ni hil sub.

congrats to josh mr president! ahah really happy for him. n proud of mayling sheena n hian!! yeah for sops n tk girls. ;p they got into choir exco.. yeahh. n haha nt forgettin adrian as our GAM.. hmm tryin to imagine him holdin all our gowns n ribbons n pearl necklaces. must be a funny sight. but i thot all the ten of them spoke really well today *claps for all of them* honestly i had a hard time thinkin of who to choose for exco.

stayed back after choir today for music co meeting. suddenly i thot it was quite funny.. me the music iliterate teachin others bout music n tokin bout music at a deeper level. me the one who failed two theory exams n only got one distinction ever for practical. me the one who couldnt really do mep until upper sec. funny how my life took such a sharp turn towards music. amazing.

damn tired today.

pw period today was quite funny. i started searchin for my name online.. then eugenia followed. she managed to find smthg bout her lah. her rgs mag or smthg. she won the song writin competition ;D cool rite. haha i only manged to find blogs wif my name.. n i stumbled upon jasmine's blog! she was in choral fest wif me two yrs back. ni found out tt a buliding in china is called jiayun buildin. lalaa nvm u guys can stilll call me beautiful.

chao ta cookies.

attempt at bakin today failed. horribly. the cookies were burnt on the underside, n the first tray ones werent even hard enough. ahhaha i tried makin alphabets. for rosh nur rai ba eug n jan.. they turned out fat n ugly. haha it looks really funny.. i laughed out so hard when i saw them.. sigh. one day i will bake nice cookies. n shawn's cookbook will come in useful. ONE DAY. ;D

pw was fun today. for the first time in my life i surfed sports websites. then liren showed me these videos on nike website.. really cool. those ppl r just so amazing wif the soccer ball! n theres one kid who can do the stunts really well. really amazing.

liren called me tjy five times n i didnt respond.. then he called 'xiao yun!' n i turned. hahah.

went look for funfair stuff today wif rai n yj. then went wif yj to visit bock again. ahah hes so grateful for my discman man.. n rosh's book. see tk ppl r thoughtful n nice ppl, yeah. i really cant tell if he's in pain.. doesnt help tt his best fren kept throwin the pillow at his thigh.. aww how sweet rite. haha n his dream of a pretty female pysiotherapist came true hahaha. 'helloooo nurse'. ;D

call me beautiful.

i wrote tt on my hand n rai prompty wrote 'call me tonight' on hers. hahaha. then when janice called me beautiful, she said ' u better nt let my mum know bout this, she wont be happy to know tt im lyin..' argh silly girl.

aniwae funfair funfair. lets just go n haf fun man.

i tink our level this yr is generally quite a rude batch. i mean, from what i see, during lectures n stuff.. n yes even in my class. jokes n talkin r ok, but theres a limit to it n some ppl just do not know when to stop n it gets on my nerves. nt tt i dont talk durin lectures n tutorials, but if u noe a tcher is already behind schedule then stop ur jokes n let the tcher finish wad they wan to finish. sigh poor tchers. nxt time id be a discipline mistress n cane all the naughty kids. ah ha.

aniwae today i sat right in front for chem tut n bio lect. yes tjy the geek-soon-to-be. whee.

did sectionals today. im nt too sure if im a gd sl, but i do my best. haha i tink sops will get sick of me soon.. ;D well they shdnt, bcoz im so gd to look at. lalala. but honestly, im quite proud of the sops. they learn really fast. n well. n they're really great ppl. how lucky can i get man. im grateful for them. hahah then i tink of nxt yr's sops yr ones n i wonder.. ;p

sunday.

passed my old white tk gown to huiting before i met the others to go visit bock at the hospital. haha huiting said they doing opera for their mjc choir concert and they needed a dress tt wld look old. thanks ah nelson. so evil.

bought fruits for bock. rai bought a bowl so we arranged it nicely n gave it to him. haha he quite poor thg, cant move n he happened to get the bed where his ceiling fan is spoilt. its really gross to see the bottle of watery blood by his bed. after ba's pw meeting i went back to visit him again, n lent him my discman. so nice of me rite. ;p too bad he doesnt know how to use my stylo yellow discman ahha. he had to call me to ask how to switch it on.. haha.

had sakae for dinner. yum yum.

eug is fantastic.. wah this woman lk the big old ah mah'y sister i haf at home. 'go do ur work! haf u finished ur tutorials? go do now! dont slack! finish 5.4, induction, n bio by today! !!!' haha nah i still love both of them ;D

im so growin fat.

n if u close ur eyes...

night, with the eyes of a horse that trembles in the night
night with eyes of water, in the field asleep is in your eyes, a horse that trembles
is in your eyes of secret water
EYes of shadow water.
eyes of well water.
eyes of dream water
silence and solitude.
two little animals moon-led drink in your eyes
drink in those waters
If you open your eyes
night opens doors of musk.
the secret kingdom of the water opens flowing from the center of the night
And if you close your eyes, a river.
a silent and beautiful current.
fills you from within, flows forward, forward.
darkens you
Night brings its wetness to beaches in your soul...
;D

sectionals today morn was ok lah. i guess i still haf lots to improve on. we finished waterngiht so we wanted to do ronde. sheena was tryin to teach us how to read french haha. then joel told us we're nt singin tt for olympics.. aw.

haha me n mich were blowin kisses to each other today. haha our show of pda. ;p

meet the parents session was argh.

went 'muacks' to adibah n she promptly sneezed after that. silly girl.

went for gracia's baptism. congrats! haha i thot she was takin quite long to get into the water.. lucky the music was quite loud or ppl would haf heard her scream . "door bell". n i was listenin to clara sing.. haha i miss her voice man. its just so unique lah. miss hearin her durin voice lessons n choir n on our way home after sch. ;p

then went for dinner wif jane. didnt wan to at first coz i told my parents i wld come home early but oh well, she'd be havin dinner alone n so wld i so y nt just have dinner today. introed jane to whatafish. met chng simin! haha she was so happy to see me. then i met clara on the way home, so funny. coz she also went to witness gracia's baptism. so i went home wif clara.. this evil mean woman has not changed one bit. n haha wad made me tink tj would make her more cheena? ;P shes stilll at her 'gd riddance!' thg. evil. n i still cant believe shes takin mep. wad if she becomes a mep tcher?? haahah. ;p

aniwae i just wan to let sue know.. i mean i know our friendship has been thru lots of ups n down, but i tink by this time now i dont ever rem all the silly arguments or unhappiness we ever had anymore. ur my fren, n thats all i can rem. i was just really overwhelmed today when u hugged me n started sobbin.. hey girl im always here for u k? *wink :D

n i reallly hope bock gets well. dunno who the silly idiot told me cant visit him today coz he's going thru some operation thg. woah my heart skipped a beat when i read the msg.. ahh get well soon!

aquila!

.. 1, 2, 3, ..lala lalala coz u look so gd i really wanna make u mine. *boom boomboom* 4,5,6...lalalalala. lalalalaalal .lalalala! yeah.ahha

we had sports day today. really funny coz we had lessons until 1230 but no one was in the mood for lessons. n mr wong had to forget tt he swopped wif mr chew for our last period today.. so today was really quite slack.

after maths we just stayed in the class coz we didnt wan to move. the guys were changin in the class lah, shameless creatures. i came back from toilet, looked into the class n first thg i saw right infront of me was nic stripin. argh. eug was twirling me around in class. i was tryin to imitate sangita's ballet. we were listenin to canto pop. me n eug were tryin to sing waternight ahhaah. ;p

haha i joined the march past today for aquila. i thot its those kind where there'll be alot of ppl doing the march past, then u just scream n shout when u walk past. noo its just few of us frm s22 n s14. but ok lah, we didnt do much, except stand in the sun. quite ok. ;p

chinbock fell while runnin 4x100. i really hope he's fine. when i saw the person fall i didnt tink it was bock.. it was adibah who rem tt bock did mention he was goin to run. then me n ba got a big worried tt it may just be him. sigh bock get well soon! i hope its nthg serious k.

cheerleadin was fantastic. haha aquila nt bad k, rai's efforts are well paid off! yeah. n our house male cheerleaders are the most 'can-make-it-lot' after ursa's, but ursa only has four so too bad, we win! ahah. er. ;D aniwae draco's was really funny, i was laughing throughout. i lk the barney n the guys ahha. they were so hilarious.

went for private date*ahem* wif janice for dinner aha. we actually wanted to eat kenny rogers coz all the other girls couldnt make it n we didnt wan to be stuck wif the guys haha. but we ended up at eastpoint sakura coz it was quite late by the time we left sch. aniwae i made a new fren along the way home, n he was once my sch neighbour. n i thot he looks n talks abit lk the shawn guy no. 2 i noe. ;p haha. amazin how many ppl i always find resemblance to him, hes just so common.

me n janice bought new earrings ahha. yeah.

waternight ;p

blessed.

firstly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY BA! ;D ur the shinin star in my eye.. ur the ice on the ice jelly.. i always miss u.. ahha.
happy birthday o4s22~

yeah i was really quite happy yesterday. went for choir interview (nt tt it was the happy part). well i felt really happy tt eug was lk there for me, n she was more nervous than me, tt silly girl. ;D im just so glad to know her lah, theres smthg really admirable about her tt i cant really describe. still rem her doing the captain's ball game for choir camp. she was so gd. n shes really hardworkin too.. her tutorials inspires me. ;p u go girl!

sheena is officially my stoning partner. yesterday we were too lazy to go out but didnt wan to go home, so we made a plan to stone in the choir room. she ended up practicing for the writers thgy n i ended up going for interview. then we walked to the beach wif maylin n lucas. mayling insisted on walkin on the algae infested thingy.. it felt so gross to walk swishy swashy on those pillar like things. but if i werent in my skirt i would haf sat at the half jetty n dangled my feet. lk wad i did wif rosh! ah my darlin. haahah.

my pw grp rocks. cant say it enough. how come i dont hear or see the other grps meetin??

aniwae if ur those anonymous ppl who tag nasty comments, grow up n smell the kopi.

yeahh

in sch com lab now. just had two tests consecutively, brain is officially drained.

too lazy to go out after sch today. stonin in choir room wif sheena! yeah.

was lookin at the 50 richest ppl on com wif adibah.. haha we got out targets liao. warren buffet has three kids.. lets hope they're male. ;p then me n adi can be mrs buffet! warren buffet is ranked second richest k.. net worth of 30.5bil. Cool.

yeahh yeahh.

argh.

reached home super early today coz last three periods of tutorials were cancelled. how slack can my tchers get mann.

i love studying. Woohoo. esp when u dont understand thgs n u stare at them for mins n u still dont understand. doesnt help tt my sis doesnt understand too ahahah.

pfft.

