the da vinci code

read it today. ok lah, i like mysteries. agatha christie is my fav author! sort of, considering i dont read much ;) haha. i dont lk books with too many details, which basically doesnt work well for me since in mystery books details probably matters alot. oh well. at least i cld guess who the Teacher was! it was so obvious?? unlike agatha christie.. i never guessed who the bad guy was until she reveals it at the last chapter.
i'm pleasantly surprised by the way dan brown has tried to inteprete religious stuff in a whole new light. it definitely was refreshing, although it reminds me of the smartly dressed angmohs u see in the street who tries to tell you how they found a whole new way to inteprete the bible.
am looking forward to reading angels and demons.

haha. i spent four periods today doing pw. i cldnt even spend time leisurely on the nice soft orange sofas in the library?!?
eug just called me a babe, thats the only reason why im doing this shit called pw. whee.

oh well. sch today was nothing less of a nerve wreck.
and guys should learn to be humble, like the girls!

i still havent watched white chicks. n ive got a date with eug to watch 2046! ;) cool. now we just have to find the time to go. oh n mich's bladin. ;)

i can sing a rainbow.

my com looks weird. the words were so small it made my eyes smaller. but now its too big. oh well. at least my eyes wont grow any smaller ;)

parents went malaysia n sis went out. home alone today. totally spies rock my sundays.

labamba.

had open hse today. didnt walk arnd much, was in lt ava most of the time doing auditions. or dancing mass dance. haha who ask choir booth to be so near the driveway. of coz we had to dance ;)
alliterations: michelle moos. mooey michelle. mad michelle. melodramatic mich.
gooey gracia. good gracia. bad bing. booey bing(haha), merry mayling. heh. i learn fast eh? ;)

too tired to be thinking.
yawn.
yunie yawns!! :)

love, love, love.

thats a song frm love actually. rem the scene in the church wedding? it was soo sweet. ;)

my com is down. so im stuck with using the com in my parents room. im being watched. EYES ON ME. its true.

had farewell assembly. hse cap's item was hilarious. so was sham's three 'reminders' ;) he's this indian guy(true blue indian import) who talks with this really thick indian accent. n he's up there singing twinkle twinkle little star, its getting hot in here.. so take off all ur clothes, and shake that thg oh .. ahha. its was damn funny! and he says thgs like 'thank you for ur applause' and he counts '1,2,3,4' before he starts. haha. he's so sincere n honest he's really funny.
then we had watermelon eating competition too.
and ice cream treat. i ate two cones ;)

then we had the pizza hut treat for olympics. haha i ate alot. i tink. yenhan is so jian! we were takin photo and she put her hand innocently on my shoulder.. then when cenwei said '1..2..' she pulled down my spagh. Ahh. haha. luckily i was fast so they didnt catch anythg on camera. EVIL. boo ;) then after tt we took a normal pic n my face was damn red frm all the laughing.
walked arnd parkway tryin to find gracia her pink specs. PINK. gosh. ahha.
btw. ive always been selective about what i blog about.

n im nt dao k! at least nt to my classmates. hi hi hi!

oh happy day. ;)

games day today was fantastic. ahah. bcoz we won! at first we couldnt find enough ppl to play netball with us girls, so we were expecting to go home early or maybe go out and catch white chicks. but wad an irony, we won! muaha. with the help of erm, some guys though. muaha.
my heroes for today. alvin! haha. although u give me lousy passes(haha), u played really well! we couldnt have won without ur shen moves. Ben ding. wujun. these two guys played with us right frm the start, n they really make a gd team. nice guys ;) nicholas! ahah. our gd gk. he's so tall he gets their ball all the time. n he's quite gd at snatchin their balls. zongyu n keith. they helped in gettin the 13-2 for our last game. n they're really natural sportsmen, they helped win floorball for aquila too. n amir! haha. i heard bout his penalty n saw him in action for floorball. u go girlfriend! ;)
and of course my heroines. Eugenia! she played captain. wah i haf no idea why she joined choir instead of netball. shes quick, smart player. janice! she did well as a gk for the first game. haha she gets the ball n screams at me to look at her hee. adibah! shes so small she makes a gd wa, runing all over the plc. raihana ahha. not too bad, at least she can play! we rock. we really do.

we also played a bit of floorball. against the hockey girls. it was damn fast. oh n i fell down. boo, my poor right knee. its going to be scarred permanently. ha.
me n ba tried playin soccer. it was horrible. we cant kick for nuts. i was goalkeeper although officially there isnt supposed to be any. i got a ball kicked straight at my stomach, n i could feel the air poof out from my lungs. everyone was laughing, n florence came over n hug me to apologise, n joked that its ok, i still got my motherhood. HEH. then i used my hand to stop a ball, n they got another penalty kick. haha. just great eh.

oh n the guys' floorball match was after our netball. we got to watch the whole thg. it was damn exciting to see them win. very fast action, and good passes. quite a few gd dribbling. ahha. 4-0. CAN YOU BEAT THAT. no u cant.

then we treated ourselves to swensons muaha. had a nice cool float. then i tried putting pepper into rai's water, but she did. into mine. brandon nearly drank it, tt kuku. we were just sittin there enjoyin the aircon n laughin at our own jokes haha.
some ppl just cant use a straw properly. haha

hey adibah's room is yellow! her dad has damn gd taste. shes inviting us over for hari raya *woohoo* but i dont get to wear kebaya boo. ahha. cant wait to see her yellow room. whee.

ice cream tmr! n pizza treat for our olymics. haha. all the calories i burnt frm sports is going to be put back! horrible. ;)

good morning sunshine, my only sunshine. :)

haha i sang tt to the tune of 'you are my sunshine,my only sunshine.' early in the morning. to yenhan. and i didnt realise it wasnt the lyrics muaha. i guess you just cant say good morning n sing at the same time huh. ;)

ocean park is good. haha ok, thanks nicholas! for bookin the courts n all. we played tennis, table tennis, squash. im buildin muscles yeah! and im quite burnt. my face. its getting red.
i learnt the word 'ball-sense' today. :) janice and eugenia are quite funny to play with, they cant hit straight balls. and janice hit two balls out. one is flowing towards the south china sea now, and the other is sitting snugly between the thorny bushes. ;)
my lijiawei table tennis style didnt work today. haha.
nic was nice enough to come play tennis with us girls. he just flicks the racket and the ball goes far enough. we have to twist and contort our bodies to make the racket move.
i like the 'pok' sound of the tennis ball! ahha. you know, when u hit the ball. and the 'pak' sound when you hit the squash ball real hard and it goes very fast. i like sports where you can hit hard and be violent. YEAH.
then i found a gd enough player(julian) to play squash with. although i must have been slow compared to kenneth, but i didnt care. haha.
it feels gd to be moving again. ive been nothing but lazybones the past few days. i feel healthy! i swear my flabby tummy has gone away mysteriously. hahah. grins.

then me and eug went for choir. oh glorious choir ahha. it feels good singing again. and time passes by really fast during choir practice. and you get to enjoy the great company of the Sopsies! ahah. we wrote on the whiteboard: lesson no.1: Sopranos rule. haha. we are fast in learning carols woohooo we rock. yenhan bao n jolene came back to sit in.
im nt conducting for open hse, which is a yeah for me. ;D i rather be singing anytime.
everythg bout sop 2 carollin n pamugun reminds me of mary. come back quick, im missing u already!

oh and i didnt do well for my end of yr chinese. its ok, ill work hard. ;)

netball tmr. muaha. they better not throw too hard!

haha im listenin to speed now. anyone rems a jap girl band, lk four years ago? they disbanded already. i was quite nuts bout them in p6. yeahhh. i need them. like some therapy to my exhausted body and wandering mind. i think about my results, prague, syf, pw, carolling. haii ok stop it jiayun! ur tryin. its gd enough. as for others. let them take care of themselves.
smiles smiles smiles. im learning from michelle. :) the magic three.

motorcycle diaries.

the.movie.was.slow.
haha. the first part at least. but hey, at least im cultured enough to want to watch it. unlike some ppl who thought we were going to watch princess diaries. heh.
i did think the movie was pretty thought-provoking, although i was pretty restless during the movie, kept getting interrupted by my hp n all.
the movie is about this two guys going on this journey, seeking for an adventure. but instead they met many indigeneous people n they felt their injustice. at least the handsome one did. he later became a revoluntionist(communist, to be specific).
for that reason, was being a communist a big mistake? it was just another form of socialism. it was really all about humanity, and givng the rights back to the people who were being trampled on. it was a noble attempt. true, war and people conquering others' lands have been an act of human since creation of human beings, but. i dunno.
for a moment i thought of myself as selfish. i spent my 17 years on earth for the sole purpose of being myself. yes ok at least i am sensible and all, i know i dont owe the whole world, neither do they owe me a living. but somehow when i watch films like tt i feel like i havent done enough. i look at yafen and sometimes think what a great person she is. my haojie mei ;) is very involved in the com stuff.
ah i will grow up one day and get out of this education system. and i will do what i want to do!

anw after the movie we came out and saw the poster for this film called shutter. its some ghost film with pics of funny stuff in it. we spooked ourselves out by looking really closely at the pics n we practically ran down the stairs. we left eug all alone up there! haha. then we tried to convinced ourselves that photoshop is really gd nowadays, and its pretty user friendly, so i guess tt explains the pics. ;)

anw. i have chinese in tmr morn. wonderful. bright n cheery, at 8 am.
but we're playing tennis! finally, yeah! haha. we'll rock ocean park. ;)
hols ending soon.
n i haf a date with my beloved! muaha. she's bent on seeing me fall on my butt in an attempt to rollerblade. ;)

red n black.

haha after all the talk bout not going sentosa on monday, we did. ;) adibah couldnt make it tho, she had plans. which was really quite sad! but its ok. we still haf underwater world n night safari on our list. ;)

the girls wore the same colours! haha it was so embarrassing. when we saw what each other was wearing in the toilet we all made a mental note to tell each other what colours we might be wearing the next time we go out. it happened the last time we went out too! we must be psychic. ;)

anw we had fun there. didnt spend much money for kayaking n all that, just sat around in the waters n talked rubbish. and watched the guys play touch rugby. there was this little offshore thg that we walked to, and a fish bit my foot! it was painful.
and i really cant swim. haha. we were walking deep into the sea when it suddenly got quite deep and i couldnt touch the ground, so i grabbed janice's hand real hard and i scratched her. haha rai was having the same problems too. so janice was lk, our support.. ;) but rai was funny because one moment she was swimming and the nxt moment she was underwater. haha.
oh and i drank lots of seawater. we were trying out synchro swimming (which was a total disaster ahha) and pyramids. rai is a cheerleader u see. haha they were trying to lift me up, which we succeeded on what must have been our tenth try, and still i couldnt fall properly. but it was cool! ahha. yes im going to join cheerleading nxt year, me rai n ba. i always say that in tk too but i only joined in sec 4. ;)

ive got a hunger spell! eating milo n biscuits now. after tinkin the growlin in my stomach will go away. apparently it doesnt wan to go away.

oh darn im supposed to be doing pw. grr.

jyuniek.

