jobbie

dont think ive told everyone yet but hey,i found a job. im a secretary at a law firm. quite alot of stuff to do, not that im the secretarial material (think hian yin.. i dont come close to her!) but hey at least im earning some money although the more i count the more i think its peanuts. but ah. at least its some money.
the only thg is that i dont really have corporate clothes to wear. im wearing all my mum's clothes but i really dont have a 24-inch waist. really.


anw. my boss isnt in yet. think she'll check that im online? ;D

21st dec

thanks bra for the lunch. it was nice of u to treat all 11 of us.. although i honestly felt lk i was just there to dig money out frm u ;) the grilled fish was really yummy. filled me up till 11 today. so yup thanks a lot n hope u had a great birthday.

cant wait for 'picnic' tmr. though i strongly suspect ill exercise my persuading powers and make everyone go marina square.

carolin was fun. haha. i never thought marcus wld be fierce. who wld have thot the guy who cldnt get his words right for carolin last yr wld be the one throwing carolin book at ppl for them to learn the words ;) hahaha. and yes hello mr g#. hee.

i think.. because of my hot-headedness im growing numb to all things irritating. so i wont blow up. but i still roll my eyes, im sorry thats more of a reflex action. but yeah.

its amazing how you know someone so well that you actually do still forgive her despite all her imperfections.

And So it Goes

In every heart there is a room, a sanctuary safe and strong.
to heal the wounds from lovers past, until a new one comes along.
I spoke to you in cautious tones; you answered me with no pretense.
And still i feel i said too much.
My silence is my self defense.
And everytime i've held a rose it seems i only felt the thorns.
And so it goes, and so it goes, and so will you soon i suppose.
But if my silence made you leave, then that would be my worst mistake.
So i will share this room with you.
And you can have this heart to break.
And this is why my eyes are closed, it's just as well for all i've seen.
And so it goes, and so it goes, and you're the only one who knows.
So i would choose to be with you.
Thats it the choice were mine to make.
But you can make decisions too.
And you can have this heart to break.
And so it goes, and so it goes, and you're the only one who knows.

my grandmother used to sing to me...:)

ah how wonderful it is to sing with vjchoir again;) it feels gd to well, be part of a carolling grp. spread christmas cheers arnd, festive joys, and many other variations marie and nichole came up with;) martin complained my smile is too fake haha but hey at least i was smiling and i bet ppl were smitten with my smileys:)

it feels funny to think that people actually thank me for coming down to carol. haha. okay so im not part of the choir proper anymore and im lk some outsider or smthg.. ah but at least now im finally a senior (joinin the lao lao club) and im part of the great vjc tradition.
yay;)

lets all lose our voices carolin!

hm.

i think ive been too wrapped up in my own world. true ive been busy these few weeks and the coming days to be, but i still feel bad. in the midst of my busy schedules ive always had little thgs lk tt poppin up, making me realise that its time i take a breather and well, just try to lead a normal life and not to neglect my frens. im so glad im meeting her tmr cos im too tired to even call anyone and have a decent conversation. yes. i need my ten hours of slp so MICHELLE WHERE ARE YOU. hahaaha.

my dec hols are ending. glummmm.

dumbelle;)

landed back in sg last nite after bout one wk in kl. shah alam was fun, im glad i went. i really do miss singing, and i realised that kids can be pretty adorable if not irritatingly pesty ;) but hey if they call me jie-jie and say im pretty, the least i can do is like them right? haha.
met up with my mum on the last day so i didnt go back with eastspring pri, thank goodness(i dont think i can stand another 5 hr bus journey) and i went shoppin! the shoppin centres are HUGE. and i did buy quite a bit of stuff considering i only shopped for one and a half days effectively. ;)

today we had our first session for the cna thg, will tell you all when its more finalised. but i think it shd be fun tryin to film stuff lah ;)

im still tired. i think i shall have to stick to ten hours of sleep everyday.

EVERYBODY SHOULD JUST COME BACK TO SINGAPORE SO I CAN START SPENDING TIME WITH EVERYONE. bah.

i need to meet up with ppl soon. im lk, seeing bing everyday. ahhaha. ;) i think shah alam was our sixth overseas trip together? greece korea germany sv shahalam hm okay wad was the last one. but anyways yes we go a longgg way back. cool huh. and nxt yr we'll have xiamen. ahha.

anw some kuku gave me some funny number for jimmy and that shameless guy who isnt jimmy kept calling me and talkin coyly to me. after two calls i got suspicious and asked my sis to check for his number. lucky im smart.

haha okay. bedtime.

world peace;)

HA im finally online. havent touched the com for a wk cos pacnet was lousy. anyway i have been busy after A's and have had my schedule really packed. im really tired btw but i miss my com so much i couldnt help not touching it. ;)

anw. prom was okayy i guess. i had fun with my friends, and askin for world peace. i honestly thought it was a little scary to see people you know looking half drunk walking down the streets, but what the hell, its not the kind of life i want and wont be the life i want.
we had fun just walking down orchard road taking pics. oh man we must do it again! i love walking arnd at night cos no one's there to push you arnd and you have the whole road to urself. and eating oyster omelette for supper rocks ahah. there werent anyone else on the street and we kept taking photos of nice structures. ;) and singing christmas songs at the top of our lungs and laughing wildly.. ahha.