Mugerr.

cant believe i actually came home after sch today, to mug. ah wads this three lettered word tt starts wif m, so strange. n to forgo watchin soccer, lk this might just be my only chance to watch coz theres no choir this wk. Ah. i must be nuts.

i ended up sleepin on the sofa. ;p muaha.

feels strange n kinda lost without choir. hahaha. eug felt the same too.

cant wait for all the tests to be over.

post SOV

haha im still quite high. n thanks for all the comments sayin i look cute n jap in my kimono, thanks thanks thanks. ;D hahah.

im really glad n proud to be part of vj choir. i tink after the concert then i really feel lk im really really part of the choir. ;p woohoo we rock! 'no man is an island'

slept thru most of today.

msged quite a few of my frens to ask them come for vj funfair. realised its quite late liao coz most of them already haf tix. hm nvm. eh 4e1 outing pls make it happen k. may 9th at sentosa!

cant wait for germany trip ;D hope we really can sing well though. lets all work hard yeah.

SOV 2004

yeah sov 2004 was cool. ;D i love the part when we sang 'no man is an island' on sat. tracy grabbed my hand n we held hands as we sang no man. i felt really touched.

thanks to all those who came down, it wouldnt be possible without u guys! ;D 04s22 rox k! though my sis said u guys were noisy, but i told her its just bran lah. ;pi miss all my old tk frens.. n i still tink its funny tt shawn n abiel had to meet *grins.

thanks sops seniors for the file! thanks chloe for decorating my file!! 'princess' *big smile
haha. thanks gracia mich sue simin for the plates! really nice. ;D
n thot it really was quite sweet of lucas n ben to wrap the flowers on their own. did quite a gd job, by guys' standards.

saw lingchi! lk after how long.. since carolling. sorry i tink i screamed v loud when i saw her. haha.

finally revealed to andrew tt im his angel.. since how long. ahha but i made it up with nice chocs k. ;p

my sis recorded the whole concert ;D im listenin now..

kimonos.

spent the whole nite so far tryin to do my hair, to no avail. i tink its too short n too layered. argh. n today i was the only one who pinned my hair so i was lk the only idiot with my hair happily pinned up. haha. n lucas looked lk he was being suffocated by the white cloth. n i cld see ben's vj pants underneath his costume. n of coz there was owen's 'birthday' ahha.

durin the 'intermission' i actually walked into the guys' changing room. lucky no one was changing yet. n then after the rehearsal i walked into altos' room. oops.

chloe kept makin me laugh. but i tink i really shd brush up on gettin my lyrics right for ffx.

choir concert's in less than 24hrs time. ;p

final fantasy.

mr ueng stood us up today. so i had early break. went choir room but ppl r either sleepin or playin carrom. lucky had mich. ;D me n mich went to cycle at the hall "gym" before choir today. went to bathe but had no towel so i tink i looked pretty horrendeous when i went to choir room to get uni to change. ;D

choir today was nt too gd. but the song really sounded nice with final fantasy screenin. i did tink it looked a bit tacky, but ok lah.

congrats to janice!! happy for u. :D even happier for my darling rosh! haha i knew u cld do it. wah im really proud of my darlin k. she played 'more than words' on the guitar for me, its lk how gd lah! n now this. chairman ;D

i tink im lk the last to noe, n ive got mixed feelings bout it. reminds me of wad happened in greece. Hm.

mr beasley.

im quite dead. i signed my sis out of msn..when she was in midst of transferrin file to gary. for over an hr liao somemore.. n they were finishin. Ah. im so dead.

pw today was cool. lemme say this again loud n clear " I think my PW groups rocks!' ahha. with eug al n liren qimin. wad better ppl can u haf?? but i felt quite bimbo talkin to them ahha. i know nuts bout sports. lucky i volunteered to take down notes. must go do research.. ;p but i really feel glad to be in this grp. though i tink if we need to have meetin we'll haf to hold it at 8pm or smthg on weekdays coz we're all busy ppl. ;p

went 7-11 during second break today with ba bran n nic. bought slurpee n sat at the swing there. ;D nice.

Hm today last three periods damn slack lah. chem- mr chan was tired, n we didnt really do our work, so he went at a super slow speed. gp- mr chew had volleyball tournament. maths- he didnt even turn up! so we ended up doing our notice board.. wanted to give it a retro look but now i tink it looks more clown (just as rai said) than anythg.

rai discovered smthg interestin today. ok maybe more scary than anythg for us girls, but i honestly hope tt the guy is NOt a pervert tryin to get into girls' toilet. but wads freaky was tt this is the second time we 'caught' him doing that. i tink he quite suay also, always meet us.. ahha. but i tink we gonna tell some tcher or smthg lah.

after sch went wif eug to buy white shoes. haha really funny lah. she wanted to go buy at parkway then i suggested bedok. then when we got there she said 'ok, now u show me the way.' hahaha n i thot she knew her way around bedok! she lives in tam wad.. ahha. but we managed to get her shoes lah. n got her calculator fixed. ;D

met abiel today to pass him tix n got my belated bdae pres. thanks for the moonflower body shimmer powder n soap! n it was really an amusing fifteen minutes walk coz i was just being so klutz n blur. i tink he had a gd laugh.. evil.

beer tastes gd. ;p see my sis is bad influence. to my sis: bad gurl. tsktsk.

klutz.

my porridge spoon fell onto my blouse today durin the first break, barely even into half a day in sch. then i walked straight into a small drain. wad a klutz rite.

aniwae today i felt really tired.

i was walkin towards the choir room after sch n got a shock when i saw the lights off. got a even bigger shock to see all the shoes outside the room. ahha i thot 'eh, got some secret choir gatherin elsewhere??' haha. actually they were all watchin 'spirited away' inside. heh.

watched a bit of the soccer. they won 3-0! yeah well done guys. thot it was quite cool to see all the clean shaven heads wearin yellow jerseys.

im stuck on corrinne may. all chloe's fault. eugenia likes it too! haha yeah.

aniwae ms lim got me gd business. this guy asked for ten fri tix, woohoo~. n i still cant believe tk response is so poor. after all we did for them? n how many thousand seniors here lah. *bish.

aniwae i tink julian is a really another himbo. after valmond of course. i never thot guys cld be lk them until i met them. ahaha. ;p ok i shall stop being mean.

i did bio the whole nite only to realise tmr no bio at all. sighh.

oh haha. jane was askin me if i wanna be back for speech day, the i said maybe, at least ill try to show my face. n tt silly girl said she could bring a photo of me. then i told her such a beautiful face, shouldnt they have it all over the sch already. ahha then i was just tinkin.. i miss talkin to her! ;D all the phone talks where she wld tell me bout certain dreams *ahem*dylan*ahem* ahha. :D

oh did i say ive got an oven? ready to poison the world.. yeah.

fly away-- corrinne may

before the concert started they had the lights completely out for the arrival of goh. then minghui started shoutin ' noo jiayun, stop touching me! ahh!' hahaha wad an idiot rite.

aniwae, i haf mixed feelings bout music fest. tink its great to create a platforn for talents in vj to unveil themselves, but as in every other competition, theres a certain level of subjectiveness n well, yah. but i thot gim sen was really cool--with this rendition of chen lei.. damn cool. ;D n the sunglasses koped from choir room ahha. n i just screamed like mad when he said 'last but not least i want to thank the vjc choir'. ;p

chloe was damn gd. u cld hear the whole hall listenin to her sing man. well ok, except for this really irritatin guy whom jiaxun turned back n scolded vulgarly. but i thot it was quite magical(her singing). n bing was lk 'im going to cry..' yeah man. tts how gd she was. -i love the song! "fly away.. " Support Local Music! ahha.

mary's dance was damn pro.. Weeewoo(new bimbo word by jiaxun). minghui was lk 'mary u rawk!' hahahah. ;D but really, the dance was reallly nice. id die to dance like tt. sexy.

ah No bingbong the break dancing was, okayy. haha. ;D

speakin of dance, 'ohmygawd' the guy in white was damn GD! ahah sorry minghui if ur sleeve was about to tear or ur arm was hurtin coz i poked u too much. he was doing all the mj moves n all the robot dance.. Woo~ *fans myself* ahh.

huiwei was gd too. 'tian xia you qing ren' is lk the ultimate sop n tenor duet coz the girl part goes so high.. n she sang it really well. mabel n jess was gd too! had gd chemistry.. haha see tk produces gd singers.

saw a few girls who looked lk they just came frm work in geylang. absolutely disgusting. its ok to be sexy but nt ok to look cheap. if ur skirt is shorter than the length of ur feet, its just wrong man. ok im exaggerating, but u get the idea.

Hm choir prac today was ok. gab n josh saw me in the kimono n said tt i look more china than anythg in it. n ahha, im part of the blue-kimono-triplets. ahah. ull see on tt day.. IF you come for choir concert heh. chorale was nt bad lah.. sorry but i was listenin to joyce throughout the whole thg. im just amazed by her voice in comparable to her size.

btw i finally got my choir gown. whee~

n to the scandalous mr 9-yr: ill always share ice kachang with u, ok?

music fest. lalala.

i'm going! yeah i got the tix. even managed to get one tix for william lah, how shen am i man.

biomed trainin was well, crackin up my rusty brain. i tink im too slow for them.. nt say they dont teach well, somehow i just dont register wad they say. i hope its bcoz i missed the session durin the march hols. no u cant see the hollow in my head through my nostrils.

aniwae heres one joke from o4s14. from their class notice board.
which key on the com keyboard cant sing?
-- f4
tadaa.

*housefly.

i was like sayin this for the whole of today.. 'be a housefly. go eat shit n die'. ha. n singing the humpty dumpty song.. totally spoilt my wonderful idea of scrambled eggs n delicious omelettes. ba u idiot.

i was being teased endlessly today durin break. evil houseflies.

i really felt quite stupid today.. turned arnd durin choir prac n asked chloe if she was going music fest. Sighh.

cant believe ba got a tix. i still dont believe it. 12 bucks? im sure lah..i bet u guys r pullin my leg lahh.

hols come quick.

paddle pop~

yeah today quite a happy day. i splashed the soup all over my blouse while tryin to eat tom yam cup noodles, had paddle pop ( the song is stuck in my head), sang the 'short ppl' song after seein it on newspaper, heard one lousy hsefly joke n one super funny cinderella joke, had fun tryin to tell the choir ppl the cinderella joke without breakin out into laughter. haha.

cant wait for sunday. night fever!

"no man is an island"

no man is an island.
no man stands alone.
each man's joy is joy to me,
each man's grief is my own.
we need one another.
so i will defend.
each man as my brother
each man as my own.
i saw the people gather,
i heard the music start.
the song that they were singing
is ringing in my heart.
no man is an island.
no man stands alone
each man as my brother
each man as my friend.
- no man, stands, alone. -

wonderful choir anthem.

talked to mandy for bout half an hr today. its her decision really, so i just hope the best for her n that she will continue to be my fren. ;)

i dunno wad else to say.

vjc choir concert.