im back. had gd food back in malaysia, brought quite a few thgs back. we really looked lk we were moving hse when we came bck with all the boxes n all. ;) i bought shoes! my first pair of white shoes. even my choir shoes arent white.. oh n i tink it looks quite adorable. my dad didnt even want to look at the white pointy shoes i was tryin on. i wldnt mind having one! reminds me of the one mayling n mary has.. the evil witchy ones. nicee. haha.

oh n im so bored nowadays i use paint. alot. i draw my name n try to put in colours n all. but i cant find any nice colurs to match yellow tho.
oh n i realised. turqoise is not such a bad colour after all. warehouse has this whole range of clothes in turqoise. too bad their clothes dont cover much.

n ive been sleeping alot these day.

oink.

oh n my plans for sentosa seems to be falling apart. ;) we're not going on mon (haha) n tues n wed are now out. soo. lets just go bck sch on thurs n play netball. wowhee. n my baking plans!! arghh.

and i dont wanna tink bout sch. haha oh no m i sounding like one big old granny? grumblegrumble. ;D

blue birds fly

some day i'll wish upon a star
and wake up where the clouds are far behind me
where troubles melts like lemondrops
away above the chimney tops
thats where you'll find me

haha i had supper at ecp. cool. except for the fact tt i had satay sauce on my blouse. or i was too tired to be tinking. shoppin really saps ur energy man. and my mum bought more stuff than me! how horrible.. haha.
oh n i cleared my wardrobe today. it looks much much emptier now. dont complain if u keep seein me in the same old outfit.. ;-D

going bck malaysia tmr to celebrate my grandma's bdae.
nic asked me to bring bck a hot malaysian girl for him. then i replied 'how bout my grandma.' hee ;) ok i shant be too bad to my grandma.

yawn. i need to slp.

dancing queen!

whee! did u miss me did u miss me did u miss me?? ;) ok quick, say yes! haha.

shoppin was gd. i must admit, my legs are aching now ;) haha thats why we need to go play tennis*Ahem* haha :D

ok back to today. i saw nice earrings! but then again, i have too many earrings. and it wasnt very cheap but its something i've always wanted! the ring with the stud kind. and it was really quite unique.
oh ahha we walked around all the high-class places. taka having sale of $100 items. how cool is that.

mamma mia was damn enjoyable. they had lots of humour injected in it. and ahah they were quite r-rated sometimes but it was fun! the cast was energetic, they had great dance moves, and the singers rock. the mother sang very well.. and my mum wants me to write that she sings even better. HA. it was really funny how they fitted ABBA songs into the whole story line. i liked it alot! it made me laugh. oh and the last part they did ABBA numbers and you get quite high. and everyone stood up to clap along! i wanted to use the word 'dance' but realised it was quite inappropriate since i was the only one who looked like i was shifting my feet until my sis(that un-sporting girl who sat beside me) leaned over and said 'eh u macham singapore workout ah'. wah lau. its ok, i was quite positive even tho i was high, i kept my image. ;)

haha yeah adibah said sylvester did well. woohoo. ;)

plans:
sentosa.
baking :) i WILL let everyone taste. ha.
tennis.
squash.
i wanna rollerblade.. but nt with my sis coz she doesnt noe how to too!

heh haha.

vj choir's in the newspapers as well! ahha. jamie was the first to msg me bout it this morn ;) see, its a good habit to read newspapers, you get to see many good things. muaha.

notice i said 'vj choir'. am tryin not to be erm what you would call 'egoistic'. apparently the other day the stupid boys in my class were complaining to ba bout why im always saying im chio. hey i dont say it outright k, u guys just have good inferential skills sometimes.. muaha. anyways i dont always say it what.. just the occasional 'call me beautiful' and erm.. responding to calls of 'chiobu!' ahha. oh and i rem in the beginnin of the year i taught mollie how to spell chiobu. its 'j-i-a-y-u-n'. ha. he still rems it!
n he reminded us that we used to say 'jangan tension' too. ;)
';are you mann??'
i thot we had more. but now i cant seem to rem anythg else.
oh wells. ;)
soon, ill be playing tennis! n *groans* interhouse netball. if i cant help it. boo. haha.

television is detrimental to one's critical thinking.

helloo. who says television is detrimental to one's critical thinking? not when i say no! go watch tv. ;) esp the advert for moe teaching seminar. watch out for the part when vj choir comes on.. *grins.

i thot we victorians did quite a gd job promoting vj to tkgs today. was good to see the field of green again, although looking back, i have no idea what possessed me to want to wear green uniform for four years!! sigh ok make that ten. griffiths' uniform was blue green, but hey, i didnt get to choose which pri sch i wanted to go to. :)
aniwae, mr cook is hilarious. he made the girls laugh n laugh. AND laugh. he did quite a good job on remindin the girls tt theres a lot of fun in vj, but work is impt too. n tt it doesnt matter wad l1r5 you came into vj with, wad sch u were frm. u just gotta work hard.
listenin to all the ex tkgians talk. sometimes i wished i had more time to do other stuff. or rather, i've exchanged responsibilities for freedom. no longer in the 'know' of how the sch works. i guess you cant have the best of both worlds. but sometimes i really wished i had enough courage to have stepped out of the 'norm' n go do something more dynamic.
no wait.
then i wldnt haf met my wonderful frens frm choir.
oh well. :) guess i cant be any happier for that reason. :)

photophosphorylation.

have no idea what im doing here. i guess i just needed some form of self indulgence, although taking two hours off to watch sing idol was enough.
hey honestly i was quite disappointed with today's performances. sigh if u can handle the song then dont sing.

plan for tmr: go back tk to promote vjc. hello vjc is a very nice place to study in and have fun at the same time. woohoo.
i'm supposed to talk about performing arts. haha. oh wells. i guess ill just be brief. dont want people to think im always talking about choir n only choir!
then ill go study at parkway after tt. ;)

i keep thinkin about how fast this whole promos will be over. its scary.

i was on my hp the whole of today. haha my mum had to 'confiscate' my hp to stop me from smsing. but its nt my fault if people choose to sms me! oh well. she returned me the hp barely an hr later. was fun talking about stabbing examiners for blood if ur pen runs out of ink. ;)

all krebs n calvin.

doesnt feel like i have gp tmr. haha.

my internet is working VERY slowly today. wanted to read the gp essays online. oh wells.

was reading my social studies n history for some gp inspiration. i realised how much i miss studying for history! ah its really a wonderful subject to study for. all the wonderful leaders who made history glorious. "i have nothing to offer, but blood, tears, and sweat." the brutality of likes of Hitler and Stalin. oh and i realise how my handwriting has changed over the years hahaah.
for all the times i thought econs would make up for my love for writing essays.
i dont know if econs is really what im looking for, although yes i still dream of working in a tall office building and strutting into my workplace in a powersuit. looking out into shenton way through my tinted glass window. the adrenaline rush of working in a team, working within deadlines. not just for making money, i dont think i'll ever have enough money to buy all the clothes i want! ;)
;)

i wish.

haha just read mary's new testimonial. wassup with my eyes huh?? haha. i think it looks nice in that pic, Fullstop. haha. it does make it look bigger.. ;)
i miss having someone to bitch about everything to. and to laugh at every single silly thing.
sometimes, i wish that time would stand still.
just for that one moment.
when everything else dont seem to matter
just us having fun
or just a simple glance.
or just a smile. (though i honestly dont smile at people much. unless u're around me all the time.)
just when you thought everything is going to be perfect,
time moves on.
reality draws you back like a.. vacuum cleaner?
you get reminded of things that you dont wish to be reminded of.
the harsh truth
that some people are not what they seem to be.
those sly, manipulative people whom you never seem to know enough
you wonder, what are they really thinking of when they see you.
much worst, do they always have genuine intentions?
i dont care.
or rather, i seem not to care.
my indifference to all that i choose not to see
my 'frosted armour' (?)
my 'eh u want to fight' look.
i am not disillusioned. i have friends whom i know genuinely care about me.
people whom i talk to without any feelings of constraints.
my family, loves me n spoils me.
but i am weary
of this game that i play.
although, i know,
i've already gave up playing it.

there. aha. yes i meant every word i said, but i guess this IS a game everyone plays. not just being double-faced, but more of making me guess what your real intentions are.
haha. im talking in circles.

she bangs.!

i can be such a LE at times.
had spa in the hall today. everyone was sitting down and ready to take the exam when i realised i didnt take out my calculator. haha in my haste to get to my bag to retrieve my calculator i tumbled over the foot of my table and made quite a scene haha. then i couldnt locate my bag because it was some distance further down. haha i must have looked a sight.
so embarrassing.

i got to sit with my darling for CD! skill CD was dumb. enough said.

bio spa tmr. its so tedious the whole thg. Sigh.

BOO.

total utility.

Sixpence None The Richer
Kiss Me


Kiss me out of the bearded barley
Nightly beside the green green grass
Swing, swing, swing that spinning step
You wear those shoes and I will wear that dress

Oh kiss me beneath the milky twilight
Lead me out on the moonlit floor
Lift your open hand strike up the band and make the fireflies dance
Silver moon's sparkling so kiss me

Kiss me down by the broken treehouse
Swing me up on its hanging tire
Bring, bring, bring your flowered hat
We'll take the trail marked down your father's map

Oh kiss me beneath the milky twilight
Lead me out on the moonlit floor
Lift your open hand strike up the band and makes the fireflies dance
Silver moon's sparkling so kiss me

am thankful.

everyday i come home and think of all the silly jokes we had in sch among us girls n im thankful i haf them to spend time together in sch. haha. honestly i never thought i'd find such good friends in jc. i thought i might just stick to my tk friends or something. ;) i think we've more or less accepted each other as what we are. (yes even rai's flirtin tactics! ;) haha. shes so gonna kill me..)
its quite cool how we became such good frens. we share our dreams. our ambitions. how we would like our life to be ten years down the road. about committments. about guys. about husbands. about me gettin an indian/ang moh husband ;) haha which my mum doesnt really erm, approve of? i think she would rather i have a normal, un-interesting marriage haha. ;) having someone to pass by the hockey table together. so we can get to our locker. strength comes in numbers YES. those terrorists BOO. someone to defend against all racist jokes because our group is multi-racial!

smiles.

was telling them we should have a book. divide into five portions for each of us. then everytime someone says or does something silly or funny we'd write it down. haha no prizes for guessing who's pages will be filled the fastest ;)

tries to smile.

i find it difficult to smile really brightly at ppl i dont really feel obliged to smile at. maybe u call this dao, but.. i dunno. ;) ok so take it tt im smilin at u now. actually. i dont even haf anyone in mind.. oh wells.

we actually played pepsi-cola for pe today. HA. bcoz stupid class guys didnt wan us to play floorball with them. hey u tink we'll lower ur standard isit? huh? idiots. aniwae we had fun playin our own games k. aniwae, although i strongly protested to playin pepsi-cola, i won the game muahah. ;)

had a headache today. but shall nt let it dampen my spirits or wadsoever, although im quite sure i wasnt lookin my best towards the end of the day.

my dear fren, be strong! dont cry.. even though i cant rem how to write ur chinese name, ill start rememberin it now! haha but it was fun smsin each other in maths lect. ;) btw, i tink i dont owe u any ten cents now.. since two smses cost bout ten cents nowadays. haha.