i actually wrote letters to all the guys in my class and some others whom i thought i shd appreciate their friendship. i mean, after my anti-guy rallies for two years maybe i shd just let them know that i will miss them after they go ns (LALALA). grins. haha.
will see girls for xmas so, so no hurries. anw its really pathetic, cos everyone's going off at one point or another so we wont be able to go out together until lk christmas period.. argh. but gd lah, at least no one(ie ba) will pester us to go waste 30bucks to scare ourselves by doing bungee jumpin.

yippee now i can watch tv in my room!

anw.
the choir concert tonight was really gd. great job juniors, now i feel lk a proud old woman. woohoo.
i miss singing ;) so im prob joinin vc lah. unless my mum reall has violent objections, which she prob wont since she might suggest me using my own money after i start working.

oh and i attended ms yu's church wedding today. i love weddings. everyone's so pretty;) ahah anw it was a lighthearted affair, quite a few jokes arnd. and the brother actually wrote a song for her. bout getting married. i thought it was particularly touching and i think if anyone did that at my wedding i wld just cry buckets. anw i suddenly had the urge to want to get married soon. but no idea to who.
awn then we started our wedding plans alr. if ur thinkin of being may's or mich's prospective partners pls come to me i need to warn you about somethings first before you actually say 'i do'. seriously with the kind of ideas they have (jungle themed wedding.. leaves instead of rose petals.... wedding dinner cum personal concert for 3 hrs...)even if they tone down you might not take it. so out of the kindness of my heart i shall be a kind soul.

right now i just wanna catch up on my sleep. nothing else can come in between me and my first love. night everyone ;)

second last day in simei

i packed all my clothes already;) it filled six big bags and i still have one more drawer to go. woohoo. i think its scary when you try to pack your clothes and it just keeps filling up the bags. ive always thought i never had enough clothes, well, maybe i just need a change of wardrobe hee. my dad claims i have erm, a lot of shoes but haha he also! and my mum too. see its all in the genes.. actually i cant wait to go over to my own room and start putting up my stuff. im really thinkin of gettin plants. yay. i figured fishes are too troublesome and ive never liked terapins. (recalls mich's squirming racing terapin)
i didnt get to finish watching batman or justice league today. ;(
i actually have great plans for my hair *grins* but i shall not tell my mum yet since well, shes so busy and she wont be reading this anytime soon. sooo. hmm. crosses my fingers;)

listenin to love actually soundtrack just brings you into the christmas mood
"all you need is love. love is all you need"

my heart still beats-destiny's child

i had a dream about this song last night, haha. but hey its a really nice song. "because you're half of me my heart still beats"

anw woohoo im gonna cut my hair tmr. its lk, the most exciting thing i've done in months. cut hair! wow.
how (un)interesting my life has been.
and it can only get better ha.

okay friday is coming real soon.

how to study when

1. ur neighbour insists on cookiing delicious smelling fried chicken and some bbq stuff
2. your itunes plays destiny's child's 8 days of christmas(this version rocks destiny's child rocks)
3. you keep thinkin bout having a movie marathon and the movies u'll rent.(love actually(i can watch it a million times over again), willy wonka, the bone collector, mary poppins?, lotr!, legally blond(its time i get exposed to bimbos), ocean's 11(GEORGE! yay). i thot of more. but anw. smiles. i have great plans to be a couch potato.
4. may wakes you up from ur nap and rattles to you about sentosa(hey mich ill stay under the shade too.. ahaha. either that or 3cm thick of sunblock)
5. you want to throw away ur notes n crush ur entryproof (haha) too!
6. i really wanna read books. ha. aiyah dont be so surprised.. :) agatha christie here i come!
7. oh yes windsurfing. which reminds me, i better put on some weight lest the wind blows me away:) kidding. ill just put weights onto my legs.
8. i wanna bake. n blow up my whole kitchen. anw now ive got two ovens, no fear if one blows up...
9. IM HUNGRY. chomps into bio notes again.

its christmas time!

YAY. just listen to all the tele commercials they're all playing jingle bellssss.