VJC Choir Concert. 16th n 17th April 2004. tix sellin at $20.venue: vjc performance theatre. all are welcome. ;D

today's prac was really gd. no nonsense, (though i couldnt really hide my giggle when i heard the power sop durin sukiyaki- damn gd lah) n we were much better than last wk. ill be really happy if this continues.

i didnt noe wed prac evoked so much thoughts n emotions among my close frens. but chill ppl, lets work towards makin this concert a huge success yah?

happy april's fool day.

haha okay. i know im mean. i played an evil joke on ppl around me. but now i know they care n im touched! ahhaha. ok. *stops my evil laughter.

*sniff

spent the whole day home today. ;D no i didnt pon sch. i was sick k. actually yesterday was worst, dunno y i go sch for. *glares at gracia* gif her face. sigh im such a nice fren. haha.

slept most of the day. wanted to wake up late but mum woke me up at 7.45am, fantastic. didnt do much work either, was feelin really hungry today n still a bit groggy.

oh haha. i didnt mention bout my early april's fool joke. while i was in the toilet wif rai n adi my classmates put a fire extinguisher in my bag, really funny bcoz i came out of the toilet n saw my bag lookin really stuffed. n i couldnt even lift it up lah. really didnt expect it to be a fire extinguisher of all things. sigh i had a gd laugh lah. too bad they used it liao, adi actually thot of usin it as april fool joke. ;D

qiong sua!

literal translation means 'rush into swamp'. thats wad i had to do when i had to make my way to my maternal grandparents' graves. i felt lk a commando (woohoo).

went to shao mu (clean grave) today. it was really hot and we walked quite a distance because all the cars wanted to go up n obviously this caused a jam. but its really funny coz my maternal side carried like seven umbrellas along with them.

btw it was really misty in the morn when we went in. i felt as if i was in a whole new place ive never been before. but then, its only malaysia, n ive been to malaysia alot of times, but i cant rem seein it so misty before, neither have the mornin coldness felt so gd before. minus my grogginess, i tink i enjoyed as much as i could. ;D

flash headlihghts=squirt water.

my sis drove me to fetch william for supper today. when she saw him she wanted to flash the headlights at him. she ended up squirtin water at the windowscreen. i had a good laugh. ;D swensons was gd man, tho i only ordered a float. (didnt feel lk eatin anythg.. second rule, rai! ;D )

joined the choir peeps after me rai n adi bummed around parkway today after sch. then we met soem seniors n somehow the convo turned to supernatural things in hotel rooms n schools. n gracia kept givin lil squirks coz jianhao kept tappin her shoulder n dunno wad else others were doing to her lah. then she didnt dare to go to toilet alone. ahha. so didnt i when i went airport today. ;x

n i still cant believe bing said i came to her mind when she thought of tweety bird. yellow n big header? hellooo.

end of orientation.

had fun today. really. although in the morn we (me n adi) were feelin AP then in the afternoon we were hyper lk dunno wad ahha. i tink me n adi have the same mood swings lah. ;D

games at ecp was ok lah. we kept going around singin 'happy together.. i cant see me loving nobody but u, for all my lifee. when ur with me baby the sky will be blue, for all my life' ;D

mass dance was fun but exhausting.

aniwae yj brought a v interestin fren today. ahah i tink he enjoyed the orientation more than us. n to tink he did the cheer louder than yj lah. haha.

dont wan to do pe tmr.

happy bdae rai!

haha we sang her a bdae song twice today. first durin mass dance n we just suddenly sang it out of the blue. ;D second was when we were walkin out of sch to go parkway to eat at gelare (yumyum). yeah man our class' attendance today was gd lah, only four didnt come. other classes only four came. im so proud of s22 man. ahah.

aniwae today was really boring. i tink half my day was spent at the buyin uniform there. i thot i was supposed to meet rai adi bran n nic at the concourse there but i tink they were waitin for me at the canteen, so i went to take my wallet n hp frm the choir peeps n ended up they went to buy uni too. so i was first in queue hahah n by the time my classmates came the queue was reasonably long n they felt bad bout cuttin queue so they queued up at the back. I'm sorry k peeps! but aniwae i was wif them frm then on.

btw, u guys just cant stop playin truth or dare rite. haha ;p

went bck to tk after parkway coz the silly guys decided to play pool which obviously didnt interest rai nor adi. and sighh it wasnt too gd a prac. i received quite a few hugs frm my juniors today. i thot mr yeo was being a v nice guy. i mean, he didnt have to make an effort to come up n listen to them before they go off to italy; neither did he have to try to talk to them. gosh n he was denied the chance to continue being the choir teacher in charge. wad injustice to him, n how ungrateful the choir wld be if they do nt do their best n do us all proud. im nt too sure how the choir feels, but i guess im too old to be the one naggin at them. they dont need me to nag at them, they've got lotsa other ppl who care about them n wan to help them achieve wad they want. but i hope they do appreciate all those who care for them (eg. me). if u wanna achieve smthg big u definitely need to make sacrifices. realise that these sacrifices will move u one step closer to achievin ur goal. yo man, u guys can do it.

i need to go for dinner. brr.

orientation all over again.

ok lah o2. Okayy lah. i had fun wif the choir peeps. me n mayling were just on our way to choir room to get some fresh air n we found the whole yr one gang at the canteen singing away.tts when we started gatherin together lk some illegal tribe amongst the '"sacrificee" tribes. but its really cool, i enjoyed myself with the silly choir ppl today. all the runnin to the middle section just to dance is really cool haha.

we hung the choir banner today. finally. looks gd. no we're nt gonna put poles or weight at the bottom-- it'll scratch the glass windows. i tink it looks fine so lets leave it as it is.

i finally figured out the chords to 'cant help fallin in love' today! ahha i was playin carrom n the guitar at the same time. n i managed to win carrom k. i hit the last seed in ;D hahaha so proud of myself. im sure adrian is proud of me too. hes pretty gd as a tcher. but quite sad lah, i was playin the chords over n over again until zhengyan turned to me n said 'its sounds nice, but wad song is it?' haha ok. n i realised choir yr ones got quite a few talented souls out there man. im impressed. fantastic guitarists n pianists.

aniwae thanks for all the pres today! haha 'look behind... i am a CHIO BU' im sure i will wear tt blouse out lah. lk 'helllooo'. thanks thanks thanks to all. ;D esp rosh for her 5-page long letter ;D love ya! n rai for designin the card so artistically even though u called me a traffic light (green=tk uni, red=tomato face, yeloow=my fav colour). muacks to all~ im really quite blessed. n im happy tt i realised tt.

babelicious. *yeah baby*

;D isnt it a beautiful day today.

thanks to my mum n dad for the CHOCz. the box looked so nice i just wanted to leave it tt way.. ;p

thanks RACH!! ahh u dunno how excited i was to receive ur card! i saw ur handwritin n i knew it was u. ;D love ya babe! *muackss* i was showin off to my sis "wow look! its frm rach in US!!" n she went "duh, look at the chop on the stamp.." haha. tts my sis for u. ;D still, rach ur my deary. hahaaha.

thanks shawn for ur sinful choc, self-wrapped-pres-chocolate cook book n the lovely card. ur a great fren.

thanks to all for ur gorgeous birthday wishes n wonderful birthday songs(thru sms or msn ;P).

had the most enjoyable two past two days wif my choir peeps. fri was choir games day n sat was horny nite.

memorable moments on games day.
the amazing race-- 40 yellow steps (*(@#&@*&#^@&), chloe n ngeeshin doing their geog stuff when we saw this mini river system near this big rock. ok lah it really was quite cool. u cld see the deposits of the big sediments, the distributries n how the water cuts the sides. my group was strollin throughout the whole race. n on the way back to sch me n ngee shin took a balloon each lalala.

jianhao n his stupid bottle full of water. the "triple-combo" hit on me. cant rem who was the third one, but i noe valmond n lucas. bAh.

mass dance at the parade square. ;p

rushin for vocal consort concert after games day. then durin concert we were so restless! *ahem*karma*ahem*sutra*ahem*. haha. but vocal consort is gd. the blending, the sound, wow its almost perfect i feel. the solos were gd! we spotted quite a few ppl who looked lk ppl we know.
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sat was horny nite. haha Eh sops put up a gd fight k. we're the most 'value-added' grp. n u have to admit our ideas were quite original k! ha. we were bankin on the altos or tenors to lose lah hahaah but when we saw the altos' performance we knew we just had to resign to our fate..

farah was ultimate man. the cow part was hilarious. n of coz my fellow jiajia was bimbotic (as usual) haha but it was really funny seein her tip toe all the way n tryin to push her balloons down hahaha.

tenors' 'mulan' joke was gd. josh n his accent! wow. haha. yong ping! "anythg for u haohao~" n his guanyinma performance. wow, pretty fantastic.


basses n their rendition of matrix. the twins were pretty cute haha. the trinity's pose at the end was fantastic ;p.

yeahh. n today i just ate n ate n ate. i really feel fat. nvm ill go for mass dances n workout ahha. rottin in the choir room wont make me any slimmer.. ;p

sch's back! yeahh. i miss my class!

tribal dance.

choir today was combined all the way. cool. it was fun. we had fun dancin tribal too ;D i haf no idea how tt is gonna look with the gown, but im beginnin to lk the african song. n pamugun. n pokpok. haha i got to scream for pamugun today coz mary n bao had sore throat. ;D

nelson said the first horny night had sops gettin second plc wif their indian version of cinderella. its a sign for us.. tt our cinderella is gnna get us any position BUT last for this yr. hahaah. aniwae i really hope we wont get last. i mean, sops can do it rite?? yes we can.

choir camp tmr. going for concert at night. heh i wonder how im gnna do my hmwk.. ;p

spirited away.

ha im so in love wif this song. someone download it n send it to me.

choir today was gd. i actually was quite pink today. but nah, my brain isnt pink (its purple) so yah. i actually bought my ppg waterbottle coz i wanted to show mayling. aniwae tmr we're wearin black. those who went to check gowns today.

checked my gown today. woah wad a big mistake they made. its too tight, n too long. thanks for tinkin im some tall n skinny girl. IM NOT. but the others' gowns were also funny. so yah. ha.

ami's cool. didnt watch the whole thg though. ok lah the contestants. thot the hobbit n matt was damn cute! ahaha. ;p

yeah baby.

haha i re-downloaded kazaa. cant bear the thought of nt being able to dl the music i wan. heh.

i wanted to write out spirited away in notes for mary/sheena/suelynn. but thot of askin them first before i write or else after i write then they say they dun need it anymore. true enough, they dont. gd. tt's y im online. doing mindmap for gp isnt exactly very appealin to me. neither is zuo wen. so i ended up redoing my maths test today haha. n i realised he counted my marks wrongly lah, lk hellooo, maths teacher? im supposed to haf two marks more.

boo bah buey.

fortune telling.

dear all,

Fascinating! your numerology can quite accurately describe your personality
traits and inclination:

http://www.idealpartner.org.uk/ipbi/WhatJob.asp
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me:

Ki System

Natal Year number: 4
Although Teo holds strong views on what is right and wrong, and will readily voice those views if someone's personal freedoms are under threat, she is not nearly so forthright with detail. A practical individual, she prefers the big picture to what she sees as the mind-numbing detail required of many jobs. As a direct result, Teo is inclined to leave tasks to the very last minute, despite the stress that such delays entail. She is best employed in a business with tight deadlines, such as newspaper or magazine publishing.