was really tired after sch today. sorry i sounded so distant in the phone. i noe u hardly ever come to the east anymore! ;) sigh i noe im a bad fren sometimes. sorry sorry.

yafen dragged me to toilet today ahha. we were holdin n swingin our hands, then tanyewhwee saw n said 'hey girls, vj dont encourage such behaviour ah.. ' then he was goin on n on. i tink he thot he was being very funny. ha.

i tink i drive myself nuts sometimes. ahha. sigh.
no i wan to heave a really big sigh.
SIGH.
;)

paint the sky with stars.

a little smthg. somewhat frm tv.

looked up into the sky today
n saw a sky painted with stars
suddenly i dont care how many stars there are
or how far from me they are
i just thought,
the stars tonight are indeed beautiful.
its makes me feel so tiny
yet i feel grateful
for such a beautiful creation.
it must have been what people
have been feelin
for thousands
n thousands of years.
suddenly i feel
im not so alone after all.
someone must have known about me
wantin to look up into the sky tonight
n so he painted the sky with stars.
whoever that person is
i thank him.
;)


ahha ok i haf a lousy memory. i cant really rem wad i heard on tv, n i kinda modified it. but yeah. ;)

hellos ;)

hello haha. how r all my darlings? ;)

sch today wasnt too gd. pretty borin if u ask me.

met mr tan in the morn bout going bck tk to promote vj. i tink me n jane n quite grateful for the response although i tink we expected more on our part, which is not very possible given the lousy date we have to go bck. its the day after our gp paper. oh wells. thanks to all who r going bck-- thanks for makin the effort to show tt u do wan to gif bck to vj (as wad jane kept sayin *smiles). ;)

went for some filmin for moe. they wanted to film our choir for some advert. we had make-up artistes to do make-up for us! quite cool rite. the guys had to put foundation n lip gloss too muaha. haha it was ok lah. too bad gracia n mich cant join us.
wasnt too happy lah k. but nvm.

maths lect. tutorials. my class size was 12. hA.

maths tuition.
pls do not smoke, im positive its bad for ur health. n pls do not encourage ur frens to smoke. there're no such thg as 'social smokin', just DONT do it at all! wads so sociable bout 'social smokin' aniwae. i dont find it attractive. so my frens, pls dont ever smoke. ur lungs will turn black, n u will DIE.

oh. ;) had a really gd time with rai, janice n eug at gelare today. haha we kept laughin lah. rai was being VERY silly. n we were posin arnd with gelare tissues n all hahah. n rai, pls stop takin un-glam pics of me! its so untrue.. haha. ;) but i just love my girlfriends. muackss. oh yah adibah was missin in action coz she was at home gobblin down tons of vanilla ice cream to soothe her poor tonsils. ;)

alot of thgs i wan to say n shout n sing out loud. but its ok. ok well actually its not. i keep wishin tt i haf more time to do alot other thgs sometimes. im wishin for more personal time. which i actually haf bcoz its study-time ahha, but it doesnt count! oh wells. im just being grumpy.
so when u see me pls smile, so ill smile too. ;)

"im worth five dollars more."

firstly, happy birthday ma! ;)

anw, tt was wad i told my sis after i gulped down thai express' iced tea which my sis strongly recommended n which i totally didnt like. only after tastin the iced tea did i rem tt this is the same person who likes to drink grapefruit juice n sour plum bubble tea. definitely weird taste buds. (my sis is weird!!)

watched acappella expresss today. they're a jazz acappella grp from moscow. they haf really fantastic vocals. n they're so talented! their song arrangements r really greaat. nt much vocal percussions tho, but since it doesnt really fit into their type of songs i guess it didnt matter. i miss toxic audio's percussionist, woah tt guy was real gd. anw they did a very nice rendition of amazing grace, i thot. i was really enjoyin their harmony tho at some parts they were pretty boring. coz i cldnt understand a word they were singing.. i guess u'll haf to excuse the russians.
hearin them makes me wanna sing all day long. ;) belt out my fav tunes at top volume. wheeee.

stupid cupid, stop pickin on me. ;)

taddaa! puppy power! haha.

haha today was a very eventful day ;D

right. in a nutshell, we caught a guy whom we saw go in a girl's toilet more than once already. ;) this was the third time. but we didnt report it or anythg coz we thot it wld be somewhat blowin it out of proportion.

anw wad happened today was tt we were outside our classroom waitin for our turn with the pw teacher. so the guys were waitin outside n takin boyband pics. they noticed tt the GUY kept going into the toilet. they knew we girls were suspicious of him so they followed him into the toilet. but apparently he wasnt doing anythg, just standin infront of the uriner. he actually went toilet six times lah. ??
then our classguys left after pw ended. amir stayed with us to take pics, but after a while he left too. then the GUY came again. this time he really did go into the girls' toilet. adibah checked n all, n we were quite anxious to erm, confront him but we didnt really haf a plan. so we were just waitin outside the toilet alley when he came out n we kinda panicked. i was tinkin of wad to say n all that when raihana stormed in n shouted at him "stop right there! where do u tink ur going?" then she asked him y he was in the girls' toilet, we saw him twice before, blah blah n he tried to deny lah. he said he was urgent so he just plunged straight into the girl's toilet. rai was brave larhh. ;) ps. she wanted me to write tt hahah.

first u haf to understand tt to get to the girl's toilet u haf to walk past the boy's toilet first. Then u tink bout him going to male's toilet six times before tt, n the seventh time he had to make a 'mistake'.

so we kinda kept him there n asked him qns.
someone called the pe teachers n they RAN in ;D they looked pretty good ahaha.
then they took charge lah.
we gave our statements.
n became heroines ahhaha. :)

im nt too sure how this wld sound if word gets arnd. so erm. just read. dont spread or anythg. i actually feel a bit sorry for the guy, lk how he's gonna still fit into vj after all this. it was quite a big commotion.. ;x

but we felt quite accomplished after the whole thg muahah. ;)

*thumph* n i fell.

haha i fell down twice today.
fell durin pe. we had soccer. but i didnt fall while playin soccer. i was pickin up the ball. slid on the drain (kinda) n fell on my knees. my beloved knees. i tink i scarred my knee for the fifth time or so. sigh.
then nearly fell down the steps durin chem r. haha alvin had to tell me he saw me fall down lah. didnt even give me face.. boo.

i tink an adorable smile is pretty.. adorable to look at haha.

but no, felicia chin is nt hot.

n my knee is itchy.

politically correct.

my mum tinks i shd be as correct as i can on my blog. i shd nt portray myself as someone who's vain n talk bout my earrings or is bimbotic or egoistic.

rite.

hey u noe wad? my ambition in life is to work for the government. better still, to work within the network of PAP, they're so cool! i wan to gif my own personal best to the government, which in turn will be beneficial for the country. singapore all the way!

grr.

first day of sch.

when my mum woke me up this morn, i was wonderin why she woke me up in the middle of the nite. heyy it was still dark. y do we haf to wake up so early for education? sigh. haha.

if ur one of those ppl who tinks my class guys r actually quite cool or wad, well. tiink again. they make me feel so pri sch sometimes haha.
mrs lim: alvin! stop playin arnd!
*silence
alvin: mdm brandon kachao me larhh.
oh n then there was julian n his 'his is bigger'(??) comment haha. no we're talkin bout gas syringes here. julian's one looked lk it cld swallow up his conical flask, heh.
n there sums up my bio tut today.

my wonderful sis downloaded les choristes songs. ;) hey soundtrack is available at cine. apparantly u can place an order. haha yeah. GO WATCH IT.

hmm, been singin ren xing for the whole day. its stuck in my head. humdeedumm whooosh.

take care all. ;)

im a ditz.

my msn was signin in at two messengers so i thot ill be smart n delete the old version. now my msn comes without a pic. hooray. oh wait. its ok now. ;D

watched the choir boys today. hey its a wonderful movie. i love it! its pretty heartwarmin n close to the heart. aha n they sing really well too. oh the solo.. he's really good! haah i kept cryin throughout the movie. i tink its darkness n the feelin of no one watchin u tt made me erm, tear. haha. i hope no one in the cinema noticed. ;D i just felt touched i guess. if its a real life story my god its quite sad how the kids were treated. down with capital punishment! peppinot is really adorable!

then watched cat high pri. complimentary. there werent even tix. hha they had really cute stuff. lk superman on rollerblades. choir did oliver!, tts y i wanted to watch. was ok lah, at least standard is nt too bad. enjoyed myself. audience was spontaneous n wellbehaved i thot. unlike some i went to. speaks volumes of the behaviour of teenagers nowadays doesnt it.

kids r so spoilt nowadays i dont believe it. was on mrt today n there was this kid, bawlin his lungs, larynx, n teeth out. the usual 'i-dont- wannnnnn' kind of whine n cry n howl. oh my. hey my tolerance for kids is already quite high, i mean, if u compare me to mary n gracia, hey i lovee kids! but really, nt when they r spoilt. parents, pls enforce some discipline in ur kids. parents to be, pls do not spoil ur kids n buy them barbie stuff for every full marks they get for spellin (AHEM baa. ha. ) but pls dont enforce curfews. its horrible. ;)

chicken flu go awayy. ive been survivin on no eggs for quite long liao. n eggs r lk my diet. chickens, go eat panadol flu. i recommend.
;)

任性

喜欢听歌, 感人的歌, 它让我觉得 , 爱是对的
睡不着, 我就醒着, 不用让日子, 被打扰了
寂寞很吵, 我很冷静, 情绪很多, 我很镇定.
因为投入, 所以放弃, 不顾再被痛醒
固执是不是任性的要求, 付出也可能看不结果,终于你还是选择了放手
用逃避, 让感情犯错.
喜欢唱歌, 动人的歌, 它让我获得一点心得
得不到, 我就放掉, 不去碰触到我的需要
承诺算不算任性的要求, 人总是不能太容易感动, 当爱失去自我失去包容
只想要, 你混乱解脱
固执是不是任性的要求, 付出也可能看不到结果, 终于你还是选择了放手
用逃避, 让感情犯错.
喜欢听歌, 感人的歌, 它让我觉得爱是对的.
;)

hahaha.

WHO"S THE PEANUT? *everyone points to rai. ;) heyy shes really the nut lah. haha coz today janice*Ahem. ;) was singing the peanut song frm her leadership camp, then rai said smthg silly, so i asked janice to sing the song again, then pointed to rai as the 'peanut'. ahha. ;) we did tt for the whole evenin, even nic joined in. n its really funny when he does it haha.
oh n im nt going to go near nicholas again coz i always, erm, do smthg to him haha. not on purpose!!

went sch today to (haha) teach janice integration, then realised we were on different frequencies coz i didnt do the qns she wanted me to do. ;)
dawn came today to study in vj! haha. had fun talkin to her n evelynn. eve was being complainy as usual lahh. but wads new :D she still makes me laugh ahha.
saw gracia in sch. when she saw me she looked lk she hasnt seen me(her gd gd fren) in a thousand yrs. either tt or she saw a really beautiful alien. ahha. its DEFINITELY the former lah im just describin her reaction k. haha, anw she asked me wad i was doin in sch. wad else can i be doing in sch?? sigh my fren gracia.

oh i went swimmin near noon with my eldest nephew reuben. ;) i tink im darker now. my face is redder, definitely. tho i dont tink swimmin n me goes together. i just cant swim for nuts. can float, but cannt move forward. heh. oh n hey! haha. i forgot to mention.. i tried the slide! taadaa. there weren't much ppl arnd aniwae. ;) was fun, but i had water up my nose, boo. haha. hee.

i realise i always write in blog in reverse chronological order. ;)

venustraphobia. fear of beautiful women.

new word. heres another one. fear of com- logizomechanophobia. haha no im nt bullshitin. ;) readers' digest.

i nv write wad i really wan here. boo. i wrote a whole lot of rubbish, then realised it nt worth it to cling on to the unhappy stuff, then ill erase it away. boo.

