk frm abstinence frm com. woohoo~

i bought this vampish wine red nail polish today. whee it doesnt come off easily. n i need to grow my nails before i can paint it. sigh. i just spent quite long tryin to get the red stains off. haha.

today was well, both fun n horrible. maths was the horrible part, but hey im blamin myself for nt doing enough, so dont say anymore bout it!!
spiderman was cool! went to watch with ba na janice eug nic yj jul bra. haha the girls r such embarrassin ppl to watch movies with coz they go 'ooh' 'ahh' 'awww' at almost every part of spiderman. :D kiddin i still love u guys. but its quite funny to hear them so girly, ARGH. *whispers* no wonder the guys left us straight after the movie.
oh then we didnt care bout the guys n waited for them to call.
then i went paragon JUST to carry some MNG(!) stuff frm my beloveeed sis who went shoppin with my mum. n they cldnt carry it themselves! argh. ok im nt complainin. ill get my share of shoppin. SOON.

oh haha. tmr im going beach wif gracia n mary! whee~ ;D

i feel lk hols just started ha.
but when i tink wads gonna happen after sunday i do get a lil nervous. Hm.

u noe. i dont understand ppl who brood over their papers. im the first to smile after papers. i tink. ;D yes im still smiling, whee.

grins.

im bck! haha after two wk frm abstinence frm com. woohoo~

i bought this vampish wine red nail polish today. whee it doesnt come off easily. n i need to grow my nails before i can paint it. sigh. i just spent quite long tryin to get the red stains off. haha.

today was well, both fun n horrible. maths was the horrible part, but hey im blamin myself for nt doing enough, so dont say anymore bout it!!
spiderman was cool! went to watch with ba na janice eug nic yj jul bra. haha the girls r such embarrassin ppl to watch movies with coz they go 'ooh' 'ahh' 'awww' at almost every part of spiderman. :D kiddin i still love u guys. but its quite funny to hear them so girly, ARGH. *whispers* no wonder the guys left us straight after the movie.
oh then we didnt care bout the guys n waited for them to call.
then i went paragon JUST to carry some MNG(!) stuff frm my beloveeed sis who went shoppin with my mum. n they cldnt carry it themselves! argh. ok im nt complainin. ill get my share of shoppin. SOON.

oh haha. tmr im going beach wif gracia n mary! whee~ ;D

i feel lk hols just started ha.
but when i tink wads gonna happen after sunday i do get a lil nervous. Hm.

u noe. i dont understand ppl who brood over their papers. im the first to smile after papers. i tink. ;D yes im still smiling, whee.

grins.

im bck! haha after two wk frm abstinence frm com. woohoo~

i bought this vampish wine red nail polish today. whee it doesnt come off easily. n i need to grow my nails before i can paint it. sigh. i just spent quite long tryin to get the red stains off. haha.

today was well, both fun n horrible. maths was the horrible part, but hey im blamin myself for nt doing enough, so dont say anymore bout it!!
spiderman was cool! went to watch with ba na janice eug nic yj jul bra. haha the girls r such embarrassin ppl to watch movies with coz they go 'ooh' 'ahh' 'awww' at almost every part of spiderman. :D kiddin i still love u guys. but its quite funny to hear them so girly, ARGH. *whispers* no wonder the guys left us straight after the movie.
oh then we didnt care bout the guys n waited for them to call.
then i went paragon JUST to carry some MNG(!) stuff frm my beloveeed sis who went shoppin with my mum. n they cldnt carry it themselves! argh. ok im nt complainin. ill get my share of shoppin. SOON.

oh haha. tmr im going beach wif gracia n mary! whee~ ;D

i feel lk hols just started ha.
but when i tink wads gonna happen after sunday i do get a lil nervous. Hm.

u noe. i dont understand ppl who brood over their papers. im the first to smile after papers. i tink. ;D yes im still smiling, whee.