Natal Month number: 7
Teo is a good communicator and enjoys discussion, but she will avoid stressful situations and arguments. She is a fund of new ideas that spill from her active brain with great rapidity, but her business dealings will always be constrained by her desire to be liked. She therefore lacks those long-term goals that would bring her prosperity.

Natal House number: 2
Believing in her own abilities, Teo's attention to detail will lead her to success through hard work and her own unaided efforts. She can however work well as a member of a team even though she will rarely, if ever, delegate responsibility without stringent conditions.

Comments based on Western Grid

11

Teo is a balanced individual who can understand and appreciate the views of others as well as her own. She can express herself fluently, and with persuasive conviction, whilst taking account of opposing views. This means that Teo will get on very well with colleagues at work, both senior and junior, as well as clients, customers, suppliers and external agencies.

2

Sensitive to criticism and naturally intuitive, Teo has a natural ability to detect insincerity in others. Because she is a sensitive soul, Teo can be a solid friend and a good listener. As a result, she will get on well with colleagues, whilst being more than capable of handling office politics.

3

With a creative mind and a good memory, Teo is honest, straightforward and optimistic. She will achieve her aims. She is capable of creative thought, and will appreciate art and music. She also enjoys an excellent memory - a significant advantage in any employment.

7

Teo will find life's lessons hard to learn. She will suffer from loss (of possessions or those she loves) before questioning the cause of that loss. It is likely that Teo will develop a faith of some sort, and although it need not necessarily be a religious faith, it will nevertheless be something that she holds onto against all the evidence. Potential employers need to find out what that faith entails.

8

Good with details and with a methodical approach, Teo nevertheless is someone who enjoys constant new challenges to maintain her interest. She is a methodical individual with attention to detail, but is inclined to leave tasks unfinished if her active mind alights on something of greater interest. Routine tasks that fail to challenge her intellect are at greatest risk, so Teo needs a job that offers variety.

9

Ambitious to improve her lot, Teo will constantly push forward to achieve something in her life, yet this ambition will be balanced by humanitarian ideals that will lead her to support causes that may demand self-sacrifice.
[The Arrow of the Planner: the numbers 1, 2 and 3] Although less interested in the detail, Teo is a well-organised individual who plans ahead. If she absorbs knowledge through study, she will achieve great success, quite possibly in an artistic field. The essence however of this combination is her desire to plan, and to organise herself to achieve her goals.
[The Arrow of Frustrations: lacking the numbers 4, 5 and 6] Teo finds it difficult to accept other people as they really are, and is constantly disillusioned with life. Once she accepts that others are only human, the frustrations will cease.
[The Arrow of Activity: the numbers 7, 8 and 9] Enjoying the outdoors, Teo is someone who will perform best by being busy. She dislikes confined spaces, and needs both physical and mental exercise. A good walk in fresh air is an intellectual catalyst like no other to Teo, whose need to be constantly occupied is an asset to any employer.

Comments based on Chinese Grid

1

Teo will make some money and enjoy a reasonable standard of living.

222

Without the numbers 8, 1 and 6 in the Chinese version, Teo may not enjoy good health, and could well suffer from a major illness. Without the numbers 4 and 9, she will lack the drive and energy needed to work without supervision.

7

If the numbers 3 and 5 in the Chinese version are missing, Teo is something of a perfectionist who seeks to achieve detailed accuracy, and has a natural instinct to unearth the truth. If the Chinese Grid also contains the numbers 3 and 5, she will be attracted to work in a spiritual or humanitarian field.

8

In the absence (in the Chinese version) of the numbers 1 and 6, she will be good with money and details. She will be happier if the Chinese grid includes the numbers 5 and 7.

9

Although Teo is ambitious, her ambition is tempered with humanitarian ideals.
[The Arrow of Suspicion: Lacking the numbers 4, 5 and 6] Teo is a cynic who worries too much about the downside. She needs to recognise more of life's advantages.

yeah. tts me. heh.

eat!

went for my aunt's birthday dinner today. sis wasnt there, so ended up sittin with this distant relative who kept pushin food unto my plate. i ate until i was ready to puke. literally.

august reprimanded the choir today for nt being serious enough n nt having the right attitude towards choir prac. puncuality, discipline, behaviour. which i agree. but when he was being angry i was tinikin of a lot of other thgs. im sorry, but being a yr one who's seen more than just one batch of vjc choir makes me wanna question the com. but nah, wads the use. so wad if sometimes i really felt lk cheap free labour, n they didnt even bother to come n help? work as one, sing as one. that way only can we win. put behind the past. seriously i do wan the choir to do well. since im part of it, ill make sure im one member tt the choir will be proud to have. yeah man.

rainin damn heavily today.

having a very erm, lively n interestin conversation wif the choir yr ones now. ahha. *winks*

tk better come to my choir concert. bah. wif or without subsidy.

bah.

went body world today. ok lah. didnt really feel much. kinda lost my mum n sis so i ended up lookin at the exhibits myself. turned out i was the first to finsih lookin at all the exhibits. my sis n mum were still halfway through when i finsihed tho. bumped into mouthwash over there. thot some of the exhibits were a bit too 'cold'. felt a bit morbid lookin at what myself might look lk if i was cut up n plastinated. thot the foetus shown was quite 'shockin'. basically i didnt learn as much as i thot i wld haah. theres lot more to bio then i thot i knew.

went uk edu fair. saw a yr one there, lk wth. a bit early.. then walked arnd marina square, bumped into my parents' malaysian friends, ended up eatin at delifrance. then home.

yawn.

i am so waitin in anticipation for hols to arrive. wait, wad hols? haha.

dun mess wif neoprints.

went out wif lucas n gab today. how cool rite go out wif 1 1/2 girls. aniwae watched haunted mansion n they had a quick game of bowlin. gab was talkin in a language i cldnt understand at all throughout the whole outin. but we managed to get some neoprints which lucas promptly destroyed one by doing smthg quite explicit wif it. ahah. n one wif a big red bow over gab's head. hahah. poor thg.

rainy day. raining everyday.

nt much of a hols, since choir takes up lk 99.9 percent of my hols. but its ok lah, im hope i can get to enjoy my hols still.

kimonos!

glasshouse.

went for class dinner today. quite cool, twenty ppl turned up? biggest turnout so far i tink. i ordered this swordfish thing n i almost died when i saw it. it was so big! alvin was jokin tt he shd check wad time they close.. ahha. in the end me n rai didnt really finish bcoz we were the only ones eatin while the others were already takin photos haha. so we sat there n asked if anyone wanted to take photos with us. DUH a whole lot of ppl ran to us lah hahaah. ;D

sat nxt to boon xin today for dinner, n tt guy was being rubbish the whole dinner lah. wad shuai ge nonsense. haha. but he was really gd-- he kept at the shuai ge thg for the whole night lah. pei fu.

realised tt i cant pose AP look. ahah. hmm its too natural for me. i end up laughing n eugenia's face doesnt make it better ahhaah. adibah is gd-- i bet she practises it in front of the mirror at home lah. n sianghan is really gay-happy. hes happy being gay. another 'hao jie mei' for me. ;p

went to eat ice cream after dinner. wah. talk about being fat. being in vj makes me fat. im gonna be round n polly nxt yr. Hm.

ouch. my knee.

scraped my knee durin pe today. i always hurt myself durin pe or games. n i cant catch balls lah. was catcher for captain's ball n i didnt catch a single one. haha. then nic went up n i passed two balls to him. :p

was feelin a bit out of sorts today.

went to support eugenia n michelle today for musicfeste! haha wanted to leave at 415 for the bio medical trainin (my dear adibah said its nt gd to go late for first meeting) but when i went down to wish eugenia gd luck i knew i cldnt leave without hearin them sing first. genia was so nervous lah, u silly girl. ;p but really, i thot she was damn zai lah. :D

was writin the messages for boon n jenyuh jst now. really mixed feelings about them leaving. im nt as mean as yj to say tt boon wont make it to hc or r n will end up in v again, but at the some time im really wishin tt he wldnt. n jen yuh! the woman whos got the same bdae as me n the same initials too. how cool is tt lah. she was in my legion somemore. will definitely feel a missing link when she goes away. hm will miss them both.

n tt simin crashed today. but she only tok to guys lah, so dao to me. bah.

aniwae gabriel just made my day! considerin how lousy ive been feelin the whole day. yeah! haha. *dances around my room* lalala. ;D *smiles

dont wanna close my eyes...

Mark Chesnutt
Don't Wanna Miss A Thing


I could stay awake just to hear you breathin'
Watch you smile while you're sleepin'
While you're far away and dreamin'
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Lyin' close to you
Feelin' your heart beatin'
And I'm wonderin' what you're dreamin'
Wonderin' if it's me you're seein'
Then I kiss your eyes
And thank God we're together
I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
I just wanna stay with you right here with you
Just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And stay here in this moment for all the rest of time

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Ahh. i was so bored durin econs lecture i was writin songs all over my notes. then the first song i thot of was this. n guess wad i heard it on the radio just now! ahha wahh i was so appeased. ;p

i feel like exploding. pfft.

learnt a very nice song in choir today. the song from 'spirited away'. i didnt really liked the movie when i first watched it- thot it was too unreal. but now im beginnin to tink it really deserved all the awards it received. its quite a gd n 'deep' cartoon. nt the entertainment kind lk 'long mao' or the cat returns.

ANd last but nt least i actually got to sing 'no man is an island' officially today. i still rem the first time i heard the song was four years bck during SYF2001. we (tk) were jumpin around lk mad, screamin coz we were just so happy bout our victory, n the victorians were just standin around waitin for us to keep quiet. then they quietly gathered together n started singin 'no man'. woah for tt moment i was stunned, amazed, n impressed. tts when i knew i really wanted to be part of choirs of such. lyrics r simple yet powerful. pretty tranquil feel bout it too. love it. ;D

yeah. so rain on me. im soaked in my own world.

tues? mon?

haha today feels more like a monday than a tuesday. n doesnt help tt mr chan only had one period out of the three periods of chem he was supposed to haf with us. so the non-mt ppl had six periods of breaks?? two period break + two mt periods + two free chem periods. wah song boh.

oh aniwae hahaah. i got in for the biomedical selection quiz! i didnt even noe the results were posted there, neither was i the one who checked it. we were just on our way to the toilet.. ahha. cant believe it lah. i was the first to finish somemore. this is called 'tyco'. ;p but im gonna go for it lah. see wad it is like to do biomedical stuff. yeahh.

todays a cod cold day. oh aniwae i felt so dumb today. was playin hearts n i made a really terrible stupid move hahah. then mr chew saw us n i tried standin up n smilin really big at him, but he commented tt i was 'too slim to hide wad is behind me'. but nah, hes a cool guy.

came home today n had this urge to play the piano. ended up playin 'right here waiting' over n over. then some other songs in tt bk. it feels so gd to play the piano again! no im nt tinkin of joinin the piano ensemble, but it feels gd to enjoy music. ;p im beginnin to appreciate the fruits of my hard labour at piano playin.

wearin vjc uni tmr again. cool. ahah. i tink we must haf looked so ugly in the previous photos tt we must take another one. but gd lah, coz ppl r payin such a high price the programme booklet better be gd. ;p

banner's almost done. in fact i tink its quite done. tts great.