Hm. make my day.

lady madeline.

haha yeah im a happy girl again. wearin my new pair of earrings i bought last nite.
watched madeline in the morn! haha. who says i haf no childhood?? it was sweet to watch it again.
n had a damn healthy lunch. my mum bought rice for me. two servings of greens, wow. my mum is wonderful, i repeat. wonderfully health conscious.

;) shall go do work now.

Rowan. check out his expression ;) wonder wad made him do tt haha.

she acts lk summer n walks lk rain.

haha heh i admit i was quite mean to rai today. but honestly, u absolutely do not comprehend the meanin of bimbo until u've met her. ;D its a statement really.. haha ;D

went for chem n bio re today.
then maths tuition.

u noe. ive always felt kinda indebted to tchers. no its nt some confucian teachin tt i abide by.. but its just tt, i noe its nt easy to teach, esp when u noe tt some ungrateful ppl are at the receivin end. which human being in the right mind wld fork out time just so tt the other party can benefit directly without any direct benefit to him/herself?
i can just imagine adibah tellin me 'human beings in their left minds lahh!' haha. dont ask y.
Aniwae. ;) sometimes im in awe of the thgs tchers do, esp so now with my big pile of tuition ;) i do understand that there are some tchers whom i absolutely doubt their ability to teach well, but today even chanks did a pretty decent job on explainin bondin lah. so. i tink. i shall pay more attention in class. ;)
haha.

went ecp with my three adorable nephews n one beautiful neice today! n my mum aunt n sis(who refused to drive me to sch n i had to WALK to sch under the hot sun WITH my HEAVY bag. boohoo ahhaha. ) we had quite a bit of fun. initially the kids werent too excited bout going there coz i tink it was too early for them? haha but then they got down to playin sand, to the waters, n started tryin to pick out shells :D my sis did quite a decent job of takin the pics, it actually captured the mood pretty well. rowan is on my msn pic so do check him out :) he's having this indignant look on his face, which is absolutely adobrable! haha. u see, im tryin to avoid using the over-used word-- cute. ;)

looks lk we made it. look how far we've come my baby. we might haf took the long way. we knew we''ll get there someday. they say. i bet. they'll nv make it. but just look at us holdin on. we're still together, still going strong. you're still the one. ;) *winks at rai

like stars sprinkled in the sky, forgotten when the sun appears.

i er, didnt do much stuff today.
slept for three hours in the afternoon.
watched cartoon. this really adorable one on kids central (duh!) er, called Laura's Star. i also recommend Totally spies on sundays ahah 1230noon i tink heh. oh n this wed!! 1030. forgot wads the name of the lil sch girl i used to love it when i was a girl. erm well, haha i still do love it ;D
watched days of our lives. n friends. its really quite sad tt friends is ending soon. i hope they haf reruns. ;)

'bare feet tickled by the powdery sand. pressing footprints along the shore. a vain attempt to leave a testament that i walked this path before. will you remember me?'

wads on the lips goes to the hips.

its nt nice to haf a big butt. i dont wan a big butt. dont be mistaken, 'sway with me' does not include butts. ;D so nic, ur wrong. n im nt scary. i can try to like guys.. if they're nice n let me bite. haha.

i did maths! haha one third of my tuition trig qns. laggin, but yes, i did it. whee.

shawn kept tellin me to enjoy life. but how to when ive got to get thru promos first. im sorry i kept harpin on the topic on studies, but.. haix. yeah,u get the idea. ahha and erm, im still quite sure only those who do badly for napfa go in early for army ;) n i wan to go kl for shoppin k, rem that. ;)

i need my beauty sleep. oh yes, i slept my whole afternoon away again.
must try to stop takin afternoon naps. brr.

i dont wan nthg at all.

sometimes u just feel lk screamin in the middle of nowhere n ppl wld still tink ur fine. ;)

n yes, i do feel petty at times. forgive me, i am only woman. but its ok, i really didnt mind gettin the fan n all myself. oh well. its a long story. which im nt going to bother myself with it here.

interact club had some old folks thg at our sch today. yaojun wanted to slack so he came to talk to me n eug. i tink he was really desperate to get away lah ahha. anw this guy walked past n scolded yaojun for slackin, then this silly yj said 'no lah im talkin to old folks here wad.' haha bleahh.

oh yes. today mornin assembly was funny. i was tryin very hard nt to smile n sing at the same time coz im positive i look quite stupid. but the guy behind me frm the nxt class was singin so loud n so out of tune i cldnt help it. ahha. i never managed to find out who he is tho.
oh. ct was standin rite beside me. but noo, rach, i did not even look at him. hahaha. all ur fault. ;)

im a stubbon girl with an attitude. grr chomp chomp i bite. i lk to observe ppl. i haf fetish for shoes n bags n anythg u can buy with green/purple/BLUE notes. contrary to wad shawn tinks, i dont lk to smell guys. i tink im beautiful. i tink im above the ppc curve. i tink i can be quite icy towards ppl i dont really noe, so pls dont judge me by first impressions. i love my darlings. i hate the way guys manipulate girls. in short, i dont really lk guys. i haf an urge to crush up ppls' heads when they talk too much rubbish during lessons/lectures proper. im nt a les, but neither do i wan to get into a relationship with a guy rite now. if u tink i dont really lk u very much, chances r ur quite rite, so leave me alone. even if u dont, ill prob be indifferent to u. sometimes i dont really mean the thgs i say tho i try to be perfect, n if i regret smthg i prob take hundred yrs to tell u the truth( i will eventually) so pls be patient with me. i dont lk lies, i tell the truth. truth is, i cant lie very well ;) i can be quite mean, but i have never been bitchy to anyone straight into the face(at least i cant rem one incident which i have.. ) i dont wear bracelets necklaces or rings unless i really haf n wan to. indian bangles r a different story ;) im worried tt i wont get married n liren will haf to pay me hundred bucks. i dont wan his hundred bucks! n i haf no idea why i wrote this. whee.
cheerios oreos.

drowned in fatigue.

haha was feelin quite tired the whole day. woke up really late this morn.
a smile in the mornin cheers me up. ;)
pe was floorball. lets nt forget the conditioning we did before tt. maybe he wanted to let us play basketball again, just tt it was rainin. but oh well. i played quite well! ahah. rai said i play lk im playin golf. tts gd, didnt noe i haf a flair with sticks ;)

had to stay bck for chem.
repeat: we dont copy, we refer. ;)

went ecp lagoon to buy food for dinner.

idol! ahha. i thot tonight's contestants were all pretty gd. standard was quite high. im glad chris lee got in heehee. yup candice n daphne r gd too. cant wait for final ten to start.
kenlim is more attitude than me larh.

my sis is going melbourne for medicine. proud of her ;) she got the news yesterday but didnt tell me.. hellooo even if i came home late u cld haf just told me. how difficult is it to tell me?? we even sleep in the same room! grr grr chomp chomp. but wad to do, older sis are all so irritating. younger ones r more adorable..
unanimous.

chicken or bird?

pw rox. in fact, its so gd i didnt get to sleep in late this morn n had to do a mornin walk frm parkway to amberville. really, it rox.
yawn. ahah

went bing's hse for mini party. celebration for the virgos. ;) thanks bing xun sheena for the food haha. sorry bimin for finishin up the food before u cld eat it!! i honestly didnt noe. i feel quite bad bout u eatin prata.. sorry!
anw. we played mahjong. ahah. the tiled felt quite big, considerin the ones we played in germany were the travel pack kind, it was really small n u had to squint to look at the words. played with gab n lucas. haha. erm, me n gracia had our bloopers haha.
i mistook a flower(some chicken i tink) for the first bamboo (a bird.). heyy they both look the same lahh. birds. aiyo. ahha. anw they had a gd time laughin it off n we had to restart the game. haha.
both me n gracia got negative scores in the end ahha. n gab had lk, 95?? we suspect tt since he was the one takin down the scores he probably did some fantastic f maths thg n made his pts higher.. haha.
lucas kept takin his tiles before i did. coz i was quite slow n blur. heyy mister i noe u can count very well. haha.
the others were watchin love actually. ahh its such a wonderful movie. i tink i can watch it till my white hairs drop out n i wont get sick of lookin at the cute lil boy! ;)
had to go off early coz i went out the whole of yesterday n thot i shd come home a bit earlier to do some work. boo.

smthg bout u.-corrinne may hehheh.
i dont noe wad u do to me.
but everytime i see u its a natural high.
its lk, rediscoverin eden.
with chocolate coated rainbows n cotton candy skies.
n everytime u look my way
i wish i had the guts to say--
Theres smthg in ur eyes
smthg in ur smile
smthg in the way u move me
you make me wan to sing
make me wan to dance
make me wan to cry
im fallin in love with u. ;)
i tink ill hire cupid.
he'll make u see tt we're more than just frens
u'll be, tossin n turnin
countin the hours till u see me again
n everytime u'll kiss my hands
n say the words i long to hear
chorus repeats..

blahblahblah. ;)

"of course,this is the real world.where people are blinded by what's not to be.it's alright,i think i can manage.i'll just tread through these shallow waters and let life go by.deep down,it's known that we'll never be.but,silly me,i still cling on.that maybe,just maybe one day.i'll become yours,and you mine." untitled, koped frm gracia's blog.

tkgs rox rox rox.