*gets into a grumpy mood*

at this rate exams are never gonna end.
rahh.
bites into my bio notes.

cherries anyone?

cos my sis bought home 2kilos og it. i think my mum is afriad that we cant finish them, cos this morning, within two hours that i woke up she asked me thrice whether i want to eat cherries.
why never bring back mango??

anw haha now im a proud owner of a nice big yellow bag! HA. hey its nice k its gd that my sis supports my love for a brighter and chirpier abd happier world. and its bright pink on the inside! woohoo.

anw im just glad that she's back.

one more wk to moving hse (aka end of exams):D

my mum

mum: i make juice for you, you want?
me: okay.
mum: hmm. kiwi? we got kiwi
me: no i dont want.
mum: or strawberry?
me: hmm. dont want also.
mum: okay which one you like, kiwi or strawberry?
me: neither.
mum: okay lah, strawberry then.
me: raises eyebrows.

motherss.

funny things

1. when liren asked about wage theory intermittently (bout four times haha) durin our four hour interval btwn chem n econs paper
2. my number was called out as one of those who sat in the wrong place. okay lah i sat wrongly so my frens sat wrongly too.. but hey its all brandon's fault.
3. when liren hi-5ed me after econs paper after learnin bout the mpc msc. haha he looked so kiddy it was embarrasing.
4. ba sent julian a sms and anyhow typed chinese words in it and julian replied "er this is embarrassing.. but i dont understand." and ba claimed tt it was proper chinese n julian believed her. HA. ac boys n their chinese..
5. when i saw the econs paper today. it was quite funny. ha ha ha.

benefits of exams.

1. you can have food cravings and ask for it and your lovely parents might just oblige.;) mos burgers rock. hee:)
2. if its too hot i can switch on the air con.
3.

okay i ran out of benefits. but hey two isnt too bad is it.

ducky!

haha it quacks! and eats bread. amazing. thanks minyan :) i koped it from her blog. heehee. her penguin was quite adorable too.
alrights econssss.

one wk into the A's.

and im tired. just today i guess. ;) but i feel gd taking papers. its my best lah, n ill take whatever results that i get. anw. i always feel hungry during the paper. lk today during maths, i was so hungry AND sleepy. haha. my stomach was on the verge of making weird noises i think. but somehow i managed to stay really awake for the whole 3 hrs bcos of stats. well done. gives myself a pat on my back.
im so glad vjc's near 7-11. oh i saw a flavour on ben n jerry's and i wanna try. its called 'chubby hubby' so adorable. its peanut better(!) vanilla malt(!!) and erm chocolate. i think. yupp. sounds gd.
oh n today haha jiax saw me frm the other end of the bus stop (after the paper) and she yelled at me "JIAYUN!! THE PAPER WAS SO DIFFICULT!! yaddayaddayadda!!" haha everyone at the bus stop just turned and looked at us. well done jiax:) but i still love u lah. haha. i mean it! ur my one n only jia. haha.
alrights gp.

yayy

im going KL! ;)

hm its quite sad to see my family (okay my parents haha wad a small fam i have) packing up all the stuff in our hse and im unable to help bcos i have A's. i wld love to dig up all my treasures again and try to remember how my childhood was like all over again:) my mum showed me alot of stuff, lk colouring books and all haha. and i nearly forgot bout my treasure box. i have this big red box where i put the stuff tt i treasure inside.. but haha. its mostly paper cuttings :) and one box full of snoopy cards tt my frens n i used to collect back in pri sch.
i guess i am quite sad to leave simei. no more eastpoint n simei mrt. the latter being the only road i know!
but i cant wait to have my own yellow room hee. im shifting my yellow shelf there too( i painted the shelf myself,guess wad its yellow too!) ahha. ill be in my little heaven then.
haha GRACIA AND BING HERE I COMEE. ;)

ps. i dont mean im moving to kl. ahha.

getting lost.

went ngee ann for sats2 today and it was raining by the time i finish. didnt want to get caught in the rain so eug's father offered to fetch, but in the end (idunnowhy) he didnt come. so we walked out in the rain n i just sat in the nearest busstop waiting for my bus number 9. that plc is near my aunt's, i always go there. ANW i was waiting for quite long alr when i realised i've only seen two buses. ha so i checked the board and yeah it was only two buses, no 9. ;) so i had to walk all the way out to take my 38.
i could have walked to eastpoint to meet my mum lah. wld have been faster. haha i think i took bout thirty mins to take a five min ride :)
isnt it amazing, the things i can do. ;)

who could ever love u more- celine dion

woke up this morning to a full stomach. i had maggi last nite at bout 11 i think. cooked one full packet just for myself *beams* was watching anime while eating. its super gross all the characters had extremely larger than life chests it was obscene. now i know why bock likes to watch anime. ha.
anw then i saw some music awards and whitney housten performed! i rem hearing bout her doing drugs and goin into rehab. well. she looked pretty haggard to me and her voice wasnt as big as i thought it wld be. but nevertheless it was still wonderful watching her sing. its amazing how they(singers) all do it.
and the reason why i still like celine dion (other than the fact that her CD was the first my sis bought(if u dont count bsb)) is bout her making the CD miracle after she had a child. its just such a true reflection of what she is as a person how can u not admire someone like that? ;) anw this is just a random thought that passed my mind when my itunes played her song.
i've shifted to my com room to study since the feng shui at my study room isnt gd (according to my parents it makes me sick cos of all the head hmm). and well it is cooler here. and my itunes belt out gd songs. so im not complaining :)
been memorising biology the whole day. i actually like memorising makes me feel smarter *beams again. ahha.
and i think my voice went one octave lower. again. bass 3 here i come.