'if we've only got a hundred years, to live.'

rainbow.

phew ok. i finally changed my layout. saw quite a few nice ones but i finally decided on this coz i liked the rainbow n retro feel heh. i haf two rockstar layout but tt one later lah huh. lets just stick to this first.

aniwae. i actually cheered for my sis when her name was read out haha. ;p

"feed me with the groove"

ps. i love walkin in the rain. haha.

tearin paper.

was readin carbo after i got home. then i started gettin bored bcoz my sis beat me to the com when she got home. then i started tearin paper coz i was so bored n angry at the same time. ( my mum had to tell me now tt yah, maybe no need take chi, coz its such a waste of time. but u shd, bcoz u shd haf the learnin spirit n dun lose touch wif chi.) then boyz II men came on the radio-- 'water runs dry'. ahah wow, it soothes me so.

aniwae i haf a really nice pic of bing's n jiaxun's pink socks together wif suelynn n mine yellow socks on my phone. pretty cool. but the socks feel lk its made of plastic.. its quite inelastic. oh dear. econs anyone? elasticity of demand n supply.. bah. choir today was fun. i lk singin in quartet position, tho sometimes it means i cant get my note. lk today for pamugun.. the sop solo part. so embarrassin. but other than tt i really lk singin in quartet. u nt only get to hear other sections better, u actually get to mix around more wif the choir ppl n noe more ppl. tts always gd.

aniwae i wore vj's uni last thurs. thurs? yeah. n everyone said i looked gd in it lalala.

mac's breakfast on mon. woohoo.

singin in the rain.

haha i tink im quite shen ;D told someone i wld be happy if i can sing in the rain, n just happened when i was walkin out of sch it started drizzlin n me n bing were singin in the rain. haha soo wonderful. tt really made my day. n yesterday i was tellin suelynn tt i wld make smthg happen, n it did! haha i really am shen.

actually today didnt start off too well. was feelin irritable (its nt even pms) n i felt so much lk screamin n runnin out of sch. but haha, maybe it was just the stupid chem test. which had the same qn as the one rosh had for her test; the test paper which i borrowed from her but didnt understand THAT particular qn. sigh. but ok lah, at least i can get some miserable marks.

gp lesson was cool. i always get alvin n victoria in my group tho. ahha. n im still fascinated by the coin soccer game. its so fun! ahah.

went wif rosh to ecp after sch today. wow it felt so gd to just sit by the beach, feel the wind, n talk bout everythg under the sun. literally. ;p we tried writin our name on the coconut tree wif some charcoal, but somehow some of the charcoal seemed dried up or smthg, n couldnt be used. so we ended up scrapin some parts of the tree bark ahha. ;D we wrote 'RnJ' haha.

then went back sch n accompanied my sis to take her results. gosh she had practically no reaction when she got her results silly girl. 4As! lk how gd can u get. :D Congrats!!! i was so happy for her i wanted to cry for her, but i decided she shd be cryin first before i do. aahah.

then i decided to go for the bio medical quiz. if i get even ten qns correct i will eat my hair. i seriously haf no idea wad its talkin about. oh well. at least i tried.

then went for banner paintin. haha another horny session wif the choir yr ones. sheesh. n we teased gabriel quite badly. didnt noe adrian can talk so much crap! haha. n jiaxun kept saying 'my ass...' ahha. n sue was being her usual self, eg. being horny. but i always haf fun paintin banner, just tt it soemtimes get a bit unproductive, but tts ok. we're finishin. GD.

yeah mon's gonna be a off-day for victorians. anderson's ice cream/ movie? haha.

"this is soda-licious."

quote from mayling's precious moments file. cool rite. it had a pic of a boy n girl drinkin from soda too. haha.

aniwae, ive been holdin too much anger for too long. at some point of time i look back n tink its all silly stuff but sometimes i just feel so angry again. its ok, ill just figure it out. aniwae ive been realy happy at sch.

haha today raihana did my nails real nice! haha. then the nail polish got smudged n i went 'aww. its smudged. the woes of a bimbo. ;D' heh ok. tts wad happens when u dun haf adibah (my cupcake) around to spice thgs up. silly girl went to tj.

oh n how many students get to watch 'city of god' during their gp lessons? i do!

yeah yeah.

for credit of our country, and Glory Of Her Name.

yeah. tk rox. i tink i shd show more of my appreciation for the tchers. actually was being quite rude today, when tcher was briefin us bout pae i was bendin over, on the phone. haha.

was feelin quite numb when i got to sch. went sch early to eat lunch. i tink nxt time break i mite just go down tk to get food, it nv looked any better.

i did okayly i guess, didnt do better than norm. pretty much the same as prelims, tho im really quite proud of my bio n mep. but tts bout all. hcl was disappointing, but i really wasnt expectin much. but c6? woah i nearly failed lah. n to tink three of my close frens did fail their hcl. hm. but but but most of my classmates did well n so did most of my vj schmates n esp my classmates! great! im happy for all of u ppl k! n well done darlingS, A1s r nt tt easy to get, i noe. ;D rosh! rach! bing! yaf! *grins

tk did quite well this yr, except for physic n hcl. we're actually comparable to the batch two yrs before. hopefully we can get a gd rankin. but it really depends on how the other schs did. oh well, im still proud of my batch. ;D

aniwae aniwae. rudy was on tv. woah one of the top students. very proud of him. he's come a long way man. well done!

aniwae today after gettin bck results i went ps swensons for some piggin out. ;D n now im eatin some choc stick evelyn gave me hahah. n lookin adoringly at the choc my sis gave me. ;D

choir banner tmr morn, n then choir prac. haha to tink i actually thot of wad to wear to prac liao, so can dress nice nice for dinner ahhaha. hmm. tink ill haf to settle wif pe shorts n tee. cant be bothered to change.

"We cannot all be heroes, and thrill a hemisphere. With some great daring venture, some deed that mocks at fear. But we can fill a lifetime with kindly acts and true, there's always noble service for noble souls to do. We're not all blessed with beauty, nor everyone with brains. But each from every other, has something good to gain. So let us make an effort to keep it as a rule- that each one needs the other within the Katong school. So let us fill the hours, with minutes truly spent. In helpin one another, towards a true content. So let us serve in honour, and work for selfless fame. For credit of our country, and Glory Of Her Name."

relaxin.

heh ok. im nt really tinkin too much bout tmr. just let it come n go. tts the best way lah. whatever results u get, just accept it. its ur own doing!

reachin sch at 12 tmr. for lunch! haha. tk canteen food is how nice lah, compared to all the horrible laksa n boring indian food i haf everyday in sch. haha.

i ponned chinese today! hahaah. didnt want to at first- was plannin to go wif brandon even if eugenia n janice n all the others werent going, then i ended up at the blood donation centre, n i stuck there coz rai was gettin a bit nervous n amir, min yan n jamie were gettin their blood sucked out. :D so i stuck around n talked rubbish to them. the needle was really quite, erm, big. *shivers* when i saw the nurse pokin the needle in for amir i was lk going 'ow ow eew.'

heard mich's solo today. nt bad lah, i actually 'felt' it, seriously. *claps*. heard a pretty nice rendition of 'when u say nthg at all' too. ;p well done guys.

aniwae today i felt so slacker i went canteen to eat after 3. then went parkway so tt alvin can get some food. then went for choir banner, music feste, then choir banner again. we keep runnin out of paint. haha. but i realised the sch has this really powerful water hose! very gd, u can wash off the paint from the brushes without even needin to use the thinner. me n jia xun had a great time usin the water hose ;p

boyz II men is so soothin lah. took this whole pile of cds to listen, ended up wif them. they just make me wan to sing.

*big smile*

alive- speed.

am listenin to tt now. woah old songs r so nice to listen to. i mean, my past fav songs=old songs. ;D its jap btw.

o's results comin out this fri. ok lah, i dun feel anythg yet. just take it as it is. will haf quite a few ppl to sms-- choir, n frens, frens, n more frens.

today was pretty much a sian day. maybe it was the weather. alot of ppl seemed to be missin from the action. i felt lk a lot of ppl were missin frm arnd me.

blood donation drive started today. am so proud of the three guys in my class-- bock, boon xin, n brandon. all Bs. aniwae brandon had to go in middle of econs tutorial to go donate lah, crazy impulsive guy, but ok lah, haha, makes our lives more interestin. aniwae i really wan to donate blood too. sigh too bad.

ice jelly is really nice. yummy. at this rate, ill be eligible to donate blood by end of this month.

oh ahha. met this real funny guy- edgar. he had coloured stains on the *ahem* part of his pants, so we asked him if he was pmsin. ahha then he started being quite farnie n RA. argh. then he embarrassed me by sayin i dun look at him in the face when i tok to him. gosh i was laughin so hard i tink i'll get six packs.

nearly ponned chem today. air con was spoilt. haha. but wld be quite dumb if i did. firstly, the lecturer is our chem tutor. secondly, LT already looked pathetically empty, so it wld be worst if we didnt go. aniwae mr chan showed us the movie trialer for harry potter. wah lau, wads wif draco malfoy's hair. but it looks nice lah, the movie.

i tink closet-perverts freaks me out. pls do not come near me.

im a pig, hear me oink

gosh i ate so much today. lets count-- one ham n cheese omelette, one nasi briyani, two egg pratas, one packet of maggie mee n one packet of those white malay kueh with brown coconut stuff. brr. i feel fat.

went choir room to play carrom in the morn wif bing sue n jiaxun. i can shoot! yeah. but the round thg went in the hole bout twice for me, so i had to put back two seeds. but nt bad lah, at least didnt paiseh myself.

stayed back to paint banner today. first time paintin banner. its nt fantastically beautiful, but shd be can make it lah, though i had to kick myself to stop findin faults n just let the drawers do their stuff. so in the end i walked over to the sov banner grp who were paintin a black cloth white hahaha. n we kinda ran out of paint, n sue had to make a joke bout askin the western stall uncle to make 'white paint' for us. *shivers* wanted to go out for dinner with them, but dad insisted on fetchin me. bah bah.

class was quite fun today. chem lab-- i was pourin magnesium frm the small plastic bottle into the conical flask n i dropped the whole bottle inside the conical flask. then everyone around me started laughin, n mr chan actually walked over to ask me what was the matter. then rai was commentin tt 'single sex edu is fun' (as in single sex SCH) but i intepreted it as single sex- sex education hahaha. so i thot aloud 'huh, fun?? wad they teach u, gay sex??' gosh. tts another embarrassin moment ahha.

hm wad else. yeah i did tutorials. n i tink my gp tcher is gd. *flips coin into the air*

back to short hair.