;D am a very happy n satisfied girl today. well, almost, i must noe how to count my blessings rite?

vjc tchers can act. n they can sing too. n play the drums, n play the guitar, n dance. ;D im quite impressed by the efforts n sophistication of the musical producti0n ;D the highlights i must say, was the harley davidson being driven through the stage durin this rock performance, tt was just way too cool man. haha. n the full monty of coz. ;D i was laughin n screamin frm the sights of men stripin, sigh. haha.
mr kan was a rocker. haha.
my lao shi was some elvis presley fan. she was tryin to touch him all the time.. yux. hahaah
mrs ang/ms choo was cool. i yelled out her name, nt quite sure if she heard.. ;D
mr chan was actin as a drug addict/hippie, n sat nite fever dance. ^_-
mrs lim! was dancin some.. dance. ahaha.
edna tan was cool. ahha.
mr ueng was missin in action.
mr chew looked gd. ;)
chris wong wasnt there too. hm.
aniwae who cares. they were gd. too bad the last part was a bit screwed up. i feel quite bad for the tchers.. they prepared smthg so nice for us but we didnt prepare sufficiently for them.. ah oh wells. ;)
hope nicholas finds his wallet. somehow. ;-
TKGS rox. rox rox rox.
other than the fact tt it was damn hot in the hall, n i went down to canteen n had my chicken rice. am so going to go down one day for a proper lunch..
almost my whole class was there! haha, it was gd enough for me. missed all the indian community gossips n stories :) joy's lovable irritatin ways(haha ok, sometimes haha) shalina's bitchy retorts (but who can not love her??) n chitra's scandalous stories wahaha. n adibah n roshn n sk n bing n yafen tt i see everyday heh. n nabila! was so happy to see her at heeren when she came behind us n said 'hello girls' or smthg like tt. n nadyyaa. ;D
adela chee was wearin some hip hop thgy, n she went 'yo' to me. wahaha. i cldnt stop laughin.
mrs karen tan n mrs kong was in tkgs uni. hur cldnt recognise them. mrs tan look damn gd for her age lahh. n mrs kong looks gd with her hair spiked up ;D
we the laolaos did tkgs cheer at the back of the hall at the end of the concert.. ;) everyone in the hall was lookin at us but it felt gd just to do the tk cheer again in close proximity of.. real tkgs girls haha.

talked to ms yeo. ahha missed her! she said i grew prettier.. ahha maybe it kinda explains how i looked lk in sec sch, but heyy, u guys noe its nt the truth rite? prettier means i was already pretty.. ahha
anw. its damn clear n obvious tt the new changes our principal made is nt welcomed by the tchers. maybe needs some adjustin n gettin use to, but hey, u dont just change the whole system just bcoz ur some @#*#$* president scholar. BOO.
ms yeo told rosh to go get a boyfriend. wahaha.
mrs chan is still the same. :) motherly n all.
i miss the tkgs community.
but i tink. tkgs has changed. ok, duh, ppl come n go, but the sch culture shd remain. but no it didnt, bcoz when the tchers left, they took the culture with them. perhaps ms terry is givin the sch a different culture, n hey, theres still big small Mr Angs n ms yeo n mrs chan n ms chuan n mr yeo n ms ann n adela chee n karen tan, but.. its jsut differnt knowin tt tchers left when we left. as rosh said, i wld love to gif bck to tkgs wad it had given me. :) n rid the root of the evil grass.
i love my tk frens. muacks to all. ahha.

oh yes. collateral is damn gd. whoosh. tom cruise looks gd in grey hair n grey suit(kinda reminds me of george clooney, ahhh!!:D ), but no i dont gush lk adibah. we were all goin to fall off our seats at the last thirty mins or so coz it was so nerve wreckin but adibah was going lk 'oh he's so cuteee!' arGH. how oblivious can u get. ;D ahha. but tts my gd fren lah,shall nt tease her too much here. ;D she actually got the highest score for my phone's game. nt a bimbo afterall ahha.

a smile can brighten up one's day.
i shd smile more. ;)

psyched up.

bout tmr! haha its silly,but yes im excited at the prospect of watchin vj tchers perform 'a torrid affair' i hope its gd!, n going back tkgs n seein all my frens n tchers n juniors again. !! darn i cant tink of any other word except 'excited' haha. ;D

got bck my chinese marks today. ahah hey, i got my a2. but the zuo wen tt im so proud of (mary n rachel u girls inspired my compo baby! ) was actually out of point. ahah i expected it lah. er will type it out here if ive got the time (nt now, my sis really wan to use the com soon). but hey, ive got 15/17.5 for my lang. quite proud of tt. ;D its really smthg straight out frm my heart so my dearest frens, pls support me a bit. ;)

ive got three ppl since yesterday tellin me 'i encourage u k' haha. i actually feel quite gd bout it. yeahh.

rite before i forget, i made a bet with liren today. no wait, he made a bet with me. yes the same guy who said my phone is the chioest part of me.. i was sayin smthg lk 'im nt gonna get married' n he made a bet with me tt i wld. duh of coz i wld WANT to get married but smtimes lookin at the guys arnd me i sigh in despair. anw i tink in bout 10-15 yrs' time he will be 100bucks richer. soon lah. haha.
;)

boogie.

econs lect was short today coz the yr twos had to use the lt for lock up or smthg.

chem test was bleah. i cldnt finish! but ok lah, at least i knew how to do some of it..

bio test later.

jc life rox, woohoo.

im havin my intellectual look now. wearin specs!

my chem tutor isnt very gd. he kinda ignored me n eug today in class, nt tt its the first time. n he gave us wrong ans lah, thanxx. i felt quite smart in his class tho. ;) chem tuition helps.

tk haf no time slot for us victorians to go bck n dance our mass dance. i cant decide whether im happy or sad.. haha. at least i get to haf my class lunch ;D
haf to chiong maths today coz some nic took four days to photocopy my math tuition haha.

woogie.

im a ms teo too.

went sentosa to watch ngee ann pri perform at the musical fountain. they havin a series of 'fountain of youth' concerts. hey ngee ann pri choir is fantastic haha. ;) its amazin how gd pri sch choirs can sound. not to mention the fact tt they r really adorable. they kept turnin their heads bck to look at me once they knew 'ms teo's sister is there. haha. i even went down to say hi to them. hey one guy said i was cute k. muahah.
too bad my sis wont be seein them for too long.

hey check out my msn pic. i love it.

chem lecture test tmr. bio open bk test (heh my class quite gd at bargainin.. ) aniwae im still nt too sure bout chromosome numbers n stuff. i need to ask somebody..

need to start serious muggin. maybe lk now..

i shall stop takin afternoon naps. detrimental to my mental state.

:) tall and tan and young and lovely the girl from ipanema goes walkin and when she passes, each one, she passes goes 'ahh!'. when she walks she's like a samba that swings so cool and sways so gentle that when she passes each one she passes goes 'ahh!'.
oh but i watch her so sadly.
how can i tell her i love her?
yes, i would give my heart gladly
but each day when she walks to the sea
she looks straight ahead not at me
tall and tan and young and lovely, the girl from ipanema goes walkin and when she passes i smile but she doesnt see.
she just doesnt see.
no she doesnt see.

i love nat king cole.

flattery gets u everywhere. discuss.

gracia my blog does nt look suicidal. the background was actually black.. so i changed it to a more yellow look heh. n it still looks suicidal?? its ok ppl dont worry bout me, im fine.. its just the occassional urge to push my fren gracia onto the road when a car passes by, but other than tt, really, im fine.. ;)

nuraini said i look prettier today, whee. maybe its the earrings. i wore the one tt me n gracia bought yesterday when we went parkway to walk. okok, i also bought shoelaces n stickers, but hey, my world is much more yellow now, isnt tt great? ;) had a gd time with gracia yesterday, other than the fact tt i still tink she shd haf went home to rest. go see a doctor!

had many 'first times' for today.
lets see. first time:
i chose snickers over mars.
haha drats, i cant rem the others. ;)
smthg bout rai.. ah.

oh today i bought the jelly for the yep thg. was standin at the booth with yaf when someone commented tt there were complaints tt the jelly looks inedible. so they asked me how did the jelly taste. i said 'ok lah, better than the ones i make' n everybody laughed. ahah i was quite embarrassed, shall nt let too many ppl noe i cant really bake or make jelly. eug kept remindin the others how i burnt my cookies at my first attempt.. while playin the games on MY phone. smart girl eh.

pw second draft is in seven days.
i shall nt complain bout pw, since i got to meet gary tan thru it. ;D

hahaha.

studyin in sch tmr with rai, n rai dearest. im beginnin to like chem, now tt i understand organic chem. n buffers n solubility product.

bak kuteh for dinner later. my sis's recommendation. she hang out too much with ppl who go to nice plcs to eat.. lk xuhao or smthg.

whee.

helloo.

nthg much happened today.
wrote email to rach n mary yesterday. felt quite gd after tt

spooked the girls out last nite. eug was tellin ghost stories, then i asked 'do u noe who loves listenin to ghost stories? the ghosts themselves'. well yeah, i succeeded in spookin myself too.

felt lk changin my blog layout. came home early today so decided to do it. got scolded by my mum for wastin time, but oh well. wont change it anymore until im really free.

wore a hairband to sch n everyone kept sayin i look more lk lijiawei with my hair up. n no one said i look intellectual?? sigh.
haha.

take care all.

laughs

started my day off with a really loud laugh with rai. we saw smone do smthg really.. well. action-big n we collapsed in laughter after that. n we cldnt really stop. n i succeeded in embarrassin myself again. haha my image is so ruined. ;)
then later we were talkin bout chanks meetin the perm sect. someone passed a casual comment askin if they were gonna discuss metrosexuality together.. then i thot of the south park cartoon. haha hey maybe they REALLy are lobsters in disguise, ready to take over the world. "if u cant win them, change them." haha but it was quite a hilarious thot, n as usual only me n rai laughed coz only both of us had watched the video. :) then i grew as red as a lobster. heh.

well other than tt, there isnt much to say.
wrote a letter bck to yafen ;)
am NOT gonna eat gelare tmr. will run cross country route again! yeahh. hot bod hot bod!! ahahha.
some ppl shd jsut keep their comments to themselves. lk some certain ppl sittin behind me durin bio lect. just shush up if u dunno anythg 'thylakoid is some enzyme i tink... *complain complain*. ha.
i heard frm my dad tt my mum was the kind who was quite cold towards guys in sch too. :) noticed i said 'too'. ;) but hey she got married so i shdnt worry too much haha.
im mad.

男人不该让女人流泪

im quite sure i saw willaim soh(?) walk past me in the airport. i was starin at him quite closely. he was just lk, thirty cm away frm me?? woah. ;) haha.

slept my sunday away. again. i tink im a pig. can someone pls check? i slept after eatin lunch.. n didnt wake up until we were bout to go off for dinner.

at tampines mall today someone called out 'lijiawei!' as i walked past. heh. i noe someone said before i kinda look lk her (hey nt everyone with small eyes look lk each other k) but haha, a stranger?? my sis tinks its the greatest joke of the century or smthg. yawn. cant blame her she has little amusement nowadays. ahaha.

anw heres a lil smthg, courtesy of eug. ;) the whole song is a lil too long, ill just write the part i like. heard it on radio one morn.
我真的懂，你不是喜新厌旧
是我没有， 陪在你身边当你寂寞时候。
别再看着我 说过你爱过 别再伤痛
我不难过 这不算什么
只是为什么眼泪会流 我也不懂
不要再说 或许这是最好的结果
现在分手 总好过你不爱我 一拖再拖
松开你的手 离开你左右
我向前走 这会是我真正的 解脱
;) yes yanzi does rock.

boogie woogie.
ps if u wanna read my chinese try changin the encodin under 'view' to 'unicode. ;) yippee.

same side of the moon.