cut it after dinner today. was a 'hm, heck ill just go do it now' kinda feeling. but feels gd. my head feels so light now haha. now i can start usin my hair wax again ;D

went shoppin yesterday at parkway n suntec. haha erm, brandon asked me how much i spent n i counted. woah. quite scary. just in six hours n *** gone. ;D

aniwae yesterday my sis was tellin me how this fren told her tt a trainee-doctor fren had to do an abortion for a 15 yr old girl, but the baby was too old to be aborted so they had induced abortion where the girl had to eat a pill to get the baby out. then the doctor fren described the baby wriggling when it came out, then it stopped and died. so my sis's fren asked tt trainee-doctor 'wont u need counsellin then?' the doctor's reaction was 'wad for? waste time'. well, my sis thot the doctor sounded quite cold n unfeelin(unlike of a doctor) but i thot otherwise. i mean, im sure at the point of time when u saw the baby u must be thinkin something right? how can anyone be so cold to this? maybe u wont continue tinkin about it, but definitely at THAt point of time u must be. i mean, doctors are supposed to be able to 'detach' themselves from work n life-after-work, or they'll be so affected by what they see everyday. besides, i dun tink its naive to tink tt humans nowadays are cold, unfeelin, sadistic n likes -happy tree frens- n -stick death(??)- all the time. Example: cold mountain! there was one scene where the man who goes around killin all the runaway soldiers gets a lil emotional from singin a song tt he used to sing when he was young. Humans cant be totally devoid of feelings dearies. tt's my stand, n its nt a stand only for naive n innocent ppl. taadaa.

i realised im actually quite repetitive, that's why the para looks long.

aniwae today durin bio lecture amir n alvin wanted to question me n do an analysis on me. nahh, failed. ;D haha nt much to analyse anyway. choose a better topic nxt time. but seriously, amir's a gd teller of character. he's cool. n gd. n fairly accurate. oh haha this makes him sound lk an indian fortune teller wif a parrot heh.

to suelynn *pout*

os jus ti.

bruckner is a nice song. pamugun too, tho it sounds different from the way we hear the recordin n the way we sing it. we're lk singin it at 1/10 of the original speed haha.

aniwae i got fined today for being late for choir prac. n all i did was rush out to the toilet with sheena the moment we reached. but nvm, lesson learnt.

shockin. didnt noe two guys can attempt to finish a kfc family feast meal. fantastic. im impressed.

aniwae i haf an evil plan on wed. heh. ;D *evil smile

blood, gore, n popcorn.

just came bck frm watchin cold mountain. yo ppl its really quite a gd show, considerin all the blood n gore n the way they kill ppl without blinkin an eye. reminds me of 'the pianist'. haha both r lk so history related. i lk movies bout war, tho my stomach wrenches everytime someone gets shot. i was chewin the popcorn paper box lah- brandon was laughin at me. attempt at class picnic was quite horrible, so dun ask bout tt. but i nearly got lost tryin to get to east coast on my own. luckily i met amir, so we walked through the maze together. funny thg was, brandon yaojun n julian went to look for me (do i really look lk i wld get lost??). they were waitin at the bus stop while me n amir were tryin out the maze. aniwae i was glad tt qimin n victoria came together with us. tho we really didnt do anythg much at ecp, but well, effort made.

choir tmr for whole day. wanted to go acfair in the morn so can see dawn! but nahh, cant make it. haha she was tellin me 'nvm, will get to see u nxt fri ;D ' n i was tinkin 'drats.. nxt fri. pfft.'

did i tell anyone im so proud of bing? woah her music feste audition was pretty gd. u go girl~ ngee shin n shili was really quite power too. nt to mention adi too! yeahh.

aniwae i tink ive been tinkin too much these days for my own gd. i dun really haf much of a choice bout my passionless choice, just have to stick to it for now. besides, i dun tink there's much of a turnin bck for me. bah.

ive sworn off guys. ( been tellin ppl for bout one wk now i guess). no more waitin list, nor eye candies. im gonna be a gd clean girl wif no scandals. excellent ;D

im tinkin of takin up voice again. my mum kinda persuaded me to tink bout it. askin shaline if she wants to learn it too, then take up exam. so at least i'll haf smthg substantial. but seriously im nt too sure if i wan to make myself busy again. i dread the feelin of havin smthg on after sch everyday n comin home feelin tired frm work.

btw. LT5 is horrible without aircon. after half an hour u end up breathin in ur own warm exhaled air, n u get the feelin tt ur suffocatin. but after the lecture was quite farnie-- me raihana n adibah wanted to see where the doors at the bottom leads to, so we went in. but the door closed on us n we were caught in pitch darkness. haha we were quite freaked out n we started pullin at the door which cldnt be opened from outside. so we were frantically pullin at the door handle until this guy frm LT opened the door. quite embarrassin. haha.

oh heh. today is S2 bimbo day. didnt do much for bimbo. but raihana got pink shag bands (supposedly for les) which we saw two lesbians wearin today. so haha. im nt gnna wear tt ever again. in the first plc i dun tink ill ever wear the shag bands bcoz its so suggestive.

rachel ur letter is with me. ;D adibah was passin arnd the class pics today lah, n everyone was sayin how different i look. n nic was lk gg ' how cum i nv noticed charmaine.. wasted. ' sigh. buayaa

met sis kiat when comin home today, at mrt station. funnily julian n yaojun were quite fascinated by him. they were comtemplatin with the possibility tt kiat might mention wad gd taste i haf to walk alongside two gd lookin guys. sigh. haha ok im exaggeratin.

ha ok. long blog. till then. nite. i need to catch up on tutorials. badly.

*applause*

heh ok. here is my long awaited blog haha. stop complainin, rosh.

i just went to vote for the new faces of the yr thg. man, no names, how m i supposed to noe who is who? so in the end i just see who i lk n i voted. of coz the guys were easy- i already thot of who i wanted to vote for, but the girls were a bit of prob. but i did manage to come up with five faces tt i really liked-- too bad i didnt know if they r nice ppl or nt.

aniwae i had cross country on sat. me, raihana, eugenia, janice n adibah ran together, though towards the end adibah lagged quite behind, but seriously, we did quite a gd job! we didnt stop, n i thot we ran quite well. gd run. but haha, no lucky draw. eugenia n i missed the lucky draw number by one-- three guys in my class were the consecutive three numbers after one of the lucky draw number. how suay. but i was quite embarrassin on tt day, bcoz when i heard tt i missed the lucky draw by one number i actually let out quite a bit of a scream. ahhaah. pretty anti climax since everyone thot i won. ha.

had jts on fri! swensons. ok lah got to know the seniors better. n i made my mortal's day by givin him quite a nice pres. now he better be rackin his brains to tink of wad to gif me muahaha.

had a very nice girl talk wif raihana today durin bio lecture. n silly yj was so loud about the 'yo jy wassup!' argh. tt was quite embarrassin. n i dun understand-- if u wan to slack, u sit at the back of lt. y bother act cool n sit at the back when actually ur listenin to the lecture?? *ahem*hahaa.

had mock bio SPA today. ok lah, quite a few ppl helped me wif the ans n stuff, but seriously mrs lim shd just stop askin me qns. or maybe i shd stop askin her qns which simply implied tt i didnt listen to her tok bout spa in class. sigh. but either way the SPA went okayly well lah.

hm wad else. just realised today that bing can be as ahemly crazy bout comin up with nicknames for ahems ;D. n i ate lk a pig today. chomp chomp.

bock did well for the sc speech today. haha we were cheerin so loudly for him. well done, ni hope u get in!

yeah, till then.

mugger.

i feel so mugger. ive been doing hmwk for past two nites. hey ppl, u gotta understand man. in tk i dun use to do my maths assignments n tys hmwk. now im lk doin all tt is required of me? gosh im so hardworkin. ahahah no lah. but really i dun really understand all my lectures-- esp the proteins part. beta sheet. why does it fold? wad bond. then wad bout the R grp thgy tt he said? argh. asked mrs lim today but im still half-bucket bout it. wad bout fibrous n globular. u mean fibrous only for tertiary ones? ahh.

aniwae i was doing my hmwk from 830 til just now k. quick, someone applaud for me. i just hope i can keep it up.

led sectionalds for yr ones today. honestly, i tink i did a terrible job. but nvm, i shall improve if theres another chance. i shall be humble n learn. ;D

haha gosh was just talkin to brandon online n he was just tellin me the same thg-- that he shall try to improve. aniwae today he was really nice-- he did smthg tt he norm won't do in order to gain a new perspective. he said it; didnt noe if its for real, but it sounded damn nice. n he stuck to it for the whole day lah. great guy. ;p

btw i went home wif yaojun yesterday bcoz eugenia left without me. wah talk rubbish the whole trip home. but at least now i haf someone to talk the same bus as me, drop the same stop, n cross the same overheadbridge. comfort.

i got new addiction. the granola bars (they're healthy ;D) from nature valley. goes for 75cents in BP. comes in cinnamon n honey-n-oats, n u can choose btwn crunchy or chewy bars. n all these bcoz im sick of canteen food. already. sighh. not even the indian food interests me.

ok. pe tmr. argh.

wo de fu qing.

came bck frm malaysia this morn-- first thg i sat down to do was the compo bout my father. i'm so sorry ma if u thought the compo was lousy; i thot it was ok. ahha. aniwae i had to finish the compo so i cld go out. with brandon n janice haha. went to listen to wad 'offspring sounds lk. its nt as bad as wad some ppl said it was, but we didnt manage to find which song was it that has the sexual lyrics tt julian likes to haf on his nic. n we bought big boxed of biscuits for our sps ahha. who ask mine nt to reply me? ha.

oh aniwae i did quite a bit of shoppin in malaysia heh. i finally got a three quarts pants. n a nice sch bag! its black wif a lil bit of red. haha. im tryin to tie this pink-silvery shoelace on it, but i tink it looks kinda out of plc so i shall just see how it goes first. but i tink the bag is big enough to swallow me. its quite 'long haha.

my appetite is back. how to maintain my weight at 42 if i go on like that? *shakes head* but food is too gd to resist. i'm tokin crap.

ok shawn. i tink someone (my sis? mum?) told me tt u actually wrote in the morn, nt night. so yah. at first i thot u went online durin com lessons. but isnt missin sch even worst then going online durin sch hrs??

chubby bunny.

i tink tt was the highlight of the choir bbq. seein ppl stuff mushmallows into their mouths and tryin to say 'chubby bunny' without spillin the mashmallows out. damn farnie. or 'po po pok' ahhaha.

went 'swimmin in the sea. tried syncronised swimmin too ;D quite fun, except tt i was too lazy to change out of my wet clothes so i was feelin quite cold in the car.

that's all.

btw, shawn, yes i do make time to cum online. i see u require less hours of sleep nowadays? ;p

HnB. *grins

haha a big 'HnB' to sheena*ahem*, meiling, mary, bing, simin n suelynn. hehe giggles. ;D but blame it on meiling lah can, she's the one who saw it n told us all about it. i merely emphasized it hahah.

went out for lunch wif senior class today. failed to persuade more ppl frm my class to go (sorry but i was practically whining into the phone when i was talkin to bocky) , but the ratio of seniors:juniors eventually evened itself out (six on six). throughout the whole lunch it was just laughter everywhere. shini really laugh like some evil witch lah. n i found a senior who talks lk boon xin. haha. n i found out tt amir is a good story teller! gosh but his comments are so lame. we called him a racist bcoz he has quite a bit of racist jokes, but he said duh he's a racist coz he's from track. (he races. ha.) tt's just one example of his lameness, u wldnt wan to hear the rest ha.

hm completed my first SAT test today. got 610, but the person sittin nxt to me actually had full score 800. n im nt kiddin. cant believe someone who looks lk he just got out of bed can do it so well. ahha but when he first told me i didnt believe it. but now i tink he's quite shen. hm. fantastic.

performance today was ok only i guess. thot the sops sounded nicer (must be the carols for warm ups ;D) but i erm, sang an extra hei. n i norm dun make tt mistake lah. grr. oh n the last part we made another mistake. i guess it wasnt really well done by us. but ok lah. the perf ended earlier than we expected so we girls went to chill out at citylink the pacific?? red cushion seats shop n listened to mary tell stories of how this class had guys seated separately two grps, red n blue, and in the middle of the lessons they will just go 'red grp! blue grp! change place!'. sigh when i heard it i wasnt even laughing. i tink im immuned to farnie stories liao. unless its lame jokes. oh gosh, blame it on my class.

choir bbq tmr. heh sops yr ones r in charge of chicken wings, isnt tt wonderful. we're gonna poison everyone wif our excellent skill of marinatin the chicken. *claps*

yeah yeah.

had a fun filled day with lots of jokes to tell for today. lk adibah n her loud 'ha-ha-ha' during chem lecture; me janice n adibah eavesdroppin on amir during chem lecture too (sighh. ;D ) ; yaojun n his pms/pregnancy/wear lifevest in case drown in toilet jokes. oh but the funniest has gotta be nicholas n brandon during recess. they were playin sisscors paper stones, n winner will have to return all the plates. haah brandon claims tt he always loses, but he won this time round. haha it was realky farnie-- we were laughin so loud i tink the whole canteen was lookin at us. haha. raihana n her 'openness' *ahem ;D

n i finally got to meet rachel online! ahhh. haha. miss u potato *hugs haha i'll rem to send u the photos ;D

and special thanks to mellifluous cacophony: thanks for the yellow water bottle! nice surprise. i'll try to fry more chicken wings on sat n get ppl to pass them to u k? ;D meanwhile drink lotsa water-- nxt two days of choir gonna be quite tirin i guess. late nights n all. take care!

ms play-hard-to-get.

went back tkchoir today. miss lim seems hopeful about the choir, which is good! was really happy n haha kinda excited when i went back today. haha yeah the 'excited' is kinda silly i admit, but really i was excited, hm ok. but yah, tkchoir still rox. really.

today was haha, quite an embarrassin day. vs guys r such big mouths lah.

i got called a miss play-hard-to-get today. haah. er i was refusin oreos lah, then another guy tried askin me n duh i refused. so yup the nickname. haha but quite funny. besides u shd hear wad my guy fren called me to ask me for a sip of water. wah lauu. tsktsk.

i tink my appetite is down again. i dun feel hungry anymore haix. haha bing was lk tellin me tt i need therapy bcoz im so addicted to the indian food ;D

ahz i give up. cant tink of wad to blog. brr.

babelicious. *lick*

haha tt's wad i wrote on raihana's bio notes today. yaojun shivered when he read it ;D

aniwae its now twelve midnight, but i just felt this craze to come online n blog tho its quite disappointin tt none of my frens are actually online.

but heh. erm. today i wasnt feelin too well. had stomachache in the morn, and in sch too. hmm maybe its BRANDON"S BAN MIAN> haha. but it was really quite nice. yah then bcoz of tt i didnt dare to eat curry today. so i had to watch adibah eat her torsai. *pouts n the guys were practisin their pull-ups during break. wah im impressed by wad skinny-arms*ahem* can do. i tink he did bout ten. phew.

bio prac today was dumb. sighh.

oh n my chinese tcher is a flirt. she only toks to the guys in our class lah, n she really knows who to pick to talk to lah. fantastic. i was lk going 'f - l - i - r - t' the whole chinese lesson.

PE today was crap. or rather i shd say, the tcher was a crap lamer. omg u shd hear the jokes he has. or are they even qualified to be called 'jokes?? sheesh! but nevertheless it got me laughing. haha.

had choir prac wif sco today. gosh it ended at 10++. but quite a gd eye opener lah, tho i tink we really needed to learn our parts better. hahah biying is entitled to go to bass 3 after the prac coz i tink she commented tt she was losing her voice.

oh n i received my choir sp letters today. boon xin was reading it aloud ha. n julian read it too. they were lk 'look at the handwriting.. i bet its a guy!' haha. as i said, my class guys r really adorable. ;D oops. i bet rach is jealous. hee.

-i'm jiayun. the babe-

aching!

my legs are aching. why why why. i feel like some old ah mah whose legs ache whenever it rains. heh. *feels old*



went visitin at my ct's hse today. dun ask y but i felt tt we werent very welcomed. but nvm, i got to carry her youngest kid without him crying.

went for lunch before tt. ha i was the last to arrive despite living the nearest i tink. i cldnt find my keys! ha so i was panicking in the house when i saw abiel's cup and then i felt so dumb. the keys were in the cup. so abiel, its ur fault.

aniwae we went foodcourt to eat, then went arcade. i dieded first for house of dead (so lousy) even chin bock was better than me hahaha. er than i played the hit-the-round-thingy thg wif rachel and beat her 11-5. haha. i'm nt really the pro one, but she self destruct lah. haha.

went for pool after tt. i tink me n janice have improved significantly. haha at least now the ball goes where we want it to. n brandon was lk being our advisor. then we went to eat banmian at the roxy sq. haha the aunty gave us a shock by waving to us when we walked in, but later we realised tt she was actually wavin at brandon. he's her regular customer. oh n her cookies were pretty delicious haha. i ate quite a bit. ;D n she gave us this whole bag of sweets. gonna bring it tmr for our class to eat during our THREE lectures.

it rained when we went back. but ok lah. it looked so dark i didnt know where i was. but lucky janice knew her way around. ;D

sch tmr. ahh. mondays. haix. i already have the whole timetable memorised.

its a damn cold night.

brr. been rainin since i got out of the house, n it had to rain when i came back. but nvm, i like the cold.

haha today my cousin's boyfriend came over. my uncles n aunties upon hearin tt he arrived rushed to the front door n crowded there, strainin to see which one was him hahah. it was really quite funny. then when the boyfriend went to the kitchen to be introduced to all the uncles n aunties, my first uncles asked with a very straight face 'how long have you two been together?' wahh. tt was the ultimate. everyone just started laughin. so in the end we decided to let the poor guy off. hahah.

then i lost all my dad's one dollar notes in gambling. haha. lousyy. the funny thg was that the two lil cousins who didnt know how to play kept winning. and they win back double. and they got a bit smarter and started bettin big. irony!

gong xi fa cai. ive been eatin macs for two days.

bck for a nite

came bck frm malaysia for one night. my sis is having sat exam tmr, so we came back earlier to let her rest. going in again tmr wif my parents for my grandpa's death anniversary.

the fireworks' my uncle bought this year was better. it's lk those u see at national day! only smaller lahh. but still it was so nice! he had about four of those. ;D haiyang kor bought quite a bit too(for once ;D ), but too bad i cant see them tonight nor tmr nite. sighh.

haiyang kor's adorable kids went bck wif him to malaysia this yr. rowan is so adorable! he can do the commando crawl but he does it so fast, they call him the 'carpet shark'. hm. ;D then he was fascinated when i let him drink plain water from the spoon. he didnt wan to stop! then ryan was so adorable (as usual) wif all his continuous eatin and chattering. he told me 'famashiita' (???) means 'r u hungry'. then he wondered aloud how come i didnt know anythg. hahah.

havent collected enough hongbaos yet. been eating alot tho. eat n eat n eat. *feels terribly piggy*

cant wait for sunday. going visitin at my tcher's hse wif my classmates.

aniwae. the tv said tt this yr rabbits will haf 'tao2 hua1 yun4' *beams* hehehe.

happy chinese new yr!

yeah going off tmr liao. n i still cant really decide wad to wear haha.

went to tj's carnival today. met quite a few old frens ;D too bad everythg was cramped in one small space. i made adibah share the malt candy wif me-- in the end she ate more of it than me. haha.

i tink im in love wif indian food. been eatin it for a wk now, n even when i went outside tjc to eat at the hawker centre, me n adibah ordered tandoori naan. delicious! maybe i shd go marry an indian guy then i'll get to eat it everyday. yummy.

quote from adibah ' i think being wif guys do something to our appetite.' haha true. i tink i eat more nowadays. i tink im gettin fat.

jane was so embarrassin today. she had to laugh so loud. sighh. ;D oh n cant believe tt ziyi still rems tt once i chased him wif my shoe in pri sch. i mean, tt was lk six/seven yrs ago?? haha. hm.

wanna change my layout. someone tell me y the words align to the left??

mass dance.

we had mass dance for mass pe today bcoz it was rainin. at first me n my fren were speculatin whether it would be singapore workout or smthg, seein the projector there. ah well. i didnt know quarter of the steps. n i thot i spotted a fren standin outside the hall smirkin.

i tink we had candy floss sugars as specimen one for our bio prac today. when nicholas was boilin his S1 it smelled so much like candy floss. then all of our test tubes had pink bubbles on top of the blue solution. haha disgusting.

too bad i cldnt see my classmates dance today. wanted to see how they gonna shake their butts ;D too bad i cant see it on wed-- leavin early to go back to malaysia.

just found out today that i haf another head in my class. woah. impressive. n to think he's such a joker sometimes.

cant decide wad to wear for cny. lalala.

i ate alot today. a torsai n an egg prata. but if u tink tt's alot, then u shd see this guy called brandon. i tink he was too hungry. one quarts of a cheese prata, one plate of chicken rice, n a piece of *ahem* jelly. n tt was durin our second break, only four periods after our first one. haha. guys.

i just mistook a fren for another person on msn. again. argh.

yeahh.

had a v nice talk wif rosh just now. she simply brightened my day. im so sorry i wasnt v nice to u yesterday, but ;D hee. ok.

basically my mum is concerned about the image that i may carry in sch, and of course she wants her daughter to be perfect if tt is possible. but she picks on the most trivial thgs i cant imagine, and of course i'm most reluctant to change something i see perfectly no sense in changing. so there sparks off my rebellious nature, my non-smilin face at home, and my short curt replies to their queries. which is pretty ironic because ive had the most fun-filled two days (fri n sat) of my jc life, except the fact tt i reached home on both days feelin the most unhappy.