chi test today was okay, it was the waitin for it to finish that weren't ok. i was so afriad i wld miss the chance to at least call rach since i cant send her off just bcoz I"VE GOT A CHINESE EXAM TO FINISH. i was under the impression tt we could leave whenever we want in the last five mins. but i looked arnd n no one left. then when we could go off i kinda ran off. think i looked pretty disoriented, but who cares. rach said a few seconds later n she would haf gone in.. ah sigh.
anw i wrote bout rach n mary in my compo. :) will send them a copy of it when i get it back heh. im quite proud of the compo, other than the fact tt its really neat ( i used liquid paper n didnt cross out any words.. :D ), its smthg ive been thinkin about for quite some time. if we're lookin at the same side of the moon, we cant be that far away frm each other. so lets treasure the friendship tt we had, ignore wad the outside world has to say, n be happy in our small lil world. yeah. i was tearin when i wrote it (honest. yeah a bit oversentimental but heh, no one noticed anyway. i hope.) dunno if janice or norman noticed my sniffin, since i was wearin my thick comfy puma. ah sigh.

anw i love my beloeved. thanks mich for holdin my hand. ;D n adibahh. yeah.

had been going out with rach for past few days. thurs for dinner at swensons, n yesterday she came sch. it was fun. we just sat in t12 n talked. it felt lk we were watchin the sch behind a glass window.. they cant really see us but we cld see them perfectly. n we cld talk bout them n they wouldn't know heh. ;) it felt gd. other than that we were runnin arnd sch. ahem. ;)

needed stress-relief when i got home n i got it. meteor garden. hey i never thot it was this nice to watch.. shancai is cool man. n jerry is quite cute. ;) then i slept my way till six, woke up in time to see lijiawei play her sixth n seventh set. quite disappointin i must say, but i guess she was just nervous. but she won her more than the korean woman did, so i guess.. job well done lah.

yeah. today off day for me. nt gonna do math or anythg. will read my agatha christie.
gracia! we need go library sooon.

intelligence comes with specs.

wore specs to sch today instead of my usual contacts. haha everyone said i look more intellectual *beams. n i managed to solve this math prob eug cldnt really do.. yeahh. ;) maybe i shd wear my specs more often.. as much as i hate wearin it.

janice n rai didnt come sch today, so it was pretty quiet. they both peeped at guys, so ended up with sore eyes/acute conjuctivitis. heh. ;)
adibah n eug kept bullyin me today. i kept huggin the pillars in sch tho. nice pillars, gd pillars, my fren the pillar.
eug's porkchop flew off her plate. haha yes, the whole piece. heh. ;) im nt the only clumsy one arnd. yeahh. ;)

math tuition is a total braindrain. esp when its 730-930pm. whoof. we nearly went bonkers after math tuition yesterday. but i tink im gonna continue. i mean, i knew wad i was gettin myself into when i signed up for math tuition, so im nt gonna complain. ;) anw its quite cool coz i made more frens whee. dont worry mum my tuition all girls..

had a one to one short econs re with mr ueng today.
then went for choir meeting. saw the cat there n distanced myself one metre away. i could still hear it mewing away..
then went for chem re with gracia n mich n hian coz their tcher arranged it specially for choir ppl. he's pretty good at explainin, now i finally understand hybridisation. sadly, its nt in the syllabus n nt really useful unless u take chem s. but wells. he's gd nonetheless. very patient. mr teo u rock.
bio re with my class. they were doing respiration. then i realised.. i need to refresh what i learnt for midyrs. fast. soon. maybe now. ;)

dinner today at suntec. my sis wanted to bring us to this steamboat buffet. 25++ bucks for adult. askin me to go buffet is equivalent to throwin the money away.. so i strongly protested (anw the food was lk ox'tongue n blahblaah. hmm.) n we ended up at feicui eatin la mian n xiao long bao. ;) nice.
my sis was linkin her hand into my arm when we were walkin. then i attitude'ed back 'i very close to u ah'. n guess wad this girl with long strong fingers frm playin too much piano pinched me n immediately u cld see the blue-black.. i havent got my revenge yet. strangely, its nt showing anymore. it was hurtin quite badly just now. DARN.

swensons tmr with my darlings. ;)

aching.

firstly. Happy BIRHTDAY YUTING!!! ;D heh i still rem ur bdae, duh ur my hao peng you. take care k. ;)

haha ran with eug on sat 'for fun'. after spa. went the cross country route, tts bout 3.2k? heh i walked after halfway, but eug ran beside me as i walked.. ;) now im achin. after two days?? i need to exercise more man. humrph.

went beach with rach rosh nab tt sat evenin. sigh i miss us. its so nice to just sit there n talk ur hearts out. i really love them. my soulmates! they're enough for me.. ;D wad nab said was true, we can say wad we really feel n all tt n we wont be judged.. its a gd feelin to know tt we've come so far. love the girls. i still wan my swensons!! ;) wed wed wed. yeah.

mary called bing this morn. lucky i dropped by the choir room, or i wont even get to talk to her at all. :) she misses my low manly voice.. haha. im convinced its sexy k. u noe, low n husky. :) i shall follow her wonderful n brilliant advice: REN. ;)

lets nt mention i was quite shocked to see my dear fren mich even redder than normal outside choir room this morn. its ok, shes strong, n shes got me (her beloved.) ;)

meet the parents session on sat was, by adibah's standards, boring. i mean, haha her dad is really nonsense lah. 'oh my adibah is a gd girl.. i dont let her watch tv.. i sit with her to do her tuts..' muahaha its really funny. my mum was nice enough to say tt she has confidence in me. :)

n i went for cip yesterday. some paralympics thg for wheelchair tennis. hey lookin at these ppl play tennis, im startin to tink, nthg is really impossible. even with almost zero audience they played their hearts out, n they played really well, esp the doubles. u cld see them being very serious n i loved watchin the chemistry btwn eugene n johnathan. they won ;) i made frens there too.. they're as nuts as those woodbridge. apparently yafen is worst :)
anw the funny part was that i ended 1 1/2 hrs later than i said i wld n my parents got really worried n started callin everyone else they knew including eug's parents. they thot i was missing. no joke. i wasnt quite happy bout the big fusst, but neither were they. (i retorted with smthg bad.. but heh. me n my mouth) ok i shdnt be complainin coz at least ive got parents who really love me. but sometimes.. sigh they're still quite protective. im waitin for uni to come but they always say at the rate im going they're gonna make me go nus or smthg.. evil.

love all my frens. muacks. ;)

pw rox.

just gave up my lunch break to go com lab to do pw, wow. whee. yeah. its cold in here. friday's gonna be a long day for me.
im nt too sure y im here. heh.

cant be tt far frm me, if we're both lookin on the same side of the moon.

i feel old, jaded n icy.

nt in the best of moods while in sch today, nt bcoz of the horrible cramps i had (lucky rachel had the two pink pills) but well. some ppl.
im nt too sure if i gave them my total-attitude face or a nonchalent look.
i still haf to be fair n objective.
i cldnt wait to get out of the room.
played piano outside. had some soothin effect on me.
im glad for frens lk mich n gracia. :)

n yes, im icy cold.
i just cant be bothered. or at least i pretend so. yeah, so keep it tt way, dont bother me.
grr. i bite.

(added bout half an hr later)
im happy for frens who nv fail to cheer me up. even tho sometimes ive been quite mean to them. although i call brandon asshole, i still appreciate him for being my fren. i mean, hey he's my first guy fren in vj. wow. as much as an asshole he is, he's still my fren. yeah. im so nice to him. n theres shawn too.
actually im tokin to both of them now on msn. just thot tt i shd remind myself tt life isnt as horrible as i thot if ive got frens lk gracia (its the privilege of friendship to talk nonsense n still haf tt nonsense appreciated) n mich (ive got a red ass n no u cant check it out ;D) n brandon n shawn. yeah. n rosh rach nab n nur, cant wait for dinner this sat! of coz theres always my girlfriends frm the bimbo club.
muacks.

leavin on a jet plane.

have experienced much over the span of the last three days.

rach's party was fun. i realised how much i missed my tk frens! other than the regulars i see in vj, theres may anu NABB ;) duck. had fun in the water (was a poolside party, n first victim to be dunked was rosh. i was supposed to be may's partner in crime but ended up being far away frm the action. ahha) but some hao jiemei of mine suggested to the rest that i shd be dunked too. so yeah. i got wet. had fun in the pool tryin to do synchronised swimmin with rach rosh n may. we failed. haha. then rosh n may came up with this silly cultish 'joinin of hands ceremony'.. ??? we were really nuts to do all the thgs we did tt day. ahha but felt gd to haf fun among the girls again, nt tt i havent been doin tt in vjc. heh.

went malaysia early morn on national day. visited my aunt who had relapse of cancer. u noe, i dont tink im that strong after all. when i saw her, i really got a shock. she was thin n bony, wad a vast difference from what i saw durin cny, when she was just gettin better. her thin legs stuck out beneath the thin blanket, n the area around her mouth was near black, though my dad said it was already better compared to last wk when he saw her. when she saw me n my sis she told us how her tongue n back of her mouth were gettin sores n she was in terrible pain, then she remembered how my grandfather for one period of time (near his death i suppose) kept wantin to eat ice kachang n ice creams.. he must have been in such pain too. then she started tearin, n i couldnt really control myself too.
i kept lookin at her n tinkin, well its nt too bad already. her husband really loves her n tries all means in search of the 'perfect' medicine for her even though the doctors are givin up on her.
everyone says i look lk her in her younger days. i cant help but think, will the same thg happen to me?
will i be surrounded by those i love n those who love me when that time comes? will i have a partner who will stick with me through health n illness. love me even when i look the most horrible.
but she still has two young children who are barely old enough to take care of themselves sometimes. her eldest son is far away in aust, unable to accompany her as much as he wans to.
;(

on a lighter note, came back in time to go marina south to watch fireworks. i go there almost every year without fail. never see anyone near my age, only those a decade younger or two decades older. thot the heart shaped fireworks were unique, but my fav is still the golden showers thg. the first time i saw it i felt as if it was showerin upon me.. it felt so magnificant :) have been tryin to recapture that feelin, but i gues its pretty impossible unless one day i manage to grab a tix to ndp.

watched the return with my mum today. its her second time watchin it. she was my hot date for the day ;) its an okay film. i mean, ive liked other films much better. i guess the bottom line is just to treasure what u have with u at present. well if u wanna know, the story is bout this dad who comes bck to the family twelve years later, n takes the two boys out on a fishin trip which became a 'business' trip for him n he has to travel to a deserted island to get smthg. the younger boy is defiant n one last situation triggers the father n he hits them, then the little boy runs off n the father runs after him, n the eldest runs after the father.. then the father dies while tryin to get the younger son back. yeah. they rowed the father's body back, then they lost the father's body coz the boat sank while they were tryin to load some stuff into a car. ah sigh. then it ends abruptly. i guess that's y some ppl dont lk the film. it leaves u with a thousand n one question marks.

how many of us can actually, amidst our already tight schedules, still find time to coach lil kids without acceptin a single cent. im glad i noe such a person. ;)

JUMP for my love

Jump for my love- the pointer sisters
Your eyes tell me how you love me
Can feel it in your heart beat
I know you like what you see
Hold me, I'll give that you need
Wrap your love around me
You're so excited, I can feel you
Getting hotter, oh baby
I'll take you down, I'll take you down
Where no one's ever gone befor
eAnd if you want more, if you want more
More, more, more

Jump for my love
Jump in and feel my touch
Jump you want to taste my kisses
In the night then

Jump, jump for my love
Jump, I know my heart can make you happy
Jump in, you know these arms
Can feel you up
Jump, you want to taste my kisses
In the night then
Jump, jump for my love

You told me, I'm the only woman for you
Nobody does you like I do
Then make a move before you try and
Go much farther, oh baby
You're the one, you, you are the one
And heaven waits here at my door
And if you want more,
If you want more, more, more then
When you are next to me, oh I come alive

Your love burns inside
Feels so right
Come to me if you want me tonight jump
Jump if you want to taste my kisses
In the night then
Jump, jump, jump
Jump, you know my heart can
Make you happy
Jump, you know theese arms can feel you up
Jump in, you want to taste my kisses
In the night then
Jump, jump for my love

in this sweet madness.

college clean up in the morn. wad a bore. we didnt do much. n we got scolded by the aunty coz we took her brooms. n my classroom is soo dirty even though the uncle is suposed to 'in charge' of it or smthg coz his stuff is all in our classroom. there were so many dustballs.. yucks.
lunch was with the girls n minyan jamie sianghan junhong. minyan introed me to the fried hokkien mee, its really quite nice. janice was teasin sianghan. quite funny. ;) he asked her how to say 'ugly' in tamil n she said 'sianghan' without even tinkin. haha. he's such a ah pek lah.

went airport for swensons dinner. saw valmond studyin. he picked up his drink, n tried to wave at me with the same hand i guess, coz the drink dropped. ha. even my mum was laughin.

my shoulders r hurtin! argh. they're burnt, red, n hopefully nt rottin away. i cldnt really get a gd slp last nite coz it hurts when i lie on my back. it gets worst when i try to shift around. ;(

JUMP. for my love. JUMP IN. lalalal. lalala kisses in the night hey. JUMP IN for my love!
;)

wad a day.

worst racial harmony cum national day i ever had. makes everythg seem pretty meaningless, really. n wad unenthusiastic ppl we haf in vj. v few ppl actually bothered to not come in sch u. but its ok, they r the ones missin out on the fun. im quite disappointed. but maybe bcoz they prefer to have such a light n short concert n its silly to dress up for two n a half hrs of sch? but still. tsk. i had fun tryin to dance in my sari. ;)

anw. went to beach with rosh n rach. silly nur dont wan come lah. we had a gd time just sittin there, enjoyin the strong n cool sea breeze, not even talkin much, although rach seemed to be mumblin on about some certain lanky brownhaired guy. ;) but it feels gd to be together with them again. ah. im missin out on so much.

going for chem tuition later. whee.

spend all ur time waitin.

went for chem r today. nt too bad, my thermochem isnt tt bad afterall, didnt look thru notes n still cld do most of the sums. just amazed tt for my class only eight didnt haf to go for chem r. n to make it worst, jon tiong told me tt those e graders frm his class didnt haf to attend chem r. wth. argh.

anw i tink the yr two srs r interestin ppl. they give the choir character, lk harris n samuel lim to vj, n connor to tkg ( well, used to). was in the choir room with them for a short while after chem r while waitin for my dad to fetch. haha. hm.

am quite excited about tmr. quite sily lah, ahah, considerin half of the population wld most prob turn up in uniform. still, the thot of wearin smthg different. yeahh. n i got cenwei to lend me the blue one haha. ;) i got too bored with pink. bing says i cant pull off blue. evil girl. haha ;)

i love books.

really i do. the number of times ive been to library on my own will in the last six years will be one, n that was today. ;D i actually called gracia up n asked her if she wanted to go. coz i noe she wans to. im such a nice fren, considerin im always being called 'piece of fish'.
well i shdnt had. stupid girl cheat my feelings, give me wrong directions to walk, then make me carry books arnd. she borrowed 14 bks! n sabrina the teenage witch somemore. haha. but we had a gd time in the library lah. we had to go to the toilet to laugh it off coz it was too hard to laugh silently. too bad all the books i recommended to her cldnt be found in marine parade library. lousy! the bks i read r of high quality k. agatha christie. robyn sisman. tony parsons. woohoo.

sigh. my econs tutor is officially nt very up to standard n lazy. sigh. i must start askin him more qns so he cannt slack.

talked to rosh just now. missed her so much! ahha havent talked to her for so long.. so today i told her to call me. ;D too bad mum was chasin me off the phone, but yeah, it was a very nice convo, as usual. ;D cant wait for fri. goin beach with rosh n rach n prob nur n nab. wad a long wait for reunion.

anw. new song i came up with durin econs.
-coz obviously, im out of ur league, ur wasting ur time, ill nv be urs, n now u nv will be gd enough for ME.-
;)

its all so cold.

its a long long journey.
till i know where im supposed to be
its a long, long journey
and i dont know if i can believe
when shadows fall n block my eyes
i am lost and know that i must hide
its a long, long journey
till i find my way home to you

many days i've spent
drifting on through empty shores
wondering what's my purpose
wonderin how to make me strong
i know i will falter i know i will cry
i know you'll be standin by my side
its a long, long journey
and i need to be close to you

sometimes it feels no one understands
i dont even know why
i do the things i do
when pride builds me up til i cant see my soul
will you break down these walls
and pull me through?

'cause its a long, long journey
till i feel that i am worth the price
you paid for me on calvary
beneath those stormy skies
when satan mocks and friends turn to foes
it feels like everythg is out to make me lose control
its a long, long journey
Till I find my way home to you.
-journey corrinne may

smaller eyes.

i cried.
i didnt wan to cry, coz i kept thinkin 'this isnt goodbye, this is only 'see u later'. i didnt wan to sing noman, i kept tellin gab 'no dont, its silly' but yeah, we did sing noman (sorry i was so imposing, gab) n then i felt lk cryin. i didnt really sing much coz i can so feel how no sound is gonna come out of my mouth. then when mary came over n hugged us, sayin 'hug for special ppl', the tears just kept flowin. even when she went inside n was at the desk i was cryin uncontrollably. memories of germany just kept flashin bck at me, n i was thinkin how we'll have to play mahjong with only three ppl, german bridge with only three ppl. no one voice out the vulgarities tt we all wanted to shout out loud. the times i spent with her gracia mich was one of the most 'liberal' times i ever felt. all the laughin, singin, harmonising, silly jokes, cryin, my god i felt lk we were in our own world. we didnt have to wait for anyone if we didnt feel lk it(which was most of the time), we just went arnd ourselves n had fun. its nt tt i hate the choir ppl, but i just love them more.
even when she was gone i was still cryin, n i kept tellin myself 'stop jy, this is so silly.' i wan to be selfish n tell her nt to go, its gonna make my life less perfect, but then again, i noe she'll be happier there.
love u mary. take gd care of urself. n the mahjong cards!
gary tan n mark chay arent even impt anymore.

'teo jia'

to the wonderful pink blob who gave me this name, thank u for scriptin out the epic battle btwn two young adolescents involvin a pink box so beautifullly. go be the next homer ;)
i was readin her blog n i ended up laughin to myself. ahah i just zoomed in to the parts with 'teo jia' ahha. ;) its really funny.
wassup with my small eyes n waxed hair? i look gd k. ;)
pynkque.blob.

my blood is sweet.

our class had to change the flags arnd the sch to national day flags for pe today. gd thg? we didnt haf to run or play stupid games. bad thg? we had to walk down at the drains, n i got a whoopin record of six bites on my legs. see, my blood is sweet.

hail liren. we managed to get an interview with markchay n company tmr. we might have to leave sch earlier. jiaxun is so jealous. ;) oh yeah. we're going acjc for interview. i tink im ready to melt. haha. ok not really. eye candy only ;)

little bitty pretty one-billy gilman ;)

billy gilman is so adorable. haha. ;)

anw my mid yrs r nt gd. its nt even lookable grades. i gotta buck up alot. n its pretty scary bcoz i tink i did study but obviously it wasnt enough. or theres smthg wrong with the way i ans qns.. for the first time in my life i feel as if grades r gonna jeopardise my life or smthg. n my mum is gettin strict on me coz of it. i mean, after germany i am laggin behind in lectures n i dont wan to make it any worst than  it is. i've got lecture tests comin up soon.

so its byebye internet, hello books.

jingle bells. ;)

ive got quite a bit of thgs comin up this wk.
track finals! amir's runnin ;) no pressure bro. this girlfriend of mine can make it one.
choral fest concert. haha after germany still got this 'shite' heh. poor ppl. ill try make it if my parents dont squeak bout it ;)
nic's bdae bbq. but i bet lotsa other girls r going so it doesnt make a dif if i go or nt.. ;D
mary's flight! i gotta make it for this one man.. after all that silly fuss on nt going to the movie marathon thgy! arghh. :) man i love this babe. im nt even imaginin choir without her, its too horrible to even think bout it. who's gonna play mahjong with us? german bridge? bridge?? n wad about all the erm, talkin? ahahha ( my mum reads my blog so i try to censor as much as i can hahaha) n il be stuck in an animal farm.. bah. i'll miss her but i respect her decision. ;) she better come bck for carollin! im definitely savin a plc for u! and a golden tix for an outin with jy :) 
n my dearest nephew's bdae party. smthg lk a funfair. ahha. ;) he's really cute. his two brothers r cute too!

speakin of which. i tink ive been a lousy fren to rach. i havent been spendin enough time with her, n now it seems nxt to impossible to actually spend a full day out with her or smthg. grumble grumble. rach dearie pls understand. ;(

no pls dont be mistaken im nt really so sad. im just.. saddened. sigh its ok. i laughed alot in sch today, the girls really make me laugh. :) rai is as bimbotic as ever, i dont see how she took over my APness when i was away ahha. n ba still laugh at bradon's jokes. lk, she's the only one who laughs hard enough ahahah. n janice has no voice! which makes it really fun to tease her. u must noe, normally u can only hear her voice. ahha. n chinese class is full of laughter as usual. all the nonsense.

talkin bout brandon. this guy is mad. this shawn guy came over n sat wif us today n he dared brandon to walk to n fro on top of the canteen table. n he did. reminds me of the time when he drank this mixture of chilli ketchup n wadnots in macs. veeass.

haha. i wanted to stop bloggin after the jinglebells part but look how much i wrote.
 ;)

helloo. ;D

im bck! ahha. gosh blogger looks funny. ;D

anw i had a great time in germany. its the most enjoyable sch trip i ever had. .i love the weather, although it kept rainin. i love the architecture, its all so beautiful. i love their sausages, even the cheapest ones tasted so gd. i love their bags-- confession: i bought five bags in total. (got a yellin frm my mum, but oh well. ;D ) i cldnt really walk around the streets in peace coz there were always big black dogs arnd me. they're scary, have no idea why mich n mary liked them so much. the ppl there arent very friendly tho, n there were many a times when i felt discriminated againsts. lk racism or smthg, but maybe it was just me being oversensitive. ;)

i liked everythg, minus the second last day. im sorry i cldnt control myself, i jsut felt lk lettin it all out that day. i did try very hard! but its ok, i still admire nelson with the way he works the music, n im v thick-skinned. ill cont talkin to him lk nthg happened, n do my job well. it just feels sucky tt after all the work u've put in for tryin to keep everythg up to standard, u just had to screw it up by this lil mistake.