went out wif my class ppl to play pool on fri. gosh they r so much fun. yaojun was being a v gd sport playin wif us girls, n doing baby fives wif us ;D. i found out during macs lunch tt liren is really a v funny guy (president of the pat-toh-logy science research society). i just cant forget his face when adibah n raihana did the baby five infront of his face. haha. raihana is one ball of horniess n girly fun rolled into one (haha the flamingo n the baywatch run ;D) eugenia looks so zai when she plays pool! ahah no one cld believe tt it was her first time playin. the three pros in my class r well, really quite pro. one kept hittin the black ball in, the other one can play until two balls go in, but white ball jumps out of the table. then the other one is tyco one hahaah.

then we went to og bbq together. we were tellin those stupid riddles on the way. i tink the lamest was brandon's own riddle -- 'how many leaves r there' haha.

had choir the whole of sat. i miss singing in a gd choir. ;D all the songs just sound so beautiful. well except for one embarrassin moment durin the choir prac which i blushed till my face was really red, choir prac was enjoyable really. we chose our SPs. sheena had this really lame joke about havin ur own basket if u really want to adopt everyone in the choir as ur sp. aha.

then after choir i went back tkgs for sec one orientation. i was eatin my dinner in the void deck when i heard wan jie say to the sec ones 'if u can hear me, say "gusto!" ' gosh i was so amused. hahahaah. hmm. :D then i guess me n jane got into a lil bit of trouble by stealin the mic from wanjie at the end of the show when they already had their programme planned out nicely n how then it wont run late. ;X haha but we did three cheers for them. heh. i miss being in tk. suddenly it seems so small haha.

now i noe ppl read my blog durin maths class huh. hm. ;p

more cheers.

i tink i erked the girls out today by tellin them my cheer haha. but they changed it to 04s22. and raihana even came up with a 'buttsfive' cheer. we were doing it while the poor guys were doing their pull ups. aww. haha. my class even wrote our class name on the sand when we ran to ecp. then we wrote all our classmates' names. the teacher was nice enough to let us stay there a lil longer i guess. he's a v nice pe tcher, considerin the others (eg. mr t )

lessons were enjoyable today. econs was interesting. i tink the guys in my class r top rated jokers. n pretty creative too. i tink yaojun's starhub internet access was really funny. n so was molly's n nic's. u wldnt wan to hear the full account here. its totally crap. but then again, its interestin how they can crap (convincingly) their way through the presentation.

aniwae today after pe only me n janice bathed. we were a lil late for class, and haha. everyone said we smelled v strong. the guy beside me was lk gg 'wah. so strong the smell.' every five seconds after i sat down. lucky the shampoo n shower cream i used today was the nice one, nt the one tt stinked up the choir room the other day haha. ;D

lala.

cheers.

sheena 'taught me a new cheer today. ok, everyone wans to hear it? ;D

Are you hot :: or not :: j - i - a - y - u - n .. Are you hot.., or not.. *giggles*

haha. i was sayin it to all the choir ppl lalala. n me n mary were singin christmas carols while waitin.

btw. an update on my reading progress. im on the second book, erm page 90 of lotr. yeah. i still have three more bks to go. but let me stress this again-- i do enjoy readin the books!

i mistook a guy for a girl on msn yesterday. was talkin in this mass convo for like ten whole mins before i realised it. and did i mention tt i sent an email out to all my classmates without attachin the file i wanted to send? ok. im a klutz blok.

btw. i liked the egg prata i ate in sch today. only thg was tt my prata was drownin in a sea of curry. i couldnt see the prata at all. but it was nice. tho a lil spicy. but nice. ;D yummy.

i tink my class is cool. kinda reminds me of 4/1 sometimes. btw, hi CB. ;D i know ur readin this.. haha.

rach: im so sorry ive been such a lousy darlin. btw. i promise u i'll email u this wkend k? one long long long one with all MY stories. they're so much more interestin than rosh's *hurmph. haha. but nah, hers got more spice. depends on wad kind of stories u lk to hear lah huh. ;D

lessons. chem or bio??

had a bio lecture today. halfway thru my fren turned over to me n asked me if we were sittin for bio lecture or chem lecture. it was about water molecule, and he was just going on n on about the chemical properties and blah blah.

i prided myself on the fact tt during the econs lecture the guy infront of me dropped his swingable table twice haha. but alas, i did too during the bio lecture. i think my file hit the guys infront quite hard but ah, nvm, they're strong. and of course, bio lecture was interesting. *winks at rosh

had pe today as last period. my class were having bio prac, and we were quite late lah. was shouted at by the pe tcher, gosh. but bio prac was fun. our newly renovated tables does nt stop ur thgs from rollin off the table side nearest to you. So my temp partner was playin with his test tubes and he nearly rolled them off the table. they miraculously dropped on his lap n he manged to catch them all. Wonderful. well, i was quite freaked out by it ahah, the klutzy feeling coming back to me. argh.

did i ever mention that all vjcians are slim, if not in really quite a gd shape? well, lets all applaud the pe dept for their good hard work that they put in for plannin of our pe lessons. well, i honestly think its wonderful though i really felt out of shape today. i felt so lousy can u guys believe it. i need to tone up haha.

school's simply wonderful. of course, then u think what will happen three mths later, and you heave a biiig sigh. *Sigh*

first day at lessons.

lessons were boring. full stop. i mean. what lessons? sighh. i think i did more conducive things at orientation man.

during maths lecture, i kinda slammed my waterbottle on the movable 'table' n it swing back so all my file n pencil box fell to the row in front. lucky none of the pens nor the file hit the two girls in front. im such a klutz.

oh. pe was good though. we ran to east coast. enjoyed the sea breeze before runnin back to school. ;D

i have cross country on valentine's day. wonnderrfull.

the guys in my class were asking around for anyone to join the biathlon. i told them i cant swim, n guess what. i tink the option form has the followin options (or smthg like it) 'can swim/cannot swim. can float/cannot float.' or at least tts wad i heard the guy say. sheesh? hahaah. i belong to neither of the four options. i'm the 'stand on beach n watch' ;D and haha. i cant run 3.2k lor.

aniwae. i found my class more enjoyable today. maybe its the pe that got us all alive. n i really tink my ct rep is so gd, i'm impressed. *applauds* hahah yafen should be proud of her prince ;D

n im reconsiderin if i shd go for the odac camp. its a back-to-basics camp with no strings attached. got cycling, hikin, er. solo night ;x and outdoors cookin? i mean, i really want to do these stuff before i get really busy and besides, when will i ever have a chance to do them again? ah. but then again. why m i gg for. ah.

i heard a most disgustin rumour today. yux. and the worst thg about it is that its not true. ok, like which rumour is ever true. bleahh.

fountain of wealth.

today was much more enjoyable than the previous two days i think. maybe bcoz there was more talking. And i got to know my class. Sadly, my hao jie mei (yaf) didnt get into the same class as me, neither did ver nor sk nor anyone i know and am of better terms with. But good thing Adibah is in my class. She's always taking pictures with me muaha. okok. no link.

So yah, except for finding out to my disappointment that none of my good friends get to be in my class, the rest of the day went pretty well. I liked the neutron dance. Very catchy and repetitive, so haha, easy to learn. Friendship dance tomorrow *winks at roshni* ahahha. And I'm shy. woohoo.

Went to fountain of wealth for mass dance. Floor was slippery (it just rained) and there really wasnt enough space, but it was lots of fun dancing in public, doing kallang waves, and wavin like you were in a concert. I was haha, amused by this bunch of guys who started wavin their hands to the song of.. erm.. cant rem wad. And we were just doing cheers like nobody's business. *who's in the house.. Izak's in the house!* wooohoo.

right. anyone realised i said woohoo twice? woohoo.

Chose our prince and princess today. Verleen did well! haha. tk girls sure can cheer. My king and queen made the nominees do such horny stuff-- seduce them. So most of them ended up touchin them all over, doing pole dancing, belly dancing, licking(!!), pullin their shorts down and hahah goodness knows wad. The guys did well, i must say. I had an eye feast ahha though i was really feelin quite icky when the guys seduced my king. Eeks. GAYS.

I still mix up these two guys in my group. I was so confidently tellin my OGL loudly that i knew that guy's name, but on closer look, i actually got it wrong. Gosh i think that guy gave up on me liao. ahah oops. But fun fun. one of the guys actually has a dimple. tts wad my ogl taught me. ahahah. so before i call any of them, i'll go 'pls smile' then i see which one has the dimple so i noe who to call wad. yeah.

yup. heard some bad news from verleen. but what can i do. will call them up some day and demand a report on what has happened so far, but that's bout all i can do. bitter reality.

yeah yeah. n today we actually did the 'ceto atlantis oh man they suck so much' cheer. haahahah. coool ;D u turtles. bah.

wet games wet games. ;D

yep. quite tired now. Dont think i can do the shoulders n down. because once i'm down dont think i can get up. bahh.

shoulders n downnn. shoulders n downnn.

okayy I have no idea but that phrase is stuck in my head. yup had fun learnin the 3 mass dances which they made us dance bout twice of thrice each, I really didnt keep count, and it doesnt help that most of them made moves that make u go down n up, so yup, my thighs are hurting. Argh.

(if uve realised, im typing in proper english n wif caps too. wow.)
oh ok. Its not in THat perfect English but at least my Mum can complain less about it now. I hope.

We had this game today where we had to hit the big beach balls and try to guide them to our group's catcher. It was then I realised how vertically challenged I actually am. I cant even touch the ball. Blame it on the guys man. Well. I'm glad that Ver n Suelynn felt the same way too muahaha. So we were just standing around screaming. At least I was. heh.

Had an OG outing today, went parkway. I think I still mix around too much with my close friends, eg verleen, but cant help that well, I find Ver really nice to talk to. But I found a Clay Ailken(?) lookalike *smies* and a pair of fake twins in my group. ( i actually asked them if they were twins n they were like 'NOoo!!' oops. ) Oh well. I still have three more days of orientation, hope to make full use of that.

till then.

happy new year!

went down to esplanade for countdown. heard the raffles ringers, nus jazz band and eletrico. these ppl were great. nus jazz band had 'fly me to the moon'. ok, their version is pretty short, but i was happy to hear it. and the lead singer was someone my sis recognised from chorale. ;D

fireworks were wonderful. they had really nice ones, and i managed to catch some on my phone. ahah

btw. i went to eat lunch wif sis n a sr. well. lemme say smthg bout this sr. he went to army, n became an officer. then during lunch he was commentin tt when he was walkin down orchard, he had this feelin tt all he went through was worth it because well, everyone can go walkin everywhere in peace because of the (haha) they are there to protect us. well, i thought that was simply wonderful to hear. you go, wil. ;D n i mean it k.

i tink rosh is gettin pretty excited bout tmr.. hmm. ;D haha shall not tease her publicly too much. hahaah.

btw. *whispers* i won toto! *claps silently n jumps bout* hahah. but nahh, not much money. only three numbers came out but that's better than nthg rite? ;D

cant wait for tmr. sch sch sch.