n of coz, there were my fantastic girlfriends-- mary gracia michelle !! ;D love u girls. we had so much fun time together. we just kept laughin n crackin our own jokes. im really glad they were around with me. i wish we cld spend more time together. oh today we met n went ps. ;D gracia was the earliest (after all the joke bout her being the one to arrive the latest ahha) n we took neoprints. really beautiful, except for maybe the strawberries which gracia was so insistent on. ;D made full use of the free day yeah!

n oh well. the competition part went by quite fast. we knew we did our best, but we didnt know the standard of the competition so i was just waitin for the results without much expectations. when they were announcin the results, omg the tension was so unnerving. almost all the girls behind me were cryin. we actually thot we waited for the wrong category when they didnt announce our name for the mixed choirs ( coz for that one we were stuck with a lousy hall n we changed our positions the day before. we didnt tink we sang really fantastically well.) n the champion theme played. then when our name was announced, everyone went mad. ahha. we were all laughin n cryin n finally we ran down the stairs to the stage n the national anthem was played. ahha no one had the voice to sing. then we did vj cheer. ;D
for the other two categories i tink our expectations were higher, since we tink we did better for them. we managed to get second for both categories, which is really gd. u shd haf heard us when we were still in singapore, no one wld haf thot we cld get so far. so even tho we misse by .11 (!!)  for sacred music, n lost to this (really irritatin *CHINA ) guangdong experimental sch for contemporary, i felt its enough, at least for me. we really did our best n yeah, our results do show. ;D

im proud of my choir. ill be sad when the yr twos leave n silly sec threes n fours come in!

im a sopsie.

i woke up really early today. lk 7 in the morn? cldnt really get any slp. im nt really excited or anythg. im nt even imaginin wads gonna happen there. just waitin for it to come i guess. ;)

vc did really well. they got first for both their qualifyin rounds for both categories- mixed youth n folklore(!! how difficult for folklore..all the china choirs. vc is fantastic ;) )they've got gold7 for both. hwachong is doing quite well too, followin quite tightly behind vc. gd for them! nelson n ms lim must be really happy ;D

i msged all the sops in the morn when i woke up. hope i didnt wake any of them up.. ;)

my bag is now full. ahahah. ;)

muacks, i love u all, dont miss me too much!

Hm.

cant go watch baskin tmr, which is quite a pity, but nvm, we really cldnt change the choir prac time.
i wanna see rosh n ba play! n all the bands.. n lidan dancin ;)

i just packed my bag. doesnt seem lk theres anythg much for me to bring.. my bag is still pretty empty. im bringin quite a few tshirts there, but im also bringin my nice lookin black zip-up jacket. doesnt go.. hm.

im nt tinkin so much nowadays.

:)

hi dearies.

i laughed alot today. actually everyday i laugh a lot, its just tt we sometimes have more 'jokes of the day'.

we had pw discussion today bout marriage. my grp (the usual, me ba eug rai janice) had quite a feminist presentation bout how marriage is gd/bad for man/woman. we said thgs lk 'oh, we get to have access to our husbands' cpf n insurance should any misfortune befalls them.' then mr chew was sayin 'when u get married let me know, ill just drop a note to ur husband to erm, warn him.' ;D then after us was the guys' grp, n they only have the reasons y marriage is gd/bad for men. stupid guys. but they were really funny. they said marriage makes them better men, citin the example tt if theres euro n ur wife wanna have *ahem*, of coz u wld *ahem* rite? yah so the whole class just kept laughin throughout their presentation.

guys worry too much bout their marks. have faith in ur brain cells lah, aiyo.

have u ever heard of anyone shakin hands with the oral examinaner after oral? only silly veeass guys do that.

im leavin on 11th, boardin time is 950. meetin at airport at bout 715pm. comin bck on 21st, 6+pm. :)

rai's quote of the day 'if ur marigold jelly puddin, dont try to be *pause* CAVIAR.'

Boogie woogie.

helllooo.
hey isnt it gd to see my blog entry thrice? nice wad.. haha ok. ;)

rach is back! hahaah. made her come sch today. ;D she came too early then she called me n complained 'im in the foyer. ALONE.' haha silly girl. well then i ran out of the pt to go meet her! we were havin some scube seminar. bout NS. wow its so useful to girls. aniwae im such a nice fren to her haha. :D then we talked. then i went for choir.

im waitin in anticipation for germany. of coz i hope we can do really well too. lets leave the rest unsaid.
im glad yenhan is still arnd. shes really gd, n somehow she gives me the support i need. :) *furrows bushy eyebrows heh heh.

yesterday night i felt so much lk screamin. n i did, into some ppl's msn convo. argh i guess i need to be less impatient.

oh yes rite. oral's tmr. im havin it after double period chinese how nice.

im missin my sis already!

grins

im bck! haha after two wk frm abstinence frm com. woohoo~

i bought this vampish wine red nail polish today. whee it doesnt come off easily. n i need to grow my nails before i can paint it. sigh. i just spent quite long tryin to get the red stains off. haha.

today was well, both fun n horrible. maths was the horrible part, but hey im blamin myself for nt doing enough, so dont say anymore bout it!!
spiderman was cool! went to watch with ba na janice eug nic yj jul bra. haha the girls r such embarrassin ppl to watch movies with coz they go 'ooh' 'ahh' 'awww' at almost every part of spiderman. :D kiddin i still love u guys. but its quite funny to hear them so girly, ARGH. *whispers* no wonder the guys left us straight after the movie.
oh then we didnt care bout the guys n waited for them to call.
then i went paragon JUST to carry some MNG(!) stuff frm my beloveeed sis who went shoppin with my mum. n they cldnt carry it themselves! argh. ok im nt complainin. ill get my share of shoppin. SOON.

oh haha. tmr im going beach wif gracia n mary! whee~ ;D

i feel lk hols just started ha.
but when i tink wads gonna happen after sunday i do get a lil nervous. Hm.

u noe. i dont understand ppl who brood over their papers. im the first to smile after papers. i tink. ;D yes im still smiling, whee.

grins.

im bck! haha after two wk frm abstinence frm com. woohoo~

i bought this vampish wine red nail polish today. whee it doesnt come off easily. n i need to grow my nails before i can paint it. sigh. i just spent quite long tryin to get the red stains off. haha.

today was well, both fun n horrible. maths was the horrible part, but hey im blamin myself for nt doing enough, so dont say anymore bout it!!
spiderman was cool! went to watch with ba na janice eug nic yj jul bra. haha the girls r such embarrassin ppl to watch movies with coz they go 'ooh' 'ahh' 'awww' at almost every part of spiderman. :D kiddin i still love u guys. but its quite funny to hear them so girly, ARGH. *whispers* no wonder the guys left us straight after the movie.
oh then we didnt care bout the guys n waited for them to call.
then i went paragon JUST to carry some MNG(!) stuff frm my beloveeed sis who went shoppin with my mum. n they cldnt carry it themselves! argh. ok im nt complainin. ill get my share of shoppin. SOON.

oh haha. tmr im going beach wif gracia n mary! whee~ ;D

i feel lk hols just started ha.
but when i tink wads gonna happen after sunday i do get a lil nervous. Hm.

u noe. i dont understand ppl who brood over their papers. im the first to smile after papers. i tink. ;D yes im still smiling, whee.

grins.

im bck! haha after two wk frm abstinence frm com. woohoo~

i bought this vampish wine red nail polish today. whee it doesnt come off easily. n i need to grow my nails before i can paint it. sigh. i just spent quite long tryin to get the red stains off. haha.

today was well, both fun n horrible. maths was the horrible part, but hey im blamin myself for nt doing enough, so dont say anymore bout it!!
spiderman was cool! went to watch with ba na janice eug nic yj jul bra. haha the girls r such embarrassin ppl to watch movies with coz they go 'ooh' 'ahh' 'awww' at almost every part of spiderman. :D kiddin i still love u guys. but its quite funny to hear them so girly, ARGH. *whispers* no wonder the guys left us straight after the movie.
oh then we didnt care bout the guys n waited for them to call.
then i went paragon JUST to carry some MNG(!) stuff frm my beloveeed sis who went shoppin with my mum. n they cldnt carry it themselves! argh. ok im nt complainin. ill get my share of shoppin. SOON.

oh haha. tmr im going beach wif gracia n mary! whee~ ;D

i feel lk hols just started ha.
but when i tink wads gonna happen after sunday i do get a lil nervous. Hm.

u noe. i dont understand ppl who brood over their papers. im the first to smile after papers. i tink. ;D yes im still smiling, whee.

silk road ensemble.

first piece n i got to hear yoyoma play. really, i thot he was very gd. u cld actually feel the cello tellin u a story- mellow, seasoned, wise n sorrowful. or maybe it was his excessive tremolo'ing. hm but still i thot he was gd.
i tink last nite's programme might have been a lil more ethnic. more indian instruments. tabla n all.
got to hear shakuhuchi. haha rem all the mep days when we cldnt tell shakuhuchi frm hichiriki or whatnots.
there was this great virtuoisitic sheng player too. he's really quite gd too.
though most of the time i just sat there n pretended that i understood everybit of the concert. ;D

going lil india again to collect the saris. yeahh. n maybe ill drop by tk since they havin choir camp n i know wad time ms lim gonna be there. heh heh. lets hope i make it bck there in time.

study hard!

father of the bride.

u noe wad? its still one of my fav movies. father of the bride. haha i just 'wasted' two sats watchin it on channel five. you get such a warm feelin watchin steve martin fallin in love wif his wife all over again, n him learnin to let go of his daughter. i love the movie.! yeah. ahha. its the kind of movie u wanna buy the video and watch it when ur old n alone at home. ;D
everytime i watch it its the same old feelin tt arises up in u. but u nv get tired of it bcoz its so candidly real.

i need to go bck to studyin.

oh tmr i may just pop by my aunt's hse n try to help her 'bao zong zi'. ;) wish me luck man. oh maybe i can make some n bring to sue's bbq.. hahaha. :D

munchin popcorn.

hp3 isnt great. in fact, its lousy. i dont really understand it. sigh. how can sirius black, frm a lunatic, turn (suddenly) into a loving godfather? i lk the map tho. malfoy looks funny.. i miss his terribly gelled hair.

aniwae its strange ppl dont understand this joke when i tell them. well yesterday morn, on my way to sch i was listenin to class95 morn show. they were tryin to differentiate btwn erotic n kinky. then glenn said 'erotic is when u use a feather. kinky, is when u use the whole chicken.' well i burst out laughin. must have looked pretty funny laughin to myself on the train.. ;)

aniwae heard this song on the radio yesterday n managed to find the lyrics. i found it quite, erm, adorable. ;)

Adam Sandler
I Wanna Grow Old With You

i wanna make you smile
whenever you're sad
carry you around when your arthritis is bad
all i wanna do, is grow old with you

I'll get you medicine when your tummy aches
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks
So, it could be so nice growing old with you,....

I'll miss you
Kiss you
Give you my coat when you are cold
Need you
Feed you
Even let you hold the remote control.

So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
Put you to bed when you've had too much to drink
Oh I could be the man that grows old with you
I wanna grow old with you.

didnt noe adam sandler can sing, huh?